A Night of Destiny??? (Re-Made and edited!), chapter 3
I was so tired. We left at midnight the following night and got settled into our hotel at around 4am. Sure it takes about 2 hours to get down to Sydney from Newcastle. By bus was slow and the traffic was still heavy even at that time of the morning! Sydney is busy 24/7! So we got to our Hotel room. I was nearly falling asleep in that bus. Every now and then I would try to keep awake but couldn't. I would cuddle into Billie on the back seat where I stretched out and laid my head in his lap.
So there I was in the bed cuddled up next to Billie in his boxers. My body totally exhausted, my mind wanted to sleep and dream. Mind you, Billie's snoring wasn't too much of a pleasure either. All I want to do now is sleep. I am dozing off now and...
"Billie... what are you doing? I want to go to sleep."
Small whimpers were heard, "Awwww but your so cuddly and warm. I want you now. I want all of you. I want to... "
"Billie please lets just sleep."
"Please?"
"Mmmm nah."
"Pretty please."
"Billie... "
"Come on?!"
"NO!" I said firmly in a pissed off mood. Billie backed away from me shifting around on the bed under the soft white covers.
I sighed. "Sorry."
His response was different to what I was expecting, "No, it so' Kay babe. Let's just go to sleep now. Big day tomorrow. Night." Billie kissed me on the cheek and cuddled up to me softly while the both of us drifted off to sleep. Not a word was said for the rest of the morning until we woke up or was a word spoken at all?
**
Billie and the boy's had interviews later on in the day. The sleep did everyone good. Billie stood his ground a little bit from me keeping his distance from me in low key. Every time I got too near to him he would back away leaving me confused. Sure, I went with them to the interviews and all but he still kept ground. Maybe he was secretly pissed off about last night? I wasn't too keen about it.
For one of the interviews I had to sit outside near the reception desk. I had my MP3 player blasting whilst texting my friends on my phone. It was boring for a while. I was bouncing my knees to the music while I sat there. I was sitting there minding my own business when out of no where something happens. Something just tapped me on the shoulder. I turn around quickly to see what it was and staring at me in the face was Tré's two huge blue eyes staring at me.
I screamed "AHHHHHHH!" My heart was pounding so fast I nearly jumped out of my skin. Taking the headphones from my ears I took n deep breaths and calmed down slowly as Tré sat down on the couch next to me.
I finally spoke with Tré snickering at me.
"What the hell Tré?"
"Nothing. Just wanted to see you and how you were. Didn't mean to scare you. What you listening to?"
I was now pissed off. Not only did he scare the shit out of me but he wanted to know how I was after scaring the shit out of me?!
"Fine Tré, just fine. And you know what? I felt super at 4 o clock this morning too. And all today has been great too. Super!" I showed him thumbs up.
"Okay so what has happened? You seemed pissed off for some reason."
"Really?" I asked sarcastically.
"Right, well do you want to tell me about it?"
"Sure but first you got to repay me for giving me a heart attack," I grinned.
"Anything. I'd give you my heart." We both giggled. "Okay kiddo so what's eating you? You can tell me. I won't tell no one."
"No one?" I quirked an eyebrow.
"Yeah" he nodded.
"Okay. Well to tell you the truth. It's about Billie. He has been keeping distance from me all day. I think it's because of early this morning."
"Have you had sex with him yet?"
"Yeah... WHAT?!"
"Nothing." He grinned an even wider grin this time.
"Umm... I don't know what to say."
There was a little bit of an awkward silence.
"So, you and Billie what's up? Something about this morning you were saying."
I sighed with a nod. "Yeah this morning. We were lying there coz we were so tired and all and I was drifting off to sleep and then he cuddles up to me begging for me and I refused coz I wasn't in the mood but he persisted. And now coz of all that he has kept distance from me all day. It's like I'm the bad guy and have done something wrong. I'm having second thoughts about it all."
Tré looked at me somewhat confused after taking in all that information. I probably should have talked to Mike about it instead of Tré. Mike probably would have given me better advice maybe.
Tré spoke after long hard thoughts, "It seems confusing. I mean he is so into you. He told us that he likes you a lot and he even mentioned you in the interview we just had then just briefly. I say give him a chance and in the long run if it doesn't work out then it doesn't work out. But I don't blame you for what you did. That was really brave of you. I respect a girl like that."
Tré placed a hand on my thigh for comfort I spose and the other hand cupping my chin.
"If you were mine, I wouldn't force you into anything."
I smiled a little bit more, "thanks Tré. Hopefully it will work out between Billie and I. I'm not going to have any doubts yet."
"Good. By the way what are you listening to?" Tre asked me completely changing the subject.
"Umm some of 'the living end' I think." I lied.
Tré cocked an eyebrow with amusement in his face, "You think?" He laughed.
"Yep" I smiled proudly. "Wanna listen? I am so bored."
Tré gladly took the MP3 from my hands and stuck the headphones in his ears. To my amusement it wasn't 'The Living End' playing at all. It was something else and by the looks of it Tré's face was giving me all kinds of signals. He took the headphones from his ears and looked at me.
"That was not 'The Living End!'"
"I thought it was. What was it then?" I smiled with cheek.
"That young miss was my song, not some song by 'the living end!'"
I smirked and giggled under my breath. "My mistake!"
He nodded in agreement. Giving back my MP3 he whispered to me, "Does my song turn you on?"
I playfully slapped him out of the way and got up. Tré a little confused, "where you going?"
"Nature calls Tré, unless you want to come with me but you would be out of place."
"I don't think I would. I like to get in touch with my feminine side!"
I laughed and patted him on the shoulder. "I'll be back okay. Talk to you in a little while."
I made my way to the bathroom...
**
Later that afternoon, the guys kicked back in the hotel room exhausted after so many interviews. Tomorrow would be interview free. I guess they wanted a day of rest before the Press Conference and actual show.
Billie still stood further from me. I think Tre knew what I was talking about now as I told him what was going on. All four of us sat on the couch. I was next to Billie and Tre was next to me with Mike next to him. I tried to sit closer to him but he shuffled further up towards his end of the couch. Everyone was looking at the television in front of us. I was sick of this shit Billie was giving me, so I got up and headed for the bedroom. Billie's eyes on me the whole time as I strode towards our bedroom. He didn't even follow me. I plopped myself on the bed grabbing the nearest pillow and tried my hardest to fall into a slumber.
**
When I woke up I felt some weight on the bed. Billie Joe had his back to me and was sitting on the other side of the bed muttering to himself. I was so tired. With all the energy I had left in me I slowly and cautiously crept to the side of the bed where he was. Maybe I could entice him? I slowly crept my hands to his hips sliding my hands down his pants a little into those tight black pants he had on. I felt him shiver at my touch as he spun around to see me. Getting more comfortable on the bed he lay next to me and sighed with a deep breath. I crawled on top of him and lay my head on his chest, feeling it rise up and down.
It was peaceful and relaxing. Billie's hair ruffled my hair a little placing small kisses on my hand.
"Billie... "
"Hmmm?"
"Why have you been avoiding me all day? Is something wrong?"
He sighed, "No babe. Nothing is wrong... it's just... "
"Just what?" I interrupted him.
"Just I've been thinking about how I treated you so early this morning and I was such a fucking dickhead! Will you forgive me?"
"Billie, of course I forgive you but don't do it again ok? You kind of scared me."
He hugs me some more and this time we begin to kiss. After a while we have both dozed off in each others arms.
About an hour later there was a knock at our bedroom suite.
Billie grumbles and gets up gently unwrapping his arms from around me, waking me up too.
Billie stumbles to the door and opens it.
"Hey Billie!!!" says a very awake Tre.
"Hey Tre" yawns Billie.
"We got Pizza and we got some for you's as well. Come out when you want it... .Mmmmm this Australian Pizza is so nice."
I chuckle from the bed and get up making my way over to Billie wrapping my arms around his waist. I am greeted with a kiss on the cheek.
"You hungry babe?" he asks me.
I nod, "Starving!"
"Follow me" Tre tells us as we all stumble onto the couch. Pizza is on the little coffee table in front of the couch in front of us. I grab for a large piece. I don't know what flavour it was as I grabbed for any. I go to take a bite of it but Billie beats me too it.
"Hey" I yell. "Get your own!"
Billie pouts. "I thought you liked sharing with me."
I roll my eyes and hand him the piece I had and go to grab for another piece this time taking first bite!
So there I was in the bed cuddled up next to Billie in his boxers. My body totally exhausted, my mind wanted to sleep and dream. Mind you, Billie's snoring wasn't too much of a pleasure either. All I want to do now is sleep. I am dozing off now and...
"Billie... what are you doing? I want to go to sleep."
Small whimpers were heard, "Awwww but your so cuddly and warm. I want you now. I want all of you. I want to... "
"Billie please lets just sleep."
"Please?"
"Mmmm nah."
"Pretty please."
"Billie... "
"Come on?!"
"NO!" I said firmly in a pissed off mood. Billie backed away from me shifting around on the bed under the soft white covers.
I sighed. "Sorry."
His response was different to what I was expecting, "No, it so' Kay babe. Let's just go to sleep now. Big day tomorrow. Night." Billie kissed me on the cheek and cuddled up to me softly while the both of us drifted off to sleep. Not a word was said for the rest of the morning until we woke up or was a word spoken at all?
**
Billie and the boy's had interviews later on in the day. The sleep did everyone good. Billie stood his ground a little bit from me keeping his distance from me in low key. Every time I got too near to him he would back away leaving me confused. Sure, I went with them to the interviews and all but he still kept ground. Maybe he was secretly pissed off about last night? I wasn't too keen about it.
For one of the interviews I had to sit outside near the reception desk. I had my MP3 player blasting whilst texting my friends on my phone. It was boring for a while. I was bouncing my knees to the music while I sat there. I was sitting there minding my own business when out of no where something happens. Something just tapped me on the shoulder. I turn around quickly to see what it was and staring at me in the face was Tré's two huge blue eyes staring at me.
I screamed "AHHHHHHH!" My heart was pounding so fast I nearly jumped out of my skin. Taking the headphones from my ears I took n deep breaths and calmed down slowly as Tré sat down on the couch next to me.
I finally spoke with Tré snickering at me.
"What the hell Tré?"
"Nothing. Just wanted to see you and how you were. Didn't mean to scare you. What you listening to?"
I was now pissed off. Not only did he scare the shit out of me but he wanted to know how I was after scaring the shit out of me?!
"Fine Tré, just fine. And you know what? I felt super at 4 o clock this morning too. And all today has been great too. Super!" I showed him thumbs up.
"Okay so what has happened? You seemed pissed off for some reason."
"Really?" I asked sarcastically.
"Right, well do you want to tell me about it?"
"Sure but first you got to repay me for giving me a heart attack," I grinned.
"Anything. I'd give you my heart." We both giggled. "Okay kiddo so what's eating you? You can tell me. I won't tell no one."
"No one?" I quirked an eyebrow.
"Yeah" he nodded.
"Okay. Well to tell you the truth. It's about Billie. He has been keeping distance from me all day. I think it's because of early this morning."
"Have you had sex with him yet?"
"Yeah... WHAT?!"
"Nothing." He grinned an even wider grin this time.
"Umm... I don't know what to say."
There was a little bit of an awkward silence.
"So, you and Billie what's up? Something about this morning you were saying."
I sighed with a nod. "Yeah this morning. We were lying there coz we were so tired and all and I was drifting off to sleep and then he cuddles up to me begging for me and I refused coz I wasn't in the mood but he persisted. And now coz of all that he has kept distance from me all day. It's like I'm the bad guy and have done something wrong. I'm having second thoughts about it all."
Tré looked at me somewhat confused after taking in all that information. I probably should have talked to Mike about it instead of Tré. Mike probably would have given me better advice maybe.
Tré spoke after long hard thoughts, "It seems confusing. I mean he is so into you. He told us that he likes you a lot and he even mentioned you in the interview we just had then just briefly. I say give him a chance and in the long run if it doesn't work out then it doesn't work out. But I don't blame you for what you did. That was really brave of you. I respect a girl like that."
Tré placed a hand on my thigh for comfort I spose and the other hand cupping my chin.
"If you were mine, I wouldn't force you into anything."
I smiled a little bit more, "thanks Tré. Hopefully it will work out between Billie and I. I'm not going to have any doubts yet."
"Good. By the way what are you listening to?" Tre asked me completely changing the subject.
"Umm some of 'the living end' I think." I lied.
Tré cocked an eyebrow with amusement in his face, "You think?" He laughed.
"Yep" I smiled proudly. "Wanna listen? I am so bored."
Tré gladly took the MP3 from my hands and stuck the headphones in his ears. To my amusement it wasn't 'The Living End' playing at all. It was something else and by the looks of it Tré's face was giving me all kinds of signals. He took the headphones from his ears and looked at me.
"That was not 'The Living End!'"
"I thought it was. What was it then?" I smiled with cheek.
"That young miss was my song, not some song by 'the living end!'"
I smirked and giggled under my breath. "My mistake!"
He nodded in agreement. Giving back my MP3 he whispered to me, "Does my song turn you on?"
I playfully slapped him out of the way and got up. Tré a little confused, "where you going?"
"Nature calls Tré, unless you want to come with me but you would be out of place."
"I don't think I would. I like to get in touch with my feminine side!"
I laughed and patted him on the shoulder. "I'll be back okay. Talk to you in a little while."
I made my way to the bathroom...
**
Later that afternoon, the guys kicked back in the hotel room exhausted after so many interviews. Tomorrow would be interview free. I guess they wanted a day of rest before the Press Conference and actual show.
Billie still stood further from me. I think Tre knew what I was talking about now as I told him what was going on. All four of us sat on the couch. I was next to Billie and Tre was next to me with Mike next to him. I tried to sit closer to him but he shuffled further up towards his end of the couch. Everyone was looking at the television in front of us. I was sick of this shit Billie was giving me, so I got up and headed for the bedroom. Billie's eyes on me the whole time as I strode towards our bedroom. He didn't even follow me. I plopped myself on the bed grabbing the nearest pillow and tried my hardest to fall into a slumber.
**
When I woke up I felt some weight on the bed. Billie Joe had his back to me and was sitting on the other side of the bed muttering to himself. I was so tired. With all the energy I had left in me I slowly and cautiously crept to the side of the bed where he was. Maybe I could entice him? I slowly crept my hands to his hips sliding my hands down his pants a little into those tight black pants he had on. I felt him shiver at my touch as he spun around to see me. Getting more comfortable on the bed he lay next to me and sighed with a deep breath. I crawled on top of him and lay my head on his chest, feeling it rise up and down.
It was peaceful and relaxing. Billie's hair ruffled my hair a little placing small kisses on my hand.
"Billie... "
"Hmmm?"
"Why have you been avoiding me all day? Is something wrong?"
He sighed, "No babe. Nothing is wrong... it's just... "
"Just what?" I interrupted him.
"Just I've been thinking about how I treated you so early this morning and I was such a fucking dickhead! Will you forgive me?"
"Billie, of course I forgive you but don't do it again ok? You kind of scared me."
He hugs me some more and this time we begin to kiss. After a while we have both dozed off in each others arms.
About an hour later there was a knock at our bedroom suite.
Billie grumbles and gets up gently unwrapping his arms from around me, waking me up too.
Billie stumbles to the door and opens it.
"Hey Billie!!!" says a very awake Tre.
"Hey Tre" yawns Billie.
"We got Pizza and we got some for you's as well. Come out when you want it... .Mmmmm this Australian Pizza is so nice."
I chuckle from the bed and get up making my way over to Billie wrapping my arms around his waist. I am greeted with a kiss on the cheek.
"You hungry babe?" he asks me.
I nod, "Starving!"
"Follow me" Tre tells us as we all stumble onto the couch. Pizza is on the little coffee table in front of the couch in front of us. I grab for a large piece. I don't know what flavour it was as I grabbed for any. I go to take a bite of it but Billie beats me too it.
"Hey" I yell. "Get your own!"
Billie pouts. "I thought you liked sharing with me."
I roll my eyes and hand him the piece I had and go to grab for another piece this time taking first bite!
