Billie Joe's 18th, chapter 5
Ity was completely crazy; her and Billie were dancing about in the rain!
“Hey I am going out to fuck about, you coming?� said Tre.
“No I think I’ll stay in here� I replied.
“Oh, come on!!!�
Somehow Tre talked me into going out, and it was actually fun!
We were dancing and laughing; it was really funny. Tre put his arms around
me, then I felt really weird and my muscles tensed up.
“Lisa, you ok?� shouted Tre
I was finding it hard to breathe my head was spinning.
“You’re shaking! Come on, lets go in,� said Tre.
I couldn’t talk.
“What’s up?� asked Billie.
“Oh, God, I think she's having a panic attack!� said Ity
I nodded cause I couldn't talk at all I was hyperventilating.
“What? How did you know?� said Tre
“Lisa told me she gets them sometimes� Ity answered.
“What do we do?� asked Tre in a panicky voice.
And they sat me down. I sat there; I don’t remember what I was thinking. but
I felt horrible and I couldn't take it so I got up and ran in to the
bathroom.
“Lisa, Hey, where you going?� shouted Tre “you're not going to be sick are
you?�
I shut the door and sat behind it trying to get back to normal, then for
some reason I started to cry. Tre was on the other side of the door.
“Hey, are you crying? Let me in Lis please�
He was trying to open the door but I had put the lock on.
“Lis please� said Tre in a soft voice
I was still hyperventilating and really out of it still, but I managed to
unlock the door and move out the way.
Tre opened the door and I was sitting there trying to talk, and he looked me
in the eye and said,
“Don’t worry I’ll be here with you�
I looked at him trying not to cry, he put his arm around me.
“Ity said you just got to breathe ok, and calm down.�
So I took slow deep breaths.
“I…I… I am… sorry� I finally managed to say
“Hey, don’t worry you can't help it,� Tre said
Billie popped his head around the door and said
“Hello… you doing ok now?�
“Yer, we doing good aint we?� answered Tre
I just nodded.
“Ok then shall we get out of these wet clothes or what then?�
Tre said jumping up
“Er… we could Tre but WE don’t have any dry clothes!� Billie nicely pointed
out.
“Well who’s idea was it to dance in the RAIN then?�
“Er… ITY’S!� Billie again point out, shouting it though to Ity.
“Oh and I suppose I held you at gun point as well!�
Ity says coming out with dry towels, she throws one in his face,
and gives Tre and me one as well.
“Now that you mention it,� Billie said while drying his hair
“I thought it was either a gun in your pocket or I’d done it again and you
were another tranny!�
“Oh! Thank you, I didn’t think you were the real Billie Joe when I first saw
you cause you such a short ass!�
Ity said looking at him and giving him an evil eye.
“Ok come on Lisa you can borrow some of my clothes, you don’t want to stay
in them too long.�
“Ok� I got up and gave Tre a kiss and said thanks.
“No problemo!�
“What are we going to do?� said Billie.
“We could…� said Tre with a cunning look on his face.He whispered in
Billie’s ear. That’s when we Just left them to it.
“What do you want to borrow?� said Ity
“I don’t mind a t-shirt and Trousers will do Ity�
She found some and gave them to me.
“Are you ok? What happened out there?�
“Yer I am ok now, I don’t know what came over me, it was really quick and if
I know what’s happening it makes it worse cause I panic about panicking if
that makes sense� I explained.
“Yer I know what you mean, Tre was really sweet about it, as well.� Ity
added.
I smiled “Yer he was, wasn’t he�
We finished changing, Ity went to open the door and we heard a quite a
noise.
“Shit! Billie!�
And we heard them fumbling about and they were by the front door looking
very ruffled.
“Hey!� shouted Ity
They both stood there with big grins on their faces, we all knew what they
were doing!
I smiled at Tre “what did you see then?�
“Er…�
Then there was a knock at the door.
Tre was still looked at me with a grin on his face.
“Who’s that?� Ity said.
Billie opened the door and outside there was a huge tour bus!!
“Oh my god!�
Holy shit dude! That was the biggest bus I've ever seen!
"Our chariot, m'lady!" Billie Joe laughed.
"Huh?" God I was clueless.
"You knew we were on tour." Oh yeah! I scratched my head, as Mike came up to
the door.
"You guys' stuff is already on the bus. If the girls are coming, they need
to pack."
"Are you... Ity?" Lisa couldn't even finish before I was in my room throwing
things in bags. Lisa came in laughing at me, as she helped me. I got her to
take my pictures out of my frames, and shove things into this one deep
duffel bag. All the other stuff, my friend Danny would have to watch. I
packed, and ran back in the room. Mike grabbed my suitcase,
"You pack light." It was heavy to me. But then I realized, he was a lot
stronger. And that I really didn't have a lot of stuff.
"I don't have much." Billie rubbed my head.
"What am I, Buddah?" We laughed, and I got a pillow and a blanket, and I
dropped my key in Danny's hands as we left. He lived next door. We drove off
to Lisa's to get her stuff too. What she didn't have then, we'd get when we
went to Britain.
In the back of the bus, I cuddled on my bunk. I guess all the alcohol and
weed had gotten to me. Billie Joe came in, and closed the door. He sat on
the bed with me. I scooted over, and curled against the wall.
"You okay?"
"Yeah."
"You lying?" He handed me a cigarette. Like I needed it. But I took it
anyways.
"Possibly." And I lit up. Took a puff, and felt like James Dean.
"Still thinking of back home?"
"That wasn't home, that was a refuge. I have no home."
"What?"
I sighed, and took another puff, before I began.
"My parents were bad. My dad had been raised by a drunkard Colonel who
believed in corporal punishment, and my mom was a coke abuser. I spent most
of the time alone in my room, getting ready for church.They did go to
church, it was just the stuff they did outside of church that got them in
trouble." I showed him a scar on my arm which proved my theory.
He took the smoke away from me. He put it in an ashtray, and snuffed it out
for later.
"What's up Billie boy?"
He snuggled in under my covers, and kissed me.
"I see I see." I giggled, as I put my hand on his cheek and kissed him back.
I pulled at the buttons of his shirt, and he shrugged it off, and he was
reaching for my shirt when I heard the door opening.
When we got on the bus Tre still kept grinning at me.
“Wot?�
“Nothing!� He replied
Ity and Billie had gone somewhere I was getting kinda lost the bus was so
big,
I opened one door.
“Oh shit!�
I’d walked in on a most unusual site; it was Billie Joe and Ity getting it
on!
“Oh! Uh… This… is not the bath room!�
“No it is not!� said Billie
I closed the door quick.
I walked down to the front were Tre was
“Hey, you are not going to believe what I saw?�
I said to him
“Well if it includes Billie I think I might know�
“Where are we going then?�
I said as I sat down next to him.
“Anywhere you want babe?� Tre said with a very sexy look on his face
“As long as I happens to be the places were playing at!�
“Oh cool. Very cool!� I burst out laughing.
And rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hey I am going out to fuck about, you coming?� said Tre.
“No I think I’ll stay in here� I replied.
“Oh, come on!!!�
Somehow Tre talked me into going out, and it was actually fun!
We were dancing and laughing; it was really funny. Tre put his arms around
me, then I felt really weird and my muscles tensed up.
“Lisa, you ok?� shouted Tre
I was finding it hard to breathe my head was spinning.
“You’re shaking! Come on, lets go in,� said Tre.
I couldn’t talk.
“What’s up?� asked Billie.
“Oh, God, I think she's having a panic attack!� said Ity
I nodded cause I couldn't talk at all I was hyperventilating.
“What? How did you know?� said Tre
“Lisa told me she gets them sometimes� Ity answered.
“What do we do?� asked Tre in a panicky voice.
And they sat me down. I sat there; I don’t remember what I was thinking. but
I felt horrible and I couldn't take it so I got up and ran in to the
bathroom.
“Lisa, Hey, where you going?� shouted Tre “you're not going to be sick are
you?�
I shut the door and sat behind it trying to get back to normal, then for
some reason I started to cry. Tre was on the other side of the door.
“Hey, are you crying? Let me in Lis please�
He was trying to open the door but I had put the lock on.
“Lis please� said Tre in a soft voice
I was still hyperventilating and really out of it still, but I managed to
unlock the door and move out the way.
Tre opened the door and I was sitting there trying to talk, and he looked me
in the eye and said,
“Don’t worry I’ll be here with you�
I looked at him trying not to cry, he put his arm around me.
“Ity said you just got to breathe ok, and calm down.�
So I took slow deep breaths.
“I…I… I am… sorry� I finally managed to say
“Hey, don’t worry you can't help it,� Tre said
Billie popped his head around the door and said
“Hello… you doing ok now?�
“Yer, we doing good aint we?� answered Tre
I just nodded.
“Ok then shall we get out of these wet clothes or what then?�
Tre said jumping up
“Er… we could Tre but WE don’t have any dry clothes!� Billie nicely pointed
out.
“Well who’s idea was it to dance in the RAIN then?�
“Er… ITY’S!� Billie again point out, shouting it though to Ity.
“Oh and I suppose I held you at gun point as well!�
Ity says coming out with dry towels, she throws one in his face,
and gives Tre and me one as well.
“Now that you mention it,� Billie said while drying his hair
“I thought it was either a gun in your pocket or I’d done it again and you
were another tranny!�
“Oh! Thank you, I didn’t think you were the real Billie Joe when I first saw
you cause you such a short ass!�
Ity said looking at him and giving him an evil eye.
“Ok come on Lisa you can borrow some of my clothes, you don’t want to stay
in them too long.�
“Ok� I got up and gave Tre a kiss and said thanks.
“No problemo!�
“What are we going to do?� said Billie.
“We could…� said Tre with a cunning look on his face.He whispered in
Billie’s ear. That’s when we Just left them to it.
“What do you want to borrow?� said Ity
“I don’t mind a t-shirt and Trousers will do Ity�
She found some and gave them to me.
“Are you ok? What happened out there?�
“Yer I am ok now, I don’t know what came over me, it was really quick and if
I know what’s happening it makes it worse cause I panic about panicking if
that makes sense� I explained.
“Yer I know what you mean, Tre was really sweet about it, as well.� Ity
added.
I smiled “Yer he was, wasn’t he�
We finished changing, Ity went to open the door and we heard a quite a
noise.
“Shit! Billie!�
And we heard them fumbling about and they were by the front door looking
very ruffled.
“Hey!� shouted Ity
They both stood there with big grins on their faces, we all knew what they
were doing!
I smiled at Tre “what did you see then?�
“Er…�
Then there was a knock at the door.
Tre was still looked at me with a grin on his face.
“Who’s that?� Ity said.
Billie opened the door and outside there was a huge tour bus!!
“Oh my god!�
Holy shit dude! That was the biggest bus I've ever seen!
"Our chariot, m'lady!" Billie Joe laughed.
"Huh?" God I was clueless.
"You knew we were on tour." Oh yeah! I scratched my head, as Mike came up to
the door.
"You guys' stuff is already on the bus. If the girls are coming, they need
to pack."
"Are you... Ity?" Lisa couldn't even finish before I was in my room throwing
things in bags. Lisa came in laughing at me, as she helped me. I got her to
take my pictures out of my frames, and shove things into this one deep
duffel bag. All the other stuff, my friend Danny would have to watch. I
packed, and ran back in the room. Mike grabbed my suitcase,
"You pack light." It was heavy to me. But then I realized, he was a lot
stronger. And that I really didn't have a lot of stuff.
"I don't have much." Billie rubbed my head.
"What am I, Buddah?" We laughed, and I got a pillow and a blanket, and I
dropped my key in Danny's hands as we left. He lived next door. We drove off
to Lisa's to get her stuff too. What she didn't have then, we'd get when we
went to Britain.
In the back of the bus, I cuddled on my bunk. I guess all the alcohol and
weed had gotten to me. Billie Joe came in, and closed the door. He sat on
the bed with me. I scooted over, and curled against the wall.
"You okay?"
"Yeah."
"You lying?" He handed me a cigarette. Like I needed it. But I took it
anyways.
"Possibly." And I lit up. Took a puff, and felt like James Dean.
"Still thinking of back home?"
"That wasn't home, that was a refuge. I have no home."
"What?"
I sighed, and took another puff, before I began.
"My parents were bad. My dad had been raised by a drunkard Colonel who
believed in corporal punishment, and my mom was a coke abuser. I spent most
of the time alone in my room, getting ready for church.They did go to
church, it was just the stuff they did outside of church that got them in
trouble." I showed him a scar on my arm which proved my theory.
He took the smoke away from me. He put it in an ashtray, and snuffed it out
for later.
"What's up Billie boy?"
He snuggled in under my covers, and kissed me.
"I see I see." I giggled, as I put my hand on his cheek and kissed him back.
I pulled at the buttons of his shirt, and he shrugged it off, and he was
reaching for my shirt when I heard the door opening.
When we got on the bus Tre still kept grinning at me.
“Wot?�
“Nothing!� He replied
Ity and Billie had gone somewhere I was getting kinda lost the bus was so
big,
I opened one door.
“Oh shit!�
I’d walked in on a most unusual site; it was Billie Joe and Ity getting it
on!
“Oh! Uh… This… is not the bath room!�
“No it is not!� said Billie
I closed the door quick.
I walked down to the front were Tre was
“Hey, you are not going to believe what I saw?�
I said to him
“Well if it includes Billie I think I might know�
“Where are we going then?�
I said as I sat down next to him.
“Anywhere you want babe?� Tre said with a very sexy look on his face
“As long as I happens to be the places were playing at!�
“Oh cool. Very cool!� I burst out laughing.
And rested my head on his shoulder.
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