The Mysterious Guy, chapter 11
Next morning I went to the kitchen, for my surprise I saw market bags on top of the table, there were all the things I bought, plus nerds, and a note:
"We're so sorry Joey. Here you got everything from the list ,we brought it to your house so you dont need to go again to the market, plus something we know you love, Nerds. We love you Joey, we hope you feel better soon, love Mike and Tre."
"Thanks guys" I thought. I took the nerds and walked upstairs, there was no one home, so I played guitar. After I played some random songs, I couldn't stand the pain, I couldn't pretend to forget, and I started crying.
"Why life have to be so... cruel... I LOVE YOU BILLIE!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!" I screamed to the roof
On the next day Alie called :
"Hmh?" I answered the phone
"Joey this is Alie, hey I called to tell you that teachers changed the annual dance date, now it's going to be the 25th of March"
'I'm not even going to that shit, so... do I care?' I thought
"Hmh cool."
"Why didn't you go to school?" she asked
"I'm sick... " then I hung up the phone and I laid my head against the pillow.
Two weeks passed by, and I knew nothing about Billie, I tried to forget him, but I couldn't, I just couldn't.
Those 2 weeks I stayed home, I didn't feel like going to school and stand people's comments and stuff.
I didn't see anyone in those 2 weeks.
Next day was my sister birthday, so I had to go to the supermarket to buy something for her. I stood up of my bed and went to the bathroom, I saw myself in the mirror... I hated my self, I was ugly, I had scars all over my face, my eyes were red because of crying, I looked so fucked up.
"I HATE YOU!" I screamed to myself in the mirror, I washed up my face; I took a pair of sunglasses, a hat, and a scarf, so no one could see my monster face.
I went to the supermarket, I went to the make up section to buy a make up set for her, she's wanted one since forever.
I was looking around for the make up set, I went into a corridor, which was full of those make up set boxes.
"Yes! I'm so exited! I'm going to ask Billie today" I hear some familiar voice from the other side of the wall, I moved a box a little to the see who was on the other side, there I saw Adie talking by cell phone.
"Oh my god I'm so exited I'm going to call Jessica!" as she called Jessica she started looking at the boxes, I hid behind a box so she couldn't see me.
"Jessica? Hi this is Adie!" she walked forward; to the right; I walked through with her from the other side of the wall.
"You never gonna guess what I'm going to ask Billie today!" suddenly she took out a box, the box who I was behind of
"Shit" I whispered as I lay down so she couldn't see me
She saw the box, and she put it were it was
"No silly!"she said. She walked to the left, I walked through with her once again
"I'm going... " she stopped
"To ask him... " she started talking in a low voice, I put my head against a box so I could hear better...
"To... marry me!" she said exited, I pulled my ear away... I turned around and lay my back against the boxes, I started falling down, 'no... no... this cant be true...' I thought
"Yes! It's true!! I'm going to ask him now when I get home" Adie screamed from the other side of the wall
"No no I don't want to hear that again noo!" I put my head down; I covered my ears with my hands.
"YES! I'm going to marry the man that I love!" she screamed again
"Shut up!" I screamed "I love him too!" I cried
I saw in front of me, in another wall, a magazine with Billie's picture, I crawled to that wall, I took Billie's magazine, I looked at him.
"Oh Billie... Billie my love... " I said touching softly his picture with my fingers
"It was so short... your love... for me... was short... my love for you will forever be with me" I said as a tear fall off my cheek and fell into Billie's picture, right in the face
"Baby... I love you... but... you... " I started to strangle the magazine
"You! You... Just don't feel the same... anymore... " I stood up with the wrinkled magazine
"I... I... lo- love you... " I kissed Billie's picture, then I looked at it, an anger feeling turned on me, I threw it with anger to the floor...
"Ok jess now I'm going home, to ask him... ahaha bye!" Adie hanged up
"Not if I can stop it... " I said
"Wait... I have to buy him something first!" she said to herself
"Hehe... That will give me some time! Now... what will I do so she can't get home... ? I know! I'll... I'll... I'll take a butchery knife! And then... I'll... cut her legs off!! Yes yes then she won't drive home! HAAAAA!" I was demented.
"Ok maybe that not... I know!, but anyway I'm getting that butchery knife"
I ran outside, I looked for her car, I smiled devilish when I found her car, I walked up to it, I took the knife out; I tried to open the car door
"Hey you there! What are you doing!" a cop screamed as he walked down to me, damn! Just when I was about to open the door...
"Em... I'm opening the car, mom left her keys inside so... " Adie walked out...
" there she is ask her!" the cop turned around, in that moment I ran away.
"Excuse me ma'am do you have any sons?" the cop asked Adie
"...nope?" she answered she looked upset, the cop turned around to catch me, but then I was gone.
As I ran home I thought in what I was about to do, what would I done if that cop didn't catch me, I was demented, I was going crazy, I was going to steal that car... and why? Because of Billie... because I loved him... Now but that time maybe Adie was way home, in a few minutes she was going to ask him to marry her... he will be engaged...
"Happy birthday!" I screamed as my sister opened the house door, I hugged her and I gave her the present
"I love you sister! Thanks so much!" she opened the present
"oh my!!! I wanted this so much!!"
"I know... " I walked up stairs
"Joey don't you want to come to my party later? Here downstairs, there'll be all of my hot friends that Stacy and everyone love and they'll never can talk with"
"It sounds... good but... I'm not feeling well. Thanks anyway" I walked to my room.
That night I couldn't sleep, the music was up so loud downstairs, everyone was screaming and dancing, it seemed they'll having a great time... I was playing guitar when someone opened the door. There was a cute guy; he had black shaggy hair, dark blue eyes, and a cute smile. I took a magazine and hide my face behind it.
"Sorry, I thought this was the bathroom, I need to wash my hands, and they're filled with cake you see... cake fight... " he said smiling
"Its ok, there's a bathroom" I pointed my bathroom
"Thanks" 2 minutes later he came out
"Hey, you are Rachel's sister?" he asked
"Yeah"
"The one who started the biggest food fight in the school history?"
I laughed "yeah"
"Wow, you are very known in the school, because of that food fight and because someone spread the rumor that you are going out with Green day's lead singer, so... why aren't you down in the party?"
"Damn fuck Stacy..." I thought
"I don't feel good... that's all... " I said behind the magazine
He looked at me, he slowly pulled the magazine down, he looked at my scratched face, I looked down
" what happened?"
"I... I... had an accident that's all... " he looked at my eyes
"Wow.. you are prettier that I thought..." I looked down " now seriusly! you still pretty..." he said
"JASOOOON" someone called from downstairs
"I have to go now, take care, it was a pleasure to meet you" he kissed my hand and he went away.
Another two weeks passed by and I know nothing about Billie...
30 of march.
The annual dance day I decided to stay home, playing guitar, or staring at the roof.
I was lying in my bed staring at the wall when someone knocked on my door.
"I'm not here... "
"Come one we know you are there!" Alie screamed from the other side of the door
"This is a tape if you don't go away in 3 seconds this will explode"
"Come on!"
"3... 2... " Frank kicked the door opening it
"1... " I said pushing my face against the pillow
"Come on Joey! What's wrong with you?" they asked
"Mummthin "I replied with my head against the pillow
"Come on... why you don't want to tell us, we know something is wrong I mean you haven't gone to school in a month! You haven't talk to anyone! you cant be that irresponsable! we are your friends!" Alie screamed to me
"BILLIE IS GOING TO FUCKEN GET MARRIED! WITH SOMEONE ELSE! AND I LOVE HIM!" I said turning around as tears fell of my eyes.
They both looked at my face, I still had scars, me eyes were red because of crying, I looked damn fucked up again.
"Oh my god Joey!" Alie hugged me "sorry I didn't know"
I just cried in her shoulder
"Joey... I'm so sorry... " Frank said as he kissed my cheek.
"Its ok guys, now you have to go to the dance" they were ready to go, they were both dressed in their formal suits
"No way! Were not going without you!" Frank said
"I'm not going... "
"Yes you are! Come on! Pleeeeeeeeeease? It will be good for you to go out and have some fun" Alie said
"I don't know... "
"Yes, yes you know" Frank took my hand and pulled me out of the bed
"Look at me, you can't be here just staring at the roof, you gotta get out, please, come with us... " I looked at him with an 'I don't want to' face, then he kneeled in front of me begging me
"Ok I'll go but stand up"
Then I searched for a dress, I took a black with red corset, and a semi long skirt (it was made of black tool, and under the black tool red tool) It was beautiful, I took a shower, I dressed up, put on black eyeliner and mascara, and I put on soft red eye shadow, I tried to hide the scars with some face shadow, finall I put on my black converse.
"Wow" Frank and Alie said as I walked out.
"You look beautiful" Frank told me
"Thanks... " I said
Then we linked arms (me, Frank and Alie) and we went to the car.
When we arrived there we saw many couples getting inside this huge building.
"Frank!" Anne screamed from far away
"Hey Anne" Frank greeted her, then they linked arms and they went inside
We went inside behind them, me and Alie.
We entered to a huge room, lights everywhere, people dancing in the middle, a bar table, and some chairs, and at the end of the room, a big scenery with guitars and a drum set.
"Hey it seems like Billie dumped you shitness" Stacy said as she walked by in front of us " looser!"
Me and Alie went for some drinks.
"Come on lets dance!" Alie told me
"Oh no Alie I don't want to... "
"Come ooon!" she took my hand and we walked to the center of the room.
"Attention people!" a teacher called with a microphone from the scenery
"I got bad... and good news... the bad are that the local band that was going to play today had an unexpected accident on the way here" people all say like 'wtf' or 'oh no man!' or something like that
" and the good new are that... an unexpected band came up to us and offered us to play tonight here is... GREEN DAY!" general screams from the people, I was surprised.
Tre came out jumping with the drumsticks in his hands, and greeting everyone, after he took seat he make a bow to the public, everyone (especially the girls) screamed
Then Mike came out with his bass, he greeted everyone, he saw me, I told him
"wtf?!" and moved my head confused, he blinked at me.
Then... finally... Billie... came out, with his guitar, in the moment he came out I felt like a arrow crossed my heart, and butterflies in my stomach, and... I just looked at him, so gorgeous, so beautiful, so awesome, now his heart belongs to someone else...
They played many songs, it was an awesome show, everyone was jumping around, having a great time, I was in the middle, jumping sometimes, staring at Billie, remembering all of those beautiful moments I spent with him... I cried through half of the show...
After two hours Tre and Mike walked out.
"This song... is dedicated to someone... " Billie said from the stage
" someone... I'll never forget... I'm so sorry..." he looked down to his shoes, after two seconds he looked up
"this song is called... Good Riddance" Billie said as the lights turned down only illuminating Billie, he started paying the intro
STOOOOP!!
This is the part were you open winamp.. or windows media / real player / your discman, what ever you got and you put on Good Riddance...
DONT PRESS PLAY NOW!!
WAIT...
WAIT...
At the end of this sentece you can press play NOW READ READ READ! :D))
"This is for you Joey" he said looking straight into my eyes.
everyone followed Billies sight and turned aroud to see me, Billie threw me a kiss
"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
so make the best of this test, and don't ask why
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time... " As he played he looked at me straight into the eyes, he played with some much emotion and passion, his eyes were filled with tears that didn't come out, those tears were mine, that sight was mine, only mine, and for me, maybe those will be the last tears and sights for me... now he will only look to Adie.
He never took his eyes off mine, tears fell down my face, I loved him, and I couldn't believe he was there...
"... It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life " he sang with so much emotion those senteces, like saying I'm sorry, really really sorry.
"So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind" he let out a little smile, it seemed that he remembered all those afternoons in the park, eating ice cream, taking pictures, sleeping in the grass, I remembered also.
"Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while"
"It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life "
When he finished everyone clapped, Billie only looked at me, everyone screamed, Billie ( without taking his eyes off mine) threw his guitar and walked down the stairs, as he walked to me through the crowd people walked back so he could walk, he walked faster and faster till he arrived to the center of the hall, where I was, he took my hands, he looked me with more passion into my eyes, he hugged me, tight, tighter, and tighter
"Baby I'm so sorry, I missed you so much" I felt his hug more than ever, I could feel his pain begging for forgiveness
A slow song started
He looked around, finally he looked down to me, his face was... so beautiful, he looked so nice that night, his eyes said so many things... so many feelings... happiness, sadness, love, pain, passion, etc...
"Would you like to dance?" he asked, I smiled
He pulled me closer to him, he put his hands around my waist, I put mine around his neck, I looked at him, he looked at me, he was happy, I was also, I just forgot about the world, I was so happy I was with him, finally! after all those painful weeks. I lay my head against his neck, he smelled like always, I loved his smell.
When the song finished he took my hand, he took me outside, to the back yard, it was pretty, it was a huge green garden with lights all around, he took me to a fountain that was hidden behind some tall trees, we sat by the fountain.
"Joey... I'm so sorry... for everything... for all the pain I made you feel those weeks... I'm really sorry" he said
I looked at him, he was looking down... I saw a tear falling down. I took his chin and slowly pulled his face up so I could see his eyes, they were filled with tears that went down through his cheeks, I cleaned them away
"I'm so sorry, I know I made you go into depression again, I'm a fucking bastard I don't know how I was able to see another woman, I don't know how could I forget you" he took my hand, I looked to his eyes, they were filled with pain, with culpability, begging for forgivness, I could see that he was really sorry
"You look so beautiful tonight, I don't want you to feel more pain, because of me, but I don't know what to do..."he took my hands tighter and he looked at me
"I still love you Joey... " I looked at him, he was looking at my eyes, then he looked down, at my lips, he got closer... and closer... Just like when we arrived to this city, when we were in the cafeteria, he was too close.
"Billie... " I said
"You... you're engaged... "
He didnt stop, he was there for me, he was about to kiss me, I wanted him so much, but that is wrong, I didn't knew what to do...
"We're so sorry Joey. Here you got everything from the list ,we brought it to your house so you dont need to go again to the market, plus something we know you love, Nerds. We love you Joey, we hope you feel better soon, love Mike and Tre."
"Thanks guys" I thought. I took the nerds and walked upstairs, there was no one home, so I played guitar. After I played some random songs, I couldn't stand the pain, I couldn't pretend to forget, and I started crying.
"Why life have to be so... cruel... I LOVE YOU BILLIE!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!" I screamed to the roof
On the next day Alie called :
"Hmh?" I answered the phone
"Joey this is Alie, hey I called to tell you that teachers changed the annual dance date, now it's going to be the 25th of March"
'I'm not even going to that shit, so... do I care?' I thought
"Hmh cool."
"Why didn't you go to school?" she asked
"I'm sick... " then I hung up the phone and I laid my head against the pillow.
Two weeks passed by, and I knew nothing about Billie, I tried to forget him, but I couldn't, I just couldn't.
Those 2 weeks I stayed home, I didn't feel like going to school and stand people's comments and stuff.
I didn't see anyone in those 2 weeks.
Next day was my sister birthday, so I had to go to the supermarket to buy something for her. I stood up of my bed and went to the bathroom, I saw myself in the mirror... I hated my self, I was ugly, I had scars all over my face, my eyes were red because of crying, I looked so fucked up.
"I HATE YOU!" I screamed to myself in the mirror, I washed up my face; I took a pair of sunglasses, a hat, and a scarf, so no one could see my monster face.
I went to the supermarket, I went to the make up section to buy a make up set for her, she's wanted one since forever.
I was looking around for the make up set, I went into a corridor, which was full of those make up set boxes.
"Yes! I'm so exited! I'm going to ask Billie today" I hear some familiar voice from the other side of the wall, I moved a box a little to the see who was on the other side, there I saw Adie talking by cell phone.
"Oh my god I'm so exited I'm going to call Jessica!" as she called Jessica she started looking at the boxes, I hid behind a box so she couldn't see me.
"Jessica? Hi this is Adie!" she walked forward; to the right; I walked through with her from the other side of the wall.
"You never gonna guess what I'm going to ask Billie today!" suddenly she took out a box, the box who I was behind of
"Shit" I whispered as I lay down so she couldn't see me
She saw the box, and she put it were it was
"No silly!"she said. She walked to the left, I walked through with her once again
"I'm going... " she stopped
"To ask him... " she started talking in a low voice, I put my head against a box so I could hear better...
"To... marry me!" she said exited, I pulled my ear away... I turned around and lay my back against the boxes, I started falling down, 'no... no... this cant be true...' I thought
"Yes! It's true!! I'm going to ask him now when I get home" Adie screamed from the other side of the wall
"No no I don't want to hear that again noo!" I put my head down; I covered my ears with my hands.
"YES! I'm going to marry the man that I love!" she screamed again
"Shut up!" I screamed "I love him too!" I cried
I saw in front of me, in another wall, a magazine with Billie's picture, I crawled to that wall, I took Billie's magazine, I looked at him.
"Oh Billie... Billie my love... " I said touching softly his picture with my fingers
"It was so short... your love... for me... was short... my love for you will forever be with me" I said as a tear fall off my cheek and fell into Billie's picture, right in the face
"Baby... I love you... but... you... " I started to strangle the magazine
"You! You... Just don't feel the same... anymore... " I stood up with the wrinkled magazine
"I... I... lo- love you... " I kissed Billie's picture, then I looked at it, an anger feeling turned on me, I threw it with anger to the floor...
"Ok jess now I'm going home, to ask him... ahaha bye!" Adie hanged up
"Not if I can stop it... " I said
"Wait... I have to buy him something first!" she said to herself
"Hehe... That will give me some time! Now... what will I do so she can't get home... ? I know! I'll... I'll... I'll take a butchery knife! And then... I'll... cut her legs off!! Yes yes then she won't drive home! HAAAAA!" I was demented.
"Ok maybe that not... I know!, but anyway I'm getting that butchery knife"
I ran outside, I looked for her car, I smiled devilish when I found her car, I walked up to it, I took the knife out; I tried to open the car door
"Hey you there! What are you doing!" a cop screamed as he walked down to me, damn! Just when I was about to open the door...
"Em... I'm opening the car, mom left her keys inside so... " Adie walked out...
" there she is ask her!" the cop turned around, in that moment I ran away.
"Excuse me ma'am do you have any sons?" the cop asked Adie
"...nope?" she answered she looked upset, the cop turned around to catch me, but then I was gone.
As I ran home I thought in what I was about to do, what would I done if that cop didn't catch me, I was demented, I was going crazy, I was going to steal that car... and why? Because of Billie... because I loved him... Now but that time maybe Adie was way home, in a few minutes she was going to ask him to marry her... he will be engaged...
"Happy birthday!" I screamed as my sister opened the house door, I hugged her and I gave her the present
"I love you sister! Thanks so much!" she opened the present
"oh my!!! I wanted this so much!!"
"I know... " I walked up stairs
"Joey don't you want to come to my party later? Here downstairs, there'll be all of my hot friends that Stacy and everyone love and they'll never can talk with"
"It sounds... good but... I'm not feeling well. Thanks anyway" I walked to my room.
That night I couldn't sleep, the music was up so loud downstairs, everyone was screaming and dancing, it seemed they'll having a great time... I was playing guitar when someone opened the door. There was a cute guy; he had black shaggy hair, dark blue eyes, and a cute smile. I took a magazine and hide my face behind it.
"Sorry, I thought this was the bathroom, I need to wash my hands, and they're filled with cake you see... cake fight... " he said smiling
"Its ok, there's a bathroom" I pointed my bathroom
"Thanks" 2 minutes later he came out
"Hey, you are Rachel's sister?" he asked
"Yeah"
"The one who started the biggest food fight in the school history?"
I laughed "yeah"
"Wow, you are very known in the school, because of that food fight and because someone spread the rumor that you are going out with Green day's lead singer, so... why aren't you down in the party?"
"Damn fuck Stacy..." I thought
"I don't feel good... that's all... " I said behind the magazine
He looked at me, he slowly pulled the magazine down, he looked at my scratched face, I looked down
" what happened?"
"I... I... had an accident that's all... " he looked at my eyes
"Wow.. you are prettier that I thought..." I looked down " now seriusly! you still pretty..." he said
"JASOOOON" someone called from downstairs
"I have to go now, take care, it was a pleasure to meet you" he kissed my hand and he went away.
Another two weeks passed by and I know nothing about Billie...
30 of march.
The annual dance day I decided to stay home, playing guitar, or staring at the roof.
I was lying in my bed staring at the wall when someone knocked on my door.
"I'm not here... "
"Come one we know you are there!" Alie screamed from the other side of the door
"This is a tape if you don't go away in 3 seconds this will explode"
"Come on!"
"3... 2... " Frank kicked the door opening it
"1... " I said pushing my face against the pillow
"Come on Joey! What's wrong with you?" they asked
"Mummthin "I replied with my head against the pillow
"Come on... why you don't want to tell us, we know something is wrong I mean you haven't gone to school in a month! You haven't talk to anyone! you cant be that irresponsable! we are your friends!" Alie screamed to me
"BILLIE IS GOING TO FUCKEN GET MARRIED! WITH SOMEONE ELSE! AND I LOVE HIM!" I said turning around as tears fell of my eyes.
They both looked at my face, I still had scars, me eyes were red because of crying, I looked damn fucked up again.
"Oh my god Joey!" Alie hugged me "sorry I didn't know"
I just cried in her shoulder
"Joey... I'm so sorry... " Frank said as he kissed my cheek.
"Its ok guys, now you have to go to the dance" they were ready to go, they were both dressed in their formal suits
"No way! Were not going without you!" Frank said
"I'm not going... "
"Yes you are! Come on! Pleeeeeeeeeease? It will be good for you to go out and have some fun" Alie said
"I don't know... "
"Yes, yes you know" Frank took my hand and pulled me out of the bed
"Look at me, you can't be here just staring at the roof, you gotta get out, please, come with us... " I looked at him with an 'I don't want to' face, then he kneeled in front of me begging me
"Ok I'll go but stand up"
Then I searched for a dress, I took a black with red corset, and a semi long skirt (it was made of black tool, and under the black tool red tool) It was beautiful, I took a shower, I dressed up, put on black eyeliner and mascara, and I put on soft red eye shadow, I tried to hide the scars with some face shadow, finall I put on my black converse.
"Wow" Frank and Alie said as I walked out.
"You look beautiful" Frank told me
"Thanks... " I said
Then we linked arms (me, Frank and Alie) and we went to the car.
When we arrived there we saw many couples getting inside this huge building.
"Frank!" Anne screamed from far away
"Hey Anne" Frank greeted her, then they linked arms and they went inside
We went inside behind them, me and Alie.
We entered to a huge room, lights everywhere, people dancing in the middle, a bar table, and some chairs, and at the end of the room, a big scenery with guitars and a drum set.
"Hey it seems like Billie dumped you shitness" Stacy said as she walked by in front of us " looser!"
Me and Alie went for some drinks.
"Come on lets dance!" Alie told me
"Oh no Alie I don't want to... "
"Come ooon!" she took my hand and we walked to the center of the room.
"Attention people!" a teacher called with a microphone from the scenery
"I got bad... and good news... the bad are that the local band that was going to play today had an unexpected accident on the way here" people all say like 'wtf' or 'oh no man!' or something like that
" and the good new are that... an unexpected band came up to us and offered us to play tonight here is... GREEN DAY!" general screams from the people, I was surprised.
Tre came out jumping with the drumsticks in his hands, and greeting everyone, after he took seat he make a bow to the public, everyone (especially the girls) screamed
Then Mike came out with his bass, he greeted everyone, he saw me, I told him
"wtf?!" and moved my head confused, he blinked at me.
Then... finally... Billie... came out, with his guitar, in the moment he came out I felt like a arrow crossed my heart, and butterflies in my stomach, and... I just looked at him, so gorgeous, so beautiful, so awesome, now his heart belongs to someone else...
They played many songs, it was an awesome show, everyone was jumping around, having a great time, I was in the middle, jumping sometimes, staring at Billie, remembering all of those beautiful moments I spent with him... I cried through half of the show...
After two hours Tre and Mike walked out.
"This song... is dedicated to someone... " Billie said from the stage
" someone... I'll never forget... I'm so sorry..." he looked down to his shoes, after two seconds he looked up
"this song is called... Good Riddance" Billie said as the lights turned down only illuminating Billie, he started paying the intro
STOOOOP!!
This is the part were you open winamp.. or windows media / real player / your discman, what ever you got and you put on Good Riddance...
DONT PRESS PLAY NOW!!
WAIT...
WAIT...
At the end of this sentece you can press play NOW READ READ READ! :D))
"This is for you Joey" he said looking straight into my eyes.
everyone followed Billies sight and turned aroud to see me, Billie threw me a kiss
"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
so make the best of this test, and don't ask why
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time... " As he played he looked at me straight into the eyes, he played with some much emotion and passion, his eyes were filled with tears that didn't come out, those tears were mine, that sight was mine, only mine, and for me, maybe those will be the last tears and sights for me... now he will only look to Adie.
He never took his eyes off mine, tears fell down my face, I loved him, and I couldn't believe he was there...
"... It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life " he sang with so much emotion those senteces, like saying I'm sorry, really really sorry.
"So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind" he let out a little smile, it seemed that he remembered all those afternoons in the park, eating ice cream, taking pictures, sleeping in the grass, I remembered also.
"Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while"
"It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life "
When he finished everyone clapped, Billie only looked at me, everyone screamed, Billie ( without taking his eyes off mine) threw his guitar and walked down the stairs, as he walked to me through the crowd people walked back so he could walk, he walked faster and faster till he arrived to the center of the hall, where I was, he took my hands, he looked me with more passion into my eyes, he hugged me, tight, tighter, and tighter
"Baby I'm so sorry, I missed you so much" I felt his hug more than ever, I could feel his pain begging for forgiveness
A slow song started
He looked around, finally he looked down to me, his face was... so beautiful, he looked so nice that night, his eyes said so many things... so many feelings... happiness, sadness, love, pain, passion, etc...
"Would you like to dance?" he asked, I smiled
He pulled me closer to him, he put his hands around my waist, I put mine around his neck, I looked at him, he looked at me, he was happy, I was also, I just forgot about the world, I was so happy I was with him, finally! after all those painful weeks. I lay my head against his neck, he smelled like always, I loved his smell.
When the song finished he took my hand, he took me outside, to the back yard, it was pretty, it was a huge green garden with lights all around, he took me to a fountain that was hidden behind some tall trees, we sat by the fountain.
"Joey... I'm so sorry... for everything... for all the pain I made you feel those weeks... I'm really sorry" he said
I looked at him, he was looking down... I saw a tear falling down. I took his chin and slowly pulled his face up so I could see his eyes, they were filled with tears that went down through his cheeks, I cleaned them away
"I'm so sorry, I know I made you go into depression again, I'm a fucking bastard I don't know how I was able to see another woman, I don't know how could I forget you" he took my hand, I looked to his eyes, they were filled with pain, with culpability, begging for forgivness, I could see that he was really sorry
"You look so beautiful tonight, I don't want you to feel more pain, because of me, but I don't know what to do..."he took my hands tighter and he looked at me
"I still love you Joey... " I looked at him, he was looking at my eyes, then he looked down, at my lips, he got closer... and closer... Just like when we arrived to this city, when we were in the cafeteria, he was too close.
"Billie... " I said
"You... you're engaged... "
He didnt stop, he was there for me, he was about to kiss me, I wanted him so much, but that is wrong, I didn't knew what to do...
