The Mysterious Guy, chapter 14
"DONT FUCKING THINK THAT, YOU DONT KNOW WHATS HAPPENING TO ME!" screamed Billie annoyed
"WHAT THE FUCK?! STOP THINKING ONLY ABOUT YOURSELF!" I replied
"OOH IT'S SO EASY TO SAY IT WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN TWO HEARTS!"
"Isn't easy to live when I know I'm going to be dropped anyways... " I replied whining.
"JOEY!!" someone screamed from school grate.
Billie and I stopped arguing for a second...
"JOEY COME HERE NOW! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING OUT OF SCHOOL IN SCHOOL TIME?!" screamed again that someone from the grate.
"Fuck... " I said laying my head back. "It's Alex... "
"Who?!" Billie asked angrily, he was still angry.
"My fucking P.E and sport teacher." I told him
"JOEY! COME HERE NOW!" Alex screamed again.
"Agh... " I walked trough the trees to the grate, there I saw Alex with an annoyed face looking at me when finally I came out of the trees.
"What the heck do you think you're doing out of school IN SCHOOL TIME?!" he asked turning he's voice louder.
"Nothing... I was... solving a... Emergency... " I told him looking down.
"Ooooooooh! An emergency! So Super Joey flew out of school to solve and "emergency"! What a nice Joey" he said sarcastic. "DON'T DO IT AGAIN, now came in, you're going to be suspended." He said like it was he's last word.
"But Alex." I tried to stop him.
"But nothing!"
"Alex it was my fault" said Billie coming out of the trees. He put his hands on my shoulders. "I called Joey, I told her to go out of school, and I needed to talk to her."
Alex seemed he wanted to say something, but he just could open his mouth, words didn't come out. After like 5 seconds he came back to normality.
"s- Sorry... You- you know... Joey?"
"Yes she is my-"
"Nothing you'd need to know." I interrupted Billie.
"Well... em... Anyway Joey came to my office we need to talk." Alex said
"Please don't punish her, it was everything my fault." Billie said holding my shoulders.
I moved a step forward to release myself from his hands.
"Anyway he was out of school. Now let's go." Alex said like it was he last word, And it was.
I walked to the grate and jumped to the school yard without turning back.
"Joey... " said Billie
I stopped.
"I'm sorry." He said, I didn't turn back and walked to the school whipping my tears as I walked.
I entered to Alex's office with my eyes stuck on my converse.
I closed the door behind me.
Complete silence. I felt his eye looking at me.
"Sit down" he ordered. I did as he said.
"What where you doing out there with Billie Joe Armstrong?" he asked holding his head with his hands on top of the desk.
"We were... Talking... about... stuff... "
"Aaaaaaaaaah... you could talk about... "Stuff" some other time NOT IN SCHOOL TIME. Well you are suspended." He said taking paper out.
"What?" I said looking at him.
"Yes you are... " he said writing on the paper. "Miss Joey is suspended because of going out in school time... " he said as he wrote.
"God... no please Alex doesn't do it please! I'm begging you! My dad is going to kill me please and they will kick me out of school! Please!!" seriously my father was going to KILL me... last time I was suspended he was with a knife in his hand... he almost attacked me with the knife, I'm not kidding. My dad is a very stressed and angry person, he is very important to his industry... and... He works all day, so he gets stressed, he had hit mom sometimes... but only at night when he arrive drunk. Once he wasn't drunk, and he was totally mad, I'm scared of dad. Seriously. When I was with Billie I thought I got someone to protect me! But now that I'm not with him, who is going to protect me?
Alex was about to sign the paper, but I put my hand on it.
"But I know a secret... about you and Miss Lauren... you don't want to the principal director to know right?" I said
Alex's face turned white and he stopped writing.
"How... how do you know? I mean... what you had just said?" he said trying to calm his nerves.
"You heard me; I know what happened today after lunch time in my class." I said sitting on his desk looking at my nails.
"... how do you?!"
"I know everything. And I'm almost sure you don't want anyone to know."
He stood up and walked to the door. He held his head with his hands, and then he turned around and looked at me with a frightened sight.
"Please don't tell anybody." He beg walking up to me.
"Why? I could scream it to the world... ALEX AND MISS LAUREN KISS EA-"Alex put his hand on my mouth so I shut up.
"ok ok ok ok... what do you want?"
"AHAA!! O.k. first... " I said standing up counting with my fingers. "I want a pony... " Alex looked at me saying what the fuck... "No I'm just joking... emmmm... don't suspend me... and no one, except me, will know about your dirty little secret."
"OK! OK OK! But PLEEASE don't tell anybody!"
"Hmh... sure... " I said
"Ok... em... now... em... we have sports so go and change clothes."
I walked out of Alex's office to my locker. I took out my bag with my clothes and walked to the dressing room.
I dressed up as faster as I could, there was like one person and she was about to leave.
I put on my adidas and walked out.
"Ok girls... " Alex said when he saw me walking to the crowd of girls that was waiting for Alex to tell them what we're going to do today.
"Today we're going to play football! And we are going to play in the big football yard!"
"YEEES! YAAAY, WEEE." The girls screamed.
"Where all the hot guys play?" Stacy asked.
"... yes... "
"OW MY GAAAWD THAT'S LIKE SO COOL!" she screamed exited.
We walked to the big football yard that was outside the school.
"Captains... em... Stacy and... " Alex said looking at the crowd of girls. "Janis. Come here, choose your players."
Stacy chose all of the bitched; Janis chose the one who were left.
Luckily Janis chose me.
We started playing, I was playing in the front, and Stacy was goalkeeper.
"ALICE HERE!" I screamed to Alice as she passes me the ball.
I ran hitting the ball, walking by the bitches, they couldn't catch me. I arrived in front of the goal and shot the ball to the left.
Stacy cached it.
"HAA HAAA LOOOOOOOOSER!! Hey Andy you go!" Stacy said as she passes the ball to someone."
I ran after Andy to take off the ball of her.
I was running by her side, I was about to take the ball off but the kicked me in the stomach with her arm.
I stopped and held my stomach.
"BITCH!! THAT'S A FAULT FUCKER!!" I screamed to her as I held my tummy
"Soooorry!!" she screamed back as she kicked to ball to our goal.
"GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAL!!!" All the bitches screamed.
"Bad luck I guess LOOSER. But next time recommend you to watch out." Alice said as she walked by.
I started with the ball... but this bitch made another fault and kicked me again and took the fall away.
"I'm GOING TO KILL YA BITCH!!" I said as I ran as faster as I could to catch her.
I was by her side, when she was stretching her arm out to kick me; I put my feet in front of hers. She flew away! She kicked the floor with her face.
She was lying in the floor with her face against the grass.
"HAAAA HAAAAAAAA HAAAAAAAAAAAA!! BITCH FUCK YOU!!" I screamed and took the ball and ran to Stacy's goal.
"Good one." Someone said
I stopped and looked to the right, there standing at the other side of the grate, was Billie, looking at me. I ran again with the ball to the goal without paying attention to Billie.
He started walking by following me.
"You're not good pretending you are mad at me."
I turned down the speed.
Suddenly someone took the ball away from my feet. I didn't realize but I stopped.
"Watch out." A girl said as she took out the ball. Then I reacted
"Wh- what..." I looked around confused.
"Listen Joey... I'm... sorry" Billie said from the grate.
"Because she ran away with the ball?" I said annoyed.
"No... I've shouldn't' screamed to you... I'm sorry... You're right... I'm an arrogant... I was only thinking about me... "
"Nice you noticed, but you noticed too late, you screamed to me, saying I'm sorry won't change that." I said walking up to see what was happening with the game.
"I know... but... I screw it I know... "
"Once again... "
"Yeah... I know... "
"And it hurts"
"YES I KNOW THANKS... and I'm sorry.." he said looking down shamed.
I looked down also.
I started walking slowly up to him slowly.
"BILLIE!! THERE YOU ARE!! IW AS LOOKING FOR YOU!!" some screamed coming up to Billie. I stopped. It was Adie, she ran up to Billie and hang herself over his neck and kissed his cheek.
"I missed you, we have to see the stuff for the weeding." She told him, Billie just looked down.
I walked back regretting what I was about to do.
"WOOO!!! JANNIS TEAM 2 AND STACYS 1!! JANNIS IS WINING!" someone screamed.
Billie looked up to me.
I looked down confused without knowing what to do, I didn't wanted to see Adie and Billie, it hurts so much, so I started running up to my goal to play.
"Joey!" Billie said.
"Oh god... BILLIE! Hello? We have to look for the things for the weeding!!" Adie told him. He didn't pay attention. He just looked at me.
I stopped running and started to walk... confused. I looked back slowly looking at the grass. Slowly I looked up see Billie. I saw Billie's confused face also, but Adie kissed Billie I that very moment and I couldn't see him anymore. I immediately took my hands over my eyes. I didn't want to see that.
"GOOOOOOOOOOOOAL!!!" once again the bitched scored.
"Oh come one Billie! Stop paying attention to this stupid little girl's football game! We have some important thing to do!" I heard Adie
I felt the anger around me.
I don't know how but the ball arrived to my feet.
While I ran to the center of the yard I could hear Adie again.
"BILLIE!! THIS IS STUPID! WE HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THE WEDING!! NOT OF STUPID GIRLS PLAYING STUPOID FOOTBALL!" Adie screamed at Billie, but Billie didn't seem to listen, his eyes were stuck in me.
I was so angry that without thinking of it I shot the ball right to were Billie and Adie were.
"AAAH!!" Adie jumped as the ball kicked the grade just behind her. "WATCH OUT!!"
I walked to the center of the yard waiting for Alex to tell me I could start.
"Oh Billie... I have to take you out of your trance... so... " Adie started kissing Billie passionately. She touched him all over, his body, his face, his hair.
I saw it, yeah, it hurt, but more than that, it filled me with more anger, with more fury, with more hate.
"No one touches MY Billie's hair... " I said.
"Haaaaaa look everyone!!! Billie dumped Joey for a real woman!!! Haa!! Looser looser looser!!!" Stacy started singing like an idiot from the goal. "You really thought Billie was in love with YOU? HAAAA poor stupid Joey... he was just playing with you!! He never loved you!!! So now after the game you can go home and cry alone in your stinky room!! Because nobody loves you!!!" she screamed.
More anger around my neck, more hate, and more feelings.
I was about to explode of anger, I wanted to kill those two bitches.
"GO!" Alex screamed.
Immediately I run with the ball, no one could catch me; I was running so fast, everyone was like what the fuck? I ran and ran to Stacy's goal.
"I'M GOING TO KIL YOU BITCH!" I screamed at her as I ran to where she was.
"I stopped in front of the goal... the image of Adie kissing and touching Billie all over, and the words of Stacy were all around my head. I kicked the ball with so much energy than ever.
The ball kicked Stacy right in the middle of her face, so strong that she fell back, and the ball went into the goal.
"GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAL!!!!!!!!!" everyone screamed.
Stacy was lying in the floor with her hand over her nose.
"Aaaahhh ahhhhh aaaaaah!!" she whine like a little pig.
All of the bitches ran to see what happened to her.
"Bitch you broke her nose!" one of the girls said to me.
"Nice." I said, I walked up to her.
"Bitch!! My nose!! Stupid!!" Stacy said
"That's nothing... I told her looking down. I kneeled beside her. "I've could kill you." Then I stood up and walked away.
"Ok... go there... and... talk to Billie... he wants to say he is sorry... Yes... " I said to myself playing with my fingers looking down.
"Billie I... " I looked up and saw Billie and Adie kissing passionately.
My hands fell down.
I stood there, in the other side of the grate, looking how Adie and Billie kissed themselves and touched all over each other.
"Forget it... " I said and turned around.
I walked slowly to the grate door.
With my sight lost somewhere.
All the girls walked to the right in direction to the school.
I turned to the left, I wanted to be alone.
I walked away going to I don't know where.
I arrived to the gym.
I walked to the back of the gym.
There it smelled bad and it was a bit dark, the walls filled with graffiti's.
I saw a big trash can, I sat beside the trash can, I put my back against the trash can and I held my legs with my arms.
"Here no one will See me how I die with my pain." I said as the tears fell off my eyes.
I put my head down between my knees and cried... and cried...
After 5 minutes I put my head up, I looked beside, there was a broken bottle.
"I can't carry on with this... "
"WHAT THE FUCK?! STOP THINKING ONLY ABOUT YOURSELF!" I replied
"OOH IT'S SO EASY TO SAY IT WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN TWO HEARTS!"
"Isn't easy to live when I know I'm going to be dropped anyways... " I replied whining.
"JOEY!!" someone screamed from school grate.
Billie and I stopped arguing for a second...
"JOEY COME HERE NOW! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING OUT OF SCHOOL IN SCHOOL TIME?!" screamed again that someone from the grate.
"Fuck... " I said laying my head back. "It's Alex... "
"Who?!" Billie asked angrily, he was still angry.
"My fucking P.E and sport teacher." I told him
"JOEY! COME HERE NOW!" Alex screamed again.
"Agh... " I walked trough the trees to the grate, there I saw Alex with an annoyed face looking at me when finally I came out of the trees.
"What the heck do you think you're doing out of school IN SCHOOL TIME?!" he asked turning he's voice louder.
"Nothing... I was... solving a... Emergency... " I told him looking down.
"Ooooooooh! An emergency! So Super Joey flew out of school to solve and "emergency"! What a nice Joey" he said sarcastic. "DON'T DO IT AGAIN, now came in, you're going to be suspended." He said like it was he's last word.
"But Alex." I tried to stop him.
"But nothing!"
"Alex it was my fault" said Billie coming out of the trees. He put his hands on my shoulders. "I called Joey, I told her to go out of school, and I needed to talk to her."
Alex seemed he wanted to say something, but he just could open his mouth, words didn't come out. After like 5 seconds he came back to normality.
"s- Sorry... You- you know... Joey?"
"Yes she is my-"
"Nothing you'd need to know." I interrupted Billie.
"Well... em... Anyway Joey came to my office we need to talk." Alex said
"Please don't punish her, it was everything my fault." Billie said holding my shoulders.
I moved a step forward to release myself from his hands.
"Anyway he was out of school. Now let's go." Alex said like it was he last word, And it was.
I walked to the grate and jumped to the school yard without turning back.
"Joey... " said Billie
I stopped.
"I'm sorry." He said, I didn't turn back and walked to the school whipping my tears as I walked.
I entered to Alex's office with my eyes stuck on my converse.
I closed the door behind me.
Complete silence. I felt his eye looking at me.
"Sit down" he ordered. I did as he said.
"What where you doing out there with Billie Joe Armstrong?" he asked holding his head with his hands on top of the desk.
"We were... Talking... about... stuff... "
"Aaaaaaaaaah... you could talk about... "Stuff" some other time NOT IN SCHOOL TIME. Well you are suspended." He said taking paper out.
"What?" I said looking at him.
"Yes you are... " he said writing on the paper. "Miss Joey is suspended because of going out in school time... " he said as he wrote.
"God... no please Alex doesn't do it please! I'm begging you! My dad is going to kill me please and they will kick me out of school! Please!!" seriously my father was going to KILL me... last time I was suspended he was with a knife in his hand... he almost attacked me with the knife, I'm not kidding. My dad is a very stressed and angry person, he is very important to his industry... and... He works all day, so he gets stressed, he had hit mom sometimes... but only at night when he arrive drunk. Once he wasn't drunk, and he was totally mad, I'm scared of dad. Seriously. When I was with Billie I thought I got someone to protect me! But now that I'm not with him, who is going to protect me?
Alex was about to sign the paper, but I put my hand on it.
"But I know a secret... about you and Miss Lauren... you don't want to the principal director to know right?" I said
Alex's face turned white and he stopped writing.
"How... how do you know? I mean... what you had just said?" he said trying to calm his nerves.
"You heard me; I know what happened today after lunch time in my class." I said sitting on his desk looking at my nails.
"... how do you?!"
"I know everything. And I'm almost sure you don't want anyone to know."
He stood up and walked to the door. He held his head with his hands, and then he turned around and looked at me with a frightened sight.
"Please don't tell anybody." He beg walking up to me.
"Why? I could scream it to the world... ALEX AND MISS LAUREN KISS EA-"Alex put his hand on my mouth so I shut up.
"ok ok ok ok... what do you want?"
"AHAA!! O.k. first... " I said standing up counting with my fingers. "I want a pony... " Alex looked at me saying what the fuck... "No I'm just joking... emmmm... don't suspend me... and no one, except me, will know about your dirty little secret."
"OK! OK OK! But PLEEASE don't tell anybody!"
"Hmh... sure... " I said
"Ok... em... now... em... we have sports so go and change clothes."
I walked out of Alex's office to my locker. I took out my bag with my clothes and walked to the dressing room.
I dressed up as faster as I could, there was like one person and she was about to leave.
I put on my adidas and walked out.
"Ok girls... " Alex said when he saw me walking to the crowd of girls that was waiting for Alex to tell them what we're going to do today.
"Today we're going to play football! And we are going to play in the big football yard!"
"YEEES! YAAAY, WEEE." The girls screamed.
"Where all the hot guys play?" Stacy asked.
"... yes... "
"OW MY GAAAWD THAT'S LIKE SO COOL!" she screamed exited.
We walked to the big football yard that was outside the school.
"Captains... em... Stacy and... " Alex said looking at the crowd of girls. "Janis. Come here, choose your players."
Stacy chose all of the bitched; Janis chose the one who were left.
Luckily Janis chose me.
We started playing, I was playing in the front, and Stacy was goalkeeper.
"ALICE HERE!" I screamed to Alice as she passes me the ball.
I ran hitting the ball, walking by the bitches, they couldn't catch me. I arrived in front of the goal and shot the ball to the left.
Stacy cached it.
"HAA HAAA LOOOOOOOOSER!! Hey Andy you go!" Stacy said as she passes the ball to someone."
I ran after Andy to take off the ball of her.
I was running by her side, I was about to take the ball off but the kicked me in the stomach with her arm.
I stopped and held my stomach.
"BITCH!! THAT'S A FAULT FUCKER!!" I screamed to her as I held my tummy
"Soooorry!!" she screamed back as she kicked to ball to our goal.
"GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAL!!!" All the bitches screamed.
"Bad luck I guess LOOSER. But next time recommend you to watch out." Alice said as she walked by.
I started with the ball... but this bitch made another fault and kicked me again and took the fall away.
"I'm GOING TO KILL YA BITCH!!" I said as I ran as faster as I could to catch her.
I was by her side, when she was stretching her arm out to kick me; I put my feet in front of hers. She flew away! She kicked the floor with her face.
She was lying in the floor with her face against the grass.
"HAAAA HAAAAAAAA HAAAAAAAAAAAA!! BITCH FUCK YOU!!" I screamed and took the ball and ran to Stacy's goal.
"Good one." Someone said
I stopped and looked to the right, there standing at the other side of the grate, was Billie, looking at me. I ran again with the ball to the goal without paying attention to Billie.
He started walking by following me.
"You're not good pretending you are mad at me."
I turned down the speed.
Suddenly someone took the ball away from my feet. I didn't realize but I stopped.
"Watch out." A girl said as she took out the ball. Then I reacted
"Wh- what..." I looked around confused.
"Listen Joey... I'm... sorry" Billie said from the grate.
"Because she ran away with the ball?" I said annoyed.
"No... I've shouldn't' screamed to you... I'm sorry... You're right... I'm an arrogant... I was only thinking about me... "
"Nice you noticed, but you noticed too late, you screamed to me, saying I'm sorry won't change that." I said walking up to see what was happening with the game.
"I know... but... I screw it I know... "
"Once again... "
"Yeah... I know... "
"And it hurts"
"YES I KNOW THANKS... and I'm sorry.." he said looking down shamed.
I looked down also.
I started walking slowly up to him slowly.
"BILLIE!! THERE YOU ARE!! IW AS LOOKING FOR YOU!!" some screamed coming up to Billie. I stopped. It was Adie, she ran up to Billie and hang herself over his neck and kissed his cheek.
"I missed you, we have to see the stuff for the weeding." She told him, Billie just looked down.
I walked back regretting what I was about to do.
"WOOO!!! JANNIS TEAM 2 AND STACYS 1!! JANNIS IS WINING!" someone screamed.
Billie looked up to me.
I looked down confused without knowing what to do, I didn't wanted to see Adie and Billie, it hurts so much, so I started running up to my goal to play.
"Joey!" Billie said.
"Oh god... BILLIE! Hello? We have to look for the things for the weeding!!" Adie told him. He didn't pay attention. He just looked at me.
I stopped running and started to walk... confused. I looked back slowly looking at the grass. Slowly I looked up see Billie. I saw Billie's confused face also, but Adie kissed Billie I that very moment and I couldn't see him anymore. I immediately took my hands over my eyes. I didn't want to see that.
"GOOOOOOOOOOOOAL!!!" once again the bitched scored.
"Oh come one Billie! Stop paying attention to this stupid little girl's football game! We have some important thing to do!" I heard Adie
I felt the anger around me.
I don't know how but the ball arrived to my feet.
While I ran to the center of the yard I could hear Adie again.
"BILLIE!! THIS IS STUPID! WE HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THE WEDING!! NOT OF STUPID GIRLS PLAYING STUPOID FOOTBALL!" Adie screamed at Billie, but Billie didn't seem to listen, his eyes were stuck in me.
I was so angry that without thinking of it I shot the ball right to were Billie and Adie were.
"AAAH!!" Adie jumped as the ball kicked the grade just behind her. "WATCH OUT!!"
I walked to the center of the yard waiting for Alex to tell me I could start.
"Oh Billie... I have to take you out of your trance... so... " Adie started kissing Billie passionately. She touched him all over, his body, his face, his hair.
I saw it, yeah, it hurt, but more than that, it filled me with more anger, with more fury, with more hate.
"No one touches MY Billie's hair... " I said.
"Haaaaaa look everyone!!! Billie dumped Joey for a real woman!!! Haa!! Looser looser looser!!!" Stacy started singing like an idiot from the goal. "You really thought Billie was in love with YOU? HAAAA poor stupid Joey... he was just playing with you!! He never loved you!!! So now after the game you can go home and cry alone in your stinky room!! Because nobody loves you!!!" she screamed.
More anger around my neck, more hate, and more feelings.
I was about to explode of anger, I wanted to kill those two bitches.
"GO!" Alex screamed.
Immediately I run with the ball, no one could catch me; I was running so fast, everyone was like what the fuck? I ran and ran to Stacy's goal.
"I'M GOING TO KIL YOU BITCH!" I screamed at her as I ran to where she was.
"I stopped in front of the goal... the image of Adie kissing and touching Billie all over, and the words of Stacy were all around my head. I kicked the ball with so much energy than ever.
The ball kicked Stacy right in the middle of her face, so strong that she fell back, and the ball went into the goal.
"GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAL!!!!!!!!!" everyone screamed.
Stacy was lying in the floor with her hand over her nose.
"Aaaahhh ahhhhh aaaaaah!!" she whine like a little pig.
All of the bitches ran to see what happened to her.
"Bitch you broke her nose!" one of the girls said to me.
"Nice." I said, I walked up to her.
"Bitch!! My nose!! Stupid!!" Stacy said
"That's nothing... I told her looking down. I kneeled beside her. "I've could kill you." Then I stood up and walked away.
"Ok... go there... and... talk to Billie... he wants to say he is sorry... Yes... " I said to myself playing with my fingers looking down.
"Billie I... " I looked up and saw Billie and Adie kissing passionately.
My hands fell down.
I stood there, in the other side of the grate, looking how Adie and Billie kissed themselves and touched all over each other.
"Forget it... " I said and turned around.
I walked slowly to the grate door.
With my sight lost somewhere.
All the girls walked to the right in direction to the school.
I turned to the left, I wanted to be alone.
I walked away going to I don't know where.
I arrived to the gym.
I walked to the back of the gym.
There it smelled bad and it was a bit dark, the walls filled with graffiti's.
I saw a big trash can, I sat beside the trash can, I put my back against the trash can and I held my legs with my arms.
"Here no one will See me how I die with my pain." I said as the tears fell off my eyes.
I put my head down between my knees and cried... and cried...
After 5 minutes I put my head up, I looked beside, there was a broken bottle.
"I can't carry on with this... "
