Why Is Love So Complicated?, chapter 3
Why does life have to be so tough? Why does love have to be so complicated? Why does she have to look so innocent, when she's treat me like shit? Why do I still melt everytime I look at her? Why do I have to think dumb questions?
"Well I guess we should get a divorce" She said, shocking me. That was only to scare her what I said. I didn't really want a divorce. This is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.
"Adie, I was only saying that. You know I don't mean it" I pleaded.
"No Billie, when you said that earlier I knew you were right. I'm sorry" She said taking my hands, looking into my eyes, the gap between us, slowly closing. I closed the gap between us eventually, a rough, violent and harsh kiss. A goodbye kiss. I didn't break it for several minutes, I knew I had to eventually, and let her slip away from me. It's her happiness I am thinking about.
"Bye Adie, I will stop at Mike or Tré's" I said, slowly letting her pull her hand from my grasp.
"I will sort out the divorce you needn't do anything" she told me.
"Oh, ok thanks, bye." I said, giving her one final peck on the cheek.
"Bye Billie Joe" she said, closing the front door after I stepped out.
Was all this real? Or is it just some crazy dream? Pinch me someone, please
I slid down against the front door. What the hell had I done? I had let, potentially the love of my life go, at the drop of a hat.
"Smooth move Bj" I said to myself, before dragging myself up and getting in the car. As I pulled out of the driveway, I saw Adrienne standing, watching as I drove down the street.
I drove to the studio, I decided now was the time to get that song finished. It was now or never if I waited, it would be too late, she would be gone forever. I drove faster, and soon enough I pulled sharply into the studio parking lot. I rushed in and found all my notes, scattered around. I started right away. Maybe, just maybe we could perform this on live t.v because, I know we are on MTV this saturday so, if it's finished I will play it, just for Adrienne.
*3:00am*
Ok, that's it I'm done, just need to get music made for it and then it will be perfect for Saturday.
I got in the car and went to Mike's, I didn't care how late it was I had to get this song finished, now
I hammered on his door, until he answered, very tired looking.
"Bj, really what the fuck!? 3:30am!" he said, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes,
"Look dude, it's a long story. Did Adie tell you when you dropped the kids off?" I asked.
"Yeah she did Bill, I'm sorry man." He said.
"Oh look I don't want to think about that now but, I finished the song and we need to write music for it, so we can play it on Saturday on MTV, live for her." i explained.
"Oh, ok well at least let's have a coffee and wake up a bit" He said pulling me inside and shutting the door.
It wasn't long before we were set to writing music for it, and testing it out. When it came to 9:30am we decided to get Tre round to add the drums to it so we could get it done quicker. After a few days, we had the perfect music for it, and we just practiced constantly so we didn't forget it.
By the time Saturday came, and we were at the MTV studio's, I was quickly dialing my old home number.
"Adie, I have one more favor to ask. Turn on MTV now. Don't ask, you wll find out the answer soon enough just do it for me, please." I said quickly and hung up, hoping to god she would turn MTV on.
We were getting called on stage, so we rushed on.
"This is a new song, it's called Church On Sunday and it's dedicated to my beautiful wife Adrienne and our almost failed marriage. I love you Adie and always will!" I yelled into the microphone. Everyone cheered as we started to play.
Please god let this work. If it doesn't there is nothing I can do
We were done, sitting backstage. My breath was hitched in my throat, awaiting a call from Adrienne that is, if she actually turned the TV on. And there it was, that lovely ring of my cellphone.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Billie" Adie gasped on the other end. "I love you, I really do, we need to talk...again" she said, letting out a small giggle.
"We will baby as soon as I get home, I promise." I said.
"Love you" she said and put the phone down.
Some things are just meant to be
"Well I guess we should get a divorce" She said, shocking me. That was only to scare her what I said. I didn't really want a divorce. This is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.
"Adie, I was only saying that. You know I don't mean it" I pleaded.
"No Billie, when you said that earlier I knew you were right. I'm sorry" She said taking my hands, looking into my eyes, the gap between us, slowly closing. I closed the gap between us eventually, a rough, violent and harsh kiss. A goodbye kiss. I didn't break it for several minutes, I knew I had to eventually, and let her slip away from me. It's her happiness I am thinking about.
"Bye Adie, I will stop at Mike or Tré's" I said, slowly letting her pull her hand from my grasp.
"I will sort out the divorce you needn't do anything" she told me.
"Oh, ok thanks, bye." I said, giving her one final peck on the cheek.
"Bye Billie Joe" she said, closing the front door after I stepped out.
Was all this real? Or is it just some crazy dream? Pinch me someone, please
I slid down against the front door. What the hell had I done? I had let, potentially the love of my life go, at the drop of a hat.
"Smooth move Bj" I said to myself, before dragging myself up and getting in the car. As I pulled out of the driveway, I saw Adrienne standing, watching as I drove down the street.
I drove to the studio, I decided now was the time to get that song finished. It was now or never if I waited, it would be too late, she would be gone forever. I drove faster, and soon enough I pulled sharply into the studio parking lot. I rushed in and found all my notes, scattered around. I started right away. Maybe, just maybe we could perform this on live t.v because, I know we are on MTV this saturday so, if it's finished I will play it, just for Adrienne.
*3:00am*
Ok, that's it I'm done, just need to get music made for it and then it will be perfect for Saturday.
I got in the car and went to Mike's, I didn't care how late it was I had to get this song finished, now
I hammered on his door, until he answered, very tired looking.
"Bj, really what the fuck!? 3:30am!" he said, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes,
"Look dude, it's a long story. Did Adie tell you when you dropped the kids off?" I asked.
"Yeah she did Bill, I'm sorry man." He said.
"Oh look I don't want to think about that now but, I finished the song and we need to write music for it, so we can play it on Saturday on MTV, live for her." i explained.
"Oh, ok well at least let's have a coffee and wake up a bit" He said pulling me inside and shutting the door.
It wasn't long before we were set to writing music for it, and testing it out. When it came to 9:30am we decided to get Tre round to add the drums to it so we could get it done quicker. After a few days, we had the perfect music for it, and we just practiced constantly so we didn't forget it.
By the time Saturday came, and we were at the MTV studio's, I was quickly dialing my old home number.
"Adie, I have one more favor to ask. Turn on MTV now. Don't ask, you wll find out the answer soon enough just do it for me, please." I said quickly and hung up, hoping to god she would turn MTV on.
We were getting called on stage, so we rushed on.
"This is a new song, it's called Church On Sunday and it's dedicated to my beautiful wife Adrienne and our almost failed marriage. I love you Adie and always will!" I yelled into the microphone. Everyone cheered as we started to play.
Please god let this work. If it doesn't there is nothing I can do
We were done, sitting backstage. My breath was hitched in my throat, awaiting a call from Adrienne that is, if she actually turned the TV on. And there it was, that lovely ring of my cellphone.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Billie" Adie gasped on the other end. "I love you, I really do, we need to talk...again" she said, letting out a small giggle.
"We will baby as soon as I get home, I promise." I said.
"Love you" she said and put the phone down.
Some things are just meant to be
