Scattered, chapter 11
TWO WEEKS LATER
Ellie going to see May didn't work out to well, May just kinda cried a lot when Ellie told her how unhappy Billie was but she still refused to go back with. But on the other hand things with Billie and Dawna where now a bit better, their relationship was still as rocky as a boat out on the open sea.
"Where are you going Billie?" Billie had his jacket on and his shoes.
"Out."
"I can see that. But where?"
"Out, do I have to tell you everything?"
"Well it would be nice to know where you're going, just incase I had to like find you or something."
"Why would you need to find me?"
"I don't know."
"Whatever? I'm going."
"Where? God damn it!" Dawna raised her voice.
"I'm off to the studio!"
"I thought I asked you to quit."
"Well, I've done a lot of thinking, and I don't wanna!"
"What do you mean you don't wanna? So I take it that music is more important to you then I am?"
"Well, at this point yah, yah it is! We haven't slept together for 2 weeks now, and every time I go to kiss you, you move away."
"Billie. I'll leave, and this time I mean it!"
"You know what Dawna, I love you with all my heart and I don't know if you feel the same way. But if you leave, I guess you leave and I'll go on with my life. It's not like you'd be first woman I loved, that has left me." Billie just glanced at Dawna.
Dawna just looked at Billie, she was about to say something when she stopped herself.
"What where you gonna say?"
"Nothing important." Dawna looked over at Billie.
"Ok whatever, I'm going now."
"Billie. No wait!"
"What now?"
"Please don't go, I love you and I just ask this one thing from you."
"Dawna, I love you too. But I'm not giving up music for you."
"So you don't love me?"
"I do love you. But my love for you and music is two different kinds of love."
"Billie Joe, this is the one and only thing I'll every as of you."
"Dawna." Billie went over to move her hair and give her a kiss. But she backed away. "Dawna I'm not gonna give up my music. I'm going now."
"Fine Billie Joe this time I won't be here, when you return."
"Ok." Billie walked out the door.
"Billie Joe I never loved you!" Dawna yelled while the door closed. Dawna always yell that out when she didn't get her own way. But for some reason when she yelled it this time it really got to Billie, it felt like his heart broke into a thousand little pieces.
Once Dawna seen Billie pull out of the driveway, she grabbed a bag and started to pack her clothes into it.
"How could he pick stupid music over me? What have I done wrong?" Dawna questioned herself. Once Dawna was finished grabbing her stuff, she grabbed a piece of paper and a pen, and started to write down a note. After she was done she left her house key and note on the coffee table, and left.
About 2 hours later Billie had arrived house. From in the car he could see that all the lights where off. Billie grabbed the flowers he got for Dawna and walked to the door. When he put the key into unlock the door. But then noticed I was already unlocked. Billie opened the door and walked in.
"Hello?" Billie turned on a light and walked into living room. "Dawna?" Billie yelled once more before he noticed the note on the coffee table. Billie went over the table and picked up the note. It said.
Billie,
As you can tell by now, I am gone, and if you didn't know, and you're reading this note, you know now. Billie you showed me the best time of my life. We maybe had are little scramming matches every now and then but who doesn't? But this pass month we've been drifting apart, and today when you left, I seen there was no possible way of fixing it. So I thought the best thing to do was leave. I know, you maybe thinking. What a moron, taking the coward's way out, and you have every right to think that. Even though you most likely don't believe me, I love you, and I'll miss you.
Dawna
Before Dawna put her name there was a bright red lipstick kiss on the paper.
Billie put the note down in disbelief. He was dumbstruck. He didn't know if he should believe this note Dawna had written was true. But when he seen Dawna's house key on the table he knew it was over and began to cry.
"Wait why am I crying there's no reason for it, I bet by tomorrow Dawna will be knocking on the door bagging me take her back." With this thought, Billie locked the door and headed to bed.
Billie woke up the next morning ready to take on the world, until he got down stairs and didn't see Dawna on the couch. When he seen the note and the key on the table, for the second time it really hit him not like last night. He finally clued in that this time Dawna wasn't joking around, and with this Billie fall back into depression. Not as bad when May left him but any kind of depression for Billie wasn't good. Billie grabbed the phone and started to dial numbers I guess because of the sate he was in he didn't call Tre or Mike he got some woman. Billie said sorry and tried again this time getting Tre.
"Hello?"
"Hi Tre."
"Billie what's wrong? Are you crying?"
"No, no I am not crying." Well Billie fall back into his depression, he also fell into denial.
"Sure sounds like it."
"Fine ok I am crying! Are you happy now?"
"Billie what happened? Why are you so upset?"
"Dawna left me."
"Oh, uh... did she take anything with her?"
"I don't know I haven't looked. All I know is that she left me a note and her house key and, her coat and shoes are gone."
"Billie I don't know what to tell you. She most likely is gone so don't hold your breath on her coming back. But I can see her doing this to make you think about how much you need her."
"Uh." Billie fell silent.
"Billie, do you want me to come over?" Tre could tell that Billie wasn't taking this to well.
"No, I guess, I'll be fine." Billie hung up the phone.
Once Billie put the phone down he went upstairs and looked into the dressers, When he looked into them he seen that all of Dawna's clothes where missing. Not in the best, mood Billie grabbed the dresser drawer and threw it on the ground. The rest of the clothes went flying all over the place, and the dresser drawer broke into four pieces.
Ellie going to see May didn't work out to well, May just kinda cried a lot when Ellie told her how unhappy Billie was but she still refused to go back with. But on the other hand things with Billie and Dawna where now a bit better, their relationship was still as rocky as a boat out on the open sea.
"Where are you going Billie?" Billie had his jacket on and his shoes.
"Out."
"I can see that. But where?"
"Out, do I have to tell you everything?"
"Well it would be nice to know where you're going, just incase I had to like find you or something."
"Why would you need to find me?"
"I don't know."
"Whatever? I'm going."
"Where? God damn it!" Dawna raised her voice.
"I'm off to the studio!"
"I thought I asked you to quit."
"Well, I've done a lot of thinking, and I don't wanna!"
"What do you mean you don't wanna? So I take it that music is more important to you then I am?"
"Well, at this point yah, yah it is! We haven't slept together for 2 weeks now, and every time I go to kiss you, you move away."
"Billie. I'll leave, and this time I mean it!"
"You know what Dawna, I love you with all my heart and I don't know if you feel the same way. But if you leave, I guess you leave and I'll go on with my life. It's not like you'd be first woman I loved, that has left me." Billie just glanced at Dawna.
Dawna just looked at Billie, she was about to say something when she stopped herself.
"What where you gonna say?"
"Nothing important." Dawna looked over at Billie.
"Ok whatever, I'm going now."
"Billie. No wait!"
"What now?"
"Please don't go, I love you and I just ask this one thing from you."
"Dawna, I love you too. But I'm not giving up music for you."
"So you don't love me?"
"I do love you. But my love for you and music is two different kinds of love."
"Billie Joe, this is the one and only thing I'll every as of you."
"Dawna." Billie went over to move her hair and give her a kiss. But she backed away. "Dawna I'm not gonna give up my music. I'm going now."
"Fine Billie Joe this time I won't be here, when you return."
"Ok." Billie walked out the door.
"Billie Joe I never loved you!" Dawna yelled while the door closed. Dawna always yell that out when she didn't get her own way. But for some reason when she yelled it this time it really got to Billie, it felt like his heart broke into a thousand little pieces.
Once Dawna seen Billie pull out of the driveway, she grabbed a bag and started to pack her clothes into it.
"How could he pick stupid music over me? What have I done wrong?" Dawna questioned herself. Once Dawna was finished grabbing her stuff, she grabbed a piece of paper and a pen, and started to write down a note. After she was done she left her house key and note on the coffee table, and left.
About 2 hours later Billie had arrived house. From in the car he could see that all the lights where off. Billie grabbed the flowers he got for Dawna and walked to the door. When he put the key into unlock the door. But then noticed I was already unlocked. Billie opened the door and walked in.
"Hello?" Billie turned on a light and walked into living room. "Dawna?" Billie yelled once more before he noticed the note on the coffee table. Billie went over the table and picked up the note. It said.
Billie,
As you can tell by now, I am gone, and if you didn't know, and you're reading this note, you know now. Billie you showed me the best time of my life. We maybe had are little scramming matches every now and then but who doesn't? But this pass month we've been drifting apart, and today when you left, I seen there was no possible way of fixing it. So I thought the best thing to do was leave. I know, you maybe thinking. What a moron, taking the coward's way out, and you have every right to think that. Even though you most likely don't believe me, I love you, and I'll miss you.
Dawna
Before Dawna put her name there was a bright red lipstick kiss on the paper.
Billie put the note down in disbelief. He was dumbstruck. He didn't know if he should believe this note Dawna had written was true. But when he seen Dawna's house key on the table he knew it was over and began to cry.
"Wait why am I crying there's no reason for it, I bet by tomorrow Dawna will be knocking on the door bagging me take her back." With this thought, Billie locked the door and headed to bed.
Billie woke up the next morning ready to take on the world, until he got down stairs and didn't see Dawna on the couch. When he seen the note and the key on the table, for the second time it really hit him not like last night. He finally clued in that this time Dawna wasn't joking around, and with this Billie fall back into depression. Not as bad when May left him but any kind of depression for Billie wasn't good. Billie grabbed the phone and started to dial numbers I guess because of the sate he was in he didn't call Tre or Mike he got some woman. Billie said sorry and tried again this time getting Tre.
"Hello?"
"Hi Tre."
"Billie what's wrong? Are you crying?"
"No, no I am not crying." Well Billie fall back into his depression, he also fell into denial.
"Sure sounds like it."
"Fine ok I am crying! Are you happy now?"
"Billie what happened? Why are you so upset?"
"Dawna left me."
"Oh, uh... did she take anything with her?"
"I don't know I haven't looked. All I know is that she left me a note and her house key and, her coat and shoes are gone."
"Billie I don't know what to tell you. She most likely is gone so don't hold your breath on her coming back. But I can see her doing this to make you think about how much you need her."
"Uh." Billie fell silent.
"Billie, do you want me to come over?" Tre could tell that Billie wasn't taking this to well.
"No, I guess, I'll be fine." Billie hung up the phone.
Once Billie put the phone down he went upstairs and looked into the dressers, When he looked into them he seen that all of Dawna's clothes where missing. Not in the best, mood Billie grabbed the dresser drawer and threw it on the ground. The rest of the clothes went flying all over the place, and the dresser drawer broke into four pieces.
