And All the Shit You Put Me Through, chapter 1
"Yeah okay sure, I'll see you in science." I continued down the school corridor until I reached my locker. As always I struggled to get the combination to work but eventually got it. I opened it and shoved my bag in the bottom shelf, I shuffled some of the books around looking for my science one. I felt a breeze come through the corridor and I held my skirt so it wouldn't fly up. I hate that about catholic schools, all of them have uniforms and they won't let girls wear pants.
"Hey Lauren." I heard whispered, his breath on my neck. I closed my eyes hoping he'd leave but he didn't. I felt his hand move down my side to wear my hand was holding my skirt down,
"Please...don't -"
"Ssh...you know you want it..." I could feel tears welling in my eyes, I don't want it. Not again.
"Billie..." he kept going his hand slowly going under the skirt, tears started rolling down my cheeks.
"Mr Armstrong!" I felt his hand leave my thigh, I opened my eyes and looked past my locker door where one of the nuns was coming down glaring at Billie Joe. "Mr Armstrong! You wouldn't be doing what I think you were doing were you?"
"No sister of course not, Lauren said she had a leg cramp, I was merely trying to help her."
"Is this true Lauren?" I looked up at her, but then felt a pinch in my arm, I looked to Billie Joe who was given me a threatening glare.
"Yes sister, I think I pulled a muscle during PE."
"Well next time I would advise you to see the nurse, not a 16 year old male."
"Sorry sister." I watched her as she continued down the corridor, stopping to yell at random students. Billie released my arm, I went to rub it and noticed that he had broken the skin.
"So Lauren, would you like me to help you with your cramp?" Billie said moving towards me, I glared at him
"We're in a catholic school, God can see you and you're going straight to hell." Billie's nostrils flared and he slammed me against the lockers. He used one of his hands to hold my shoulders against them and used the other to find his way under my top to pull off my necklace. He pressed his lips against mine really hard then stepped back letting me go, I fell to the floor.
"Stupid bitch Lauren, and you know what God can see you and all the things you've done, you've been a very bad girl, so I guess I'll be seeing you in hell as well." He walked off, leaving me lying on the floor. By now everyone was in their classes so no one had seen what had just happened. Slowly I picked myself up, I looked into the mirror I had stuck on the door of my locker, my eyeliner and mascara had run down my face. I found a tissue and cleaned it up. I didn't bother to apply more, because I knew I would be seeing Billie after school, and he would just make me cry again.
"Hey Lauren." I heard whispered, his breath on my neck. I closed my eyes hoping he'd leave but he didn't. I felt his hand move down my side to wear my hand was holding my skirt down,
"Please...don't -"
"Ssh...you know you want it..." I could feel tears welling in my eyes, I don't want it. Not again.
"Billie..." he kept going his hand slowly going under the skirt, tears started rolling down my cheeks.
"Mr Armstrong!" I felt his hand leave my thigh, I opened my eyes and looked past my locker door where one of the nuns was coming down glaring at Billie Joe. "Mr Armstrong! You wouldn't be doing what I think you were doing were you?"
"No sister of course not, Lauren said she had a leg cramp, I was merely trying to help her."
"Is this true Lauren?" I looked up at her, but then felt a pinch in my arm, I looked to Billie Joe who was given me a threatening glare.
"Yes sister, I think I pulled a muscle during PE."
"Well next time I would advise you to see the nurse, not a 16 year old male."
"Sorry sister." I watched her as she continued down the corridor, stopping to yell at random students. Billie released my arm, I went to rub it and noticed that he had broken the skin.
"So Lauren, would you like me to help you with your cramp?" Billie said moving towards me, I glared at him
"We're in a catholic school, God can see you and you're going straight to hell." Billie's nostrils flared and he slammed me against the lockers. He used one of his hands to hold my shoulders against them and used the other to find his way under my top to pull off my necklace. He pressed his lips against mine really hard then stepped back letting me go, I fell to the floor.
"Stupid bitch Lauren, and you know what God can see you and all the things you've done, you've been a very bad girl, so I guess I'll be seeing you in hell as well." He walked off, leaving me lying on the floor. By now everyone was in their classes so no one had seen what had just happened. Slowly I picked myself up, I looked into the mirror I had stuck on the door of my locker, my eyeliner and mascara had run down my face. I found a tissue and cleaned it up. I didn't bother to apply more, because I knew I would be seeing Billie after school, and he would just make me cry again.
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