Please Don't Hurt Me, chapter 6

Billie ran out the coffee place half angry half upset, he slowed to a fast pace of walking, he hated this, what if his dream did come true, what if he did kill? what if it were one of his kids? Adie? Tre? or Mike? what if he killed all of them? or himself..? he sighed and kicked a empty can off the edge of the sidewalk into the road, people gave him looks but still carried on walking, but Billie didn't care.

"I told you something bad would happen" said jimmy in a sing song voice

"Piss of jimmy"

"Uh...no. I'm stuck with you remember?"

"I fucking hate you..."

Then Billie realized he shouldn't have said that at all, he knew the consequences by now...

"What did you fucking say?!"

"N-Nothing..."

"Well you said something! What the fuck did you say?!"

"T-that I-I f-fucking h-hate you..."

"Right..."

Then Suddenly Billie felt a massive pain in his head, his mind, he fell to the floor screaming in pain, he pulled his hair savagely crying for the pain to stop but it didn't, people walking past didn't help him, they wouldn't dare go near him...Billie started thrashing around still screaming, whimpering, mumbling under his breath for it to stop, then jimmy went further, he took over Billie and made him hold his breath, make him suffocate, Billie felt as if his throat, his neck was been tightened by rope, fast...

"P...please." Billie coughed and gasped for air "m-...make it s-top!"

Jimmy didn't...

"Say sorry then."

Billie couldn't even scream anymore he could hardly breath he felt like the rope was clasping tighter round his neck

"I...i-m s...s-sorr..y."

"Good, ok ill stop."

Billie felt the rope had been pulled off he started breathing heavily he felt dizzy as he tried to stand up as well as he could and started walking as straight as possible, which wasn't that good, he finally reached his door and opened it almost falling into the house, he looked around he couldn't hear no one in the house, nothing, when usually he would hear the kids throwing a ball outside laughing, and Adie watching one of her TV programmes, but all he could see that stood out was the small note on the kitchen table, he stumbled towards it and sat down with the note placed in his hands, he started reading it..

Billie

I've took the kids out until later tonight, so you've got the whole day to yourself, I don't know what's gotten into you lately, Tre and Mike rang me, told me what happened, maybe when I get back your attitude will have changed and you'll have calmed down, I'll see you later.

Adie

xx

Billie sighed the guilt was starting to kick in now, he shouldn't have spoken to Adie like that this morning, he shouldn't have done that to Tre and mike, he stumbled back up and walked into the sitting room knocking over a vase by accident, that was when he broke down...he sank to the floor crying, next to the broken pieces of glass, head in his hands, crying..

"Aww, is ickle Biwwie crying?"

"S-Shut up..."

"Ya know, I know the perfect answer to these problems, you've done it before..."

Billie held his head up

"What?"

"You Know, cut yourself, relief yourself from the pain, just a few scratches, that's all, go on. Do it"

Billie sighed, he stared at his reflection in a piece of the broken vase he placed it near his wrist...