Waiting, Wishing, Dreams come true, chapter 2
Jake,
I know I will miss you becoming a man but remember not to let any bastard run your life and dictate it especially mum and dad. Just think in at least two years I will come and get you and Jamaica, and I will know the pain you suffer, if you suffer any.
I may be in another country but I will come and rescue you, don't cry over me, you already have and I know I have caused you some pain and you know it.
Oakland, California is were I will be trying to meet my idols Green Day and making my life a lot better making me fit to be your guardian when I'm old enough, this is really sad for me but I have to do it.
Dad, is an asshole always will be and don't ever let him hug you and Jamaica.
Remember I love you and one day I'm coming to rescue you, save you from this nightmare that we sadly call a life, not anymore I'm sick of it.
I Love You remember that, do good in school and take great care of Jamaica keep her safe for me.
Goodbye for now. I Love You
Your Loving Sister Sam'
In Jamaica's letter I wrote basically the same and that I will rescue them one day and what mum will try to do with her, if she tries it.
By the time I finished writing all the letter's including my mum and dad's one, unfortunately I was ready for bed still awaiting my plane ticket from my mum.
Instead I tucked my letter under Jake's mirror in his room and I did the same with Jamaica as they were happily sleeping I kissed them on the forehead as goodbye and went to see my mum who was booking the ticket for me then.
"Hey mum, thanks for booking the ticket and I have said goodbye to everyone except you, just say one thing for me and promise not to go nuts at the things I say, okay?" I asked.
"Yeah, I know that you are glad you're going and I have been treating you like shit over your life honestly I'm not sorry for that but here's your ticket," she said handing it to me.
"Thanks, well I guess it's not a sad goodbye I don't want it to be, look mum you have abused me, scarred me for life I don't like you I never have, I remember the bad things now between us no longer the good things, just remember this, I hate you! I'm going to be living a better life far away from you and you will never be able to see me again until I decide I'm ready for something, you and dad made me suicidal much to your awareness, you're a horrible parent to me until you suddenly decide to kick me out, I'm grateful for the money and the ticket but sometimes I just wish you would sometimes F.O.D. I know you know what it stands for and I hope it makes you sick. I'll wait till the morning and I'm outta here, gone for good, and finally no longer your daughter." I said not crying at all, I had finally got it all out, what's better, she didn't go nuts I think she finally knows were I'm coming from, finally after 2 years of abusing me then.
"I have no idea what I have put you through, honestly I couldn't give a shit, I'm glad I kicked you out and I'm not really sorry for anything I have done, and I lost you as my daughter ages ago, and I know that," She said.
'Wow, my mum thought she lost me as a daughter ages ago, just wow, oh well I'm gone now, I'm finally leaving.' I thought. "Well goodbye, I will never see you again," I said.
"Yeah, I know, well take care of yourself, for your brother and sister that is," Mum said actually thinking of them. "Hey Sam," my dad said.
"Unlike your mother, I'm sorry for the pain I have caused you, have a great life and hope it gets better," My dad said to my surprise. "Thanks dad, sudden change in mind but I'm gone and don't you fucking blame me for it either," I said not backing down from anything.
"I know it's your mother's fault, I'm sick of abusing you, that's why I'm sorry, well goodbye, much to your disgust I love you," My dad said seriously surprising me now.
"Wow I lost all love in both of you ages ago, I just had to get away, actually thanks for kicking me out," I said.
The next morning I awoke ready to go and making sure the letters were still there and they were, I got up got changed into my getaway clothes as I liked to called them which was, black crop pants like Billie Joe's, a white fitted shirt with a black tie, a black jacket and a truckers hat with a skull on it, I applied my make-up and grabbed all my things and called a taxi and waited outside for it.
The taxi eventually got to my now old house and told it to take me to the airport, the taxi driver asked me why I had all the bags and things, so I told him my story and my story finished as soon as we got to the airport.
The driver just said don't worry about it and that I needed the money.
"Thanks," I simply said gathering my 2 bags and headed towards the departing section of the airport and I waited for my plane to get in so I could take off into Oakland, California.
As I was waiting I saw these three guys with sunglasses on so the sunglasses hid there faces. So I left my stuff behind to see they had stopped to sit down and went up to them I simply said,
"Hey, I'm Sam," holding out my hand to the middle guy still not sure who he was.
"Hey, I'm Billie Joe," the guy said taking his sunglasses off so I could see who he was.
"Holy Shit, I didn't know it was you," I said surprised.
"Uh... what are you on about?" Billie Joe asked.
"Well basically not to sound like a teenie, I love your music and I'm on my way to Oakland to actually live there in hope to meet you guys," I said a little nervous or star-struck as some people call it.
"Hey, why are you moving to Oakland you only look about 16/ 17," another guy said as he was sitting on the left side of Billie Joe. "You want the whole story cos then I better get my stuff," I said calming down a lot.
"I want the whole story," Billie Joe said, "I'll help you get your stuff," he added.
"Thanks," I said walking over to my stuff.
So we got my things and dumped it next to us, and I started with my story.
After I finished with it they were so surprised at my story and that I lived through it just listening to them.
"Wow, I didn't know our music done that, Billie our music saved a life and soon it should save two more," the other guy said.
"Hey I'm Mike and this is Tre," Mike said pointing at Tre who was the one that was talking to Billie about music saving lives. Billie wasn't listening he was deep in thought, well at least I think it was, he was staring at me into my green eyes with his gorgeous green eyes.
"Uh... shit, I'm sorry about everything, and you want to turn your life around before you get your sister and brother don't you?" Billie asked me still staring at me a little.
"Yeah, I want to get a house and everything before I get my brother and sister back from the hell hole," I said looking at Tre as he was thinking it over in his head and it was the same with Mike.
"Um... the plane I boarding," I said interrupting the silence.
"Yeah, we better get on it, we have to find you a house and get your life turned around quickly," Billie said getting up with his stuff. We all took our stuff and checked in and got on the plane, only to realize that our seats were next to each other and that Tre was in front of us getting squished by a couple of big people.
I was gladly next to Billie Joe and he just starting questions and how I planned on turning my life around.
Only to realize that I hadn't planned anything but go there and in two years go back to my old home in downtown New York to get my brother and sister.
We got to know everyone pretty well and decided they would take me with them and drop their luggage off at their houses and take me out in Oakland, to show we the town.
It was a beautiful town with beautiful houses, but all the houses I liked I couldn't rent because it was too much and I couldn't even buy one, I was homeless, stranded.
Green Day noticed it to, so they talked among themselves and decided that-
"Hey Sam, since your like stranded and everything and I can't let you live like this, I have decided to take you home with me and the guys don't mind either," said Billie Joe.
"God thank you so much Billie Joe," I said throwing my arms around him knocking my hat off and being overwhelmed and everything I kissed him on the cheek. Billie Joe started to blush, I have never seen a video or photo that had Billie Joe blush, I was surprised.
"Uh... thanks for that," Billie said nervously.
"Uh, what about Adrienne?" I asked hesitantly.
"I have to ring her now ok?" I asked.
"Yeah go ahead," I said as Mike stopped the car and let Billie out.
"Thank you so much guys, for your music and everything," I said no longer shy around them.
"That's ok, we love making music and that's what we do," Mike said turning around in his seat to look at me.
"Adie will let you after a lot of talking," Tre said looking out the window at a struggling Billie Joe at convincing his wife to let me stay with them.
"I'll stay at a hotel if I have to," I said, "But I don't have the money," I added sighing.
"If it comes to that we will pay," Mike said.
"Thanks again, just hopefully it doesn't, I would love to meet Adrienne and Jakob and Joey," I said.
"Hey, Billie," Mike said popping his head out the window.
"Can Sam talk to Adie?" Mike asked.
"Yeah, if she wants it might help," Billie said opening the door for me to get out and talk on the phone.
"Hello Adrienne," I said slowly.
"Hello, is it Sam?" Adie said in a sweet voice.
"Yeah it's Sam."
"I'm sorry about this I never asked them to do this they asked me," I said making sure that it wasn't pinned on me as if I asked. "I figured they would ask, you, I'm sorry about your past before you came to Oakland, want to talk about it?" Adie asked me still in a sweet voice.
"I don't mind, what do you want to know?"
"Just what do you plan on doing if you go and get your brother and sister from New York?"
"I was hoping that I would have a house before I did that," I said a little nervously.
"Well how about, you come and get Me and the kids and we will go back to New York with Billie of course, and ask if we could take your brother and sister with us, but we will get social services with us though and tell them about your abuse," Adie said smartly.
"Wow, that would be awesome but what will you do with us if we get them?" I asked a little worried.
"You can stay with us after we have adopted you," Adie said.
"Wow, OMFG! You want to adopt me and my brother and sister?!' I said surprised and happy.
"Yeah, I want Jakob and Joey to have a sister and two of them would be awesome, and another brother is enough to play some of their games with and I want more kids," Adie simply said.
"Wow, okay I love this idea want to talk to Billie Joe about it?" I asked.
"Yeah sure thanks," Adie said.
"Hey Billie Adrienne has an awesome idea and she wants to tell you it!" I said very happily.
"Yeah sure," Billie said taking the phone.
After about taking half an hour on the phone, Billie told Mike to go to his house to get the kids and her to go back to New York. We got to Billie's house and Adie came out seeing me as I got out of the car.
"Hey, so you're this marvelous girl Billie was talking about," Adie said.
"Yeah, I'm Sam," I said as I put out my hand to shake. But much to my surprise she hugged me.
"I will be glad to adopt you," Adie whispered in my ear.
"Thanks," I said back.
"I'll get the kids and call a taxi to take us to the airport again," Billie said walking inside.
"Want to go talk to Joey and Jakob, they want to look at there soon to be sister." Adie said calmly sort of pushing me into the house. "Thanks, I want to meet them to," I said a little nervously.
"Joey, Jakob, wanna meet Sam?" Adie yelled to them.
"Yeah, mum, be right down," I think Joey yelled.
Then the boys came running down from their rooms upstairs. "Hey Sam, I'm Joey," Joey said coming up to me.
"Hey," I said as Joey hugged me.
"And I'm Jakob," He said hugging me after Joey did, "Are you going to be our sister?" Jakob asked curiously.
"Yeah, hopefully, I'd love to be," I said.
"Aren't we going to New York tonight, to get Sam's brother and sister from her real parents," A curious Joey asked his mum. "Yeah Joey, Sam has had a bad childhood and we don't want her brother and sister to live through that aswell, so we want them to come live with us and to try and give them good memories of a childhood," Adie answered trying not to cry at thought of what I went through.
"Taxi's on its way now, Guys go get a spare set of clothes quickly and come straight down afterwards," Billie said walking into the room, "I need to talk to Sam for a minute," Billie added.
"Sam, when we get to New York, do you know where a social workers place is, so we can get one and get your siblings from the hell-hole?" Billie asked as the boys left the room and got their things.
"Yeah, of course I know, I have always wanted to spill everything to one, since I hate counselors," I said knowing what he was talking about.
"Cool, you're a fan of Green Day aren't ya?" Billie asked me.
"Yeah, why?"
"I was just wandering cos while we are waiting for the taxi want to have a look at my awards room?" Billie asked me getting ready to go upstairs. "Yeah, that would be awesome," I said shocked that he asked me.
After we went upstairs we walked into this huge room full of awards and there sat the famous guitar of Billie Joe- 'Blue'. "Wow, Blue is awesome in real, the proper one that is," I said staring at it.
"Yeah, it was pretty awesome to play that," Billie said redirecting my eyes to somewhere else in the room.
But what I noticed the most was on one of the walls was, American Idiot's hand grenade, Kerplunk's flower, and all the other album's little pictures. And in the top corner on the wall was 'Who The Fuck Is Tre Cool?!'
I laughed at it, and Billie saw what I was laughing at, and he started to laugh to until this was interrupted by the taxi honking its horn.
"We better go, guys you ready?" Billie shouted.
So we all walked out into the taxi, there weren't enough seats so Jakob was sitting on Billie's knee in the back seat next to me and Joey on the other side of me and Adie in the front.
After a 45 minute car ride to the airport we got our tickets and fortunately we were going back to New York, on a rescue mission.
We got on the plane into first class unlike the plane ride to get to Oakland, and after an hour and a half plane trip we were in New York again.
"Can you take us to a social workers office please," Adie said as Billie hailed the taxi for us, after we got our luggage of course.
We all piled into the taxi again in the same seating arrangements, on our way to a social workers office.
"Can you wait out here please," Billie asked the driver.
"Yeah sure," the fat driver replied.
So we all went into the office and Adie asked if we could see a worker now, as it was only 4 in the afternoon, we got one and walked into her office.
"What can I do for you?" the worker asked.
"We would like to get custody of three kids that are this woman and her brother and sister that are being abused by their parents," Billie said not holding anything back.
"Okay what would be their names of these children?" the worker asked.
"Jake and Jamaica," I replied a little worried.
"Okay, what would be the address of these children," the worker continued as I told her the address.
"Thanks, would you like to tell me the story Sam?" the worker asked me.
"Gladly," I said as I told her the story.
"Wow, you need custody as soon as possible, was it Mr. And Mrs. Armstrong?" The worker asked a little shocked at my story. "Yes, as soon as possible," Adie said.
"We will make that happen, we just need to see the house and the parents," I worker replied.
"No problem, you can follow us in our taxi," Adie said.
"Would one of you like to come with me in my SVU so we can talk more about the adoption?" the worker asked.
"I will," Adie replied.
"Thanks babe," Billie whispered in her ear.
So we went to my old house, to finally rescue my brother and sister.
So the worker knocked on the door and I hid behind Billie Joe knowing that if I was seen by my mum I was is shit, even though she kicked me out.
"Yes," my mum said as she answered the door, I wasn't really surprised she was high in spirits, knowing that she was on drugs. "Yes, can we come in, we need to talk about your children," the worker said.
"Okay? I don't know what's going on so you should be able to tell me." My mum said kind of slurring it.
"Thank you."
Why was she saying thank you? My mum was high as she answered the door and she was about to have all of her kids taken away from her instantly, but my mum didn't know that.
As we went inside I snuck into Jake's room and Joey followed much to my awareness.
"Hey Jake, I'm coming to get you a new home," I whispered making sure my dad wasn't around.
"Hey Sam, I had no idea that you would come back the day you left," Jake said hysterically.
"Don't Worry, do you know those CD's I gave you, the guy that does the voice on them is adopting us even Jamaica," I said hugging Jake.
"That is so cool," Jake said.
"Where's Jamaica?" I asked puzzled at were she was.
"I think she is in her room," Jake whispered to me.
"Hey I'm Joey, I'm going to be 1 of your new brothers," Joey said freaking me out as he came up behind me.
"Cool, I will finally have two brothers," Jake said shaking hands with Joey as I left the room getting Jamaica.
I got her and Jake and went to the kitchen holding them and Joey following behind talking to Jake aswell.
"This is Jake and Jamaica," I said to Billie as he turned around to look at us.
"Cool, hey kids I'm going to be your new dad," Billie said looking at Jake and Jamaica.
"Cool, we have heard your music to, we love it," Jake said to Billie.
"Well, three fans of my music in 1 day and I'm adopting them, wow," Billie said a little overwhelmed.
"Thanks for everything Billie Joe," I said whispering to him as Adie, the worker and my high as a kite mum were talking.
"What?! Sam said that I had abused her and kicked her out!" My mum said shouting.
"Yes she did, she showed me the scars too that you made," the Worker said.
"She's fucking lying," my mum said shouting even louder.
"NO, I'm not mum, I hate you and you know that and I'm not going to let you abuse Jake and Jamaica," I yelled coming out from behind Billie Joe.
"I give up with you, I'm sorry kids I'm not really fond of you either, I don't like you kids, in-fact I HATE kids!" My mum yelled at us.
"That's exactly why we are taking them from you, you're a drug addict and an alcoholic," the worker said calmly. "Take them, I love my drugs and you can't take them away from me," my mum said.
"Oh yes we can," Billie said to my mum, "Especially when you're going to get arrested for drug possession," Billie said laughing.
"Don't you fucking laugh at me, take my kids go ahead, I couldn't give a shit about them," my mum continuing to shout. "You should care about your kids! Other wise fuck off to prison, we are adopting them now whether you like it or not!" Adie yelled at my mum.
"Trust me deary I like it, I like it A LOT!" My mum yelled at Adie.
"Take the kids outside Sam," Billie said to me, "Go in the taxi," Billie added.
"Thanks Billie, I love you as a dad now," I said.
"That's ok your going to be my daughter, same with you Jamaica, and Jake trust me, you will have fun at our house with Joey and Jakob," Billie said to us all.
"Who's Jakob?" Jake asked still not knowing who he was.
"I'm Jakob," he said coming out from in front of Adie.
"Hey, I'm Jake," he said.
"Let's go kids into the taxi," I said.
"Hey Ms." I said politely to the worker.
"Yes Sam," the worker replied.
"Can us kids sit in your SVU so we can talk together?" I asked.
"Yeah, sure Sam you need it," the worker said handing me her keys.
"Thanks, sorry Billie we won't all fit in the taxi" I said to both Billie and the worker.
"No problem," the worker replied.
So all the kids piled into the workers car and there was enough room for Billie in the SVU aswell. Since there was two spare seats in the storage area at the back. But we were going to let Adie in the car with us aswell, so we decided that Jamaica would sit on my lap.
We talked in the car about Billie's house and what we would do there and things like that, just getting to know each other. After 45 minutes of arguing our new parents came out with the worker and Adie paid the taxi driver and came into the SVU again. We went back to the Worker's office to make the adoption final. After another 2 hours of waiting we booked a couple of Hotel rooms basically one for the kids and one for Billie and Adie, which they offered to share with me if the kids stay up to late. So we all went into our rooms and I went into the kids room to keep an eye on them for Adie and Billie to talk about things.
We didn't get to sleep until about 3 am after the people In the next room told us to 'Shut Up'.
We were all getting along but Jakob was acting kind of weird around Jamaica but he wouldn't tell us why and he denied that he was, so we just forgot about it and went to sleep.
I woke up early and so did Billie and Adie so I went into there room to talk with them about what we did today, "We should go back to Oakland, and set up beds for you all," Adie said.
"Do you think Jake would mind staying in a room with Joey?" Adie asked me.
"No, he has become really good friends with Joey and Jakob," I replied.
"Yeah Billie, Jakob keeps acting a bit strange around Jamaica, I can think of one reason why but I don't think he does, could you talk to him?" I asked.
"Yeah sure, cos I think I know what you're talking about," Billie replied with a huge grin on his face.
"Sam, would you mind if you shared a room with Jamaica? You will have separate beds though, not like a bunk bed." Adie asked.
"I won't mind, I'm just grateful that you have adopted us, I mean my idol for like ever has just adopted me and my siblings without hesitating at all," I said.
"That's okay, you needed the help, and looking at your scars from her, I wouldn't risk your mum with Jake and Jamaica," Adie said looking at my arm where the scars are.
Then Joey and Jake were mucking around in the other room and then that woke Jakob and Jamaica up pretty quickly, "Knock it off kids," Billie said sighing as he was walking into the other room as they were joined together. "Thanks," Billie said walking out the room to go have a shower.
"After everyone is dressed and everything we will go back to the airport and go back to Oakland," Adie said.
Adie was looking at the kids through the open door and realized that all the kids were quite energetic, but in particular she was gazing at Jakob staring at Jamaica with wide eyes.
Then Billie came back into room and started packing their things and interrupted Adie's gazing, "You can have a shower now 80," Billie said.
"Yeah, thanks, can you pack up my things please?" Adie asked.
"Yeah, sure," Billie said.
"Hey, Billie look at Jakob and Jamaica," I said interrupting his packing.
"Wow, he IS into her, look at his eyes," Billie said giggling.
"Hey Jakob, Come Here!" Billie yelled so Jakob would knock off his staring.
"I'll leave while you talk to him, and I better pack up the beds and everything," I said grinning as I past Jakob in the doorway. "Thanks Sam," Billie said closing the door behind me and Jakob.
"Hey kids we got to pack up this stuff, were going to Oakland, in a couple of hours," I said.
"Okay," they all sighed.
After packing up everything, Jakob finally came out of Billie and Adie's room, with his head hanging low. By this time Adie was out of the shower and everyone was dressed and packed up ready to go.
"Hey kids, get your stuff because the taxi's already here," Billie shouted.
We all got our stuff and headed out the door to the taxi, with Billie leading.
We all had to squeeze in again, with Jakob on Billie's lap again looking sad.
We got to the airport brought all the 7 tickets and waited for the plane and finally boarded, Jakob not saying a word on the way back to Oakland.
When we got back to the house Jake and Jamaica thought it was a palace, that they were now living in, with no worries. "Hey Jakob, What's wrong?" I asked as we were alone in a hallway leading to the bedrooms.
"Promise you won't tell anyone first," Jakob said with a worried look.
"Promise with my heart," I said into his eyes so he knew I was certain.
"Well, I know she is now my sister but I really like Jamaica, it's wrong I know that but I like her," Jakob said a little nervous. "I thought it was, well I won't tell anyone especially Jamaica," I said.
"Thanks sis," Jakob said hugging me.
"Uh... Billie what one is Jamaica and my room?" I asked as I was coming out the hallway as if nothing had happened. "I'll show you in a minute cos we gotta move some stuff first," Billie shouted.
"Okay, thanks, I'll wait then," I shouted back.
"Hey Joey, want to show us around the house?" I asked as I saw him running past me.
"Yeah sure," Joey answered stopping in his tracks.
After a full tour around the house, we went to get a drink because the house was just huge and it took like 45 minutes to show us the house, but my favorite room in the house was definitely the awards room, I loved the painting on that one wall, were nothing was.
"Hey Sam, what's your favorite room?" Billie asked me.
"Definitely the awards room," I said smiling.
"Well ok, let me take everything out into another room and it's yours on your own," Billie said walking towards me. "Are you serious, your getting everything out of it, just for me," I said shocked.
"Yep, you're my daughter and I want you to be happy, which is why we are going shopping just us two and Adie," Billie said.
"Thank you so much, I love that wall with the paintings on it," I said still in shock.
"Mike's ok with coming over to look after the kids," Adie said walking into the room.
"Ok cool," Billie said kissing my new mum Adie.
"He is coming over right now so we can leave soon," Adie replied.
"Well lets start moving some of these awards," Billie said to me.
"Ok!" I said rushing to the room.
About after ten minutes of moving awards Mike came over with Estelle and greeted themselves to Jake and Jamaica. Mike just started looking after the kids that were playing and watching the playstation and nodded to Billie saying that we could go since we came out of the room.
"Thanks for looking after them and bringing Estelle around," Billie said.
"No problem, Estelle was bored at my house anyway," Mike said smiling.
"Yeah, bye kids we are going out be back later," Adie said waving to them.
"Bye," they all called out.
So we went out shopping for furniture and some clothes, I got a new bed and so did Jamaica, Jake and Joey.
We also got the other basic furnishings and then went clothes shopping.
"Wow, you aren't hard to shop for, you like the same type of stuff Billie does, fitted and with ties," Adie said giggling. "Yeah, I know he is my idol and my dad," I said.
That was weird calling my idol Billie Joe my dad.
"Maybe you were born to be my kid or... my wife," Billie said laughing.
Then Adie punched him in the arm, and it looked hard!
"OW!, What was that for?!" Billie said rubbing his arm.
"You know what it was for," Adie said giving Billie the evil eye.
After a few hours shopping we arrived back to my new home, so we unloaded the car and we had to pull apart what was Joey's old bed to be able to put the new one in, so Mike and Billie decided to do it.
"Thanks for helping me man," Billie said wiping his sweat off his forehead.
"That's ok, you need it," Mike said.
"Billie, Sam and I have put Joey and Jake's new Bed together, its in the hallway," Adie shouted.
"Thanks babe and kiddo," Billie said to us.
"You want to get Billie's awards into the lounge for now?" Adie asked me.
"Yeah, if you want," I said picking up a few statues, actually I think they were moon men but yeah.
After about an hour of moving awards into the lounge the room was empty except for the shelves.
So Adie and I put together my bed and set it up facing the marvelous painting of Green Day's album covers.
"Thanks Adie for everything," I said hugging Adie.
"That's ok kiddo," Adie said.
"So we have to move all of the other furniture into here and we are done, you can unpack your bags after too." Adie replied getting behind a piece of furniture ready to push it.
So we moved all the other pieces of furniture into my room making sure that none of it was touching the picture on the wall. When we were finally done Billie came in my room holding his beloved guitar 'Blue' in his hands (in the glass case of course) and handed it to me.
"Want it in your room kid?" Billie asked me around the case.
"Wow, you're letting me have this in my room?! God you are the best parents!" I shrieked.
"Thanks Billie, or dad," I said hugging Billie after he put the case on its original shelf away from the picture next to my desk. "Thanks call me pathetic or call me What You Will," Billie sung out loud.
"Okay pathetic," I said giggling. And Billie gave me a weird look.
"What?! You said call you pathetic!"
"I didn't mean it though!" Billie said running up to me as I was in the hallway.
"Okay Billie," I said laughing as Billie was tickling me.
After we set up everyone's rooms we sat in the family room socializing about Green Day and Music in general and things like that, avoiding the topic of my parents.
We went to bed at about 2 am and it felt like I was meant to be the daughter of Billie Joe, I don't know why but it did, I felt so at home in their house, but that might have been the fact that Jakob went to sleep with Green Day up really loud in his room, which is exactly what I did in New York.
We woke up about the same time and went out to breakfast after everyone had there showers and things.
I wanted to live with Billie Joe and Adie for the rest of my life, they were so cool to have as parents.
I was just afraid to start at a totally new school in a month's time, where I had to make new friends and everything, I just dreaded it completely.
I was so afraid of what would happen, if I went into depression again, if I became suicidal, just everything leading up to school played on my mind.
I guess all the questions and worries would have to wait to be answered until the Dawning of my Life.
I know I will miss you becoming a man but remember not to let any bastard run your life and dictate it especially mum and dad. Just think in at least two years I will come and get you and Jamaica, and I will know the pain you suffer, if you suffer any.
I may be in another country but I will come and rescue you, don't cry over me, you already have and I know I have caused you some pain and you know it.
Oakland, California is were I will be trying to meet my idols Green Day and making my life a lot better making me fit to be your guardian when I'm old enough, this is really sad for me but I have to do it.
Dad, is an asshole always will be and don't ever let him hug you and Jamaica.
Remember I love you and one day I'm coming to rescue you, save you from this nightmare that we sadly call a life, not anymore I'm sick of it.
I Love You remember that, do good in school and take great care of Jamaica keep her safe for me.
Goodbye for now. I Love You
Your Loving Sister Sam'
In Jamaica's letter I wrote basically the same and that I will rescue them one day and what mum will try to do with her, if she tries it.
By the time I finished writing all the letter's including my mum and dad's one, unfortunately I was ready for bed still awaiting my plane ticket from my mum.
Instead I tucked my letter under Jake's mirror in his room and I did the same with Jamaica as they were happily sleeping I kissed them on the forehead as goodbye and went to see my mum who was booking the ticket for me then.
"Hey mum, thanks for booking the ticket and I have said goodbye to everyone except you, just say one thing for me and promise not to go nuts at the things I say, okay?" I asked.
"Yeah, I know that you are glad you're going and I have been treating you like shit over your life honestly I'm not sorry for that but here's your ticket," she said handing it to me.
"Thanks, well I guess it's not a sad goodbye I don't want it to be, look mum you have abused me, scarred me for life I don't like you I never have, I remember the bad things now between us no longer the good things, just remember this, I hate you! I'm going to be living a better life far away from you and you will never be able to see me again until I decide I'm ready for something, you and dad made me suicidal much to your awareness, you're a horrible parent to me until you suddenly decide to kick me out, I'm grateful for the money and the ticket but sometimes I just wish you would sometimes F.O.D. I know you know what it stands for and I hope it makes you sick. I'll wait till the morning and I'm outta here, gone for good, and finally no longer your daughter." I said not crying at all, I had finally got it all out, what's better, she didn't go nuts I think she finally knows were I'm coming from, finally after 2 years of abusing me then.
"I have no idea what I have put you through, honestly I couldn't give a shit, I'm glad I kicked you out and I'm not really sorry for anything I have done, and I lost you as my daughter ages ago, and I know that," She said.
'Wow, my mum thought she lost me as a daughter ages ago, just wow, oh well I'm gone now, I'm finally leaving.' I thought. "Well goodbye, I will never see you again," I said.
"Yeah, I know, well take care of yourself, for your brother and sister that is," Mum said actually thinking of them. "Hey Sam," my dad said.
"Unlike your mother, I'm sorry for the pain I have caused you, have a great life and hope it gets better," My dad said to my surprise. "Thanks dad, sudden change in mind but I'm gone and don't you fucking blame me for it either," I said not backing down from anything.
"I know it's your mother's fault, I'm sick of abusing you, that's why I'm sorry, well goodbye, much to your disgust I love you," My dad said seriously surprising me now.
"Wow I lost all love in both of you ages ago, I just had to get away, actually thanks for kicking me out," I said.
The next morning I awoke ready to go and making sure the letters were still there and they were, I got up got changed into my getaway clothes as I liked to called them which was, black crop pants like Billie Joe's, a white fitted shirt with a black tie, a black jacket and a truckers hat with a skull on it, I applied my make-up and grabbed all my things and called a taxi and waited outside for it.
The taxi eventually got to my now old house and told it to take me to the airport, the taxi driver asked me why I had all the bags and things, so I told him my story and my story finished as soon as we got to the airport.
The driver just said don't worry about it and that I needed the money.
"Thanks," I simply said gathering my 2 bags and headed towards the departing section of the airport and I waited for my plane to get in so I could take off into Oakland, California.
As I was waiting I saw these three guys with sunglasses on so the sunglasses hid there faces. So I left my stuff behind to see they had stopped to sit down and went up to them I simply said,
"Hey, I'm Sam," holding out my hand to the middle guy still not sure who he was.
"Hey, I'm Billie Joe," the guy said taking his sunglasses off so I could see who he was.
"Holy Shit, I didn't know it was you," I said surprised.
"Uh... what are you on about?" Billie Joe asked.
"Well basically not to sound like a teenie, I love your music and I'm on my way to Oakland to actually live there in hope to meet you guys," I said a little nervous or star-struck as some people call it.
"Hey, why are you moving to Oakland you only look about 16/ 17," another guy said as he was sitting on the left side of Billie Joe. "You want the whole story cos then I better get my stuff," I said calming down a lot.
"I want the whole story," Billie Joe said, "I'll help you get your stuff," he added.
"Thanks," I said walking over to my stuff.
So we got my things and dumped it next to us, and I started with my story.
After I finished with it they were so surprised at my story and that I lived through it just listening to them.
"Wow, I didn't know our music done that, Billie our music saved a life and soon it should save two more," the other guy said.
"Hey I'm Mike and this is Tre," Mike said pointing at Tre who was the one that was talking to Billie about music saving lives. Billie wasn't listening he was deep in thought, well at least I think it was, he was staring at me into my green eyes with his gorgeous green eyes.
"Uh... shit, I'm sorry about everything, and you want to turn your life around before you get your sister and brother don't you?" Billie asked me still staring at me a little.
"Yeah, I want to get a house and everything before I get my brother and sister back from the hell hole," I said looking at Tre as he was thinking it over in his head and it was the same with Mike.
"Um... the plane I boarding," I said interrupting the silence.
"Yeah, we better get on it, we have to find you a house and get your life turned around quickly," Billie said getting up with his stuff. We all took our stuff and checked in and got on the plane, only to realize that our seats were next to each other and that Tre was in front of us getting squished by a couple of big people.
I was gladly next to Billie Joe and he just starting questions and how I planned on turning my life around.
Only to realize that I hadn't planned anything but go there and in two years go back to my old home in downtown New York to get my brother and sister.
We got to know everyone pretty well and decided they would take me with them and drop their luggage off at their houses and take me out in Oakland, to show we the town.
It was a beautiful town with beautiful houses, but all the houses I liked I couldn't rent because it was too much and I couldn't even buy one, I was homeless, stranded.
Green Day noticed it to, so they talked among themselves and decided that-
"Hey Sam, since your like stranded and everything and I can't let you live like this, I have decided to take you home with me and the guys don't mind either," said Billie Joe.
"God thank you so much Billie Joe," I said throwing my arms around him knocking my hat off and being overwhelmed and everything I kissed him on the cheek. Billie Joe started to blush, I have never seen a video or photo that had Billie Joe blush, I was surprised.
"Uh... thanks for that," Billie said nervously.
"Uh, what about Adrienne?" I asked hesitantly.
"I have to ring her now ok?" I asked.
"Yeah go ahead," I said as Mike stopped the car and let Billie out.
"Thank you so much guys, for your music and everything," I said no longer shy around them.
"That's ok, we love making music and that's what we do," Mike said turning around in his seat to look at me.
"Adie will let you after a lot of talking," Tre said looking out the window at a struggling Billie Joe at convincing his wife to let me stay with them.
"I'll stay at a hotel if I have to," I said, "But I don't have the money," I added sighing.
"If it comes to that we will pay," Mike said.
"Thanks again, just hopefully it doesn't, I would love to meet Adrienne and Jakob and Joey," I said.
"Hey, Billie," Mike said popping his head out the window.
"Can Sam talk to Adie?" Mike asked.
"Yeah, if she wants it might help," Billie said opening the door for me to get out and talk on the phone.
"Hello Adrienne," I said slowly.
"Hello, is it Sam?" Adie said in a sweet voice.
"Yeah it's Sam."
"I'm sorry about this I never asked them to do this they asked me," I said making sure that it wasn't pinned on me as if I asked. "I figured they would ask, you, I'm sorry about your past before you came to Oakland, want to talk about it?" Adie asked me still in a sweet voice.
"I don't mind, what do you want to know?"
"Just what do you plan on doing if you go and get your brother and sister from New York?"
"I was hoping that I would have a house before I did that," I said a little nervously.
"Well how about, you come and get Me and the kids and we will go back to New York with Billie of course, and ask if we could take your brother and sister with us, but we will get social services with us though and tell them about your abuse," Adie said smartly.
"Wow, that would be awesome but what will you do with us if we get them?" I asked a little worried.
"You can stay with us after we have adopted you," Adie said.
"Wow, OMFG! You want to adopt me and my brother and sister?!' I said surprised and happy.
"Yeah, I want Jakob and Joey to have a sister and two of them would be awesome, and another brother is enough to play some of their games with and I want more kids," Adie simply said.
"Wow, okay I love this idea want to talk to Billie Joe about it?" I asked.
"Yeah sure thanks," Adie said.
"Hey Billie Adrienne has an awesome idea and she wants to tell you it!" I said very happily.
"Yeah sure," Billie said taking the phone.
After about taking half an hour on the phone, Billie told Mike to go to his house to get the kids and her to go back to New York. We got to Billie's house and Adie came out seeing me as I got out of the car.
"Hey, so you're this marvelous girl Billie was talking about," Adie said.
"Yeah, I'm Sam," I said as I put out my hand to shake. But much to my surprise she hugged me.
"I will be glad to adopt you," Adie whispered in my ear.
"Thanks," I said back.
"I'll get the kids and call a taxi to take us to the airport again," Billie said walking inside.
"Want to go talk to Joey and Jakob, they want to look at there soon to be sister." Adie said calmly sort of pushing me into the house. "Thanks, I want to meet them to," I said a little nervously.
"Joey, Jakob, wanna meet Sam?" Adie yelled to them.
"Yeah, mum, be right down," I think Joey yelled.
Then the boys came running down from their rooms upstairs. "Hey Sam, I'm Joey," Joey said coming up to me.
"Hey," I said as Joey hugged me.
"And I'm Jakob," He said hugging me after Joey did, "Are you going to be our sister?" Jakob asked curiously.
"Yeah, hopefully, I'd love to be," I said.
"Aren't we going to New York tonight, to get Sam's brother and sister from her real parents," A curious Joey asked his mum. "Yeah Joey, Sam has had a bad childhood and we don't want her brother and sister to live through that aswell, so we want them to come live with us and to try and give them good memories of a childhood," Adie answered trying not to cry at thought of what I went through.
"Taxi's on its way now, Guys go get a spare set of clothes quickly and come straight down afterwards," Billie said walking into the room, "I need to talk to Sam for a minute," Billie added.
"Sam, when we get to New York, do you know where a social workers place is, so we can get one and get your siblings from the hell-hole?" Billie asked as the boys left the room and got their things.
"Yeah, of course I know, I have always wanted to spill everything to one, since I hate counselors," I said knowing what he was talking about.
"Cool, you're a fan of Green Day aren't ya?" Billie asked me.
"Yeah, why?"
"I was just wandering cos while we are waiting for the taxi want to have a look at my awards room?" Billie asked me getting ready to go upstairs. "Yeah, that would be awesome," I said shocked that he asked me.
After we went upstairs we walked into this huge room full of awards and there sat the famous guitar of Billie Joe- 'Blue'. "Wow, Blue is awesome in real, the proper one that is," I said staring at it.
"Yeah, it was pretty awesome to play that," Billie said redirecting my eyes to somewhere else in the room.
But what I noticed the most was on one of the walls was, American Idiot's hand grenade, Kerplunk's flower, and all the other album's little pictures. And in the top corner on the wall was 'Who The Fuck Is Tre Cool?!'
I laughed at it, and Billie saw what I was laughing at, and he started to laugh to until this was interrupted by the taxi honking its horn.
"We better go, guys you ready?" Billie shouted.
So we all walked out into the taxi, there weren't enough seats so Jakob was sitting on Billie's knee in the back seat next to me and Joey on the other side of me and Adie in the front.
After a 45 minute car ride to the airport we got our tickets and fortunately we were going back to New York, on a rescue mission.
We got on the plane into first class unlike the plane ride to get to Oakland, and after an hour and a half plane trip we were in New York again.
"Can you take us to a social workers office please," Adie said as Billie hailed the taxi for us, after we got our luggage of course.
We all piled into the taxi again in the same seating arrangements, on our way to a social workers office.
"Can you wait out here please," Billie asked the driver.
"Yeah sure," the fat driver replied.
So we all went into the office and Adie asked if we could see a worker now, as it was only 4 in the afternoon, we got one and walked into her office.
"What can I do for you?" the worker asked.
"We would like to get custody of three kids that are this woman and her brother and sister that are being abused by their parents," Billie said not holding anything back.
"Okay what would be their names of these children?" the worker asked.
"Jake and Jamaica," I replied a little worried.
"Okay, what would be the address of these children," the worker continued as I told her the address.
"Thanks, would you like to tell me the story Sam?" the worker asked me.
"Gladly," I said as I told her the story.
"Wow, you need custody as soon as possible, was it Mr. And Mrs. Armstrong?" The worker asked a little shocked at my story. "Yes, as soon as possible," Adie said.
"We will make that happen, we just need to see the house and the parents," I worker replied.
"No problem, you can follow us in our taxi," Adie said.
"Would one of you like to come with me in my SVU so we can talk more about the adoption?" the worker asked.
"I will," Adie replied.
"Thanks babe," Billie whispered in her ear.
So we went to my old house, to finally rescue my brother and sister.
So the worker knocked on the door and I hid behind Billie Joe knowing that if I was seen by my mum I was is shit, even though she kicked me out.
"Yes," my mum said as she answered the door, I wasn't really surprised she was high in spirits, knowing that she was on drugs. "Yes, can we come in, we need to talk about your children," the worker said.
"Okay? I don't know what's going on so you should be able to tell me." My mum said kind of slurring it.
"Thank you."
Why was she saying thank you? My mum was high as she answered the door and she was about to have all of her kids taken away from her instantly, but my mum didn't know that.
As we went inside I snuck into Jake's room and Joey followed much to my awareness.
"Hey Jake, I'm coming to get you a new home," I whispered making sure my dad wasn't around.
"Hey Sam, I had no idea that you would come back the day you left," Jake said hysterically.
"Don't Worry, do you know those CD's I gave you, the guy that does the voice on them is adopting us even Jamaica," I said hugging Jake.
"That is so cool," Jake said.
"Where's Jamaica?" I asked puzzled at were she was.
"I think she is in her room," Jake whispered to me.
"Hey I'm Joey, I'm going to be 1 of your new brothers," Joey said freaking me out as he came up behind me.
"Cool, I will finally have two brothers," Jake said shaking hands with Joey as I left the room getting Jamaica.
I got her and Jake and went to the kitchen holding them and Joey following behind talking to Jake aswell.
"This is Jake and Jamaica," I said to Billie as he turned around to look at us.
"Cool, hey kids I'm going to be your new dad," Billie said looking at Jake and Jamaica.
"Cool, we have heard your music to, we love it," Jake said to Billie.
"Well, three fans of my music in 1 day and I'm adopting them, wow," Billie said a little overwhelmed.
"Thanks for everything Billie Joe," I said whispering to him as Adie, the worker and my high as a kite mum were talking.
"What?! Sam said that I had abused her and kicked her out!" My mum said shouting.
"Yes she did, she showed me the scars too that you made," the Worker said.
"She's fucking lying," my mum said shouting even louder.
"NO, I'm not mum, I hate you and you know that and I'm not going to let you abuse Jake and Jamaica," I yelled coming out from behind Billie Joe.
"I give up with you, I'm sorry kids I'm not really fond of you either, I don't like you kids, in-fact I HATE kids!" My mum yelled at us.
"That's exactly why we are taking them from you, you're a drug addict and an alcoholic," the worker said calmly. "Take them, I love my drugs and you can't take them away from me," my mum said.
"Oh yes we can," Billie said to my mum, "Especially when you're going to get arrested for drug possession," Billie said laughing.
"Don't you fucking laugh at me, take my kids go ahead, I couldn't give a shit about them," my mum continuing to shout. "You should care about your kids! Other wise fuck off to prison, we are adopting them now whether you like it or not!" Adie yelled at my mum.
"Trust me deary I like it, I like it A LOT!" My mum yelled at Adie.
"Take the kids outside Sam," Billie said to me, "Go in the taxi," Billie added.
"Thanks Billie, I love you as a dad now," I said.
"That's ok your going to be my daughter, same with you Jamaica, and Jake trust me, you will have fun at our house with Joey and Jakob," Billie said to us all.
"Who's Jakob?" Jake asked still not knowing who he was.
"I'm Jakob," he said coming out from in front of Adie.
"Hey, I'm Jake," he said.
"Let's go kids into the taxi," I said.
"Hey Ms." I said politely to the worker.
"Yes Sam," the worker replied.
"Can us kids sit in your SVU so we can talk together?" I asked.
"Yeah, sure Sam you need it," the worker said handing me her keys.
"Thanks, sorry Billie we won't all fit in the taxi" I said to both Billie and the worker.
"No problem," the worker replied.
So all the kids piled into the workers car and there was enough room for Billie in the SVU aswell. Since there was two spare seats in the storage area at the back. But we were going to let Adie in the car with us aswell, so we decided that Jamaica would sit on my lap.
We talked in the car about Billie's house and what we would do there and things like that, just getting to know each other. After 45 minutes of arguing our new parents came out with the worker and Adie paid the taxi driver and came into the SVU again. We went back to the Worker's office to make the adoption final. After another 2 hours of waiting we booked a couple of Hotel rooms basically one for the kids and one for Billie and Adie, which they offered to share with me if the kids stay up to late. So we all went into our rooms and I went into the kids room to keep an eye on them for Adie and Billie to talk about things.
We didn't get to sleep until about 3 am after the people In the next room told us to 'Shut Up'.
We were all getting along but Jakob was acting kind of weird around Jamaica but he wouldn't tell us why and he denied that he was, so we just forgot about it and went to sleep.
I woke up early and so did Billie and Adie so I went into there room to talk with them about what we did today, "We should go back to Oakland, and set up beds for you all," Adie said.
"Do you think Jake would mind staying in a room with Joey?" Adie asked me.
"No, he has become really good friends with Joey and Jakob," I replied.
"Yeah Billie, Jakob keeps acting a bit strange around Jamaica, I can think of one reason why but I don't think he does, could you talk to him?" I asked.
"Yeah sure, cos I think I know what you're talking about," Billie replied with a huge grin on his face.
"Sam, would you mind if you shared a room with Jamaica? You will have separate beds though, not like a bunk bed." Adie asked.
"I won't mind, I'm just grateful that you have adopted us, I mean my idol for like ever has just adopted me and my siblings without hesitating at all," I said.
"That's okay, you needed the help, and looking at your scars from her, I wouldn't risk your mum with Jake and Jamaica," Adie said looking at my arm where the scars are.
Then Joey and Jake were mucking around in the other room and then that woke Jakob and Jamaica up pretty quickly, "Knock it off kids," Billie said sighing as he was walking into the other room as they were joined together. "Thanks," Billie said walking out the room to go have a shower.
"After everyone is dressed and everything we will go back to the airport and go back to Oakland," Adie said.
Adie was looking at the kids through the open door and realized that all the kids were quite energetic, but in particular she was gazing at Jakob staring at Jamaica with wide eyes.
Then Billie came back into room and started packing their things and interrupted Adie's gazing, "You can have a shower now 80," Billie said.
"Yeah, thanks, can you pack up my things please?" Adie asked.
"Yeah, sure," Billie said.
"Hey, Billie look at Jakob and Jamaica," I said interrupting his packing.
"Wow, he IS into her, look at his eyes," Billie said giggling.
"Hey Jakob, Come Here!" Billie yelled so Jakob would knock off his staring.
"I'll leave while you talk to him, and I better pack up the beds and everything," I said grinning as I past Jakob in the doorway. "Thanks Sam," Billie said closing the door behind me and Jakob.
"Hey kids we got to pack up this stuff, were going to Oakland, in a couple of hours," I said.
"Okay," they all sighed.
After packing up everything, Jakob finally came out of Billie and Adie's room, with his head hanging low. By this time Adie was out of the shower and everyone was dressed and packed up ready to go.
"Hey kids, get your stuff because the taxi's already here," Billie shouted.
We all got our stuff and headed out the door to the taxi, with Billie leading.
We all had to squeeze in again, with Jakob on Billie's lap again looking sad.
We got to the airport brought all the 7 tickets and waited for the plane and finally boarded, Jakob not saying a word on the way back to Oakland.
When we got back to the house Jake and Jamaica thought it was a palace, that they were now living in, with no worries. "Hey Jakob, What's wrong?" I asked as we were alone in a hallway leading to the bedrooms.
"Promise you won't tell anyone first," Jakob said with a worried look.
"Promise with my heart," I said into his eyes so he knew I was certain.
"Well, I know she is now my sister but I really like Jamaica, it's wrong I know that but I like her," Jakob said a little nervous. "I thought it was, well I won't tell anyone especially Jamaica," I said.
"Thanks sis," Jakob said hugging me.
"Uh... Billie what one is Jamaica and my room?" I asked as I was coming out the hallway as if nothing had happened. "I'll show you in a minute cos we gotta move some stuff first," Billie shouted.
"Okay, thanks, I'll wait then," I shouted back.
"Hey Joey, want to show us around the house?" I asked as I saw him running past me.
"Yeah sure," Joey answered stopping in his tracks.
After a full tour around the house, we went to get a drink because the house was just huge and it took like 45 minutes to show us the house, but my favorite room in the house was definitely the awards room, I loved the painting on that one wall, were nothing was.
"Hey Sam, what's your favorite room?" Billie asked me.
"Definitely the awards room," I said smiling.
"Well ok, let me take everything out into another room and it's yours on your own," Billie said walking towards me. "Are you serious, your getting everything out of it, just for me," I said shocked.
"Yep, you're my daughter and I want you to be happy, which is why we are going shopping just us two and Adie," Billie said.
"Thank you so much, I love that wall with the paintings on it," I said still in shock.
"Mike's ok with coming over to look after the kids," Adie said walking into the room.
"Ok cool," Billie said kissing my new mum Adie.
"He is coming over right now so we can leave soon," Adie replied.
"Well lets start moving some of these awards," Billie said to me.
"Ok!" I said rushing to the room.
About after ten minutes of moving awards Mike came over with Estelle and greeted themselves to Jake and Jamaica. Mike just started looking after the kids that were playing and watching the playstation and nodded to Billie saying that we could go since we came out of the room.
"Thanks for looking after them and bringing Estelle around," Billie said.
"No problem, Estelle was bored at my house anyway," Mike said smiling.
"Yeah, bye kids we are going out be back later," Adie said waving to them.
"Bye," they all called out.
So we went out shopping for furniture and some clothes, I got a new bed and so did Jamaica, Jake and Joey.
We also got the other basic furnishings and then went clothes shopping.
"Wow, you aren't hard to shop for, you like the same type of stuff Billie does, fitted and with ties," Adie said giggling. "Yeah, I know he is my idol and my dad," I said.
That was weird calling my idol Billie Joe my dad.
"Maybe you were born to be my kid or... my wife," Billie said laughing.
Then Adie punched him in the arm, and it looked hard!
"OW!, What was that for?!" Billie said rubbing his arm.
"You know what it was for," Adie said giving Billie the evil eye.
After a few hours shopping we arrived back to my new home, so we unloaded the car and we had to pull apart what was Joey's old bed to be able to put the new one in, so Mike and Billie decided to do it.
"Thanks for helping me man," Billie said wiping his sweat off his forehead.
"That's ok, you need it," Mike said.
"Billie, Sam and I have put Joey and Jake's new Bed together, its in the hallway," Adie shouted.
"Thanks babe and kiddo," Billie said to us.
"You want to get Billie's awards into the lounge for now?" Adie asked me.
"Yeah, if you want," I said picking up a few statues, actually I think they were moon men but yeah.
After about an hour of moving awards into the lounge the room was empty except for the shelves.
So Adie and I put together my bed and set it up facing the marvelous painting of Green Day's album covers.
"Thanks Adie for everything," I said hugging Adie.
"That's ok kiddo," Adie said.
"So we have to move all of the other furniture into here and we are done, you can unpack your bags after too." Adie replied getting behind a piece of furniture ready to push it.
So we moved all the other pieces of furniture into my room making sure that none of it was touching the picture on the wall. When we were finally done Billie came in my room holding his beloved guitar 'Blue' in his hands (in the glass case of course) and handed it to me.
"Want it in your room kid?" Billie asked me around the case.
"Wow, you're letting me have this in my room?! God you are the best parents!" I shrieked.
"Thanks Billie, or dad," I said hugging Billie after he put the case on its original shelf away from the picture next to my desk. "Thanks call me pathetic or call me What You Will," Billie sung out loud.
"Okay pathetic," I said giggling. And Billie gave me a weird look.
"What?! You said call you pathetic!"
"I didn't mean it though!" Billie said running up to me as I was in the hallway.
"Okay Billie," I said laughing as Billie was tickling me.
After we set up everyone's rooms we sat in the family room socializing about Green Day and Music in general and things like that, avoiding the topic of my parents.
We went to bed at about 2 am and it felt like I was meant to be the daughter of Billie Joe, I don't know why but it did, I felt so at home in their house, but that might have been the fact that Jakob went to sleep with Green Day up really loud in his room, which is exactly what I did in New York.
We woke up about the same time and went out to breakfast after everyone had there showers and things.
I wanted to live with Billie Joe and Adie for the rest of my life, they were so cool to have as parents.
I was just afraid to start at a totally new school in a month's time, where I had to make new friends and everything, I just dreaded it completely.
I was so afraid of what would happen, if I went into depression again, if I became suicidal, just everything leading up to school played on my mind.
I guess all the questions and worries would have to wait to be answered until the Dawning of my Life.
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