Love Only You, chapter 1
<p>I slowly walked trough the cold, dark night. My mum and dad hade hade an fight earlier today, so I was afraid to go home. Or I was afraid of what I might would see when I came home. I sighed and walked over to the park. I sat on the swings. I sighed again. Then I started to cry. </p>
My name is Yasmine Wright by the way. Yeah my dad's Frank Edwin Wright aka Tre Cool.. So? He's just like anybody else. Well, a little more pervert then a ordinary humanbeing, but he is Tre Cool. And that's a fact. Hehe. Well, back to the story.
<p>I looked at the stars. If you wonder why my mum and dad's fighting, it is because of me. I told mum that I hade tried a joint, I didn't get it from my dad. He don't won't me to smoke either, but anyhow mum said that it was dads fault. It was all I heard. Then I ran out the door, slaming it after me. <br /> And now, I sat alone in a dark park, nowhere to go. I didn't got any friend. Well, I did but they where 'friends' with me becouse of my dad. Fuck the, fuck the whole world. Fuck life. I got up and kicked an garbagecan so it fell over. I started to cry harder. <br />"Fuck life!" I shouted up to the sky. <br />I stood there, looking up to the sky, crying. <br />"Why me? What have I done? Fuck my Life!" <br />Then I fell on my knees in the snow, and took some snow in my hands. Then I looked around. <br />"I have to fucking leave this place! But first I need mony and some other stuff." I said. <br />I got up and walked my way home, as slow as possible. </p>
<p>I opened the door as quietly as possible. And looked it as quietly as possible. I went up stairsI could her my parent talk in their room. </p>
Cindy's p. O. V
<p>"Listen to me, she will be back." Tre said, trying to calm me down. <br /> "No she won't. And it's you're fault." I said trough mig tears, knowing I wasn't right. <br /> "Is everything around her my fault? Come on Cindy. She is 15. She is exploring.." <br /> "And follows in her father's footsteps!" I said, cutting him of.
<br />"I don't like this thing with the joint more than you do. I DON'T fucking want her to be just like me." Tre said. I could see he had tears in his eyes, but tried to be a man and hided that he was sad, mad and disapointed at Yasmine.
<br />"But she is. Don't you see that Tre? Everything you say or do is effecting on her!" </p>
END OF POV
<p>"Come on Cindy, She is copying you to. She got you're fucking temper. She is like dynamite, just like you!" <br /> "Well, maybe she is. But she is still not here. I don't want anything to happend to her." <br /> "I know, me either."
"But it's still your fault she's gone." <br /> "And why's that it HAVE to be my fault?" <br /> "Because it's you she's copying most!"
I had it. I ran into my parents room. <br /> "Don't you ever fucking shut up?" I screamed at the crying my eyes out. <br /> "Yasmine..." my mum started but I cut her of. <br />"No, you listen to me. Everything around here is dad's fault and you never fucking do anything wrong you say! Well I will tell you one thing that you made that was so wrong! You gave birth to me!" With these words I ran into my room, locked the door after me, and packed a bag. I put my kerplunk album in the CD player and put the rest of my CD's in my bag. Then I threw it out the window, and climbed down. I looked at my house a last time, and ran away. </p>
Cindy's Pov. Two days after Yasmine ran away
<p>"You're sure?" I asked, Brian, Nathalie's dad." Okay, send her home if you see her." <br /> I hung up as Tre walked in trough the door. He looked at me, and I could see that he had been crying. I started so sob, as tears fell down my cheeks. He went over to me and took me into his arms. I started to cry a little bit harder. <br /> "Will we ever find her?" I asked. <br /> "Yes." <br /> "Promise me that we will find her." <br /> "We will find her.. I fucking promise!" He said and looking me in my eyes. I hadn't looking at them for so long. I had almost forgotten how beautiful he was. He kissed me and walked away again. <br /> "Where are you going?" I asked. <br />He looked at me and took his car keys. <br />"To look for my daughter. Wanna come?" <br /> "No, I think it is best that one of us should stay, if she... If she decides to come home." </p>
END OF POV
<p>I walked down the street. It was the coldest day ever had experienced. It was november the 24th. A month left to Christmas. I started co cry again. But then something else cought my eye. FUCK! It was dad's car. I hidded behind a tree and he didn't see me. <br /> "What are you hidding from." a voice from behind me said. <br />I jumped and turn around, to see Billie Joe stand there. <br /> "Erhm.. Nothing." <br /> "Come on kido. Are you afraid of your dad?"
I looked at my feet. Then at Billie Joe. I started to cry and I was cold. <br /> "Take me home!" I screamed. Then of some reason I fell. I had fainted. <br /> I woke up again after a few minutes. My head felt like it was going to explode. <br /> "Are you okay?" Billie Joe asked me. He looked at me. He saw the scar's on my arms. <br /> "Yeah.. I think so. It's just that.. I'm so fucking cold." I said. <br />"You have to go home. You've made your father cry. And your mother. Jeez! Why have you cut yourself Yasmine?" <br /> "Because NOBODY likes me!" I screamed. <br /> "You fucking can't be serious! Your mum and dad? Me? Mike? Your friends!" <br /> "I don't fucking have one real friend Billie Joe! Not one"<br />"Well, tell me one thing? Would you rather stay out here in the cold and die of sickness and get raped, or do you wanna go home to your warm bed and parents?"<br /> I looked around. I started to cry harder. <br />"Well?"<br /> "I wanna go home. I want my mum and I want my dad." I said crying my eyes out.<br /> "Well, Shall we make your dad pullover and take you home then?" He asked. <br />I nodded, but was to weak to get up.<br />
"Stay here. I'll stop him." He walked over to the road. A waved at my dad to stop. I got up. My dad walked out of his car looking at Billie Joe who was pointing at me. I started to run.<br /> "Dad!" I screamed. <br />I ran as fast my legs could and almost fell. I jumped in to his arms.<br /> "I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry." I said crying my eyes out.<br /> "Shh.. It is alright hun, it's alright. Everything is going to be okay." <br />"No it will never be okay! You and mum will always fight. And then she will leave you and take me with her, or you will leave and making me wanna die." I said.<br /> "No.. Oh God, no sweetheart. Of course we have our fightss but me and mum loves each other." He said and hugged me even harder. Then he carried me in to the car.<br /> "Thank you Billie Joe." He said and got in the car.<br /> "You're welcome. Take care of you angel Tre. She needs you to."
They looked at me. I feelt tired.<br /> "I will." Then we drove home.</p>
Cindy's Pov
<p>I walked around the house trying to think about where my daughter were. And where is Tre? He should have been here by now. Then the door opened. And in through the door, not only Tre came, Yasmine did also. I ran over to my daughter, who where crying. I took here in my arms.<br /> "Where in the world have you been?"<br /> "Around..." she said.<br /> I looked at her.<br /> "You fucking could have died Yasmine. What were you thinking?" <br />"That I didn't want to live anymore! I hate you! I hate you both" she said.<br /> Oh God. Did she just say that?,/p>
END OF POV
<p>"You fucking could have died Yasmine. What were you thinking?" My mum yelled.<br /> "That I didn't want to live anymore! I hate you! I hate you both" I said.<br /> Did I say that. I looked at my mum. She was pale. And so was my dad.<br /> "I... I didn't.."<br /> "It's alright." my mum said, she didn't even look at me. <br />"But..."<br /> "It doesn't matter. I know when I'm not wanted." she said and walked upstairs. I was crying my heart out because of what I just said, and started to cry hard as she said that. I looked at my dad. He just looked at nothing. I shook my head.<br /> "Dad.. I didn't mean.." I couldn't talk more. I was crying to much. But then I couldn't breath. I fell to the floor my hand around my neck. I had a sharp pain in my cheest. Oh no. I was having a panic attack!</p>
My name is Yasmine Wright by the way. Yeah my dad's Frank Edwin Wright aka Tre Cool.. So? He's just like anybody else. Well, a little more pervert then a ordinary humanbeing, but he is Tre Cool. And that's a fact. Hehe. Well, back to the story.
<p>I looked at the stars. If you wonder why my mum and dad's fighting, it is because of me. I told mum that I hade tried a joint, I didn't get it from my dad. He don't won't me to smoke either, but anyhow mum said that it was dads fault. It was all I heard. Then I ran out the door, slaming it after me. <br /> And now, I sat alone in a dark park, nowhere to go. I didn't got any friend. Well, I did but they where 'friends' with me becouse of my dad. Fuck the, fuck the whole world. Fuck life. I got up and kicked an garbagecan so it fell over. I started to cry harder. <br />"Fuck life!" I shouted up to the sky. <br />I stood there, looking up to the sky, crying. <br />"Why me? What have I done? Fuck my Life!" <br />Then I fell on my knees in the snow, and took some snow in my hands. Then I looked around. <br />"I have to fucking leave this place! But first I need mony and some other stuff." I said. <br />I got up and walked my way home, as slow as possible. </p>
<p>I opened the door as quietly as possible. And looked it as quietly as possible. I went up stairsI could her my parent talk in their room. </p>
Cindy's p. O. V
<p>"Listen to me, she will be back." Tre said, trying to calm me down. <br /> "No she won't. And it's you're fault." I said trough mig tears, knowing I wasn't right. <br /> "Is everything around her my fault? Come on Cindy. She is 15. She is exploring.." <br /> "And follows in her father's footsteps!" I said, cutting him of.
<br />"I don't like this thing with the joint more than you do. I DON'T fucking want her to be just like me." Tre said. I could see he had tears in his eyes, but tried to be a man and hided that he was sad, mad and disapointed at Yasmine.
<br />"But she is. Don't you see that Tre? Everything you say or do is effecting on her!" </p>
END OF POV
<p>"Come on Cindy, She is copying you to. She got you're fucking temper. She is like dynamite, just like you!" <br /> "Well, maybe she is. But she is still not here. I don't want anything to happend to her." <br /> "I know, me either."
"But it's still your fault she's gone." <br /> "And why's that it HAVE to be my fault?" <br /> "Because it's you she's copying most!"
I had it. I ran into my parents room. <br /> "Don't you ever fucking shut up?" I screamed at the crying my eyes out. <br /> "Yasmine..." my mum started but I cut her of. <br />"No, you listen to me. Everything around here is dad's fault and you never fucking do anything wrong you say! Well I will tell you one thing that you made that was so wrong! You gave birth to me!" With these words I ran into my room, locked the door after me, and packed a bag. I put my kerplunk album in the CD player and put the rest of my CD's in my bag. Then I threw it out the window, and climbed down. I looked at my house a last time, and ran away. </p>
Cindy's Pov. Two days after Yasmine ran away
<p>"You're sure?" I asked, Brian, Nathalie's dad." Okay, send her home if you see her." <br /> I hung up as Tre walked in trough the door. He looked at me, and I could see that he had been crying. I started so sob, as tears fell down my cheeks. He went over to me and took me into his arms. I started to cry a little bit harder. <br /> "Will we ever find her?" I asked. <br /> "Yes." <br /> "Promise me that we will find her." <br /> "We will find her.. I fucking promise!" He said and looking me in my eyes. I hadn't looking at them for so long. I had almost forgotten how beautiful he was. He kissed me and walked away again. <br /> "Where are you going?" I asked. <br />He looked at me and took his car keys. <br />"To look for my daughter. Wanna come?" <br /> "No, I think it is best that one of us should stay, if she... If she decides to come home." </p>
END OF POV
<p>I walked down the street. It was the coldest day ever had experienced. It was november the 24th. A month left to Christmas. I started co cry again. But then something else cought my eye. FUCK! It was dad's car. I hidded behind a tree and he didn't see me. <br /> "What are you hidding from." a voice from behind me said. <br />I jumped and turn around, to see Billie Joe stand there. <br /> "Erhm.. Nothing." <br /> "Come on kido. Are you afraid of your dad?"
I looked at my feet. Then at Billie Joe. I started to cry and I was cold. <br /> "Take me home!" I screamed. Then of some reason I fell. I had fainted. <br /> I woke up again after a few minutes. My head felt like it was going to explode. <br /> "Are you okay?" Billie Joe asked me. He looked at me. He saw the scar's on my arms. <br /> "Yeah.. I think so. It's just that.. I'm so fucking cold." I said. <br />"You have to go home. You've made your father cry. And your mother. Jeez! Why have you cut yourself Yasmine?" <br /> "Because NOBODY likes me!" I screamed. <br /> "You fucking can't be serious! Your mum and dad? Me? Mike? Your friends!" <br /> "I don't fucking have one real friend Billie Joe! Not one"<br />"Well, tell me one thing? Would you rather stay out here in the cold and die of sickness and get raped, or do you wanna go home to your warm bed and parents?"<br /> I looked around. I started to cry harder. <br />"Well?"<br /> "I wanna go home. I want my mum and I want my dad." I said crying my eyes out.<br /> "Well, Shall we make your dad pullover and take you home then?" He asked. <br />I nodded, but was to weak to get up.<br />
"Stay here. I'll stop him." He walked over to the road. A waved at my dad to stop. I got up. My dad walked out of his car looking at Billie Joe who was pointing at me. I started to run.<br /> "Dad!" I screamed. <br />I ran as fast my legs could and almost fell. I jumped in to his arms.<br /> "I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry." I said crying my eyes out.<br /> "Shh.. It is alright hun, it's alright. Everything is going to be okay." <br />"No it will never be okay! You and mum will always fight. And then she will leave you and take me with her, or you will leave and making me wanna die." I said.<br /> "No.. Oh God, no sweetheart. Of course we have our fightss but me and mum loves each other." He said and hugged me even harder. Then he carried me in to the car.<br /> "Thank you Billie Joe." He said and got in the car.<br /> "You're welcome. Take care of you angel Tre. She needs you to."
They looked at me. I feelt tired.<br /> "I will." Then we drove home.</p>
Cindy's Pov
<p>I walked around the house trying to think about where my daughter were. And where is Tre? He should have been here by now. Then the door opened. And in through the door, not only Tre came, Yasmine did also. I ran over to my daughter, who where crying. I took here in my arms.<br /> "Where in the world have you been?"<br /> "Around..." she said.<br /> I looked at her.<br /> "You fucking could have died Yasmine. What were you thinking?" <br />"That I didn't want to live anymore! I hate you! I hate you both" she said.<br /> Oh God. Did she just say that?,/p>
END OF POV
<p>"You fucking could have died Yasmine. What were you thinking?" My mum yelled.<br /> "That I didn't want to live anymore! I hate you! I hate you both" I said.<br /> Did I say that. I looked at my mum. She was pale. And so was my dad.<br /> "I... I didn't.."<br /> "It's alright." my mum said, she didn't even look at me. <br />"But..."<br /> "It doesn't matter. I know when I'm not wanted." she said and walked upstairs. I was crying my heart out because of what I just said, and started to cry hard as she said that. I looked at my dad. He just looked at nothing. I shook my head.<br /> "Dad.. I didn't mean.." I couldn't talk more. I was crying to much. But then I couldn't breath. I fell to the floor my hand around my neck. I had a sharp pain in my cheest. Oh no. I was having a panic attack!</p>
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