Love Only You, chapter 3
Cindy's Pov
I was upstairs, sitting on my bed. Oh god. My daughter hated me. She really hurt me with her words. I sighed and got of my bed and walked to the door. I heard glass breaking.
"What the fuck?"
I walked out the room and heard Tre sing. Wait a minute. I hated that song! Why were he singing that? I walked over to the stairs. What I saw then made me almost faint.
I looked up and saw my mum stand there. She was mora pale then ever.
"I'm... okay." I said.
She slowly walked down. I looked at my dad. He looked at her. Then he got of the ground and walked over to my mum. She sighed. He took her in his arms, ad I couldn't help but smile. Then I got up from the floor, and walked over to the sofa. I laid down, and in the matter of secounds, I fell asleep.
"Someone want to kill you! Someone want to make you cry. Someone loves you. Someone is wanna make you smile.But still. There is someone who's gonna kill you, if you dont go away!" This voice. In my dream. Is this real? No, it is a dream.
"Eat shit and die!" I said to the voice.
"Someone is gonna make you scream of pain..."
"Go fuck yourself!" I said even louder.
I saw a knife. It was coming towards me. I heard someone scream. I then realized, that it was me..
I woke up screaming, my dad holding me. I was up in my bedroom.
"Shh.. It was just a dream." He said softly.
"It.. it.. w.. as.. terri... ble." I said trough my tears.
"Shh... It's alrigth now."
I sighed of releaf. I looked at my dad. The i gave him a huge. I love my parents so much. Both of them.
"I love you dad." I said.
"And I love you. No try to sleep." He kissed me on the forhead and get of my bed.
"Hey dad?" I said.
"Yeah?" He asked.
"Tell mum that I love her."
My dad smiled at me and nodded.
"I will."
Then he went out ot the room. And I fell to sleep.
School
I sighed and walked trough the corridors. Everyone I meet said hi, asked how it was going. I answered ofcourse, but knew that they really didn't care. I walked over to my locker. I took my Ipod and my historybook. The i went of to history class.
"Okay everyone. Sit down please.And take that hat of Hannah." Mr Moore said.
I looked at Hannah. She had her Jesus Of Suburbia t-shirt on and her Nimrod hat! I hated her hat. And I tought that she just couldn't wear it when she had an t-shirt with a song from another album. I hated her aswell. She looked at me and smile. I gav her the finger. Then I looked at what Mr. Moore wrote on the blackboard insted.
When the class was over, I went over to my locker. Then I meet my brother and sister. Frankito looked at me as I was a freak. I gave him the finger. Then Ramona walked over to me.
"How could you hurt dad like that?" She asked.
"What?"
"When you ran away I mean. He called Claudia and my mum to as If me or Frankito had seen you. You sceared the shit out of the whole family."
"Like you care!" I said.
"Well, I happend to do. You are my sister."
"Oh, what made you think like this? At Christmas you said that I had ruined you're and Frankito's life."
Ramona looked at me. She looked at her feet. Frankito came over. He looked at me. Ramona did to.
"What?" I asked.
"Are you okay?" Frankito asked.
"You look kinda pale." Ramona said.
"Yeah. I have one ot my panic attacks and I dont think that my body have realized that it is over." I said and smiled.
Ramona and Frankito laughed. So did I. They wnt back to their friends. Then I saw Hannah coming towards me, looking like she was going to kill me. 'Bring it on' I thought.
"What the hell is your fucking problem?" She asked.
"Hmm.. let's think.. You?" I said.
"Bitch." She said and pushed me.
"Oh you didn't just push me!"
"Oh I think I did." She said and pushed me again.
Then it just came. I hited her and she fell to the ground. Everyone looked at me, and I ran out of school. What I didn't know, was that one very angry Hannah was right behind me.
I was upstairs, sitting on my bed. Oh god. My daughter hated me. She really hurt me with her words. I sighed and got of my bed and walked to the door. I heard glass breaking.
"What the fuck?"
I walked out the room and heard Tre sing. Wait a minute. I hated that song! Why were he singing that? I walked over to the stairs. What I saw then made me almost faint.
I looked up and saw my mum stand there. She was mora pale then ever.
"I'm... okay." I said.
She slowly walked down. I looked at my dad. He looked at her. Then he got of the ground and walked over to my mum. She sighed. He took her in his arms, ad I couldn't help but smile. Then I got up from the floor, and walked over to the sofa. I laid down, and in the matter of secounds, I fell asleep.
"Someone want to kill you! Someone want to make you cry. Someone loves you. Someone is wanna make you smile.But still. There is someone who's gonna kill you, if you dont go away!" This voice. In my dream. Is this real? No, it is a dream.
"Eat shit and die!" I said to the voice.
"Someone is gonna make you scream of pain..."
"Go fuck yourself!" I said even louder.
I saw a knife. It was coming towards me. I heard someone scream. I then realized, that it was me..
I woke up screaming, my dad holding me. I was up in my bedroom.
"Shh.. It was just a dream." He said softly.
"It.. it.. w.. as.. terri... ble." I said trough my tears.
"Shh... It's alrigth now."
I sighed of releaf. I looked at my dad. The i gave him a huge. I love my parents so much. Both of them.
"I love you dad." I said.
"And I love you. No try to sleep." He kissed me on the forhead and get of my bed.
"Hey dad?" I said.
"Yeah?" He asked.
"Tell mum that I love her."
My dad smiled at me and nodded.
"I will."
Then he went out ot the room. And I fell to sleep.
School
I sighed and walked trough the corridors. Everyone I meet said hi, asked how it was going. I answered ofcourse, but knew that they really didn't care. I walked over to my locker. I took my Ipod and my historybook. The i went of to history class.
"Okay everyone. Sit down please.And take that hat of Hannah." Mr Moore said.
I looked at Hannah. She had her Jesus Of Suburbia t-shirt on and her Nimrod hat! I hated her hat. And I tought that she just couldn't wear it when she had an t-shirt with a song from another album. I hated her aswell. She looked at me and smile. I gav her the finger. Then I looked at what Mr. Moore wrote on the blackboard insted.
When the class was over, I went over to my locker. Then I meet my brother and sister. Frankito looked at me as I was a freak. I gave him the finger. Then Ramona walked over to me.
"How could you hurt dad like that?" She asked.
"What?"
"When you ran away I mean. He called Claudia and my mum to as If me or Frankito had seen you. You sceared the shit out of the whole family."
"Like you care!" I said.
"Well, I happend to do. You are my sister."
"Oh, what made you think like this? At Christmas you said that I had ruined you're and Frankito's life."
Ramona looked at me. She looked at her feet. Frankito came over. He looked at me. Ramona did to.
"What?" I asked.
"Are you okay?" Frankito asked.
"You look kinda pale." Ramona said.
"Yeah. I have one ot my panic attacks and I dont think that my body have realized that it is over." I said and smiled.
Ramona and Frankito laughed. So did I. They wnt back to their friends. Then I saw Hannah coming towards me, looking like she was going to kill me. 'Bring it on' I thought.
"What the hell is your fucking problem?" She asked.
"Hmm.. let's think.. You?" I said.
"Bitch." She said and pushed me.
"Oh you didn't just push me!"
"Oh I think I did." She said and pushed me again.
Then it just came. I hited her and she fell to the ground. Everyone looked at me, and I ran out of school. What I didn't know, was that one very angry Hannah was right behind me.
