Billie Joe's Girl!, chapter 3
There was a pause. "But, what mike?" I said feeling confused.
"I... " he replied sounding also confused.
"You what?" I shouted begging to get annoyed "you're sorry for what happened? You were drunk? You love me? What mike? Because I'm kinda' confused at the moment. I can't believe I'm actually having this conversation with you!"
"Roxy!" Billie called "are you ok? Who's on the phone?"
I had forgotten Billie-Joe was there, he had obviously heard the shouting. "Oh, yer it's fine. It's just my mum, she's being difficult!" I replied with yet another lie. I heard him laugh in the background. A feeling of guilt and upset hit me, I knew there shouldn't be lying, but I didn't want Billie-Joe and mike to fall out, I was lying with good intent.
"Sorry mike, carry on!"
"Roxy, I love you!"
"Mike! You don't love me! You were just drunk last night, and now you're confused!" I replied trying to deny the fact he loved me.
"Roxy, I do love you, I always have and I always will!"
"Mike! Hasn't the thought that I'm dating your best friend even crossed through your mind?" I shouted "this is madness, I have to go, I'm sorry mike but I cant do this. You know that Billie-Joe is the one I love, and the only one. This isn't fair on him or me. Bye Mike." I shouted as I hung up the phone.
I loved Billie-Joe so much, I didn't want to hurt him, or lie to him. I just wanted to tell him the truth.
"Billie-Joe, I need to talk to you!" I shouted in a tearful voice
"Ok" he said walking into the bedroom, to find me crying on the bed. "What's the matter babe? Is it your mum?" he asked as he sat down next to me and hugged me.
"No B.J, I'm so sorry, I should have told you!" I said sobbing.
"What Roxy, told me what?" he said in a sympathetic voice.
"Last night, when I was in the bathroom, in the dark, mike came in and pinched my bum, I turned around thinking it was you. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me close, which is when I knew it wasn't you. I pulled away and switched the light on. He said he loved me, I shouted at him. Then that was him on the phone just now, he said he loved me again. I thought he was just drunk last night, I told him he was wrong and hung up!" I admitted, the words just pouring out of my mouth.
I wiped the tears from my eyes and looked at Billie, his face was sour with anger.
"Nothing happened Billie, I swear!" I said telling the truth "I don't or didn't want him, I want you. You're the one I love!"
There was a silence, a tear trickled down Billie-Joe's face. I wiped it away with my thumb, and then kissed him. "Billie-joe Armstrong, I love you so much, and I would never, never do anything to hurt you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you!" I said beginning to cry again.
"I know you wouldn't Roxy, I trust you with my heart. But it's mike, he is, was, my best friend!"
Me and Billie-joe talked for a little longer, he knew I was telling the truth, and the guilt in my stomach had disappeared. But now there was worry. I didn't want mike and Billie-joe to fall out, they had been friends for over 6 years. By now Billie-joe felt a little. We decided to go out, try and get it off our minds, me and Billie discussed that we weren't going to say anything to mike, we were just going to leave it, and forget everything that happened. I walked into my bedroom and picked my clothes off the floor, and began to get dressed. The door slammed and I heard the car wheels screech, as Billie drove off. I panicked, threw my jeans and t-shirt on, grabbed the car keys and slipped my converses on. I ran out to the car, and got in. "please god, no." I said to myself as I started up the engine. I was scared because I knew exactly where Billie was going, and why...
"I... " he replied sounding also confused.
"You what?" I shouted begging to get annoyed "you're sorry for what happened? You were drunk? You love me? What mike? Because I'm kinda' confused at the moment. I can't believe I'm actually having this conversation with you!"
"Roxy!" Billie called "are you ok? Who's on the phone?"
I had forgotten Billie-Joe was there, he had obviously heard the shouting. "Oh, yer it's fine. It's just my mum, she's being difficult!" I replied with yet another lie. I heard him laugh in the background. A feeling of guilt and upset hit me, I knew there shouldn't be lying, but I didn't want Billie-Joe and mike to fall out, I was lying with good intent.
"Sorry mike, carry on!"
"Roxy, I love you!"
"Mike! You don't love me! You were just drunk last night, and now you're confused!" I replied trying to deny the fact he loved me.
"Roxy, I do love you, I always have and I always will!"
"Mike! Hasn't the thought that I'm dating your best friend even crossed through your mind?" I shouted "this is madness, I have to go, I'm sorry mike but I cant do this. You know that Billie-Joe is the one I love, and the only one. This isn't fair on him or me. Bye Mike." I shouted as I hung up the phone.
I loved Billie-Joe so much, I didn't want to hurt him, or lie to him. I just wanted to tell him the truth.
"Billie-Joe, I need to talk to you!" I shouted in a tearful voice
"Ok" he said walking into the bedroom, to find me crying on the bed. "What's the matter babe? Is it your mum?" he asked as he sat down next to me and hugged me.
"No B.J, I'm so sorry, I should have told you!" I said sobbing.
"What Roxy, told me what?" he said in a sympathetic voice.
"Last night, when I was in the bathroom, in the dark, mike came in and pinched my bum, I turned around thinking it was you. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me close, which is when I knew it wasn't you. I pulled away and switched the light on. He said he loved me, I shouted at him. Then that was him on the phone just now, he said he loved me again. I thought he was just drunk last night, I told him he was wrong and hung up!" I admitted, the words just pouring out of my mouth.
I wiped the tears from my eyes and looked at Billie, his face was sour with anger.
"Nothing happened Billie, I swear!" I said telling the truth "I don't or didn't want him, I want you. You're the one I love!"
There was a silence, a tear trickled down Billie-Joe's face. I wiped it away with my thumb, and then kissed him. "Billie-joe Armstrong, I love you so much, and I would never, never do anything to hurt you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you!" I said beginning to cry again.
"I know you wouldn't Roxy, I trust you with my heart. But it's mike, he is, was, my best friend!"
Me and Billie-joe talked for a little longer, he knew I was telling the truth, and the guilt in my stomach had disappeared. But now there was worry. I didn't want mike and Billie-joe to fall out, they had been friends for over 6 years. By now Billie-joe felt a little. We decided to go out, try and get it off our minds, me and Billie discussed that we weren't going to say anything to mike, we were just going to leave it, and forget everything that happened. I walked into my bedroom and picked my clothes off the floor, and began to get dressed. The door slammed and I heard the car wheels screech, as Billie drove off. I panicked, threw my jeans and t-shirt on, grabbed the car keys and slipped my converses on. I ran out to the car, and got in. "please god, no." I said to myself as I started up the engine. I was scared because I knew exactly where Billie was going, and why...
