Jinx, chapter 4
The next day, I woke up with Billie by my side, still asleep. I looked over at him for a minute. He looks so cute and peaceful when he's asleep. I went up closer to him and placed my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. It's so steady and calm and it put a grin on my face.
I looked up at him and whispered very gently, "Billie?" But he didn't do anything. I looked up for quite a while and then I kissed his soft lips gently, and he opened his beautiful green eyes. He looked down at me and stared into my eyes and then he brought me even closer with his arm.
"Good morning," I whispered.
"Good afternoon," he laughed, looking at his watch. I smiled again and kept looking at him. Then he went down and kissed me twice. My smiled got even bigger and I snuggled closer to him.
"Billie?" I asked.
"Dani, I love you. I just fell head over heels for you at the concert," he smiled.
"I love you too, Billie," I said smiling. Then he gave me a long kiss and started to get up. "We should get up now, huh?" he said.
"Yeah, I wonder how Eva and Tre are doing," I said, getting up.
"They're probably still asleep," he laughed. He clasped my hand as we walked out of the room, looking around.
"Where is Tre's room?" I asked.
"I'll show you," he said. I followed him all the way to the end of the hall and he quietly opened the door. "Yeah, there they are," he whispered.
"Shh." He winked. I smiled and nodded as we entered the room. I walked over to Eva's side of the bed and Billie went over to Tre's side. Just as we were going to scream in their ears they popped up, scaring the shit out of Billie and I.
"Hey guys!!!!" they screamed. Since Billie got scared, he bumped into the wall, and a clock fell on his head.
"Oww!!! Fuck!!!!" he yelled, covering his head. I gasped and ran across the room over to him.
"Oh, are you ok?"
"Kind of... it could be better," he said. I went up on my toes and kissed his head, but right as I was coming down, he put his hand behind my head and brought me to his lips. We kissed about five times, each longer than the one before, and then we backed away and stared at each other.
"Sneaky," I whispered to him.
"Aww! Love!!" Tre said. "It makes me jealous," he spoke again, reaching over and pulling Eva over to him fast, kissing her about ten times.
"Oh no, Tre thinks he can kiss better than me," Billie said, and he pulled me into another kiss. But this time it was much longer and deeper, and he did it five times again.
"Dow daw daw-daw daw daw daw-dow daw naw now-now, suck my kiss!!" Billie imitated the guitar for Red Hot Chili Peppers' song, and everyone in the room started to laugh. I licked my lips and looked at Eva. She shook her head at me.
"Tre is so much better than that, hmm?" she said, looking at him. Tre pulled her into another kiss, much longer. I looked at Billie and he did that cute little wink at me again. It looked like he needed to put the peace sign up with it, ha ha. Then right as Eva and Tre were done, Billie pulled me back into an even deeper kiss, and this time his tongue tried to open my mouth, so I let it pry open. He put his hand on my cheek and rubbed it a bit. I couldn't believe that we were making out right in front of them. Billie turned me around against the wall and pushed his tongue in deeper. I had to go up for air, but I didn't want to stop this. I let out a small moan, trying to tell him that I needed air, but I guess he thought I really liked it, which I did, but he thought I was encouraging it. I looked over at Eva, and her eyes were huge, and so were Tre's. I placed my hand on Billie's head and let it run down his spiky black hair, and I moaned a little louder, but he didn't stop. I tried to breathe through my nose, which was hard, but by then he was out of breath, too, so he backed off. I stared at him dreamingly and I mouthed "I love you." He mouthed, "I love you soooo much" and he clasped my hand again as we looked over to Eva and Tre whose eyes were still huge.
"What?" I said.
Then they both said, "Wow," and kept staring. I laughed.
"Come on," Billie said smiling, and we both walked out. Mike and my dad were already up. I guess my dad slept in the guest room. They were both in the kitchen now, getting lunch.
"Actually, I won't be able to eat. We have to get back home because I have to go to work tomorrow," I heard my dad say. Those words brought tears to my eyes. I stopped and looked up at Billie. He looked sad, too. He hugged me tight and told me not to worry. He held my hand as we walked into the kitchen.
"Why are you two holding hands?" Mike asked. I smiled and Billie came down and kissed my cheek. My dad looked at me like he was going to kill me, so I sort of shrugged. He walked over to me and grabbed my arm, yanking me away from Billie. My dad took me around the corner and slammed me against the wall.
"Oww!"
"What are you thinking?! He's way too old for you!!"
"He's four years older than me!"
"That's pretty old!"
"And we're in love! That breaks apart from everything!"
"Ugh! I don't care! He's married, too, so I don't know why he's cheating on his wife."
"Dad, he loves me! He even said it!"
"Yeah right!"
"He did!"
"Well it doesn't matter, because we have to go home."
"No!! I can't!!" I started to cry, and I ran back around the corner into Billie's arms where he held me tight. Eva and Tre were there now, and everyone heard everything, so Eva was crying for Tre, too.
Then as my dad came around the corner, Billie said, "Why don't you guys come on tour with us?"
"Because I have to go to work!!!" my dad shouted.
"Dad! We can call Eva's mom and tell her, and we'll stay. You can go back," I said.
"And I'm supposed to leave you with those drunk idiots?!" he said. I hugged Billie tighter and looked up at him.
"Yes?" I said.
"We promise we'll take very good care of them," Billie said.
"Ugh... well... no! I can't do that! There's no way that's going to fly! Come on girls!" my dad said, and he paced over to us and pulled our arm, taking us away from Tre and Billie. We started screaming loudly for him to stop.
"Billie! Billie, please help me!!" I shouted with tears streaming down my face.
"Oh Billie, please!!" I screamed louder. I saw a tear stream down Billie's cheek as my dad took me away. I stared at him as my dad was still pulling me away.
Then Billie mouthed to me, "I love you" and so I told him "I love you too" back. I looked and stared at him as we walked out, with tears still falling to the ground, and Eva was screaming for Tre, still beside me. I just have to trust Billie. I know he'll do something if he really loves me. My dad threw us in the car and drove off. Eva and I were still sobbing our eyes out.
But then I just thought, it really is all over. Billie won't be able to do anything because he has to go back on tour, and he doesn't even know where we live. I should have known that we couldn't stay the whole time. It's all over. As I kept telling myself that, it got me even sadder, and even more tears came flowing down my face. I stared out the window, and Eva did too, and we just kept thinking about the boys. What if he doesn't care and he just forgot about me? What if he lied about saying that he loved me? I covered my face and held my head in my hand, still looking out the window. Whatever Billie's thinking right now, I'll always love him, no matter what. I'll always love him.
I woke up at my house about an hour later, and Eva was nudging me to wake up. We both got out of the car and went inside the house, and up to my room. It was 5:30 now, and I'm sure my parents will go to sleep early tonight, hopefully. Eva still had a frown on her face, and our eyes were still red from crying, but all we had to do was talk, and we would feel better.
"Eva?"
"Yeah.."
"How much do you miss Tre?"
"So much... my heart feels like it broke in half, like it's missing something."
"I feel the same... it hurts..."
"I know... I'm really going to miss him... and I mean a lot."
"I'm really going to miss Billie, too. I love him so much. I wonder if we'll ever get to see them again"
"Only in our dreams tonight."
"Yeah..." I said with my voice starting to break. I just couldn't take the fact that I HAD to be taken away from him. I started to cry again as Eva came over and hugged me. "Don't worry, everything will turn out alright. Just hold on," she said. "We got lucky just being able to meet them," she continued.
"And kiss them," I said.
"And sleep in bed with them," she laughed. I lied down and Eva did the same.
"All of this crying makes you tired, huh?" I said.
"Yeah. Do you think we'll be up later?"
"Possibly," I yawned. We were both silent until we both fell asleep.
I looked up at him and whispered very gently, "Billie?" But he didn't do anything. I looked up for quite a while and then I kissed his soft lips gently, and he opened his beautiful green eyes. He looked down at me and stared into my eyes and then he brought me even closer with his arm.
"Good morning," I whispered.
"Good afternoon," he laughed, looking at his watch. I smiled again and kept looking at him. Then he went down and kissed me twice. My smiled got even bigger and I snuggled closer to him.
"Billie?" I asked.
"Dani, I love you. I just fell head over heels for you at the concert," he smiled.
"I love you too, Billie," I said smiling. Then he gave me a long kiss and started to get up. "We should get up now, huh?" he said.
"Yeah, I wonder how Eva and Tre are doing," I said, getting up.
"They're probably still asleep," he laughed. He clasped my hand as we walked out of the room, looking around.
"Where is Tre's room?" I asked.
"I'll show you," he said. I followed him all the way to the end of the hall and he quietly opened the door. "Yeah, there they are," he whispered.
"Shh." He winked. I smiled and nodded as we entered the room. I walked over to Eva's side of the bed and Billie went over to Tre's side. Just as we were going to scream in their ears they popped up, scaring the shit out of Billie and I.
"Hey guys!!!!" they screamed. Since Billie got scared, he bumped into the wall, and a clock fell on his head.
"Oww!!! Fuck!!!!" he yelled, covering his head. I gasped and ran across the room over to him.
"Oh, are you ok?"
"Kind of... it could be better," he said. I went up on my toes and kissed his head, but right as I was coming down, he put his hand behind my head and brought me to his lips. We kissed about five times, each longer than the one before, and then we backed away and stared at each other.
"Sneaky," I whispered to him.
"Aww! Love!!" Tre said. "It makes me jealous," he spoke again, reaching over and pulling Eva over to him fast, kissing her about ten times.
"Oh no, Tre thinks he can kiss better than me," Billie said, and he pulled me into another kiss. But this time it was much longer and deeper, and he did it five times again.
"Dow daw daw-daw daw daw daw-dow daw naw now-now, suck my kiss!!" Billie imitated the guitar for Red Hot Chili Peppers' song, and everyone in the room started to laugh. I licked my lips and looked at Eva. She shook her head at me.
"Tre is so much better than that, hmm?" she said, looking at him. Tre pulled her into another kiss, much longer. I looked at Billie and he did that cute little wink at me again. It looked like he needed to put the peace sign up with it, ha ha. Then right as Eva and Tre were done, Billie pulled me back into an even deeper kiss, and this time his tongue tried to open my mouth, so I let it pry open. He put his hand on my cheek and rubbed it a bit. I couldn't believe that we were making out right in front of them. Billie turned me around against the wall and pushed his tongue in deeper. I had to go up for air, but I didn't want to stop this. I let out a small moan, trying to tell him that I needed air, but I guess he thought I really liked it, which I did, but he thought I was encouraging it. I looked over at Eva, and her eyes were huge, and so were Tre's. I placed my hand on Billie's head and let it run down his spiky black hair, and I moaned a little louder, but he didn't stop. I tried to breathe through my nose, which was hard, but by then he was out of breath, too, so he backed off. I stared at him dreamingly and I mouthed "I love you." He mouthed, "I love you soooo much" and he clasped my hand again as we looked over to Eva and Tre whose eyes were still huge.
"What?" I said.
Then they both said, "Wow," and kept staring. I laughed.
"Come on," Billie said smiling, and we both walked out. Mike and my dad were already up. I guess my dad slept in the guest room. They were both in the kitchen now, getting lunch.
"Actually, I won't be able to eat. We have to get back home because I have to go to work tomorrow," I heard my dad say. Those words brought tears to my eyes. I stopped and looked up at Billie. He looked sad, too. He hugged me tight and told me not to worry. He held my hand as we walked into the kitchen.
"Why are you two holding hands?" Mike asked. I smiled and Billie came down and kissed my cheek. My dad looked at me like he was going to kill me, so I sort of shrugged. He walked over to me and grabbed my arm, yanking me away from Billie. My dad took me around the corner and slammed me against the wall.
"Oww!"
"What are you thinking?! He's way too old for you!!"
"He's four years older than me!"
"That's pretty old!"
"And we're in love! That breaks apart from everything!"
"Ugh! I don't care! He's married, too, so I don't know why he's cheating on his wife."
"Dad, he loves me! He even said it!"
"Yeah right!"
"He did!"
"Well it doesn't matter, because we have to go home."
"No!! I can't!!" I started to cry, and I ran back around the corner into Billie's arms where he held me tight. Eva and Tre were there now, and everyone heard everything, so Eva was crying for Tre, too.
Then as my dad came around the corner, Billie said, "Why don't you guys come on tour with us?"
"Because I have to go to work!!!" my dad shouted.
"Dad! We can call Eva's mom and tell her, and we'll stay. You can go back," I said.
"And I'm supposed to leave you with those drunk idiots?!" he said. I hugged Billie tighter and looked up at him.
"Yes?" I said.
"We promise we'll take very good care of them," Billie said.
"Ugh... well... no! I can't do that! There's no way that's going to fly! Come on girls!" my dad said, and he paced over to us and pulled our arm, taking us away from Tre and Billie. We started screaming loudly for him to stop.
"Billie! Billie, please help me!!" I shouted with tears streaming down my face.
"Oh Billie, please!!" I screamed louder. I saw a tear stream down Billie's cheek as my dad took me away. I stared at him as my dad was still pulling me away.
Then Billie mouthed to me, "I love you" and so I told him "I love you too" back. I looked and stared at him as we walked out, with tears still falling to the ground, and Eva was screaming for Tre, still beside me. I just have to trust Billie. I know he'll do something if he really loves me. My dad threw us in the car and drove off. Eva and I were still sobbing our eyes out.
But then I just thought, it really is all over. Billie won't be able to do anything because he has to go back on tour, and he doesn't even know where we live. I should have known that we couldn't stay the whole time. It's all over. As I kept telling myself that, it got me even sadder, and even more tears came flowing down my face. I stared out the window, and Eva did too, and we just kept thinking about the boys. What if he doesn't care and he just forgot about me? What if he lied about saying that he loved me? I covered my face and held my head in my hand, still looking out the window. Whatever Billie's thinking right now, I'll always love him, no matter what. I'll always love him.
I woke up at my house about an hour later, and Eva was nudging me to wake up. We both got out of the car and went inside the house, and up to my room. It was 5:30 now, and I'm sure my parents will go to sleep early tonight, hopefully. Eva still had a frown on her face, and our eyes were still red from crying, but all we had to do was talk, and we would feel better.
"Eva?"
"Yeah.."
"How much do you miss Tre?"
"So much... my heart feels like it broke in half, like it's missing something."
"I feel the same... it hurts..."
"I know... I'm really going to miss him... and I mean a lot."
"I'm really going to miss Billie, too. I love him so much. I wonder if we'll ever get to see them again"
"Only in our dreams tonight."
"Yeah..." I said with my voice starting to break. I just couldn't take the fact that I HAD to be taken away from him. I started to cry again as Eva came over and hugged me. "Don't worry, everything will turn out alright. Just hold on," she said. "We got lucky just being able to meet them," she continued.
"And kiss them," I said.
"And sleep in bed with them," she laughed. I lied down and Eva did the same.
"All of this crying makes you tired, huh?" I said.
"Yeah. Do you think we'll be up later?"
"Possibly," I yawned. We were both silent until we both fell asleep.
