When I Come Around, chapter 4
I felt the door stop.I turned around and saw Billie Joe's hand holding on to the door.I look at him.
"You don't have to go now.. Do you?" I let go of the door knob. THANK GOD HE SAID THAT!
"No I don't," I hide my excitment.I don't want him to think I'm some girl trying to have sex with him. But I wouldn't mind.
"Come on.. Let's go then!" He grabbed me by the hand and we ran to his car.
I had no idea what we were going to do,I'm so excited.
"So how old are you?" He looked over to him as drove the car. OHH NO.. He probably think's I'm 15.
"I'm 21."
"Cool... But I'm 22.. So that makes me better," he said childishly. I knew he was kidding by the way he smiled.
"22 ewww.." I said sarcastically.
"21 eww," he laughed.
"So what do you do for a living?" I asked seeing as though I really wanted to know about him.
"Well I'm in a band.. And that's all that I do." I looked out the window. Don't get me wrong, but I go for the guys who have secure jobs.
There was a silence. I don't know why.
"I love music... And that's all I can do... I really can't stand having a job with all that shit." I felt relieved, I think it's so great that he is doing what he wants. I turn my head and smile at him.
"That's so great!" He had a relieved look on his face.
"She is so cool!".
Billie slowed down the car and stoped. I looked out the window and saw the beach.
A big smile came to my face.
"Come.. I want to show you something." He opened the car door and got out,i followed. He stood at the front of the car and waited for me. He took me by the hand and led me into the sand. His hand felt so nice to hold, i was melting inside.
We walked up steps.
"Holy shit... " I look out over the sparkling water of the beach pool.
He looked at me, his eyes were shining green.
"Come over here." He led me over to the rocks. And we sat down on the rocks and watched the waves crash.
"So what's your band called?"
"Green Day." OH MY FUCKING GOD. That's where I heard the song he played at work,i have there CD 1039 Smoothed Out Slappy Hours. I just never knew what they looked like. I love those songs, I remember the day I bought it.. I have to stay cool.
"Cool."
"So you with a guy?" What? Why did he ask me that?!
"No.. You with a girl?" Please say no.
"Nope.. Last girl just left me." He looked sad. I took his hand.
"If she leaves a guy like you.. She is a fuck head." He smiled, I MADE HIM SMILE!
"How come you don't know how to swim?" If feel sick. I don't want to think of the water again, not after what happened.
"I don't know.. I'm scared I guess and no one really showed me how either."
He stands up.
"Come on, I will show you!" He holds out his hand for me to grab.
"BUT. BUT... I can't!" I really don't want to.
"You need to learn!" He shoke his hand. Than he made puppy dog eyes which i could see through the glisen of the moon light.
"But where?"
"Over there in the beach pool." He shoke his hand again.
I sighed and took it. I was scared but Billie made the fear go away.
He let go of my hand and he walked down the steps into the salty water. He turned around.
"Come on there is nothing to be scared of.. I'm right here." That made me feel so much better.
"O.k.. " I take a big breath in and walk down the steps. The water was warm.
He grabbed my hand and he walked me over to the deeper water. We were still in our clothes but i didn't notice it. I'm more scared about the swimming part.
He let go of my hand and i started to panic.
"BILLIE I'M SCARED!" I was almost in tears. He grabbed my hand again.
"I'm right here." He reasured me,
He let go again.
"Watch how i swim." He swam to the other side of the pool.
I watched him and mentaly took notes.
I watched him, as soon as he stoped he looked over to me.
"DID YOU GET TH-" He suddenly went under the water and i couldn't see him.
"BILLIE.. BILLIE!!" I screamed. Now I'm so scared. What the fuck happened to him?I started to run over in the water but when the water got deeper I swam, but very badly. I saw Billie's body floating onto of the water. "BILLIE!!" I screamed as I struggled to breath, but I swam a bit better. I swam over to him. I started to shake.
I grabbed his shirt and brought him back to the edge of the pool where it was shallow water.
I brought his head up. So he could breath.
I brought him to the steps above the water.
"Billie..Billie.. Please wake up!" I cried. I brought me ear up to his nose to hear if he was breathing. But he wasn't.
"Billie.. " I cryid again.I had no idea what to do.My face was inches from his.
He opened his eyes and he blurted out laughter.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I can't believe this.. HE FUCK'N TRICKED ME.
He laughed even harder.
I hit him across the arm.
"I WAS SCARED TO DEATH YOU FUCKER!" I said angrely.
"I'm sorry.." He laughed. I hit him again. Why the fuck did he do that to me?!
"I could have drowned!"
"But you did swim.. even though it was funny swimming." He laughed again. I started to laugh, it was funny me trying to swim. The image went through my mind and i went into histarics. So did he.
I opened my eyes and we slowly stoped laughing. His eyes were bringing me closer and closer to his lips. He lips were merly a millimeter away from mine.
He brought his lips the rest of the way to mine. His lips gentaly pressed against mine. I almost died. His lips were so soft, my lips moved along with his.
His hand cupped my cheek and I laid my hand on his neck.
His tongue slip passed my lips and circled my tongue. It became more amd more passionate.
We finaly pulled away and i took a breath. My hand was still on his neck and his hand was still on my cheek. Our noses were touching.
I quickly let go.
"I'm sorry." I stood up and walked away. I had no idea what I was doing...
"You don't have to go now.. Do you?" I let go of the door knob. THANK GOD HE SAID THAT!
"No I don't," I hide my excitment.I don't want him to think I'm some girl trying to have sex with him. But I wouldn't mind.
"Come on.. Let's go then!" He grabbed me by the hand and we ran to his car.
I had no idea what we were going to do,I'm so excited.
"So how old are you?" He looked over to him as drove the car. OHH NO.. He probably think's I'm 15.
"I'm 21."
"Cool... But I'm 22.. So that makes me better," he said childishly. I knew he was kidding by the way he smiled.
"22 ewww.." I said sarcastically.
"21 eww," he laughed.
"So what do you do for a living?" I asked seeing as though I really wanted to know about him.
"Well I'm in a band.. And that's all that I do." I looked out the window. Don't get me wrong, but I go for the guys who have secure jobs.
There was a silence. I don't know why.
"I love music... And that's all I can do... I really can't stand having a job with all that shit." I felt relieved, I think it's so great that he is doing what he wants. I turn my head and smile at him.
"That's so great!" He had a relieved look on his face.
"She is so cool!".
Billie slowed down the car and stoped. I looked out the window and saw the beach.
A big smile came to my face.
"Come.. I want to show you something." He opened the car door and got out,i followed. He stood at the front of the car and waited for me. He took me by the hand and led me into the sand. His hand felt so nice to hold, i was melting inside.
We walked up steps.
"Holy shit... " I look out over the sparkling water of the beach pool.
He looked at me, his eyes were shining green.
"Come over here." He led me over to the rocks. And we sat down on the rocks and watched the waves crash.
"So what's your band called?"
"Green Day." OH MY FUCKING GOD. That's where I heard the song he played at work,i have there CD 1039 Smoothed Out Slappy Hours. I just never knew what they looked like. I love those songs, I remember the day I bought it.. I have to stay cool.
"Cool."
"So you with a guy?" What? Why did he ask me that?!
"No.. You with a girl?" Please say no.
"Nope.. Last girl just left me." He looked sad. I took his hand.
"If she leaves a guy like you.. She is a fuck head." He smiled, I MADE HIM SMILE!
"How come you don't know how to swim?" If feel sick. I don't want to think of the water again, not after what happened.
"I don't know.. I'm scared I guess and no one really showed me how either."
He stands up.
"Come on, I will show you!" He holds out his hand for me to grab.
"BUT. BUT... I can't!" I really don't want to.
"You need to learn!" He shoke his hand. Than he made puppy dog eyes which i could see through the glisen of the moon light.
"But where?"
"Over there in the beach pool." He shoke his hand again.
I sighed and took it. I was scared but Billie made the fear go away.
He let go of my hand and he walked down the steps into the salty water. He turned around.
"Come on there is nothing to be scared of.. I'm right here." That made me feel so much better.
"O.k.. " I take a big breath in and walk down the steps. The water was warm.
He grabbed my hand and he walked me over to the deeper water. We were still in our clothes but i didn't notice it. I'm more scared about the swimming part.
He let go of my hand and i started to panic.
"BILLIE I'M SCARED!" I was almost in tears. He grabbed my hand again.
"I'm right here." He reasured me,
He let go again.
"Watch how i swim." He swam to the other side of the pool.
I watched him and mentaly took notes.
I watched him, as soon as he stoped he looked over to me.
"DID YOU GET TH-" He suddenly went under the water and i couldn't see him.
"BILLIE.. BILLIE!!" I screamed. Now I'm so scared. What the fuck happened to him?I started to run over in the water but when the water got deeper I swam, but very badly. I saw Billie's body floating onto of the water. "BILLIE!!" I screamed as I struggled to breath, but I swam a bit better. I swam over to him. I started to shake.
I grabbed his shirt and brought him back to the edge of the pool where it was shallow water.
I brought his head up. So he could breath.
I brought him to the steps above the water.
"Billie..Billie.. Please wake up!" I cried. I brought me ear up to his nose to hear if he was breathing. But he wasn't.
"Billie.. " I cryid again.I had no idea what to do.My face was inches from his.
He opened his eyes and he blurted out laughter.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I can't believe this.. HE FUCK'N TRICKED ME.
He laughed even harder.
I hit him across the arm.
"I WAS SCARED TO DEATH YOU FUCKER!" I said angrely.
"I'm sorry.." He laughed. I hit him again. Why the fuck did he do that to me?!
"I could have drowned!"
"But you did swim.. even though it was funny swimming." He laughed again. I started to laugh, it was funny me trying to swim. The image went through my mind and i went into histarics. So did he.
I opened my eyes and we slowly stoped laughing. His eyes were bringing me closer and closer to his lips. He lips were merly a millimeter away from mine.
He brought his lips the rest of the way to mine. His lips gentaly pressed against mine. I almost died. His lips were so soft, my lips moved along with his.
His hand cupped my cheek and I laid my hand on his neck.
His tongue slip passed my lips and circled my tongue. It became more amd more passionate.
We finaly pulled away and i took a breath. My hand was still on his neck and his hand was still on my cheek. Our noses were touching.
I quickly let go.
"I'm sorry." I stood up and walked away. I had no idea what I was doing...
