Blue Eyed Guy, chapter 5
This is how it all happened. I walked to Mike's house, it was early in the morning. I knew he wouldn't care. I rang the door bell. Waiting... Waiting... Waiting.. Waiting... FINALLY he opened the door looked like he didn't get any sleep.
"Woah Mike, what did you do last night when you left? You look like you got run over by a train." I laughed, making it a joke.
He sighed as if he was annoyed. I raised my eyebrows.
"What do you want?" My mouth dropped.
"Well... I just wanted to see you, but I guess you don't want to see me." I walked away seconds later...
"Wait, wait! Buffy I'm sorry, I didn't have my coffee, I get cranky." I looked at him for a moment.
"Do you take acting lessons? You seem pretty good at it!" I yelled.
"You know what, you're right, I am acting. My love is an act, everything I do for you is an act!" He screamed at me. I stood there with my mouth wide open and tears coming down my face. He ran back into his house and slammed the door. I slowly turned around and walked back to where I live now. Billie Joe's house.
Billie Joe's POV
She walked in crying. I was in the living room. I asked her what was wrong but she ignored me and ran upstairs. I followed her. But first I gave her acouple of minutes to calm down. When I went up I heard crying coming from the bathroom. I walked in and I couldn't believe what I saw. Buffy was cutting herself. She quickly spun around, I was standing there in shock. She pushed me aside and ran into her room. I went into my room. I waited for her to come out.
Buffys POV
I couldn't believe Billie saw me. Now he probably thinks I'm a monster. He is probably scared of me. Hates me. Thinks I am a psycho. I needed to tell him what happened with Mike though. I walked out of my room and into his looking down.
"Hey are you ok? Why were you crying when you came in?" He said in a kind, calm way. I sat down next to him. Then I told him what happened.
After I told him I was cryng on his shoulder and he was hugging me.
Billie Joe's POV
Poor Buffy. I know why Mike did that. He has done it before.
"Its ok... Its ok..." I kept repeating as I held her.
"Thank you Billie Joe."
"You're very, very welcome." I said with a smile looking at her. She smiled back.
Buffys POV
Billie is such a kind, loveable person. He didn't ask me about the cutting. I think he knows I don't want him to. But I should give him an explanation.
"Billie.. About... What you... Saw in the bathroom.."
"Its alright, you don't have to explain. I wanna help you though." He said looking in my eyes. I saw honest, true, caring eyes. When I looked into Mike's eyes this morning I saw lies, hate, and more lies.
"Thanks, I have to tell you, ok. I am under too much pressure. I have been doing this since I was 14. My 14th birthday. My mothers 'boyfriend' tried to rape me. He didn't suceed. Thank god. That night I cut. And I haven't been able to stop..." I started my tears again.
"Its alright. Shh, just calm down. I'm here and I won't hurt you in anyway." He said as he pulled me in a hug. His voice, even his singing voice, touches my soul with a strange, sweet sound. I wanted to stay in the hug forever.
Then we sat and play around with his guitars.
Dinner Time...
Then it was dinner time so went down to eat. Billie's brother was about to sit next to me when Billie pushed his to sit next to me. Hehe. I smiled to myself. I saw him blush. We ate in silence. Then I went back to my room. Billie Joe came up and knocked on my door. "Can I come your majesty? Your butler is here!"
"What the fuck?" I stated, "just come in," I laughed. He walked in and sat down next to my bed. Then he put on this strange smile.
"Um ok..."
"Buffy I wrote this song for you... Just now... I want you to hear it, let me get my guitar..."
"Woah Mike, what did you do last night when you left? You look like you got run over by a train." I laughed, making it a joke.
He sighed as if he was annoyed. I raised my eyebrows.
"What do you want?" My mouth dropped.
"Well... I just wanted to see you, but I guess you don't want to see me." I walked away seconds later...
"Wait, wait! Buffy I'm sorry, I didn't have my coffee, I get cranky." I looked at him for a moment.
"Do you take acting lessons? You seem pretty good at it!" I yelled.
"You know what, you're right, I am acting. My love is an act, everything I do for you is an act!" He screamed at me. I stood there with my mouth wide open and tears coming down my face. He ran back into his house and slammed the door. I slowly turned around and walked back to where I live now. Billie Joe's house.
Billie Joe's POV
She walked in crying. I was in the living room. I asked her what was wrong but she ignored me and ran upstairs. I followed her. But first I gave her acouple of minutes to calm down. When I went up I heard crying coming from the bathroom. I walked in and I couldn't believe what I saw. Buffy was cutting herself. She quickly spun around, I was standing there in shock. She pushed me aside and ran into her room. I went into my room. I waited for her to come out.
Buffys POV
I couldn't believe Billie saw me. Now he probably thinks I'm a monster. He is probably scared of me. Hates me. Thinks I am a psycho. I needed to tell him what happened with Mike though. I walked out of my room and into his looking down.
"Hey are you ok? Why were you crying when you came in?" He said in a kind, calm way. I sat down next to him. Then I told him what happened.
After I told him I was cryng on his shoulder and he was hugging me.
Billie Joe's POV
Poor Buffy. I know why Mike did that. He has done it before.
"Its ok... Its ok..." I kept repeating as I held her.
"Thank you Billie Joe."
"You're very, very welcome." I said with a smile looking at her. She smiled back.
Buffys POV
Billie is such a kind, loveable person. He didn't ask me about the cutting. I think he knows I don't want him to. But I should give him an explanation.
"Billie.. About... What you... Saw in the bathroom.."
"Its alright, you don't have to explain. I wanna help you though." He said looking in my eyes. I saw honest, true, caring eyes. When I looked into Mike's eyes this morning I saw lies, hate, and more lies.
"Thanks, I have to tell you, ok. I am under too much pressure. I have been doing this since I was 14. My 14th birthday. My mothers 'boyfriend' tried to rape me. He didn't suceed. Thank god. That night I cut. And I haven't been able to stop..." I started my tears again.
"Its alright. Shh, just calm down. I'm here and I won't hurt you in anyway." He said as he pulled me in a hug. His voice, even his singing voice, touches my soul with a strange, sweet sound. I wanted to stay in the hug forever.
Then we sat and play around with his guitars.
Dinner Time...
Then it was dinner time so went down to eat. Billie's brother was about to sit next to me when Billie pushed his to sit next to me. Hehe. I smiled to myself. I saw him blush. We ate in silence. Then I went back to my room. Billie Joe came up and knocked on my door. "Can I come your majesty? Your butler is here!"
"What the fuck?" I stated, "just come in," I laughed. He walked in and sat down next to my bed. Then he put on this strange smile.
"Um ok..."
"Buffy I wrote this song for you... Just now... I want you to hear it, let me get my guitar..."
