Life And Death, chapter 1

Today is January 18th. I dont know why, but today I am sad. Nobody found out yet that I tried to commit suicide. I havent told anyone, so no one will know. I dont know why I did, I was depressed. Today I told my best friend Katie that I tried to. She said I was messed, I'm sorry I just cant deal with the pain anymore I said to her. She doesnt understand, thats why I dont want to tell people, they just wont understand! She told my teacher during Religion time, that made me mad, but at least its all out in the open now. My teacher talked to me during P.E. time, and we talked it all over. She called my mom. My mom was really sad and she cried. I'm sorry mom, pain was to much for me, I couldnt handle it. My mom took me to the doctor the day after, and he told me I have to go to a councellor. I told my friend Jose about me trying to kill myself, he said he didnt undertsand why. Then I told Tyler because I thought he could keep a secret. Oh boy was I ever wrong. He told his lovebird Hailey and then she told Nicole. At least Nicole didnt tell anybody, I like her. I hated the world in January, I dont know why. But I have gotten over it now, and Jose and Nicole are being supportive of me, they actually care. It's good to know someone out there gives a shit bout me.