What Are You Going To Do, Billie?...Kill Me?, chapter 13
"Shit is she o. K?!" Kelly yelled as she ran over to Billie and Cali, she could see that Cali was having a hard time keeping her self up.
"Ah.. I.. I think she is," Billie said, so shocked by what Cali had said. Cali's head dropped down one last time and she was out.
"We better take her back, just go my car and put her in there, I'll go and get Anna and Megan..." Kelly ran back into gilman.
Cali's head was slumped down onto Billie's shoulder, her body wait lent on him. He turned around and slung her arms over his shoulders and he slowly dragged her to Kelly's car, which he found hard to find.
Shivers kept running up and down his skin, just what she said. Why did she say that? Was it even fucking true orwas she just so stoned that she said that, he waited for Kelly to come back. He lent Cali up against the car door and held her up, he looked at her hair. Shining green, he smiled.
"O. K we're here," Kelly rushed over to the car, with the 2 other girls following. She opened the doors and they jumped in, Billie laid Cali down and then he sat down in the car.
As Kelly drove Billie couldn't help but look at Cali, her black t shirt making her skin look darker. He couldn't help but think of what it would be like if he was with her, and if Kelly wasn't in his life.
But she was, and that's way he wanted it too. So he shook that thought away, therewas just too much trouble that came with Cali, and Kelly was the girl for him.
And he kept telling himself that.
"I'll take her from here, just wake her up abit..." Anna said as she got out of the car.
*
"Shh, mom might be home!" Billie whispered, Kellys arms were hung over his shoulders, she kissed his lips.
"I can't help it!" Billie grinned, he walked infront of her. She walked backwards as he lead her up the stairs. Their lips not leaving for a second as their tounges slid in and out of eachothers. His hand slid down her arms and then back up again, as they stumbled up the stairs. His smiled as she kissed him, they made their way to his bedroom.
She pulled apart from his lips, giving a cheeky grin as her hands travelled up his shirt. She lifted his shirt off, once his head came out of the shirt she saw his big smile. He rested his hands on her arms, he slowly moved closer to her lips with his.
He kissed them softly, her hand moved up to his chest as the kiss became more than a touch, it got faster and more harder.
They both needed to feel this, it had been along time.
He made her move forward, her back hit the bed and his chest laid on hers.
( I have to much time on my hands haha, gotta stop there.. SORRY! )
***
The sun hit his face, making the darkness of sleeping go away. His eyes opened, he blinked at first and then turned his body so he wasn't facing the sun. His chest lent up against her back, he put his arm over her body so that he was now holding hands with her.
"You awake Kelly?" He softly asked in her ear, she lifted her head so that her eyes meet with his.
"Hmm, are you?" He smiled, showing his not so perfect teeth.
"I don't think I am... You might have to wake me up," She giggled, he slowly placed his lips on hers.
For some reason. It just didn't give him that feeling, like there was a fire burning inside his sences. But he loved Kelly, she was there with him. No one else...
Not Cali.
"Are you awake now?" She asked as her lips parted from his.
"Yes," He smiled, he looked into her eyes. He kept on comparing them to Cali's.
He was getting sick of doing it. He kissed her cheek and gave her a smile, which she almost died when he did. He got up and pulled his pants on, Kelly laid down and closed her eyes, letting the feeling sink in.
Billie slowly stumbled over to the bathroom, he went to the sink and splashed cold water on his face.
" Is this fucking real?" He looked once again into the mirror, his saw the dark cirlces that formed from under his eyes. His body was weak, he was just under to much pressure from everything.
The band.
His home.
His future.
His love life.
And what a great love life that is, he was stuck in between two girls.
One he loved for being around, and for caring and accepting who he was.
The other, a girl he couldn't get his mind off, complete lust. But yet someone he wanted to see more of, talk to me, get to know more of.
Someone he was afraid of getting into too deep with.
"Hey there," Kellys soft skin wrapped around his narrow waist, she looked at him in the mirror, a reflection of someone she hardly knew. "What's up?" She ask, a concerned look spread across her face.
He looked down and washed away his thoughts, he hugged her.
"Nothing, everything is just fine..." He whispered into her ear, he didn't want to get her worried about him. She kissed his cheek.
"There better not be, well I have to go to work at 10..." He nodded and let go of her, her skin rubbing against his as his arms let go.
"You gotta go now?"
"Yeah, but i'll come and see you... Or better yet you come see me, agreed? Agreed." She said, he laughed.
Once Kelly had left, he was sitting in his room. The house was quit 'cause Mike and Ollie were still sleeping of Saturday.
He sat on his bed, softly stumming his blue guitar.
"Take away the strains of being lonly," He said, he stopped strumming for a second. He went into a deep thought for a second, he snapped out of it and quickly got a pen and a scrap peice of paper. He wrote down what he had just sai and other words that he came up with. Once he was good with what he had written, he thought of a name for it. He was feeling that he needed to go home, and his home was with somone. And that someone was now on a street called Christie Road.
"Ch-ri-st-ie, road." He said as he wrote it at the top of the page.
He needed to go there, he quickly dropped his guitar down and the paper and pen and ran out of his room, he grabbed Mike'scar keys and ran out to the car.
He drove away from the tower stacks of Rodeo and into the small city of Berekely.
He drove to gilman street and tried to remember where Christie road was. He drove street by street reading the signs as he passed through.
"There it is!" He turned the corner sharp and speeded down the street, until her say the building. He drove into the grounds and parked his car.
*
Cali didn't have classes that day, because it was Sunday and all. But she still had a huge hang over, and Katie her roommate was making it worse.
So she went outside, she walked over to the big pine trees that were far away from the main building, she lent up against a big tree trunk and rested her head against, thoughts of yeturday didn't come by for her, it was one big blure of getting high and passing out.
She opened her eyes once she heard the sound of a car pulling up in the parking lot not to far away, she saw a fermilure person rush out of it.
"Billie?" She said to herself, he started to jog, over to the school.
He didn't see her but she saw him, once he came closer she ran over to the other tree, which was closer to where he was running to. Once he came close, she grabbed the sleeve of his shirt and pulled him over. "What the hell are you doing here?! Do you want to get in trouble?!" She hised, he got a surprise and shook, he didn't know she was there.
"I need to see you," He said, his eyes shining a bright colour of green as the the dunny day shone down on the 2.
"Quick! I don't want them to see us!" She said as she dragged him to run, she ran over to the car he came in. He quickly opened the doors, and she got in and so did he, he drove his way out of the school. The tiers skidding along the ground.
"Where are we going?" She asked, his eyes kept to the road as he drove.
"I don't know..."
"Well that's great," She said kinda pissed off, the head ache made her in a bad mood.
"Look! I just came to see you! If your going to be like this then I can just take you back!"
"O. K! I'm sorry, I have a killed hang over and I just can't think at the moment..." They both stopped talking. "There should be a park a few blocks away, we'll go there..."
They both walked into the park, it was filled with all kinds of greens. The trees were all different sizes and shapes and the grass was a dark green. They both silently walked over to the pond that was not far ahead infront of them. Billie kept his hands in his pockets. He wasn't sure if coming to see Cali was the right thing to do.
"You wanna sit down?" She asked, he looked over to her.
"Yeah, why not, I really don't wanna stand..." He lips turned into a smile straight away, oh how it killed him when he saw that.
The both sat down on te soft grass, looking at the brown water glisen when the sun came down on it, the wind blew, making the tree leaves sway back and forth.
"I don't know what to say," She said braking the silents. He looked down.
"Neither do I..."
They both said nothing for a minute or two.
"So youcan Kelly?" She had to say that, hegave her a look, a look that said that he sure was. But he still didn't feel asthought it should be sure at all.
"Yeah, I can't explain it... I'm kinda confussed right now, everything is just pushing me to the edge..." She felt this bid pinch of guilt.
"I know what you mean, I can hardly go through a day without wanting to push mysef of a bridge or something," She said with a small laugh, he weakly smiled.
"I'm always here if you need to push someone of a bridge, I don't want you to die really," She grinned.
"I'll call you," He laughed, things started to ease up from then on.
The laid back on the grass looking up at the big white clouds that came up in the sky.
"Well I think that one lookes like my pet rock," He said, the cloud looked nothing like anything so Cali laughed.
"Well I think that cloud looks like my scar..."
He turned his head to look at her, she kept looking up.
"What scar?"
"The scar on my arm..."
"How did you get it?" She turned her head the other way for a second before looking but up at the sky.
"That day that you pushed me up against the fance, my arm got hurt and then there was a scar..." Guilt, guilt, guilt. He sat up and look forward, he looked down to her face.
"You know, if there is one thing that I will regret for the rest of my life... It was doing all those things to you." She sighed.
"But I got you back for it, so just forget about it... Everything is changing for me, so I guess the people I hate, I can start to like..." He smiled and laid back down next to her. She turned on her side, looking at the features of his face side on.
"I think that cloud over there..." He said compeletly off topic, he pointed up to the cloud, she looked up to the cloud. "It looks like it's really soft, and if you sat on it you would be in the best place in the world, and it would be like a daydream..." She looked over to him. He turned his head to her. "Kinda like you," She smiled.
"Why would you sit on me?" She asked. He grinned, he couldn't say anything back. He was lost for words. She weakly smiled at him, she brought her thumb up to his lips and softly ran it over them. She pulled her thumb away and gave him one soft kiss, making him be in a daydream state of mind. She stopped the kiss...
"How do I describe you then?"
"I don't want you to describe me... I want you to just be here,"
Where was this going to go?
"Ah.. I.. I think she is," Billie said, so shocked by what Cali had said. Cali's head dropped down one last time and she was out.
"We better take her back, just go my car and put her in there, I'll go and get Anna and Megan..." Kelly ran back into gilman.
Cali's head was slumped down onto Billie's shoulder, her body wait lent on him. He turned around and slung her arms over his shoulders and he slowly dragged her to Kelly's car, which he found hard to find.
Shivers kept running up and down his skin, just what she said. Why did she say that? Was it even fucking true orwas she just so stoned that she said that, he waited for Kelly to come back. He lent Cali up against the car door and held her up, he looked at her hair. Shining green, he smiled.
"O. K we're here," Kelly rushed over to the car, with the 2 other girls following. She opened the doors and they jumped in, Billie laid Cali down and then he sat down in the car.
As Kelly drove Billie couldn't help but look at Cali, her black t shirt making her skin look darker. He couldn't help but think of what it would be like if he was with her, and if Kelly wasn't in his life.
But she was, and that's way he wanted it too. So he shook that thought away, therewas just too much trouble that came with Cali, and Kelly was the girl for him.
And he kept telling himself that.
"I'll take her from here, just wake her up abit..." Anna said as she got out of the car.
*
"Shh, mom might be home!" Billie whispered, Kellys arms were hung over his shoulders, she kissed his lips.
"I can't help it!" Billie grinned, he walked infront of her. She walked backwards as he lead her up the stairs. Their lips not leaving for a second as their tounges slid in and out of eachothers. His hand slid down her arms and then back up again, as they stumbled up the stairs. His smiled as she kissed him, they made their way to his bedroom.
She pulled apart from his lips, giving a cheeky grin as her hands travelled up his shirt. She lifted his shirt off, once his head came out of the shirt she saw his big smile. He rested his hands on her arms, he slowly moved closer to her lips with his.
He kissed them softly, her hand moved up to his chest as the kiss became more than a touch, it got faster and more harder.
They both needed to feel this, it had been along time.
He made her move forward, her back hit the bed and his chest laid on hers.
( I have to much time on my hands haha, gotta stop there.. SORRY! )
***
The sun hit his face, making the darkness of sleeping go away. His eyes opened, he blinked at first and then turned his body so he wasn't facing the sun. His chest lent up against her back, he put his arm over her body so that he was now holding hands with her.
"You awake Kelly?" He softly asked in her ear, she lifted her head so that her eyes meet with his.
"Hmm, are you?" He smiled, showing his not so perfect teeth.
"I don't think I am... You might have to wake me up," She giggled, he slowly placed his lips on hers.
For some reason. It just didn't give him that feeling, like there was a fire burning inside his sences. But he loved Kelly, she was there with him. No one else...
Not Cali.
"Are you awake now?" She asked as her lips parted from his.
"Yes," He smiled, he looked into her eyes. He kept on comparing them to Cali's.
He was getting sick of doing it. He kissed her cheek and gave her a smile, which she almost died when he did. He got up and pulled his pants on, Kelly laid down and closed her eyes, letting the feeling sink in.
Billie slowly stumbled over to the bathroom, he went to the sink and splashed cold water on his face.
" Is this fucking real?" He looked once again into the mirror, his saw the dark cirlces that formed from under his eyes. His body was weak, he was just under to much pressure from everything.
The band.
His home.
His future.
His love life.
And what a great love life that is, he was stuck in between two girls.
One he loved for being around, and for caring and accepting who he was.
The other, a girl he couldn't get his mind off, complete lust. But yet someone he wanted to see more of, talk to me, get to know more of.
Someone he was afraid of getting into too deep with.
"Hey there," Kellys soft skin wrapped around his narrow waist, she looked at him in the mirror, a reflection of someone she hardly knew. "What's up?" She ask, a concerned look spread across her face.
He looked down and washed away his thoughts, he hugged her.
"Nothing, everything is just fine..." He whispered into her ear, he didn't want to get her worried about him. She kissed his cheek.
"There better not be, well I have to go to work at 10..." He nodded and let go of her, her skin rubbing against his as his arms let go.
"You gotta go now?"
"Yeah, but i'll come and see you... Or better yet you come see me, agreed? Agreed." She said, he laughed.
Once Kelly had left, he was sitting in his room. The house was quit 'cause Mike and Ollie were still sleeping of Saturday.
He sat on his bed, softly stumming his blue guitar.
"Take away the strains of being lonly," He said, he stopped strumming for a second. He went into a deep thought for a second, he snapped out of it and quickly got a pen and a scrap peice of paper. He wrote down what he had just sai and other words that he came up with. Once he was good with what he had written, he thought of a name for it. He was feeling that he needed to go home, and his home was with somone. And that someone was now on a street called Christie Road.
"Ch-ri-st-ie, road." He said as he wrote it at the top of the page.
He needed to go there, he quickly dropped his guitar down and the paper and pen and ran out of his room, he grabbed Mike'scar keys and ran out to the car.
He drove away from the tower stacks of Rodeo and into the small city of Berekely.
He drove to gilman street and tried to remember where Christie road was. He drove street by street reading the signs as he passed through.
"There it is!" He turned the corner sharp and speeded down the street, until her say the building. He drove into the grounds and parked his car.
*
Cali didn't have classes that day, because it was Sunday and all. But she still had a huge hang over, and Katie her roommate was making it worse.
So she went outside, she walked over to the big pine trees that were far away from the main building, she lent up against a big tree trunk and rested her head against, thoughts of yeturday didn't come by for her, it was one big blure of getting high and passing out.
She opened her eyes once she heard the sound of a car pulling up in the parking lot not to far away, she saw a fermilure person rush out of it.
"Billie?" She said to herself, he started to jog, over to the school.
He didn't see her but she saw him, once he came closer she ran over to the other tree, which was closer to where he was running to. Once he came close, she grabbed the sleeve of his shirt and pulled him over. "What the hell are you doing here?! Do you want to get in trouble?!" She hised, he got a surprise and shook, he didn't know she was there.
"I need to see you," He said, his eyes shining a bright colour of green as the the dunny day shone down on the 2.
"Quick! I don't want them to see us!" She said as she dragged him to run, she ran over to the car he came in. He quickly opened the doors, and she got in and so did he, he drove his way out of the school. The tiers skidding along the ground.
"Where are we going?" She asked, his eyes kept to the road as he drove.
"I don't know..."
"Well that's great," She said kinda pissed off, the head ache made her in a bad mood.
"Look! I just came to see you! If your going to be like this then I can just take you back!"
"O. K! I'm sorry, I have a killed hang over and I just can't think at the moment..." They both stopped talking. "There should be a park a few blocks away, we'll go there..."
They both walked into the park, it was filled with all kinds of greens. The trees were all different sizes and shapes and the grass was a dark green. They both silently walked over to the pond that was not far ahead infront of them. Billie kept his hands in his pockets. He wasn't sure if coming to see Cali was the right thing to do.
"You wanna sit down?" She asked, he looked over to her.
"Yeah, why not, I really don't wanna stand..." He lips turned into a smile straight away, oh how it killed him when he saw that.
The both sat down on te soft grass, looking at the brown water glisen when the sun came down on it, the wind blew, making the tree leaves sway back and forth.
"I don't know what to say," She said braking the silents. He looked down.
"Neither do I..."
They both said nothing for a minute or two.
"So youcan Kelly?" She had to say that, hegave her a look, a look that said that he sure was. But he still didn't feel asthought it should be sure at all.
"Yeah, I can't explain it... I'm kinda confussed right now, everything is just pushing me to the edge..." She felt this bid pinch of guilt.
"I know what you mean, I can hardly go through a day without wanting to push mysef of a bridge or something," She said with a small laugh, he weakly smiled.
"I'm always here if you need to push someone of a bridge, I don't want you to die really," She grinned.
"I'll call you," He laughed, things started to ease up from then on.
The laid back on the grass looking up at the big white clouds that came up in the sky.
"Well I think that one lookes like my pet rock," He said, the cloud looked nothing like anything so Cali laughed.
"Well I think that cloud looks like my scar..."
He turned his head to look at her, she kept looking up.
"What scar?"
"The scar on my arm..."
"How did you get it?" She turned her head the other way for a second before looking but up at the sky.
"That day that you pushed me up against the fance, my arm got hurt and then there was a scar..." Guilt, guilt, guilt. He sat up and look forward, he looked down to her face.
"You know, if there is one thing that I will regret for the rest of my life... It was doing all those things to you." She sighed.
"But I got you back for it, so just forget about it... Everything is changing for me, so I guess the people I hate, I can start to like..." He smiled and laid back down next to her. She turned on her side, looking at the features of his face side on.
"I think that cloud over there..." He said compeletly off topic, he pointed up to the cloud, she looked up to the cloud. "It looks like it's really soft, and if you sat on it you would be in the best place in the world, and it would be like a daydream..." She looked over to him. He turned his head to her. "Kinda like you," She smiled.
"Why would you sit on me?" She asked. He grinned, he couldn't say anything back. He was lost for words. She weakly smiled at him, she brought her thumb up to his lips and softly ran it over them. She pulled her thumb away and gave him one soft kiss, making him be in a daydream state of mind. She stopped the kiss...
"How do I describe you then?"
"I don't want you to describe me... I want you to just be here,"
Where was this going to go?
