What Are You Going To Do, Billie?...Kill Me?, chapter 19
They walked out of the studio, after finally getting record some of their music they needed all little fresh air. All 3 of them walked out onto the side walk and lentup against the wall, Mike was just letting his back rest after a hole day of carrying around the P. A system. Tre stood next to Mike, he lit up a joint and took the first drag, not really caring if the cops would come by and take him away. As for Billie he stood on the other side of Mike, he also lit up a joint. It had been awhile since he had, had one. He let the first hit take over his body giving him a quit hit of being out of reality, he wonder what Cali was doing. He looked up to the stars and wondered, he thought about the day before. Sitting under the tree in the sun light, it made him miss her more.
"I don't think welcome to paradise is that great..." Tre said, trying to make a conversation.
"Me either... It's missing something." Mike commented, Billie looked over to them.
"Well I so fucking sorry that the song I wrote isn't good enough," He said in a harsh tone. Tre raised his eyebrow.
"Well I'm sorry that your song isn't good enough." Tre said, almost yelling. Mike could feel the tension between the 2. In the past few days, Tre had been thinking that Billie and Cali were really close, he started to realize something. It made him kinda angry that it was happening, and it also made him think that maybe Cali used him to get to Billie.
"Fuck you Tre, I really don't need your shit. After all I am the one who is writing the songs that we have to fucking play!" Billie said, finally yelling. Tre walked over to Billie, Billie was forced to put his back right up against the wall, Mike tried to separate Tre from punching the shit out of Billie.
"Oh is that fucking right!... No one said I have to be in this fucking band anyway!"
"Wow, wow, wow... Wait up a second!" Mike said, trying to it up. "Tre we need you in this band, Billie stop being such an ass... With out us there wouldn't be any band. And when I mean us, I mean you, Tre and me... So both of you just shut the fuck up!" Mike protested, Billie took one more drag of his joint and threw it away. He walked past Tre and Mike.
"I try my fucking best for this band, if you can't understand that... The get fucked." Billie said plainly as he walked back into the studio. But before he did Tre stopped him when he spoke up.
"We should get fuck?!... Wait..." Tre looked at Billie, with a smirk on his face. Billie raised an eyebrow. "Speaking of getting fucked, Cali had been fucking you... Hasn't she?" Billie didn't know what to say back, he just kept on saying oh shit in his mind. Mike couldn't believe what Tre was saying.
"What?!... No!" Billie protesting his lie.
"Come on!... I'm not a fucking idiot, I've seen the way you 2 act around each other!" Billie didn't want to hear this.
"Tre... Don't make shit up..." Mike said, trying to calm Tre down, he could see how fired up he was. Billie looked over to his best friend, ever since he was 10 he could trust Mike, and Tre was also one of his best friends... And he was lying to them... Lying to them.
"He's not making it up..." Billie said softly, Mike's eyes went wide. He didn't even know!
"I fucking knew it!" Tre yelled out, Billie sighed and sat down on the step with his head in his hands.
"You can't be serious Billie..." Mike said. Mike knew how much Tre liked Cali, and he couldn't believe Billie was doing that without anyone knowing, which came to the conclusion.
"Billie... Tell me the fucking truth when I ask you this." Tre began, Billie kept his head in his hands. "Did you sleep with Cali when I was with her?" Tre asked, almost going red with angry. Billie once again sighed, he had to tell them now.
"Yeah..." Mike couldn't believe, his best friend wasn't like that.
"You fucking bastard!" Tre yelled out. "How the fuck could you do that to me!... You fucking knew how much I liked her!" He screamed out, Billie stood up and looked at Tre with sorry eyes. Tre clenched his fist, just about ready to punch him in the face, Mike was ready to stop that from happening.
"I'm sorry Tre... But-" Billie pleaded.
"No Billie... That was just so fucking shallow..." Tre said, taking back his angry as his started to feel hurt, so he walked pass Billie and opened the door to go back into the studio.
"Tre..." Billie called, Tre stopped. Feeling that angry again he turned around and faced Billie. "I know what I did was fucked up, but you know that I wouldn't do that if it didn't mean anything to me... The truth is, and it is the truth... I'm in love with Cali."
An hour was spent outside with the 3 of them, all of Billie's secrets came out, both Mike and Tre were angry. But they soon understood after Billie had explained it. But they all found more tension between them when they went to record, and Tre was more then angry, and Mike was also angry. But they were shocked to find out about what Billie had done to Cali...
*
Tommy hand let go of the knife, he stood and looked at Cali.
"Tommy!... Please!... Help me!" Cali pleaded, she was in the most pain she had ever been in, her hand was in her back as she lent up against the wall, she could feel the blood pouring out. Tommy was freaking out, not understanding as to why he done it.
"I can't!... I'm sorry Cali!... I'm sorry!" Tommy said, his hand shaking. He was panicking. "I knew I should of taking my tablets!... I knew!... I knew!" He repeated, Cali was starting to feel more and more woozy as she felt more blood come out, but the main thing was the pain just about killing her. She couldn't speak any more, her eye sight was lost and she past out. Not realizing the pain once she had gone. Tommy stood infront of her, he couldn't stop shaking. He didn't know what to do or what he had done. He quickly opened the door and ran out of sight, leaving Cali to fend for herself.
The floor was covered in a puddle of blood, she laid in it.
"Cali?!... I'm hom-" Ollie yelled opening the front door, but she stopped and couldn't believe it." CALI?!... CALI?!" Ollie screamed out, helping Cali up. She was scared. She couldn't think, she just had to act, and act fast. "Cali?!" She called out again... But no answer, she laid Cali bake down and ran to the phone. Calling 991 as quick as she could.
"We need a P. P. B stat!" The doctor yelled out as they rushed Cali threw to the operating room.
Ollie waited in the waiting room, the most worried she had ever been in the her 50 years of her life. She was worried about when Billie was going to find out, she knew how teenagers acted, and how they could fall in love. She had seen it with Annie, but she knew Billie... Cali told her that Billie said that he was in love with Cali, she knew that Billie meant it, and this was going to kill Billie. She kept on worrying, no one had told her what was going on in the operating room. She knew it wasn't good.
"Thank god you're here Kelly... I have no idea about what happened..." Ollie said, crying as she saw Kelly rush in. Ollie had rang Kelly, seeing as though Kelly is Cali's friend.
"I'm so sorry Ollie..." Kelly cried, she kept on blaming it on herself. She knew about what Tommy was going to do, before Tommy had stormed off, he had tried to hurt Kelly as well. And when Tommy had left, she was frightened of what he was going to do, she never knew this was going to happen.
"What happened?" Ollie asked, wiping her frightened tears away. Another tear fell from Kelly's cheek.
"Tommy, he is kinda crazy... He tried to hurt me before, but he didn't... He only pushed me... Then he ran out of my house and drove the car somewhere... I didn't know he would do this!" Kelly said, with tear streaming down her face. "It's all my fault!" Ollie shook her head and hugged her.
"No it's not Kelly... It's Tommy-"
"But if it wasn't for me Tommy wouldn't have known Cali!" Kelly protested, still with the tears.
"It's not your fault Kelly..." Ollie said, hugging her tighter. She let go and Kelly wiped her tears.
"We need to call the cops... He could be anywhere."
*
The night had past, Ollie and Kelly were stilling in the waiting room. The operation had gone for 6 hours. A nurse had came out and told them that Cali had a massive lose of blood and that there might be a problem with her kidney, because the knife -as to what they thought- had cut one of her kidneys, and it could end up in Cali losing her life. Kelly couldn't believe this, it was out of some movie and it wasn't really happening. But it was...
"When do they come back?" Kelly asked, Ollie looked at her with tired eyes.
"In an hour..."
"Do you want me to go and bring them here?" Kelly asked, Ollie sighed. She knew Billie had to find out sometime, she couldn't hide this from him.
"If you wouldn't mind..." Kelly weakly smiled, she still had no idea of the thing between Cali and Billie.
An hour slowly went by, Kelly went to the Armstrong household and waited for Billie, Mike and Tre to come.
When Kelly was gone, Ollie remained in the waiting room.
"Mrs Armstrong?" Ollie looked up and saw a doctor come closer. She stood up.
"Is she o. K?" She asked quickly, the doctor look down and then up.
"She's stable for now... Good new is that not any of her organs have been hurt, but... She has a massive lose of blood, we need to find a blood donor straight away, otherwise... She hasn't got long." A tear rolled down Ollie's cheek. How could this be happening?!
"Can I see her?"
Kelly saw Tre's van pull up in the drive was, Kelly walked over with her hands folded. The sun was shining down, the day was bright... No clouds apart from it here and there.
Billie saw Kelly standing there.
"What the hell is she doing here?" Billie asked, he looked over to Mike, but Mike only shrugged. Since yesterday there was still tension for the 3 guys. Once the van stopped Billie got out and then Mike and then Tre.
"What's going on?" Billie asked, looking at a tired Kelly.
"It's Cali... She's hurt..."
Billie wasn't believing what Kelly had told him, he just kept on telling himself it was some kind of sick joke that everyone was playing.
Both Mike and Tre could feel how nervous Billie was, they felt sorry for him. And they couldn't believe this either.
They followed Kelly there the hospital, Billie was starting to realizes with each step that he took that this wasn't going to be a joke.
"Oh Billie..." Ollie said, as soon as she saw Billie. Billie saw a tear rolled down his mothers cheek, he could feel the panic rising in his chest, Mike stood by Billie and Tre did the same. They all followed Ollie down the white hall, Billie was hating this... He got more scared with each second.
"I'm sorry Billie..." Mike said, Billie looked over to him. He couldn't say anything, this wasn't going to happen to him again, he wasn't going to lose someone he loved... He promised that to himself after his dad left. Ollie stopped walking, a room with a door. He could see. He looked into the window, and a tear rolled down his face, he didn't want to breathe...
"I don't think welcome to paradise is that great..." Tre said, trying to make a conversation.
"Me either... It's missing something." Mike commented, Billie looked over to them.
"Well I so fucking sorry that the song I wrote isn't good enough," He said in a harsh tone. Tre raised his eyebrow.
"Well I'm sorry that your song isn't good enough." Tre said, almost yelling. Mike could feel the tension between the 2. In the past few days, Tre had been thinking that Billie and Cali were really close, he started to realize something. It made him kinda angry that it was happening, and it also made him think that maybe Cali used him to get to Billie.
"Fuck you Tre, I really don't need your shit. After all I am the one who is writing the songs that we have to fucking play!" Billie said, finally yelling. Tre walked over to Billie, Billie was forced to put his back right up against the wall, Mike tried to separate Tre from punching the shit out of Billie.
"Oh is that fucking right!... No one said I have to be in this fucking band anyway!"
"Wow, wow, wow... Wait up a second!" Mike said, trying to it up. "Tre we need you in this band, Billie stop being such an ass... With out us there wouldn't be any band. And when I mean us, I mean you, Tre and me... So both of you just shut the fuck up!" Mike protested, Billie took one more drag of his joint and threw it away. He walked past Tre and Mike.
"I try my fucking best for this band, if you can't understand that... The get fucked." Billie said plainly as he walked back into the studio. But before he did Tre stopped him when he spoke up.
"We should get fuck?!... Wait..." Tre looked at Billie, with a smirk on his face. Billie raised an eyebrow. "Speaking of getting fucked, Cali had been fucking you... Hasn't she?" Billie didn't know what to say back, he just kept on saying oh shit in his mind. Mike couldn't believe what Tre was saying.
"What?!... No!" Billie protesting his lie.
"Come on!... I'm not a fucking idiot, I've seen the way you 2 act around each other!" Billie didn't want to hear this.
"Tre... Don't make shit up..." Mike said, trying to calm Tre down, he could see how fired up he was. Billie looked over to his best friend, ever since he was 10 he could trust Mike, and Tre was also one of his best friends... And he was lying to them... Lying to them.
"He's not making it up..." Billie said softly, Mike's eyes went wide. He didn't even know!
"I fucking knew it!" Tre yelled out, Billie sighed and sat down on the step with his head in his hands.
"You can't be serious Billie..." Mike said. Mike knew how much Tre liked Cali, and he couldn't believe Billie was doing that without anyone knowing, which came to the conclusion.
"Billie... Tell me the fucking truth when I ask you this." Tre began, Billie kept his head in his hands. "Did you sleep with Cali when I was with her?" Tre asked, almost going red with angry. Billie once again sighed, he had to tell them now.
"Yeah..." Mike couldn't believe, his best friend wasn't like that.
"You fucking bastard!" Tre yelled out. "How the fuck could you do that to me!... You fucking knew how much I liked her!" He screamed out, Billie stood up and looked at Tre with sorry eyes. Tre clenched his fist, just about ready to punch him in the face, Mike was ready to stop that from happening.
"I'm sorry Tre... But-" Billie pleaded.
"No Billie... That was just so fucking shallow..." Tre said, taking back his angry as his started to feel hurt, so he walked pass Billie and opened the door to go back into the studio.
"Tre..." Billie called, Tre stopped. Feeling that angry again he turned around and faced Billie. "I know what I did was fucked up, but you know that I wouldn't do that if it didn't mean anything to me... The truth is, and it is the truth... I'm in love with Cali."
An hour was spent outside with the 3 of them, all of Billie's secrets came out, both Mike and Tre were angry. But they soon understood after Billie had explained it. But they all found more tension between them when they went to record, and Tre was more then angry, and Mike was also angry. But they were shocked to find out about what Billie had done to Cali...
*
Tommy hand let go of the knife, he stood and looked at Cali.
"Tommy!... Please!... Help me!" Cali pleaded, she was in the most pain she had ever been in, her hand was in her back as she lent up against the wall, she could feel the blood pouring out. Tommy was freaking out, not understanding as to why he done it.
"I can't!... I'm sorry Cali!... I'm sorry!" Tommy said, his hand shaking. He was panicking. "I knew I should of taking my tablets!... I knew!... I knew!" He repeated, Cali was starting to feel more and more woozy as she felt more blood come out, but the main thing was the pain just about killing her. She couldn't speak any more, her eye sight was lost and she past out. Not realizing the pain once she had gone. Tommy stood infront of her, he couldn't stop shaking. He didn't know what to do or what he had done. He quickly opened the door and ran out of sight, leaving Cali to fend for herself.
The floor was covered in a puddle of blood, she laid in it.
"Cali?!... I'm hom-" Ollie yelled opening the front door, but she stopped and couldn't believe it." CALI?!... CALI?!" Ollie screamed out, helping Cali up. She was scared. She couldn't think, she just had to act, and act fast. "Cali?!" She called out again... But no answer, she laid Cali bake down and ran to the phone. Calling 991 as quick as she could.
"We need a P. P. B stat!" The doctor yelled out as they rushed Cali threw to the operating room.
Ollie waited in the waiting room, the most worried she had ever been in the her 50 years of her life. She was worried about when Billie was going to find out, she knew how teenagers acted, and how they could fall in love. She had seen it with Annie, but she knew Billie... Cali told her that Billie said that he was in love with Cali, she knew that Billie meant it, and this was going to kill Billie. She kept on worrying, no one had told her what was going on in the operating room. She knew it wasn't good.
"Thank god you're here Kelly... I have no idea about what happened..." Ollie said, crying as she saw Kelly rush in. Ollie had rang Kelly, seeing as though Kelly is Cali's friend.
"I'm so sorry Ollie..." Kelly cried, she kept on blaming it on herself. She knew about what Tommy was going to do, before Tommy had stormed off, he had tried to hurt Kelly as well. And when Tommy had left, she was frightened of what he was going to do, she never knew this was going to happen.
"What happened?" Ollie asked, wiping her frightened tears away. Another tear fell from Kelly's cheek.
"Tommy, he is kinda crazy... He tried to hurt me before, but he didn't... He only pushed me... Then he ran out of my house and drove the car somewhere... I didn't know he would do this!" Kelly said, with tear streaming down her face. "It's all my fault!" Ollie shook her head and hugged her.
"No it's not Kelly... It's Tommy-"
"But if it wasn't for me Tommy wouldn't have known Cali!" Kelly protested, still with the tears.
"It's not your fault Kelly..." Ollie said, hugging her tighter. She let go and Kelly wiped her tears.
"We need to call the cops... He could be anywhere."
*
The night had past, Ollie and Kelly were stilling in the waiting room. The operation had gone for 6 hours. A nurse had came out and told them that Cali had a massive lose of blood and that there might be a problem with her kidney, because the knife -as to what they thought- had cut one of her kidneys, and it could end up in Cali losing her life. Kelly couldn't believe this, it was out of some movie and it wasn't really happening. But it was...
"When do they come back?" Kelly asked, Ollie looked at her with tired eyes.
"In an hour..."
"Do you want me to go and bring them here?" Kelly asked, Ollie sighed. She knew Billie had to find out sometime, she couldn't hide this from him.
"If you wouldn't mind..." Kelly weakly smiled, she still had no idea of the thing between Cali and Billie.
An hour slowly went by, Kelly went to the Armstrong household and waited for Billie, Mike and Tre to come.
When Kelly was gone, Ollie remained in the waiting room.
"Mrs Armstrong?" Ollie looked up and saw a doctor come closer. She stood up.
"Is she o. K?" She asked quickly, the doctor look down and then up.
"She's stable for now... Good new is that not any of her organs have been hurt, but... She has a massive lose of blood, we need to find a blood donor straight away, otherwise... She hasn't got long." A tear rolled down Ollie's cheek. How could this be happening?!
"Can I see her?"
Kelly saw Tre's van pull up in the drive was, Kelly walked over with her hands folded. The sun was shining down, the day was bright... No clouds apart from it here and there.
Billie saw Kelly standing there.
"What the hell is she doing here?" Billie asked, he looked over to Mike, but Mike only shrugged. Since yesterday there was still tension for the 3 guys. Once the van stopped Billie got out and then Mike and then Tre.
"What's going on?" Billie asked, looking at a tired Kelly.
"It's Cali... She's hurt..."
Billie wasn't believing what Kelly had told him, he just kept on telling himself it was some kind of sick joke that everyone was playing.
Both Mike and Tre could feel how nervous Billie was, they felt sorry for him. And they couldn't believe this either.
They followed Kelly there the hospital, Billie was starting to realizes with each step that he took that this wasn't going to be a joke.
"Oh Billie..." Ollie said, as soon as she saw Billie. Billie saw a tear rolled down his mothers cheek, he could feel the panic rising in his chest, Mike stood by Billie and Tre did the same. They all followed Ollie down the white hall, Billie was hating this... He got more scared with each second.
"I'm sorry Billie..." Mike said, Billie looked over to him. He couldn't say anything, this wasn't going to happen to him again, he wasn't going to lose someone he loved... He promised that to himself after his dad left. Ollie stopped walking, a room with a door. He could see. He looked into the window, and a tear rolled down his face, he didn't want to breathe...
