What Are You Going To Do, Billie?...Kill Me?, chapter 4
Billie looked at her in confusion. His head was pounding with pain.
"You are so fucking lucky I was there. But when you're out of the hospital and you're all fine and fucking dandy...Don't touch me, speak to me, look at me, or breathe the same air as me...You fucking get that?" She said calmly.
He didn't say anything. It just wasn't getting through to him, but he could remember what happened.
He looked over to Ollie who was looking into the room. Ollie slammed the door open and rushed over to him.
"Thank god you're okay Billie!" Ollie said with happiness that her son was okay. She hugged him tightly. Cali stood back and looked at Billie, but not with good intent.
"What the hell happened mom?" Billie said into Ollie's shoulder.
"Billie, a car hit you...But thank god Cali was there otherwise you would be still there and--and.." Ollie said, breaking down into tears.
"Mom...I'm okay, I just have a killer headache..." Ollie let go of Billie. Cali stared at Billie, she felt so much hate for him she could have gotten a chair and knocked him out with it.
"Billie you're awake!" Cali's mom said coming into the room.
"Mom I'll wait for you in the car," With that Cali left the room and walked out to her mom's car. She had the keys so she opened it and sat down and waited.
She saw her mom's ciggerettes, she took one and lit it up with her moms lighter.
With each drag she thought about Billie. What was going to happen?
She finished the smoke and threw the butt out the window.
She waited an hour before her mom came to the car.
"Took you ages," Cale said, annoyed as she watched her mom come into the car.
"Well I had to stay with Ollie while the doctors were telling Billie's condition..." She said as she started the car.
"So what did the doctors say?"
"They said he's fine...He just has to rest a bit.." She said as she turned corners. Cali rolled her eyes.
"So he isn't hurt that bad."
"Well he did get hit pretty bad..."
*
Cali woke up the next morning and got ready for school. Today she really didn't want to go to school. Really.
She decided to wear all black clothes. Black shirt, black pants, black converse. And as always her eyeliner. But a bit more heavier. She was feeling like shit and the way she was dressing showed how she felt. Sad.
She walked to school as always, but she wasn't stopped by Billie.
As soon as she walked through the school gates all eyes were on her.
She walked passed the preppy girls. Whispers and gasps were heard. Cali kept on walking. She walked through the school quad and out onto the grass area.
But before she reached her group of friends she was stopped.
"Hey...Um...Are you Cali?" A girls voice was heard from behind her. She turned around.
"Yes..." She looked at the girl, she had black hair. She dressed punk.
"I'm Kelly...I can't believe you saved my boyfriend...Thank you so fucking much!" Kelly gave an unwanted hug to Cali. Once Kelly stopped Cali looked at her.
"Your 'boyfriend' is a complete dickhead..." Cali said and turned around to continue walking.
"What did you say?" She heard Kelly say, not so happy with Cali's comment.
She turned around and looked at Kelly.
"You fucking heard me! Billie is a dickhead...A waste of space...A fucked up asshole!" Cali yelled. Kelly's face turned red.
"Don't you fucking dare say that to me you fucking piece of shit!" She screamed. Cali rolled her eyes. She wasn't up for staying at school today, seeing as though people knew about her 'heroic' deed.
She stormed passed Kelly.
Kelly wasn't understanding what was up with Cali, but no one said that about the guy she was in love with.
Cali ran out of the school ground, she didn't care if she got caught leaving the school. She just needed to get out of there.
So she decided to go to the piers. She ran to the bus station and soon enough she was on the bus and was going to the ocean. She loved going there, it could take away any problem that she had..
She stared out of the winodow and looked at the passing cars next to the bus.
Why did he have to do that to me? Why did he even bother? I can't fucking understand! She said to herself over and over again. She got to smell the sea water. Then the sight of the water came to her. The bus stopped and she stepped out. She walked to one of the piers and sat down and watched the water crash against the wall. She felt happy watching the water. She spent the rest of the day sitting silently, just watching the sea.
No one was there for when she needed someone. All the friends she had did shit to help her. She felt a tear drop.
The sun went away, showing the stars.
"Hey you!" She turned around and saw a guy stumbling over to her. She stood up and didn't say anything.
"What you doing out here?" He asked nicely.
"Oh...I'm just sitting.." She sat back down, he sat next to her.
"You look like you had a shit day..." He said. She weakly smiled to him.
"Yeah...Too shit," He looked at her.
"My name's Luke. Yours?"
"Cali," She simply said.
"You know what helps shit days?" He asked.
"No...What?" He put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a little plastic bag. It had 3 white tablets.
"This will quicken things...You want one?"
"You mean? That's speed isn't it?" He smiled and nodded.
"You want one or not?" She nodded. He laughed and handed her one. He had a beer in his hand. "Here drink this with it..." He handed her the beer. She drank the tablet. She had never taken drugs of that kind before so it had a huge effect on her a few minutes later. The guy left her.
She started to feel like she didn't know where she was. Everything was going really quick. She forced herself and stumbled down to the beach, which was really far away. But what seemed like 1 minute of walking was an hour of walking. She fell onto the sand.
*
"I can't believe that happened to you Billie..." Kelly said. Billie and her were sitting on the sand watching the beach. They were wrapped up in each others arms.
"Yeah...But what Cali did for me...I just don't understand..." He mumbled. He had a bandage aross his temple.
"She is such a fucking bitch! I tried to say thank you for saving you but she threw it back in my face!" She yelled. Billie didn't know what to say.
"I'm glad the hospital let me out...I couldn't stand it there..." He said, changing the subject. Kelly looked to his eyes.
"I can't stand being without you..." She said. Billie pulled his lips to hers. His arm wrapped around her shoulder. He kissed her lips gently at first. Smiles in between each kiss, but the finally gentle kiss became a more deeper one. Her hand lay on his cheek. Their lips moving along with each others.
*
Cali forced herself up off the sand. She looked up across the sand. She saw two people close together, she couldn't see who it was. Her vision was just gettting faster and faster. She stumbled towards the 2 people.
*
"Billie..." Kelly said once she took herself away from his lips.
"What?" She pointed to Cali who was stumbling towards them.
"It's that Cali bitch..." They both stood up.
"WELL LOOK WHO IT FUCKING IS.. BILLIE AND HIS 'GIRLFRIEND'!" Cali slurred.
"Get the fuck away!" Kelly screamed. Cali came up to Kelly and shoved her back.
"AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT!" Cali screamed, only half of the words could be understood. Billie couldn't do anything...He didn't know why...He just couldn't. Kelly stood up.
"This is what I'm going to do about it, you fuckiing druggo!" She pushed Cali so hard that she fell to the sand and couldn't get up...She finally passed out.
"Come on Billie..." Kelly took Billie's hand. He held onto her hand tightly. As they walked away Billie looked back at Cali, who was lying in the sand, not moving.
"Billie...Forget about her.." Kelly said as she gently turned his head to her. She smiled weakly hand kissed her soflty on the lips.
*
"BILLIE!" Cali opened her eyes. Her vision was blury. "SHIT! Hey are you okay?" She saw a guy with green hair in front of her eyes. She couldn't keep her eyes open anymore...She once again passed out.
"You are so fucking lucky I was there. But when you're out of the hospital and you're all fine and fucking dandy...Don't touch me, speak to me, look at me, or breathe the same air as me...You fucking get that?" She said calmly.
He didn't say anything. It just wasn't getting through to him, but he could remember what happened.
He looked over to Ollie who was looking into the room. Ollie slammed the door open and rushed over to him.
"Thank god you're okay Billie!" Ollie said with happiness that her son was okay. She hugged him tightly. Cali stood back and looked at Billie, but not with good intent.
"What the hell happened mom?" Billie said into Ollie's shoulder.
"Billie, a car hit you...But thank god Cali was there otherwise you would be still there and--and.." Ollie said, breaking down into tears.
"Mom...I'm okay, I just have a killer headache..." Ollie let go of Billie. Cali stared at Billie, she felt so much hate for him she could have gotten a chair and knocked him out with it.
"Billie you're awake!" Cali's mom said coming into the room.
"Mom I'll wait for you in the car," With that Cali left the room and walked out to her mom's car. She had the keys so she opened it and sat down and waited.
She saw her mom's ciggerettes, she took one and lit it up with her moms lighter.
With each drag she thought about Billie. What was going to happen?
She finished the smoke and threw the butt out the window.
She waited an hour before her mom came to the car.
"Took you ages," Cale said, annoyed as she watched her mom come into the car.
"Well I had to stay with Ollie while the doctors were telling Billie's condition..." She said as she started the car.
"So what did the doctors say?"
"They said he's fine...He just has to rest a bit.." She said as she turned corners. Cali rolled her eyes.
"So he isn't hurt that bad."
"Well he did get hit pretty bad..."
*
Cali woke up the next morning and got ready for school. Today she really didn't want to go to school. Really.
She decided to wear all black clothes. Black shirt, black pants, black converse. And as always her eyeliner. But a bit more heavier. She was feeling like shit and the way she was dressing showed how she felt. Sad.
She walked to school as always, but she wasn't stopped by Billie.
As soon as she walked through the school gates all eyes were on her.
She walked passed the preppy girls. Whispers and gasps were heard. Cali kept on walking. She walked through the school quad and out onto the grass area.
But before she reached her group of friends she was stopped.
"Hey...Um...Are you Cali?" A girls voice was heard from behind her. She turned around.
"Yes..." She looked at the girl, she had black hair. She dressed punk.
"I'm Kelly...I can't believe you saved my boyfriend...Thank you so fucking much!" Kelly gave an unwanted hug to Cali. Once Kelly stopped Cali looked at her.
"Your 'boyfriend' is a complete dickhead..." Cali said and turned around to continue walking.
"What did you say?" She heard Kelly say, not so happy with Cali's comment.
She turned around and looked at Kelly.
"You fucking heard me! Billie is a dickhead...A waste of space...A fucked up asshole!" Cali yelled. Kelly's face turned red.
"Don't you fucking dare say that to me you fucking piece of shit!" She screamed. Cali rolled her eyes. She wasn't up for staying at school today, seeing as though people knew about her 'heroic' deed.
She stormed passed Kelly.
Kelly wasn't understanding what was up with Cali, but no one said that about the guy she was in love with.
Cali ran out of the school ground, she didn't care if she got caught leaving the school. She just needed to get out of there.
So she decided to go to the piers. She ran to the bus station and soon enough she was on the bus and was going to the ocean. She loved going there, it could take away any problem that she had..
She stared out of the winodow and looked at the passing cars next to the bus.
Why did he have to do that to me? Why did he even bother? I can't fucking understand! She said to herself over and over again. She got to smell the sea water. Then the sight of the water came to her. The bus stopped and she stepped out. She walked to one of the piers and sat down and watched the water crash against the wall. She felt happy watching the water. She spent the rest of the day sitting silently, just watching the sea.
No one was there for when she needed someone. All the friends she had did shit to help her. She felt a tear drop.
The sun went away, showing the stars.
"Hey you!" She turned around and saw a guy stumbling over to her. She stood up and didn't say anything.
"What you doing out here?" He asked nicely.
"Oh...I'm just sitting.." She sat back down, he sat next to her.
"You look like you had a shit day..." He said. She weakly smiled to him.
"Yeah...Too shit," He looked at her.
"My name's Luke. Yours?"
"Cali," She simply said.
"You know what helps shit days?" He asked.
"No...What?" He put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a little plastic bag. It had 3 white tablets.
"This will quicken things...You want one?"
"You mean? That's speed isn't it?" He smiled and nodded.
"You want one or not?" She nodded. He laughed and handed her one. He had a beer in his hand. "Here drink this with it..." He handed her the beer. She drank the tablet. She had never taken drugs of that kind before so it had a huge effect on her a few minutes later. The guy left her.
She started to feel like she didn't know where she was. Everything was going really quick. She forced herself and stumbled down to the beach, which was really far away. But what seemed like 1 minute of walking was an hour of walking. She fell onto the sand.
*
"I can't believe that happened to you Billie..." Kelly said. Billie and her were sitting on the sand watching the beach. They were wrapped up in each others arms.
"Yeah...But what Cali did for me...I just don't understand..." He mumbled. He had a bandage aross his temple.
"She is such a fucking bitch! I tried to say thank you for saving you but she threw it back in my face!" She yelled. Billie didn't know what to say.
"I'm glad the hospital let me out...I couldn't stand it there..." He said, changing the subject. Kelly looked to his eyes.
"I can't stand being without you..." She said. Billie pulled his lips to hers. His arm wrapped around her shoulder. He kissed her lips gently at first. Smiles in between each kiss, but the finally gentle kiss became a more deeper one. Her hand lay on his cheek. Their lips moving along with each others.
*
Cali forced herself up off the sand. She looked up across the sand. She saw two people close together, she couldn't see who it was. Her vision was just gettting faster and faster. She stumbled towards the 2 people.
*
"Billie..." Kelly said once she took herself away from his lips.
"What?" She pointed to Cali who was stumbling towards them.
"It's that Cali bitch..." They both stood up.
"WELL LOOK WHO IT FUCKING IS.. BILLIE AND HIS 'GIRLFRIEND'!" Cali slurred.
"Get the fuck away!" Kelly screamed. Cali came up to Kelly and shoved her back.
"AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT!" Cali screamed, only half of the words could be understood. Billie couldn't do anything...He didn't know why...He just couldn't. Kelly stood up.
"This is what I'm going to do about it, you fuckiing druggo!" She pushed Cali so hard that she fell to the sand and couldn't get up...She finally passed out.
"Come on Billie..." Kelly took Billie's hand. He held onto her hand tightly. As they walked away Billie looked back at Cali, who was lying in the sand, not moving.
"Billie...Forget about her.." Kelly said as she gently turned his head to her. She smiled weakly hand kissed her soflty on the lips.
*
"BILLIE!" Cali opened her eyes. Her vision was blury. "SHIT! Hey are you okay?" She saw a guy with green hair in front of her eyes. She couldn't keep her eyes open anymore...She once again passed out.
