What Are You Going To Do, Billie?...Kill Me?, chapter 5
She lifted her heavy eyes. At first she couldn't see anything but bluryness, she rubbed the blur away and lifted her head. Her head like a ton of bricks feel on her head forcing herself to put her head back down. The thumping in her head begain..Pounding away.
"Hey you're awake.." She heard an unknown voice say from an unknown place.
She lifted her self up. She swayed abit but stop that. She looked over to a green hair guy, he was leaning up against the door frame. She smiled weakly and nodded.
"Hey..Um..Where am i?" She asked, they guy lifted him self up up and walked over to her. The first thing she notice was that he had ice blue eyes.
He sat next to her on the almost fallen apat bed..Which she had realized she was sitting on.
"You're at my house.." He said smiling.
"And where is that?" She asked returing the smile he gave her. He chuckled abit and then anwsered.
"Well it's not my house..More like my dads..It's in the middle of no where in some forst..About 15 minutes away from Berkly," He laughed. She felt her head get heavy.
"What happened?" She said groggly.
"I found you passed out on the beach..And being the nice guy that i am, i brought you back here.." She looked at him, not sure why he would do athing like that..He didn't even know who she was.
"Thankyou so fucking much.." She maniged to say. He chuckled again and turned his ice blue eyes so they met with her dark brown ones. Her eyes felt like they where being pulled at.
"You pain killers or something?" He asked with a warm smile spread across his face.
"How did you know i was in pain?"
"You looked pretty wasted when i found you..The day afters ain't that great," He said warmly as he stood up.
"Speed isn't the best idea.." She admitted. He took one look at her and sent her another warm smile. He begain to walk out of the room.
"Pain killers it is," She softly giggle at his joke. He walked out of the room.
She studied the room that she was in. It wasn't the cleanest, all she could basically see was beer cans and clothes all over the place. A second later the guy came back with a glass of water in one hand and his othe hand closed.
He walked over to her and kindly gave the glass to her. He opened his hand and she looked at the 2 white pills rested in his palm. She took them and put the in her mouth.
"Thanks," She said just before putting the water in with the pills. She drank the pills.
"Don't do speed again..Promise?" He said asshe looked at her. She placed the empty table.
"Promise," She said with a sweet smile. The corners of his lips curled up. She sat and waited for the throbing pain in her head to pass.
"I'm Tre.." He said breaking the silents. She brought her eyes to his.
"I'm Cali."
"Hey..Um..I have to go to gilman..You can come if ya want, unless you have to go home. I'll take you.." He said sweetly. She turned to him, she noticed the inocense he had ans she couldn't help but smile.
But what the fuck was gilman?
"I'm sure my parents can stand me being missing foe a few more..But what's gilman?" He let out a small laugh.
"You'll find out once we get there," He grinned. She giggled softly..Not realy knowing what to expect.
He stood up and motioned for her to do the same, she couldn't resist..He had a kindness she really hadn't seen anyone be towards her, so she did what he asked her to.
They both walked out of the room, she followed him down into a much cleaner hallway. They walked down stairs. She stoped walking after Tre did.
Cali looked over to an old man who was sitting down on the couch in front of a big fire place. His head was hidden behind a book.
"Dad..Me and Cali.." He paused and gave her a wink, she couldn't resit the smile that came on her face. " Are going to gilman," He finished. The man brought his head behind the book, he looked just like santa clause.
"Oh hello there.." He stood him self up and walked over to Cali with his hand ut for her to shake, she did with a sweet smile. "Frank? Are you and this nice young women courting?" He asked with a polite smile on his face. Tre sighed in frsutration.
"Dad..First thing it's Tre, second it's not 1889 and third we just friends.." Tre said annoyed with his dad. He smirked.
"Well it's nice to meet you Cali."
"You too," She said softly.
" 'Tre' you can take the book mobile if you need to go.." Tre sighed over dramaticly. Cali let out a small laugh.
"See ya dad.." With that Tre led Cali out of the house. When Cali stepped out of the front door. The first thing that hit her was that it was dark out.
"Shit! How long was i passed out for?!" She said in shoke at her self. He turned to her laughed.
"It's now 6.." He chuckled.
"What?! I'm sorry for waking you up so freak'n early.." He couldn't help but laugh even harder.
"It's no the morning," He informed her. She turned a slite shade of red.
"Oh," She simply said, he grinned and then walked over to the overly sized van. Cali followed him, she read 'BOOK MOBILE' in big letters on the side.
Tre kindly opened the door for her and she halled her self in to the passenger seat. Tre closed the door for her. She studied him from the wondow as he walked over to the drivers side. His hair was greasy and green, she kinda liked it. His clothes were all missed match with checkered shorts and an orange button up shirt. His shoes were converes. Just like hers. He opened the door and jumped up and sat down. She watched as he put the key in the ignition.
"It'll take a while.." He said as he again again tried to start the engine.
She couldn't help but laugh.
"Yes!" He said happy with him self as the enigine started. "Fucking peice of shit!" He yelled at the van. It started driving.. Cali looked out the window.
"I guess you ment it when you said it was in the middle of a forst." She said as she looked at all the passing pine trees.
"It's pretty cool though..I can do whatever the fuck i want.." She laughed.
"Why did you help me?" She said out of no where. He kept his eyes on the road.
"I was looking for a friend of mine..Billie..He told me he would be on the beach with his girlfriend Kelly and i went looking for him so he could get a ride home..But i couldn't find him..But i found you.." She turned into ice at the mention of his name..The worst thing about it was that he was Billie's friend...
"Oh.."
"Poor guy got hit by a car..But some girl helped him..Lucky basturd..Could of died." He said as he turned and kept his eyes on the road. She didn't say anything..She just couldn't, thinking about Billie made her feel like she wanted to jump out the window.
About 10 minutes of silents went by until Tre spoke up.
"How old are you?" He ask quickly giving her a look and turneing back to the road.
"16 you?"
"17.." He said. "I play drums!" He yelled out excitedly..Cali laughed at his randomness.
"You have to teach me then," She laughed through the laughter. "So why did your dad call you Frank?" She asked. He playfully rolled his eyes.
"My real name is Frank Edwin Right The third..But my old bang the lookouts gave me the name Tre Cool.." She giggled.
"Very cool..Abit of french.. And your in a band?" She said. He gave her a wink..His icy blue eyes melted strait through her.
"Was..I just play for bands who need drummers now..Nothing cemented,"
He turned a corner and slowed down the car. Cali looked out the window and saw a fucking huge croud out the front of some place.
"WOO WE ARE HERE!!" He screamed. He pulled the van over and parked.
They both got out. Tre didn't bother locking it..Who would wanna steal a huge ass van?
Tre took Cali by the hand. "Stay close..You could get lost," He whispered into her ear. She nodded as Tre led her into the croud. Everyone was pushing and shuving against her. But Tre took care of her.
"GET BACK YOU FUCKERS!!" He screamed. They finaly pushed their way into the doors. Cali looked to the large croud. She law a stage with drums, guitars and basses set up on it. The place had a fucking great atomosphere. There was grafity on the walls and almost everyone there was punk. "Hey..I gotta play with sweet children tonight.."
"HEY TRE!!" Tre turned around.
"Hey! Dutchie!" Tre yelled to the girl that was coming closer to them.Cali looked at the girl. She had black hair and some red in it. She had dark eyeliner on. She was wearing a Ramones t shirt and ripped up jeans.
"And who is this?" Dutchie asked nicly, refering to Cali.
"Duchite, Cali. Cali Dutchie." Tre introduced them both quickly.
"Hey!" Dutchie said with a huge smile on her face. Cali suddnely felt at home.
"Dutchie? You wouldn't mind look'n after her while i play?..It's her first time here.." Tre asked. Dutchie nodded happily.
"Thanks! Cali i'll see ya later then.." He gave a wink to Cali. She grinned. Tre rushed of into the croud.
Dutchie was the nicest and the funniest person Cali had ever met. They talked heaps about everything and made jokes about other people. Dutchie had help Cali and her self to the front of the pushing croud.
"I can't believe you never come here! And you like punk..Shame Cali shame.." She joked, Cali laughed.
"Well it's not my fault i have no connections to the holy place.." She said sarcasticly. Dutchie laughed..Suddenly the croud pushed against them even harder htan before.
"WOO SWEET CHILDREN!!" Dutchie sreamed along with the awaiting croud..And Cali..Well just had no idea about what was going on. The lights shut of and the stage was the main focus. Then...There he was..Him..The person she didn't want to see...The guy she had no idea about him being in sweet children.
She closed her eyes wishing that it was just someone that looked like him..But it wasn't. She felt her heart sink into a lower postion. Then she saw Tre.
"WOO GO TRE!" Dutchie screamed.
"GO TRE!" Cali joined in. She wanted to scream so loud so that she get all the angre out of her..Billie had put it there in the first place.
Cali drained out what Billie was saying..But as soon as the music started she got sucked in.
"Here we go again infactuation touches me just when i thought that it would end.."She heard his voice. Something more powerfull than the hate washed over her. She just stood there watching all the words that came her way.
"You and i together hand in hand we'll run away.."
He kept on pulling her toward him..It was his voice..The way he would play on his guitar..The way he stood. But the word blew her back a few steps.
She stood there just getting pushed. She stood mindlessly for the whole show.
"Hey Cali?! YOUWHO?!" Dutchie yelled trying to snap Cali out of it.
"Yeah..I'm here..I think.." She said coming back into her senses.
Maybe there was something about Billie?
The croud cut in half. But it was still packed with teens that didn't fit in. Dutchie was still there with Cali..Showing her various places including the bar..Which gave out drinks to unger aged teens..Which is a good thing to Cali.
Dutchie found some seats for Her slef and Cali and they both sat down. Dutchie had found her slef a cute guy to talk to. So she talked to the guy who was next to her. Cali sat there in silents and drank her beer. She was drowning her slef in her thoughts.
"Hey.." Cali turned to the fermilure voice and saw Tre. She grinned.
"Tre you were fucking awsome!" Cali screamed out. She got up and hugged him excitedly. Tre blushed.
"It's all in a days work in being the best person alive.." She laughed and let go of him. She looked into his steal blue eyes. Beads of sweat dripping from his forehead. "Hey dutchie..Thanks for staying with Cali..I'll see ya later.." Tre said to dutchie, who was keeping her atention on the guy next to her. Tre didn't break eye contact with Cali while he said that.
"See ya," Dutchie said not facinf Tre..But Tre didn't face Dutchie either.
"Hey..You wanna go to the back room?..I want you to meet some of my friends.."
Cali nodded shyly. He took her hand and then they both found them selves opening a door.
"Hey guys i want you to meet Cali," Tre said. As soon as Cali walked into the door way she saw Billie..With Kelly wrapped in his arms. A tall skinny guy with dirty blond hair walked over to Cali.
"Hi..I'm Mike," He said with a welcoming smile. She smile back..Nervously. But when she looked at Billie it once again dissapered. What the fuck was with her emotions?!
Billie looked over to Cali...He didn't show any sign of talking or showing expression to her. He glanced at her once and went back to noticing Kelly.
"I'm going to get a drink," Tre said turning around.
"I'm coming." Cali said quickly, not wanting to stay in the same room as Billie..But she seemed to like Mike. Tre laughed.
"O.k." He shruged. The both went back out into the crouded room.
But when they walked intot he croud they found them selves stuck in the middle of it.
"Fucking hell!" Tre growned unable to move.Cali held onto Tres hand. He turned around. "You o.k?" He ask with a worried look on his face.
"Yeah.." She lied. Then their eyes locked.Unabled to move their bodys and eyes. Tres warmth could be felt coming closer and closer to Calis face. His lips gentaly pressed against hers..Making her mind explode. He pulled away from the soft kiss.
"Sorry.." He turned red. She smiled.
"It's o.k.." She said softly. Then the croud finally started moving . Tre got Calis hand and they went to the bar.
"Hey Dick..Gte me a beer..You want anything Cali?" Tre asked. Dick the 'bartender' got Tres beer. Cali shoke her head.
"I really really need a smoke though," She said, he chuckled.
"You can go on the roof for that if ya want.." He smile. The lighs making the blue in his eyes sparkle.
"Were ever will be fine."
Tre led her to a stair case.
"I have to go talk to Mike about something with the his band..You can go up and I'll be there in a second.."
" It's infe..Don't worry..I'm sure i can make my way back.." She laughed. He then kissed her cheek, she caught that off garde.
"O.k." He smiled. She smiled back and then started walking up the stair case.
She opened the door up at he top. The wind hitting her. She looked up and saw that the clouds were purple and fluffy. It was about to storm..
She look ou ino the darkness and walked out to the edge of the builing. One light was all she had so that she could see. She lit up her ciggeret..She got one of Dutchie earlier.
She let the think smoke fill her lungs. She breathed it out and felt much better.
She let her slef fall into deep thought. She flt a few rain drops fall on her.
Then the noise of the door opening was heard. She didn't bother to turn around. Then she heard footsteps.
"Hey.." There it was...His voice.. She felt them brush up against her arm.
"You.." She huffed. She turned her eyes to meet the shade of glimering green.
He looked down to the ground, which seemed to far away.
"Would be pretty bad if someone fell down there.." He said trying to start something to talk about.
"Billie..Just go away.." She said weakly. She saw a red light coming from his fingers..He must of be a smoker too.
"Look Cali..I don't wanna hurt you anymore..I don't wanna do that..I'm sorry..Let's just start fresh." He said quickly. WHAT THE FUCK?!
"Sorrys don't fucking cut it Billie!" She huffed. He looked down and took a drag of his ciggerette.There was silents..
"Why did you help me?" He said breaking his train of thoughts. She looked at the fading red light coming from her smoke.
"I have no fucking clue..All i know is that i should of left you there.." She said. He looked hurt when she looked up at him.
"Hi..I'm Billie..I'm 17 and i love music..Nice to meet ya.." He said with hope in his eyes for that maybe she would give him a chance.
The rain got heavier.
She looked at him..Nothing was being said.
"I'm Cali and i got beat up by you..." She said not want that tear that weld up at the corner of her eye to fall and be seen. She turn her self but suddenly the soles of her shoes sliped from the rain. She felt her self wobbling backwards..Everything going to quick for anyone or anything to react. Before she could get her balance she fell back...Over the unfenced egde. She fell back and started to drop dramticly fast.
"CALI!!"
..But as she fell she held onto the ledge...Dangling by a thread.
"HELP!! HELP ME!!!" She scretched with so much fear. She looked down..Far far down..Her legs dangling in the air..With nothing to help her up.
"CALI! I'M HERE! JUST HOLD ON!" Billie screamed. He lay down on his stomuck, He reached for her hand ." TAKE MY HAND!" He yelled. She was in tears..The fear taking over her body.
"HELP ME!" She screamed. Her throat hurting. The loudest she had ever screamed. "I'M HERE! JUST TAKE MY HAND!" She couldn't get her eyes of the ground. "DON'T LOOK DOWN! CALI JUST TAKE MY HAND!" Billie was so close but yet so far away from her..Her hands holding onto the ledge..Death so close.
He pulled him self closer to her hands. He had almost as much fear as Cali did.
"BILLIE HELP ME!" She screamed, tears flowing down..Then her hands starting to slip as the rain got heavier. He finaly pulled him self close enough to her hands. He grabed her wrists just in time before they slipped away for ever.
"Cali! I'm right here..But i need you to help me pull you up!" He yelled, his breath hitching in his throat. She kept on screaming. Billie found the strength and started to heave her up. Her feet climing up the walls as he pulled her up. As he pulled her up, her feet reached the leadge and the last step up was the easiest. Her body weight now on her legs. Her tears drenched her more than the rain did.
"Oh my god! Holyshit, holyshit!!!!" She cried. Billie felt the fear still rushing in his body..He could barly catch his breath. He pulled her into a hug. She cried into his shoulder. She was still scared. He hugged her tightly. She kept crying..
"Shh it's alright..You're fine..Just fine," He kept repeating him self. She felt that his voice calmed her down.
She lifted her head. "You fine..I'm right here.." He wiped away the tears from her eyes with his thumb. She looked in the clouded green in his eyes. She saw that his fear was the same as hers. She ripped her self apart from Billie..And ran.
She slamed open the door and ran as fast as she could.
"CALI?!" Billie ran after her....
"Hey you're awake.." She heard an unknown voice say from an unknown place.
She lifted her self up. She swayed abit but stop that. She looked over to a green hair guy, he was leaning up against the door frame. She smiled weakly and nodded.
"Hey..Um..Where am i?" She asked, they guy lifted him self up up and walked over to her. The first thing she notice was that he had ice blue eyes.
He sat next to her on the almost fallen apat bed..Which she had realized she was sitting on.
"You're at my house.." He said smiling.
"And where is that?" She asked returing the smile he gave her. He chuckled abit and then anwsered.
"Well it's not my house..More like my dads..It's in the middle of no where in some forst..About 15 minutes away from Berkly," He laughed. She felt her head get heavy.
"What happened?" She said groggly.
"I found you passed out on the beach..And being the nice guy that i am, i brought you back here.." She looked at him, not sure why he would do athing like that..He didn't even know who she was.
"Thankyou so fucking much.." She maniged to say. He chuckled again and turned his ice blue eyes so they met with her dark brown ones. Her eyes felt like they where being pulled at.
"You pain killers or something?" He asked with a warm smile spread across his face.
"How did you know i was in pain?"
"You looked pretty wasted when i found you..The day afters ain't that great," He said warmly as he stood up.
"Speed isn't the best idea.." She admitted. He took one look at her and sent her another warm smile. He begain to walk out of the room.
"Pain killers it is," She softly giggle at his joke. He walked out of the room.
She studied the room that she was in. It wasn't the cleanest, all she could basically see was beer cans and clothes all over the place. A second later the guy came back with a glass of water in one hand and his othe hand closed.
He walked over to her and kindly gave the glass to her. He opened his hand and she looked at the 2 white pills rested in his palm. She took them and put the in her mouth.
"Thanks," She said just before putting the water in with the pills. She drank the pills.
"Don't do speed again..Promise?" He said asshe looked at her. She placed the empty table.
"Promise," She said with a sweet smile. The corners of his lips curled up. She sat and waited for the throbing pain in her head to pass.
"I'm Tre.." He said breaking the silents. She brought her eyes to his.
"I'm Cali."
"Hey..Um..I have to go to gilman..You can come if ya want, unless you have to go home. I'll take you.." He said sweetly. She turned to him, she noticed the inocense he had ans she couldn't help but smile.
But what the fuck was gilman?
"I'm sure my parents can stand me being missing foe a few more..But what's gilman?" He let out a small laugh.
"You'll find out once we get there," He grinned. She giggled softly..Not realy knowing what to expect.
He stood up and motioned for her to do the same, she couldn't resist..He had a kindness she really hadn't seen anyone be towards her, so she did what he asked her to.
They both walked out of the room, she followed him down into a much cleaner hallway. They walked down stairs. She stoped walking after Tre did.
Cali looked over to an old man who was sitting down on the couch in front of a big fire place. His head was hidden behind a book.
"Dad..Me and Cali.." He paused and gave her a wink, she couldn't resit the smile that came on her face. " Are going to gilman," He finished. The man brought his head behind the book, he looked just like santa clause.
"Oh hello there.." He stood him self up and walked over to Cali with his hand ut for her to shake, she did with a sweet smile. "Frank? Are you and this nice young women courting?" He asked with a polite smile on his face. Tre sighed in frsutration.
"Dad..First thing it's Tre, second it's not 1889 and third we just friends.." Tre said annoyed with his dad. He smirked.
"Well it's nice to meet you Cali."
"You too," She said softly.
" 'Tre' you can take the book mobile if you need to go.." Tre sighed over dramaticly. Cali let out a small laugh.
"See ya dad.." With that Tre led Cali out of the house. When Cali stepped out of the front door. The first thing that hit her was that it was dark out.
"Shit! How long was i passed out for?!" She said in shoke at her self. He turned to her laughed.
"It's now 6.." He chuckled.
"What?! I'm sorry for waking you up so freak'n early.." He couldn't help but laugh even harder.
"It's no the morning," He informed her. She turned a slite shade of red.
"Oh," She simply said, he grinned and then walked over to the overly sized van. Cali followed him, she read 'BOOK MOBILE' in big letters on the side.
Tre kindly opened the door for her and she halled her self in to the passenger seat. Tre closed the door for her. She studied him from the wondow as he walked over to the drivers side. His hair was greasy and green, she kinda liked it. His clothes were all missed match with checkered shorts and an orange button up shirt. His shoes were converes. Just like hers. He opened the door and jumped up and sat down. She watched as he put the key in the ignition.
"It'll take a while.." He said as he again again tried to start the engine.
She couldn't help but laugh.
"Yes!" He said happy with him self as the enigine started. "Fucking peice of shit!" He yelled at the van. It started driving.. Cali looked out the window.
"I guess you ment it when you said it was in the middle of a forst." She said as she looked at all the passing pine trees.
"It's pretty cool though..I can do whatever the fuck i want.." She laughed.
"Why did you help me?" She said out of no where. He kept his eyes on the road.
"I was looking for a friend of mine..Billie..He told me he would be on the beach with his girlfriend Kelly and i went looking for him so he could get a ride home..But i couldn't find him..But i found you.." She turned into ice at the mention of his name..The worst thing about it was that he was Billie's friend...
"Oh.."
"Poor guy got hit by a car..But some girl helped him..Lucky basturd..Could of died." He said as he turned and kept his eyes on the road. She didn't say anything..She just couldn't, thinking about Billie made her feel like she wanted to jump out the window.
About 10 minutes of silents went by until Tre spoke up.
"How old are you?" He ask quickly giving her a look and turneing back to the road.
"16 you?"
"17.." He said. "I play drums!" He yelled out excitedly..Cali laughed at his randomness.
"You have to teach me then," She laughed through the laughter. "So why did your dad call you Frank?" She asked. He playfully rolled his eyes.
"My real name is Frank Edwin Right The third..But my old bang the lookouts gave me the name Tre Cool.." She giggled.
"Very cool..Abit of french.. And your in a band?" She said. He gave her a wink..His icy blue eyes melted strait through her.
"Was..I just play for bands who need drummers now..Nothing cemented,"
He turned a corner and slowed down the car. Cali looked out the window and saw a fucking huge croud out the front of some place.
"WOO WE ARE HERE!!" He screamed. He pulled the van over and parked.
They both got out. Tre didn't bother locking it..Who would wanna steal a huge ass van?
Tre took Cali by the hand. "Stay close..You could get lost," He whispered into her ear. She nodded as Tre led her into the croud. Everyone was pushing and shuving against her. But Tre took care of her.
"GET BACK YOU FUCKERS!!" He screamed. They finaly pushed their way into the doors. Cali looked to the large croud. She law a stage with drums, guitars and basses set up on it. The place had a fucking great atomosphere. There was grafity on the walls and almost everyone there was punk. "Hey..I gotta play with sweet children tonight.."
"HEY TRE!!" Tre turned around.
"Hey! Dutchie!" Tre yelled to the girl that was coming closer to them.Cali looked at the girl. She had black hair and some red in it. She had dark eyeliner on. She was wearing a Ramones t shirt and ripped up jeans.
"And who is this?" Dutchie asked nicly, refering to Cali.
"Duchite, Cali. Cali Dutchie." Tre introduced them both quickly.
"Hey!" Dutchie said with a huge smile on her face. Cali suddnely felt at home.
"Dutchie? You wouldn't mind look'n after her while i play?..It's her first time here.." Tre asked. Dutchie nodded happily.
"Thanks! Cali i'll see ya later then.." He gave a wink to Cali. She grinned. Tre rushed of into the croud.
Dutchie was the nicest and the funniest person Cali had ever met. They talked heaps about everything and made jokes about other people. Dutchie had help Cali and her self to the front of the pushing croud.
"I can't believe you never come here! And you like punk..Shame Cali shame.." She joked, Cali laughed.
"Well it's not my fault i have no connections to the holy place.." She said sarcasticly. Dutchie laughed..Suddenly the croud pushed against them even harder htan before.
"WOO SWEET CHILDREN!!" Dutchie sreamed along with the awaiting croud..And Cali..Well just had no idea about what was going on. The lights shut of and the stage was the main focus. Then...There he was..Him..The person she didn't want to see...The guy she had no idea about him being in sweet children.
She closed her eyes wishing that it was just someone that looked like him..But it wasn't. She felt her heart sink into a lower postion. Then she saw Tre.
"WOO GO TRE!" Dutchie screamed.
"GO TRE!" Cali joined in. She wanted to scream so loud so that she get all the angre out of her..Billie had put it there in the first place.
Cali drained out what Billie was saying..But as soon as the music started she got sucked in.
"Here we go again infactuation touches me just when i thought that it would end.."She heard his voice. Something more powerfull than the hate washed over her. She just stood there watching all the words that came her way.
"You and i together hand in hand we'll run away.."
He kept on pulling her toward him..It was his voice..The way he would play on his guitar..The way he stood. But the word blew her back a few steps.
She stood there just getting pushed. She stood mindlessly for the whole show.
"Hey Cali?! YOUWHO?!" Dutchie yelled trying to snap Cali out of it.
"Yeah..I'm here..I think.." She said coming back into her senses.
Maybe there was something about Billie?
The croud cut in half. But it was still packed with teens that didn't fit in. Dutchie was still there with Cali..Showing her various places including the bar..Which gave out drinks to unger aged teens..Which is a good thing to Cali.
Dutchie found some seats for Her slef and Cali and they both sat down. Dutchie had found her slef a cute guy to talk to. So she talked to the guy who was next to her. Cali sat there in silents and drank her beer. She was drowning her slef in her thoughts.
"Hey.." Cali turned to the fermilure voice and saw Tre. She grinned.
"Tre you were fucking awsome!" Cali screamed out. She got up and hugged him excitedly. Tre blushed.
"It's all in a days work in being the best person alive.." She laughed and let go of him. She looked into his steal blue eyes. Beads of sweat dripping from his forehead. "Hey dutchie..Thanks for staying with Cali..I'll see ya later.." Tre said to dutchie, who was keeping her atention on the guy next to her. Tre didn't break eye contact with Cali while he said that.
"See ya," Dutchie said not facinf Tre..But Tre didn't face Dutchie either.
"Hey..You wanna go to the back room?..I want you to meet some of my friends.."
Cali nodded shyly. He took her hand and then they both found them selves opening a door.
"Hey guys i want you to meet Cali," Tre said. As soon as Cali walked into the door way she saw Billie..With Kelly wrapped in his arms. A tall skinny guy with dirty blond hair walked over to Cali.
"Hi..I'm Mike," He said with a welcoming smile. She smile back..Nervously. But when she looked at Billie it once again dissapered. What the fuck was with her emotions?!
Billie looked over to Cali...He didn't show any sign of talking or showing expression to her. He glanced at her once and went back to noticing Kelly.
"I'm going to get a drink," Tre said turning around.
"I'm coming." Cali said quickly, not wanting to stay in the same room as Billie..But she seemed to like Mike. Tre laughed.
"O.k." He shruged. The both went back out into the crouded room.
But when they walked intot he croud they found them selves stuck in the middle of it.
"Fucking hell!" Tre growned unable to move.Cali held onto Tres hand. He turned around. "You o.k?" He ask with a worried look on his face.
"Yeah.." She lied. Then their eyes locked.Unabled to move their bodys and eyes. Tres warmth could be felt coming closer and closer to Calis face. His lips gentaly pressed against hers..Making her mind explode. He pulled away from the soft kiss.
"Sorry.." He turned red. She smiled.
"It's o.k.." She said softly. Then the croud finally started moving . Tre got Calis hand and they went to the bar.
"Hey Dick..Gte me a beer..You want anything Cali?" Tre asked. Dick the 'bartender' got Tres beer. Cali shoke her head.
"I really really need a smoke though," She said, he chuckled.
"You can go on the roof for that if ya want.." He smile. The lighs making the blue in his eyes sparkle.
"Were ever will be fine."
Tre led her to a stair case.
"I have to go talk to Mike about something with the his band..You can go up and I'll be there in a second.."
" It's infe..Don't worry..I'm sure i can make my way back.." She laughed. He then kissed her cheek, she caught that off garde.
"O.k." He smiled. She smiled back and then started walking up the stair case.
She opened the door up at he top. The wind hitting her. She looked up and saw that the clouds were purple and fluffy. It was about to storm..
She look ou ino the darkness and walked out to the edge of the builing. One light was all she had so that she could see. She lit up her ciggeret..She got one of Dutchie earlier.
She let the think smoke fill her lungs. She breathed it out and felt much better.
She let her slef fall into deep thought. She flt a few rain drops fall on her.
Then the noise of the door opening was heard. She didn't bother to turn around. Then she heard footsteps.
"Hey.." There it was...His voice.. She felt them brush up against her arm.
"You.." She huffed. She turned her eyes to meet the shade of glimering green.
He looked down to the ground, which seemed to far away.
"Would be pretty bad if someone fell down there.." He said trying to start something to talk about.
"Billie..Just go away.." She said weakly. She saw a red light coming from his fingers..He must of be a smoker too.
"Look Cali..I don't wanna hurt you anymore..I don't wanna do that..I'm sorry..Let's just start fresh." He said quickly. WHAT THE FUCK?!
"Sorrys don't fucking cut it Billie!" She huffed. He looked down and took a drag of his ciggerette.There was silents..
"Why did you help me?" He said breaking his train of thoughts. She looked at the fading red light coming from her smoke.
"I have no fucking clue..All i know is that i should of left you there.." She said. He looked hurt when she looked up at him.
"Hi..I'm Billie..I'm 17 and i love music..Nice to meet ya.." He said with hope in his eyes for that maybe she would give him a chance.
The rain got heavier.
She looked at him..Nothing was being said.
"I'm Cali and i got beat up by you..." She said not want that tear that weld up at the corner of her eye to fall and be seen. She turn her self but suddenly the soles of her shoes sliped from the rain. She felt her self wobbling backwards..Everything going to quick for anyone or anything to react. Before she could get her balance she fell back...Over the unfenced egde. She fell back and started to drop dramticly fast.
"CALI!!"
..But as she fell she held onto the ledge...Dangling by a thread.
"HELP!! HELP ME!!!" She scretched with so much fear. She looked down..Far far down..Her legs dangling in the air..With nothing to help her up.
"CALI! I'M HERE! JUST HOLD ON!" Billie screamed. He lay down on his stomuck, He reached for her hand ." TAKE MY HAND!" He yelled. She was in tears..The fear taking over her body.
"HELP ME!" She screamed. Her throat hurting. The loudest she had ever screamed. "I'M HERE! JUST TAKE MY HAND!" She couldn't get her eyes of the ground. "DON'T LOOK DOWN! CALI JUST TAKE MY HAND!" Billie was so close but yet so far away from her..Her hands holding onto the ledge..Death so close.
He pulled him self closer to her hands. He had almost as much fear as Cali did.
"BILLIE HELP ME!" She screamed, tears flowing down..Then her hands starting to slip as the rain got heavier. He finaly pulled him self close enough to her hands. He grabed her wrists just in time before they slipped away for ever.
"Cali! I'm right here..But i need you to help me pull you up!" He yelled, his breath hitching in his throat. She kept on screaming. Billie found the strength and started to heave her up. Her feet climing up the walls as he pulled her up. As he pulled her up, her feet reached the leadge and the last step up was the easiest. Her body weight now on her legs. Her tears drenched her more than the rain did.
"Oh my god! Holyshit, holyshit!!!!" She cried. Billie felt the fear still rushing in his body..He could barly catch his breath. He pulled her into a hug. She cried into his shoulder. She was still scared. He hugged her tightly. She kept crying..
"Shh it's alright..You're fine..Just fine," He kept repeating him self. She felt that his voice calmed her down.
She lifted her head. "You fine..I'm right here.." He wiped away the tears from her eyes with his thumb. She looked in the clouded green in his eyes. She saw that his fear was the same as hers. She ripped her self apart from Billie..And ran.
She slamed open the door and ran as fast as she could.
"CALI?!" Billie ran after her....
