Will You Always Love Me?, chapter 1
I was in 11th grade and school really sucked. People would bother me and also be rude and mean to me. I couldn't take the pain no more. I started to cut. You could say somewhat that I was emo. I would sit in the hallway where no one was around and cut. One day when I thought I was by myself a boy walked up to me. He had green eyes and black hair. His name was Billie Joe.
Billie Joe bent down torwards me and said, "Don't do that please."
I just looked at him and was shocked, but I said, "What do you care if I die, no one cares if I die?"
I started to cry.
Billie Joe wiped my tears and said, "Well I care, there's so much more to life then to cut."
He wiped my tears again and brought me to my feet. We began to talk for several minutes. Second period came around quick and me and Billie Joe had to go to his next class.
Billie Joe walked away, but yelled to me, "I go to go, but I'll talk to you later ok?"
I was excited.
I said, "Ok!"
Then I walked away to my second period. Second period was really boring because it was english class. The class felt like forever because of how boring the teacher was too. Finally it was over. I went to my lock to put my things away and then get ready for lunch. I went to lunch and I took a seat right next to Billie Joe. During lunch me and Billie Joe really got to know each other. Right before lunch was over Billie Joe asked me a question.
His question was, "Are you doing anything tonight?"
Since it was a Friday night I would always stay at home and do something useful with my time, but I figured for a chance I would go and do something fun.
I said to him, "No I have nothing to do tonight, why ya ask?"
He looked at me and said, "Well I was just wondering if you would like to go with me as friends and hang out at the mall?"
I was so happy and I said in enjoyment, "Sure!"
There was one problem that ran through my mind, I wanted to be more then friends I wanted to be his girlfriend. I didn't let it bother me.
I asked him what time and he said, "How about around seven?"
I shook my head yes.
We left and I went home.
Seven o'clock was coming around quick, but I had to find something to wear. I figured that I coould wear my plaid mini skirt, with nets underneath, a black shirt, black and white converse, and tons of black eyeliner to go with it. I was ready. I went outside and waited for Billie Joe to arrive. Finally he came and I hopped into the car. We talked the whole time until we got there. When we got out of the car I could tell that these girls didn't like the idea of me and Billie Joe getting out of the car together. They gave me a dirty look, I gave them one too. Me ad Billie Joe met up with some friends. We all decided to go to Hot Topic, and then get a bite to eat. We had to walk for awhile because Hot Topic was all the way down the mall. Finally we made it there. We were all looking around. I found some clothes that I liked and also some shoes. The one shoe that I liked was red and black converse. They were awesome. I went to go put my items onto the conter so that I could pay for them. The bill came to $100.
I felt embarrassed because I didn't have that kinda money, but before I could say that Billie Joe spoke up and said, "I'll pay for it."
I just looked at him and said, "Wait, what, you mean you're going to pay for this?"
Billie Joe looked at me and said, "Yea,"and then he handed the man the money.
Billie Joe even bought something for himself too.
When we got out of the store I turned to Billie Joe and said, "How did you get all that money?"
He put his hand onto my shoulder and said, "I play at gigs, I play with my band."
I was suprised and said, "You have a band?"
He shook his head and said, "Yea I do and you should come by and hear us some time."
I shook my head ok and then me, Billie Joe, and our few friends went to get something to eat. We stopped at a food court inside the mall. We went to where they sold pizza and got ourselves a veggie pizza. The pizza was ok.
When we were done Billie Joe said to me, "Hey, wait right here, I got to get something in this one store."
I said to him," Ok."
When ge walked away these girls kept following me. They began to push me.
I turned around and said, "If it's a fight you want, then a fight you'll get."
We started to fight. I gave them my best shot, but it wasn't enough for three girls coming after me. They began to punch and kick me into the stomach, punch me in the face, and they threw me to the cold floor.
Some worker called the police and said, "We got a fight going on here at the mall, and someone got injured. We need the ambulance too."
The policemen said, "Ok someone will be on there way."
Fifteen minutes later the police and ambulance showed up. They rushed me to the hospital. I was in serious condition.
Billie Joe came back from the store that he was in and said, "What happened?"
The policemen told him and Billie Joe rushed to the hospital as quick as he could. Luckly when he got there I was ok. I was no more in serious condition because the doctor and the nurses fixed me up.
Billie Joe came rushing around the corner and said, "Are you ok?"
I told him, "Yea."
For a few hours Billie Joe was talking to me.
After awhile I asked him, "What happen to those girls?"
All Billie Joe said was, "They were just fined for a couple hundred dollars."
I was really pissed. It was getting late and Billie Joe had to go.
He hugged me and said, "Hey I'll see you when you get back to school ok?"
I shook my head yes and tried to fall asleep. I couldn't sleep because I was wondering what Billie Joe had to get. Soon enough after thinking I fell asleep.
A week went by and I could go back to school to see Billie Joe. When I got there I heard something.
This one girl was telling her freind, "Yea since whatshername was gone, I heard that Billie Joe was going to ask out Sammantha."
The girls kept talking about it and kept gossiping. My heart was crushed, my eyes filled with tears. There was no more love in my heart for Billie Joe any more, it was filled with anger and saddness. I ran down the hallway crying.
Billie Joe stopped me and said, "Whats the matter?"
I just pushed him away and said, "Oh wouldn't you like to know."
He yelled to me when I was running off, "Wait, can we talk, wait?"
I wanted to die, but I couldn't take that chance. I cried most of the day in the bathroom.
After awhile a girl came into the bathroom and said, "Billie Joe has a note for you to read."
I took if off the girl as quick as I could. I wanted to throw the note away, but I was still curious what Billie Joe had to say.
The note said...
Please tell me what's wrong, I really want to know? If I did something wrong please tell me. Can we talk at lunch or something?
-Billie Joe
My eyes were still filled with tears. I crushed the note into my hands. I wanted to tell Billie Joe how I felt about him.
It was lunch time and I seen Billie Joe alone. I went over and sat beside him and started to cry.
Billie Joe hugged me and said, "Whats wrong, did I do anything?"
I let him have it big time, I said, "Yea you did do something, you're going out with Sammantha. Don't you know I love you? I want to be with you and no other.
I kissed him and ran off with tears in my eyes. Billie Joe followed me. I ran to the hallway were no one was at, I wanted my life to end, I cut.
Billie Joe grabbed the sharp object out of my hand and said, "Stop it, I'm not going out with Sammantha, its just a rumor. Look I love you, not her. I love you so much that I bought you this. It was a necklace with a heart. In the middle of the heart it said, "Together always."
I cried again and I told Billie Joe, "It's beautiful!"
He helped me put the necklace on. He hugged me and we kissed. I looked at him and said, "Will you always love me?"
His last words were, "Always."
Billie Joe bent down torwards me and said, "Don't do that please."
I just looked at him and was shocked, but I said, "What do you care if I die, no one cares if I die?"
I started to cry.
Billie Joe wiped my tears and said, "Well I care, there's so much more to life then to cut."
He wiped my tears again and brought me to my feet. We began to talk for several minutes. Second period came around quick and me and Billie Joe had to go to his next class.
Billie Joe walked away, but yelled to me, "I go to go, but I'll talk to you later ok?"
I was excited.
I said, "Ok!"
Then I walked away to my second period. Second period was really boring because it was english class. The class felt like forever because of how boring the teacher was too. Finally it was over. I went to my lock to put my things away and then get ready for lunch. I went to lunch and I took a seat right next to Billie Joe. During lunch me and Billie Joe really got to know each other. Right before lunch was over Billie Joe asked me a question.
His question was, "Are you doing anything tonight?"
Since it was a Friday night I would always stay at home and do something useful with my time, but I figured for a chance I would go and do something fun.
I said to him, "No I have nothing to do tonight, why ya ask?"
He looked at me and said, "Well I was just wondering if you would like to go with me as friends and hang out at the mall?"
I was so happy and I said in enjoyment, "Sure!"
There was one problem that ran through my mind, I wanted to be more then friends I wanted to be his girlfriend. I didn't let it bother me.
I asked him what time and he said, "How about around seven?"
I shook my head yes.
We left and I went home.
Seven o'clock was coming around quick, but I had to find something to wear. I figured that I coould wear my plaid mini skirt, with nets underneath, a black shirt, black and white converse, and tons of black eyeliner to go with it. I was ready. I went outside and waited for Billie Joe to arrive. Finally he came and I hopped into the car. We talked the whole time until we got there. When we got out of the car I could tell that these girls didn't like the idea of me and Billie Joe getting out of the car together. They gave me a dirty look, I gave them one too. Me ad Billie Joe met up with some friends. We all decided to go to Hot Topic, and then get a bite to eat. We had to walk for awhile because Hot Topic was all the way down the mall. Finally we made it there. We were all looking around. I found some clothes that I liked and also some shoes. The one shoe that I liked was red and black converse. They were awesome. I went to go put my items onto the conter so that I could pay for them. The bill came to $100.
I felt embarrassed because I didn't have that kinda money, but before I could say that Billie Joe spoke up and said, "I'll pay for it."
I just looked at him and said, "Wait, what, you mean you're going to pay for this?"
Billie Joe looked at me and said, "Yea,"and then he handed the man the money.
Billie Joe even bought something for himself too.
When we got out of the store I turned to Billie Joe and said, "How did you get all that money?"
He put his hand onto my shoulder and said, "I play at gigs, I play with my band."
I was suprised and said, "You have a band?"
He shook his head and said, "Yea I do and you should come by and hear us some time."
I shook my head ok and then me, Billie Joe, and our few friends went to get something to eat. We stopped at a food court inside the mall. We went to where they sold pizza and got ourselves a veggie pizza. The pizza was ok.
When we were done Billie Joe said to me, "Hey, wait right here, I got to get something in this one store."
I said to him," Ok."
When ge walked away these girls kept following me. They began to push me.
I turned around and said, "If it's a fight you want, then a fight you'll get."
We started to fight. I gave them my best shot, but it wasn't enough for three girls coming after me. They began to punch and kick me into the stomach, punch me in the face, and they threw me to the cold floor.
Some worker called the police and said, "We got a fight going on here at the mall, and someone got injured. We need the ambulance too."
The policemen said, "Ok someone will be on there way."
Fifteen minutes later the police and ambulance showed up. They rushed me to the hospital. I was in serious condition.
Billie Joe came back from the store that he was in and said, "What happened?"
The policemen told him and Billie Joe rushed to the hospital as quick as he could. Luckly when he got there I was ok. I was no more in serious condition because the doctor and the nurses fixed me up.
Billie Joe came rushing around the corner and said, "Are you ok?"
I told him, "Yea."
For a few hours Billie Joe was talking to me.
After awhile I asked him, "What happen to those girls?"
All Billie Joe said was, "They were just fined for a couple hundred dollars."
I was really pissed. It was getting late and Billie Joe had to go.
He hugged me and said, "Hey I'll see you when you get back to school ok?"
I shook my head yes and tried to fall asleep. I couldn't sleep because I was wondering what Billie Joe had to get. Soon enough after thinking I fell asleep.
A week went by and I could go back to school to see Billie Joe. When I got there I heard something.
This one girl was telling her freind, "Yea since whatshername was gone, I heard that Billie Joe was going to ask out Sammantha."
The girls kept talking about it and kept gossiping. My heart was crushed, my eyes filled with tears. There was no more love in my heart for Billie Joe any more, it was filled with anger and saddness. I ran down the hallway crying.
Billie Joe stopped me and said, "Whats the matter?"
I just pushed him away and said, "Oh wouldn't you like to know."
He yelled to me when I was running off, "Wait, can we talk, wait?"
I wanted to die, but I couldn't take that chance. I cried most of the day in the bathroom.
After awhile a girl came into the bathroom and said, "Billie Joe has a note for you to read."
I took if off the girl as quick as I could. I wanted to throw the note away, but I was still curious what Billie Joe had to say.
The note said...
Please tell me what's wrong, I really want to know? If I did something wrong please tell me. Can we talk at lunch or something?
-Billie Joe
My eyes were still filled with tears. I crushed the note into my hands. I wanted to tell Billie Joe how I felt about him.
It was lunch time and I seen Billie Joe alone. I went over and sat beside him and started to cry.
Billie Joe hugged me and said, "Whats wrong, did I do anything?"
I let him have it big time, I said, "Yea you did do something, you're going out with Sammantha. Don't you know I love you? I want to be with you and no other.
I kissed him and ran off with tears in my eyes. Billie Joe followed me. I ran to the hallway were no one was at, I wanted my life to end, I cut.
Billie Joe grabbed the sharp object out of my hand and said, "Stop it, I'm not going out with Sammantha, its just a rumor. Look I love you, not her. I love you so much that I bought you this. It was a necklace with a heart. In the middle of the heart it said, "Together always."
I cried again and I told Billie Joe, "It's beautiful!"
He helped me put the necklace on. He hugged me and we kissed. I looked at him and said, "Will you always love me?"
His last words were, "Always."
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