Brand New Beginning (Sequel To Wicked Times), chapter 1
What does the two words brand new and beginning mean together?
The Webster dictionary says that the definition of brand-new is something new and unused.
The Webster dictionary also says that beginning means the point at which something begins; a start.
These two words put together describe the new adventures I will soon have with Green Day and Brook by my side.
After the coma and therapy Brook and I talked about marriage. We decided to set a date for the wedding. That date will be three weeks from now.
I was so worried that Brook wouldn't wait for me. I'm so glad he did, because I don't know what I would do without him. It would hurt so much to see that he's moved on.
Adie said she would help me pick out a wedding dress tomorrow. Hopefully if we find a wedding dress we'll be able to go to a bakery and look for a delicious wedding cake.
I kept wondering;
Is this what I need right now?
Is this what I truly want?
I kept my thoughts to myself...
* * *
Today I'm in search for that 'perfect' wedding dress. Adie is here to help me find a dress. I only have three weeks to plan for the wedding! Everything will be so rushed. Brook and I wanted a small wedding. I've been thinking more and more about this wedding.
The word wed, the base word in wedding, means to unite, as if by marriage.
Is this what I want? Is this what Brook wants? He said it was, but I thought for sure this is what I wanted too. But now I'm starting to doubt myself.
As Adie was driving the car to a 'unique' dress shop on the out skirts of town, I told her questionably "Adrienne, I'm not for sure if this is what I want. My life is passing right in front of me. I've always wanted this. I always wanted someone to hold me, someone that I could be close to, while not being afraid they'd leave me alone by myself. I love Brook so much, but..."
Adie stopped me short and reassured me "This is normal to think this way hun. Every about-to-be bride, gets nervous is afraid about the wedding. I was sick with fear. I didn't know what to do! I was engaged to another man when Billie Joe asked me to marry him. I was scared to be Billie Joe's wife, I was afraid of being wed to a rock star. 'Was I up to the challenge?'- that's what I keep asking myself over and over again. After a while I pushed my fear away and convinced myself that this was the right thing to do. I love Billie Joe. I know once we got married that we'd have to share our emotions, our fear, and pain. It would almost like we are one.
I smiled at Adie, looked out the window, then looked back at Adie once more and said "Thank you." I didn't have any other words to say. What Adie had just said comforted me in a very strange way. It was like, Adie got through this. Why can't I get through this too?
I knew that I'd have Adie, Billie, and my family behind me all the way, no matter what. Brook would stay here for me until i said he couldn't anymore. I wanted him with me forever. I was just very afraid to make a huge leap into the unknown.
In minutes we pulled into the dress shop. The shop was a nice size, not too big or too little. I'd always admire Adie for this, for helping through this difficult time in my new life. Adrienne was always so nice to me. It's like she took that extra step to help me out with everything. She's such a wonderful friend, mother, and wife. I wish to try and follow her footsteps.
The Webster dictionary says that the definition of brand-new is something new and unused.
The Webster dictionary also says that beginning means the point at which something begins; a start.
These two words put together describe the new adventures I will soon have with Green Day and Brook by my side.
After the coma and therapy Brook and I talked about marriage. We decided to set a date for the wedding. That date will be three weeks from now.
I was so worried that Brook wouldn't wait for me. I'm so glad he did, because I don't know what I would do without him. It would hurt so much to see that he's moved on.
Adie said she would help me pick out a wedding dress tomorrow. Hopefully if we find a wedding dress we'll be able to go to a bakery and look for a delicious wedding cake.
I kept wondering;
Is this what I need right now?
Is this what I truly want?
I kept my thoughts to myself...
* * *
Today I'm in search for that 'perfect' wedding dress. Adie is here to help me find a dress. I only have three weeks to plan for the wedding! Everything will be so rushed. Brook and I wanted a small wedding. I've been thinking more and more about this wedding.
The word wed, the base word in wedding, means to unite, as if by marriage.
Is this what I want? Is this what Brook wants? He said it was, but I thought for sure this is what I wanted too. But now I'm starting to doubt myself.
As Adie was driving the car to a 'unique' dress shop on the out skirts of town, I told her questionably "Adrienne, I'm not for sure if this is what I want. My life is passing right in front of me. I've always wanted this. I always wanted someone to hold me, someone that I could be close to, while not being afraid they'd leave me alone by myself. I love Brook so much, but..."
Adie stopped me short and reassured me "This is normal to think this way hun. Every about-to-be bride, gets nervous is afraid about the wedding. I was sick with fear. I didn't know what to do! I was engaged to another man when Billie Joe asked me to marry him. I was scared to be Billie Joe's wife, I was afraid of being wed to a rock star. 'Was I up to the challenge?'- that's what I keep asking myself over and over again. After a while I pushed my fear away and convinced myself that this was the right thing to do. I love Billie Joe. I know once we got married that we'd have to share our emotions, our fear, and pain. It would almost like we are one.
I smiled at Adie, looked out the window, then looked back at Adie once more and said "Thank you." I didn't have any other words to say. What Adie had just said comforted me in a very strange way. It was like, Adie got through this. Why can't I get through this too?
I knew that I'd have Adie, Billie, and my family behind me all the way, no matter what. Brook would stay here for me until i said he couldn't anymore. I wanted him with me forever. I was just very afraid to make a huge leap into the unknown.
In minutes we pulled into the dress shop. The shop was a nice size, not too big or too little. I'd always admire Adie for this, for helping through this difficult time in my new life. Adrienne was always so nice to me. It's like she took that extra step to help me out with everything. She's such a wonderful friend, mother, and wife. I wish to try and follow her footsteps.
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