Life In Paradise, chapter 18
nine wonderful months of pain and stress passed! And Billie Joe was right there by my side!
But, the only thing was, I still hadn’t told him about the baby being fatal to me. I didn’t want him to know at all. AT ALL! It was something that remains unsaid to this day. Well, unsaid by me! (Yes, I’m hinting on something there.)
The day that I went into labor:
well, I was sitting at my house, I had started a book on being a rockstar’s wife (we got married, sorry you missed the beautiful ceremony.) I was just putting on the finishing touches of the epilog, and I got up to get water, and well, MY water broke! I called for Billie Joe and we rushed to the hospital. I kept on telling him how much I loved him, as I knew that I might not make it. I held onto his hand that whole time...
60minutes later, the baby was just out of me. Everything was black. I mean literally. I was blinded by death.
The baby survived, but I didn’t. It was a girl. Billie Joe named her Paige. From what I know, she is beautiful! A regular heart breaker. And I just wish that I could of seen her before I went, but that’s not what happened. Billie Joe held my hand during the birth, but my hand went cold. The last thing that I heard from him was “I love you!� and that was all I needed to hear.
I look back on my life now, see all the things that I went through. It was a tragic life, but then there was Billie Joe! He came into my life so quickly, and I just wished that I would of spent the rest of my life with him. And I still cry when I look at him, and Paige! Do I regret anything? Never! I loved my life! There is happiness and sadness, there are tragedies and comedies, there is life and death!
But, the only thing was, I still hadn’t told him about the baby being fatal to me. I didn’t want him to know at all. AT ALL! It was something that remains unsaid to this day. Well, unsaid by me! (Yes, I’m hinting on something there.)
The day that I went into labor:
well, I was sitting at my house, I had started a book on being a rockstar’s wife (we got married, sorry you missed the beautiful ceremony.) I was just putting on the finishing touches of the epilog, and I got up to get water, and well, MY water broke! I called for Billie Joe and we rushed to the hospital. I kept on telling him how much I loved him, as I knew that I might not make it. I held onto his hand that whole time...
60minutes later, the baby was just out of me. Everything was black. I mean literally. I was blinded by death.
The baby survived, but I didn’t. It was a girl. Billie Joe named her Paige. From what I know, she is beautiful! A regular heart breaker. And I just wish that I could of seen her before I went, but that’s not what happened. Billie Joe held my hand during the birth, but my hand went cold. The last thing that I heard from him was “I love you!� and that was all I needed to hear.
I look back on my life now, see all the things that I went through. It was a tragic life, but then there was Billie Joe! He came into my life so quickly, and I just wished that I would of spent the rest of my life with him. And I still cry when I look at him, and Paige! Do I regret anything? Never! I loved my life! There is happiness and sadness, there are tragedies and comedies, there is life and death!
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