Life In Paradise, chapter 4
It was Monday, several days since I last spoke to you have passed. I saw less of Billie Joe in those few days, I felt almost single again. Well until today! But I didn’t feel as if I was his shocker girl anymore. Maybe he didn’t intend this to be a long relationship. I felt so lonely, I overfilled a few coffee cups, longing to see his face and starring up into the sky of possible reasons why he didn’t want to see me anymore. But today he came into Le Figaro, with the widest smile on his face, so big that I felt happy because he was. He came behind the counter and kissed my cheek, then sat up on top of the counter.
“So...� I half asked.
“Hi� he replied. Okay not quite the answer I wanted. I wanted him to tell me why he was smiling so.
“Hi. What’s up?�
“Lookout (his record company) is going to produce another album with us!�
“Oh My God! That’s great.� I was so happy for him. Really I was! I just felt as if he was slipping away from me! I wanted to be there when he made his big cut, not sitting at home watching his music videos on the telly! So that night, we went to my house and ate dinner and then went to bed. And to the ones with naughty minds, it’s not the kind of “bed� that you’re thinking of. He held his arm around me the whole night. I now felt to special to belong to someone. Especially him. My love with him grew and grew and grew until I was at the point where I was pre-planning our wedding. I know, just so like a girl to do that, but this was no normal romance. We hardly saw each other in the day becasue of only god knows what he’s doing, and at night we celebrated our love in most steamy ways. Something in my mind just made me think that we would be together forever. Even though it only has been about two weeks! This must stop. I was getting way ahead of myself with love and it was consuming me. Everytime that i spent the nights with him, I was late for work and daydreaming at work. He’s given me the best days of my life. But I must not let this syndrom overpower me. Sure I loved him and was in no intention to stop, but I had become obsessed. (Author’s note: I am really obsessed right now with Billie Joe and need to stop talking and thinking about him because I’m pissing off my friends whom aren’t obsessed with him.) Hazel thinks that my being in love is great because I’m now writing all these love songs, but Tiff and Daniella thik that it’s sick to love someone that much. But what do they know?
Okay so the next morning, he was already awake. He sat in the chair beside my bed and was writing something. He saw me wake up and closed the book immediately. (The “book� that I’m referring to is a small journal of some sort with paper.)
“Good morning!� I said as he looked at me.
“Sorry you startled me. I was just writing.�
“Writing what?� I asked.
“Oh just a song.�
“Well what’s it about?� please say “you�!!!!!
“it’s about you! (Yes.) It’s called ‘Best Thing in Town�
awwwww...he wrote a song for me. I hugged him and kissed his cheeck. He sang the song to me and I couldn’t help but giggle inside my head like a little girl. The smile I had on my face made the corners of my lips hurt because I was smiling so big. Every word he sang made me feel so special inside. By the end of the song I started to cry. He hugged me and kissed me. I decided not to go into work today because I wanted to spend the whole day with him. We walked all around town and laughed and made jokes and random kisses whenever we felt like the only ones in the world. I felt incredibly lucky to have found him. And I’m guessing he felt the same way. And the most amazing thing happened: he took me to where he lies! Wow, I had never seen his place.
“Now, it might be messy, I don’t know, I haven’t been here in a while. But, it’s home, so DON’T tell me what you think!� okay, how bad could it be. It took me behind this building and we went in the back enterance. We walked up a flight of stairs and he unlocked the door. I stepping and saw the most “un-tighty� place that you oculd of stepped into. There was throw up in the corner and stepped on chips all over the floor. There were beds on the ground and bunk-beds up against the wall. I just looked at Billie with the you-live-here?look! He was somewhat surprised too. Oh and there was a guy passed out on the floor next to what I’m asuming was his bed. The unknown guy turned over and I recognized him as Tre!
“Well someone had a party last night!� Billie said.
“Oh hi BJ! Whose this? Oh, it’s Natalia! Hi Natalia!�
“Hi Tre!� i answered. I started to clean up the stuff on the floor with my foot, clearing a path for me to walk. I walked over to Tre and helped him up. Billie just disappeared into what was supposed to be a bathroom. I think that he was a little pissed that the place was a disaster, but it didn’t matter to me. I had been in Hazel’s apartment and it wasn’t much better.
“So...� I half asked.
“Hi� he replied. Okay not quite the answer I wanted. I wanted him to tell me why he was smiling so.
“Hi. What’s up?�
“Lookout (his record company) is going to produce another album with us!�
“Oh My God! That’s great.� I was so happy for him. Really I was! I just felt as if he was slipping away from me! I wanted to be there when he made his big cut, not sitting at home watching his music videos on the telly! So that night, we went to my house and ate dinner and then went to bed. And to the ones with naughty minds, it’s not the kind of “bed� that you’re thinking of. He held his arm around me the whole night. I now felt to special to belong to someone. Especially him. My love with him grew and grew and grew until I was at the point where I was pre-planning our wedding. I know, just so like a girl to do that, but this was no normal romance. We hardly saw each other in the day becasue of only god knows what he’s doing, and at night we celebrated our love in most steamy ways. Something in my mind just made me think that we would be together forever. Even though it only has been about two weeks! This must stop. I was getting way ahead of myself with love and it was consuming me. Everytime that i spent the nights with him, I was late for work and daydreaming at work. He’s given me the best days of my life. But I must not let this syndrom overpower me. Sure I loved him and was in no intention to stop, but I had become obsessed. (Author’s note: I am really obsessed right now with Billie Joe and need to stop talking and thinking about him because I’m pissing off my friends whom aren’t obsessed with him.) Hazel thinks that my being in love is great because I’m now writing all these love songs, but Tiff and Daniella thik that it’s sick to love someone that much. But what do they know?
Okay so the next morning, he was already awake. He sat in the chair beside my bed and was writing something. He saw me wake up and closed the book immediately. (The “book� that I’m referring to is a small journal of some sort with paper.)
“Good morning!� I said as he looked at me.
“Sorry you startled me. I was just writing.�
“Writing what?� I asked.
“Oh just a song.�
“Well what’s it about?� please say “you�!!!!!
“it’s about you! (Yes.) It’s called ‘Best Thing in Town�
awwwww...he wrote a song for me. I hugged him and kissed his cheeck. He sang the song to me and I couldn’t help but giggle inside my head like a little girl. The smile I had on my face made the corners of my lips hurt because I was smiling so big. Every word he sang made me feel so special inside. By the end of the song I started to cry. He hugged me and kissed me. I decided not to go into work today because I wanted to spend the whole day with him. We walked all around town and laughed and made jokes and random kisses whenever we felt like the only ones in the world. I felt incredibly lucky to have found him. And I’m guessing he felt the same way. And the most amazing thing happened: he took me to where he lies! Wow, I had never seen his place.
“Now, it might be messy, I don’t know, I haven’t been here in a while. But, it’s home, so DON’T tell me what you think!� okay, how bad could it be. It took me behind this building and we went in the back enterance. We walked up a flight of stairs and he unlocked the door. I stepping and saw the most “un-tighty� place that you oculd of stepped into. There was throw up in the corner and stepped on chips all over the floor. There were beds on the ground and bunk-beds up against the wall. I just looked at Billie with the you-live-here?look! He was somewhat surprised too. Oh and there was a guy passed out on the floor next to what I’m asuming was his bed. The unknown guy turned over and I recognized him as Tre!
“Well someone had a party last night!� Billie said.
“Oh hi BJ! Whose this? Oh, it’s Natalia! Hi Natalia!�
“Hi Tre!� i answered. I started to clean up the stuff on the floor with my foot, clearing a path for me to walk. I walked over to Tre and helped him up. Billie just disappeared into what was supposed to be a bathroom. I think that he was a little pissed that the place was a disaster, but it didn’t matter to me. I had been in Hazel’s apartment and it wasn’t much better.
