What The Hell!?, chapter 9
*steph's P.O.V*
Me and Tre got home on went to our rooms. Tre probably fall asleep straight away, But I sure couldn't. I was so worried about Billie, Jamie and Alexa.
Everything was just all over the place. I slowly sung myself to sleep.
I heard a bang on my window. I looked at the clock. "2:54...Dam...Who the fuck would that be at this time..." I said as I crawled out of bed to open the window.
I opened the window and was pushed to the floor. "WHAT THE FUCK?!" I yelled.
It was Jamie and Alexa on top of me. Jamie gave a cheeky smile. "Just thought we would drop in..." Alexa said softly.
"No problem guys, next time... Use the door though okay..." I said with a smile.
We all got up and sat on my bed. I wrapped my arms around them both.
"So...what brings you to my house anyway? Why not Mike's?" I asked.
Jamie looked at the floor and Alexa looked at the wall. "What happened..." I asked quietly. Jamie's eyes welled up with tears.
"I...I...Got yelled at by dad...he...he took all my most private stuff...the sort of stuff you would carry around you know..." He said.
"Me? What stuff...?" I said.
"I know you're emo...I know you cut..." He whispered.
I looked at my wrists and pulled my sleeve's over them. "Yeah...I do...stupid I know..." I whispered back.
Alexa walked over to the dresser and looked at the photo's across the top. "So...I have always been curious...What do emo's carry around anyway...?" Alexa asked.
Jamie looked at me and I looked at Jamie.
"Well...Most carry around a pocket knife, a peice of paper and a pen to write their sucide note...And I carry around a photo of the person I care the most about..." I said softly.
"Who's that?" Alexa said motionless.
"Billie..." I said.
Suddenly I felt Jamie's grip on my waist tighten. "It's okay Jamie...You can tell me all...I understand" I whispered to him. Alexa looked at us and slipped out of the room down to the lounge.
"I...I hate cutting but...I cant stop...it makes me feel better...I want to stay here but...everytime something bad happens...it's straight to the knife..." He said.
I watched as he started to cry softly. I felt so helpless. Jamie hugged me tightly again. I hugged back. I loved Jamie so much, He was the coolest kid. He was the only kid I could relate to, He was just like me.
Jamie got up. "We really should be getting back...If dad finds out..." He started.
"No...you can stay in the spare room, I think you just need some time away from home at the moment okay" I said.
He nodded and left to go to the spare room. I smiled and went back to bed. I fell asleep quickly.
The next morning I awoke to see Billie on the end of my bed staring at me. "Good morning sunshine" He said.
"Huh? I ain't no sunshine..." I said softly.
He smiled at hugged me. "Thanks for taking the kids last night, you didnt have to you know..." He said.
"Nah it was nothing" I said.
He smiled again and got up. "The kids start school tomorrow...Joy for them I'm betting..." He said sarcasticly.
"Yes...joy" I mumbled as I got up as well. Billie looked at me for a second then looked at the ground. "What?" I asked.
"Oh...nothing..." He said.
"Okay..." I said sounding upset. Suddenly the un-thinkable happened. A tear slid down my face for no reason. Billie looked at my face. "What's with you?" He asked sweetly.
"Im fine.. It's nothing" I said quickly, Wiping it away.
"Okay then" He said walking out of my room.
I turned around and whispered "Everything my dear Billie...everything..."
Me and Tre got home on went to our rooms. Tre probably fall asleep straight away, But I sure couldn't. I was so worried about Billie, Jamie and Alexa.
Everything was just all over the place. I slowly sung myself to sleep.
I heard a bang on my window. I looked at the clock. "2:54...Dam...Who the fuck would that be at this time..." I said as I crawled out of bed to open the window.
I opened the window and was pushed to the floor. "WHAT THE FUCK?!" I yelled.
It was Jamie and Alexa on top of me. Jamie gave a cheeky smile. "Just thought we would drop in..." Alexa said softly.
"No problem guys, next time... Use the door though okay..." I said with a smile.
We all got up and sat on my bed. I wrapped my arms around them both.
"So...what brings you to my house anyway? Why not Mike's?" I asked.
Jamie looked at the floor and Alexa looked at the wall. "What happened..." I asked quietly. Jamie's eyes welled up with tears.
"I...I...Got yelled at by dad...he...he took all my most private stuff...the sort of stuff you would carry around you know..." He said.
"Me? What stuff...?" I said.
"I know you're emo...I know you cut..." He whispered.
I looked at my wrists and pulled my sleeve's over them. "Yeah...I do...stupid I know..." I whispered back.
Alexa walked over to the dresser and looked at the photo's across the top. "So...I have always been curious...What do emo's carry around anyway...?" Alexa asked.
Jamie looked at me and I looked at Jamie.
"Well...Most carry around a pocket knife, a peice of paper and a pen to write their sucide note...And I carry around a photo of the person I care the most about..." I said softly.
"Who's that?" Alexa said motionless.
"Billie..." I said.
Suddenly I felt Jamie's grip on my waist tighten. "It's okay Jamie...You can tell me all...I understand" I whispered to him. Alexa looked at us and slipped out of the room down to the lounge.
"I...I hate cutting but...I cant stop...it makes me feel better...I want to stay here but...everytime something bad happens...it's straight to the knife..." He said.
I watched as he started to cry softly. I felt so helpless. Jamie hugged me tightly again. I hugged back. I loved Jamie so much, He was the coolest kid. He was the only kid I could relate to, He was just like me.
Jamie got up. "We really should be getting back...If dad finds out..." He started.
"No...you can stay in the spare room, I think you just need some time away from home at the moment okay" I said.
He nodded and left to go to the spare room. I smiled and went back to bed. I fell asleep quickly.
The next morning I awoke to see Billie on the end of my bed staring at me. "Good morning sunshine" He said.
"Huh? I ain't no sunshine..." I said softly.
He smiled at hugged me. "Thanks for taking the kids last night, you didnt have to you know..." He said.
"Nah it was nothing" I said.
He smiled again and got up. "The kids start school tomorrow...Joy for them I'm betting..." He said sarcasticly.
"Yes...joy" I mumbled as I got up as well. Billie looked at me for a second then looked at the ground. "What?" I asked.
"Oh...nothing..." He said.
"Okay..." I said sounding upset. Suddenly the un-thinkable happened. A tear slid down my face for no reason. Billie looked at my face. "What's with you?" He asked sweetly.
"Im fine.. It's nothing" I said quickly, Wiping it away.
"Okay then" He said walking out of my room.
I turned around and whispered "Everything my dear Billie...everything..."
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