A Different Kind Of Love, chapter 3
It was my last class of the day, the same day Vik had let out our big secret. My class was math. One of my only friends, Jess (we only really hung out at school, though) passed me a note. Scribbled in black ink, it said:
So, is it true?
Is what true? Oh. Wait. Yeah, that. I turned around to face her and nodded. She pulled out another piece of paper and wrote (I guess she was afraid of the teacher listening to our conversation) :
We gotta have a party, man.
Party? Oh, man. Jess was sort of known for having out of control house parties sometimes. I'm not a big fan of passing notes, so I turned around and whispered to her.
"I dunno, Jess.."
"Come on, it'll be fun," she whispered back.
"Just a small one then, okay?"
"Deal."
Trust Jess to break a deal.
The next night was a Friday, and Jess's parents were out of town. Perfect party night. It was actually fun, there were only about twenty people, most of which were just Jess's friends and didn't talk to me very often. We had a few beers, and the cd player was in the middle of blasting Green Day's "Panic Song" when Jess turned off the cd player. She ran upstairs and came back down to the basement with a cardboard box. She was pretty drunk, and was practically shouting as she announced:
"I got you guys a present... Josh and Vik." She giggled.
Present?
She handed us the box and we opened it. Then we laughed.
Condoms, condoms... handcuffs?... and more comdoms.
That can't be good. I guess Jess didn't know that Vik and I hadn't ever... you know. But, well, that night it all changed.
We were there for a while longer, attempting to "dance" in our drunken daze, and Jess's friends were all either leaving or passing out all over the place.
Jess told Vik and I that we could go upstairs and sleep in her room, and she could sleep on the couch, that we probably shouldn't drive home (she said something about being drunk).
The next thing I remember was waking up in Jess's bed, and seeing Vik beside me. I was just opening my eyes and my vision was kind of blurry, but when I got my eyes all straightened out I saw it: two pairs of pants, thrown on the floor, two pairs of shorts, two shirts, and Vik's hoodie.
Shit. Shit, shit, shit.
I lost my fucking virginity.
"SHIT!" I screamed, but that just hurt my head, and woke up Vik.
"Ouch..." he mumbled, "..what was that for?"
"Do you remember anything from last night, at all?"
He grinned. "Yeah..."
"That was my first time, Vik."
"No way! Really? Was it good?"
"I can't even remember it at all.. I was too drunk.." I kissed him. "It'll all come back to me soon, and then I'll be able to go on about how great it was."
He smiled back at me and kissed me back.
"I love you, Josh."
So, is it true?
Is what true? Oh. Wait. Yeah, that. I turned around to face her and nodded. She pulled out another piece of paper and wrote (I guess she was afraid of the teacher listening to our conversation) :
We gotta have a party, man.
Party? Oh, man. Jess was sort of known for having out of control house parties sometimes. I'm not a big fan of passing notes, so I turned around and whispered to her.
"I dunno, Jess.."
"Come on, it'll be fun," she whispered back.
"Just a small one then, okay?"
"Deal."
Trust Jess to break a deal.
The next night was a Friday, and Jess's parents were out of town. Perfect party night. It was actually fun, there were only about twenty people, most of which were just Jess's friends and didn't talk to me very often. We had a few beers, and the cd player was in the middle of blasting Green Day's "Panic Song" when Jess turned off the cd player. She ran upstairs and came back down to the basement with a cardboard box. She was pretty drunk, and was practically shouting as she announced:
"I got you guys a present... Josh and Vik." She giggled.
Present?
She handed us the box and we opened it. Then we laughed.
Condoms, condoms... handcuffs?... and more comdoms.
That can't be good. I guess Jess didn't know that Vik and I hadn't ever... you know. But, well, that night it all changed.
We were there for a while longer, attempting to "dance" in our drunken daze, and Jess's friends were all either leaving or passing out all over the place.
Jess told Vik and I that we could go upstairs and sleep in her room, and she could sleep on the couch, that we probably shouldn't drive home (she said something about being drunk).
The next thing I remember was waking up in Jess's bed, and seeing Vik beside me. I was just opening my eyes and my vision was kind of blurry, but when I got my eyes all straightened out I saw it: two pairs of pants, thrown on the floor, two pairs of shorts, two shirts, and Vik's hoodie.
Shit. Shit, shit, shit.
I lost my fucking virginity.
"SHIT!" I screamed, but that just hurt my head, and woke up Vik.
"Ouch..." he mumbled, "..what was that for?"
"Do you remember anything from last night, at all?"
He grinned. "Yeah..."
"That was my first time, Vik."
"No way! Really? Was it good?"
"I can't even remember it at all.. I was too drunk.." I kissed him. "It'll all come back to me soon, and then I'll be able to go on about how great it was."
He smiled back at me and kissed me back.
"I love you, Josh."
