Lost Thoughts, chapter 5
You lay on your bed thinking about how much everything has changed over the past few days. It starts to feel like it's not even really true. You feel a tear roll down your face as you think 'What if it all slips away? I don't want to lose this!' You fall asleep thinking of worse case scenarios as you usually do when something good starts to happen. "He probably won't even come..."You mumble as you doze off.
As Billie Joe walks out of Mike's he starts towards your house. Gosh, today was crazy...' he thinks. He walks a little further down the street 'It was great!'. He continues down the road thinking as he looks around your neighborhood, it's nice and welcoming. It's proper and pretty. It's so boring. He never noticed this the first time, probably because he was too distracted. He finally reaches your house ans sighs as he walks up the steps. He knocks on the door, No one. He knocks a little louder, still nothing. 'Okay, one more time and I'm leaving.' He thinks as he tries one more time, Finally he hear "COME IN!". He walks in and sees your mom on the couch. "She's upstairs." She says laying back down.
"Jessie?" Billie Joe says quietly opening your door. He sees you asleep on your bed.
'Ha she looks like Mike and Tre'....' Billie Joe thinks as he walks over and sits on your bed.
He Stares at you a little while and leans down to kiss your cheek, You turn to see what you felt move on your bed and feel a pair of lips press against yours. You smile as he pulls back.
"Thought you weren't going to come." You say quietly.
"Why would you think that?" Billie Joe says smiling.
You shrug and look away. You feel Billie Joe's arms slip around your waist as he lays down with his head on your stomach. You look down and play with his hair.
"I'm glad you moved here." Billie Joe says
"Me too." You say.
You both lay there a little longer.
"So why didn't people like you at your old school?" Billie Joe asks softly.
"I don't know...because I was different. I wasn't like those girls who are all over some guy everyday in short shirts and mini skirts. I wasn't a girl that pretended to be stupid. I didn't dye my hair bleach blonde, it was blonde enough already. I came to school high and still made good grades. When people tried to start rumours they didn't bother me, so eventually they gave up. They just quit paying any attention to me at all. The only time they did was to make fun of my hair or something. Anything else you wanna know?" You reply twirling Billie Joe's hair around your fingers.
"They sound like losers." Billie Joe says.
"Yeah..." You say and sigh.
"But I still wish..." You start to say.
"No, you shouldn't wish anything different. They were wrong for thinking like that. As a guy I think you're beautiful and I wouldn't want some whore over you any day." Billie Joe says comfortingly.
You smile and drop it.
You shift under Billie Joe's weight and close your eyes. Billie Joe pulls himself up next to you and wraps his arms around you.
"You are gorgeous." you whisper linking your fingers with his. He kisses you softly on the neck and along your jawline finally reaching your lips. You feel your stomach flip as you start to kiss him. He finally pulls back and stares into your eyes. His eyes are beautiful.
"No, You are gorgeous." He whispers. You smile and wrap your arms around him. You lean over onto him and lay your head on his chest. He plays with your hair as you fall asleep.
***Early the Next Morning***
You wake up and hear your door shaking loudly as someone tries desprately to get in. They are screaming and banging but you can't understand them. You turn over to grab Billie Joe's hand, it's cold. You look over and see him still. You feel tears swell up in your eyes. Your mind is racing as the person outside bangs angrily on you door.
As Billie Joe walks out of Mike's he starts towards your house. Gosh, today was crazy...' he thinks. He walks a little further down the street 'It was great!'. He continues down the road thinking as he looks around your neighborhood, it's nice and welcoming. It's proper and pretty. It's so boring. He never noticed this the first time, probably because he was too distracted. He finally reaches your house ans sighs as he walks up the steps. He knocks on the door, No one. He knocks a little louder, still nothing. 'Okay, one more time and I'm leaving.' He thinks as he tries one more time, Finally he hear "COME IN!". He walks in and sees your mom on the couch. "She's upstairs." She says laying back down.
"Jessie?" Billie Joe says quietly opening your door. He sees you asleep on your bed.
'Ha she looks like Mike and Tre'....' Billie Joe thinks as he walks over and sits on your bed.
He Stares at you a little while and leans down to kiss your cheek, You turn to see what you felt move on your bed and feel a pair of lips press against yours. You smile as he pulls back.
"Thought you weren't going to come." You say quietly.
"Why would you think that?" Billie Joe says smiling.
You shrug and look away. You feel Billie Joe's arms slip around your waist as he lays down with his head on your stomach. You look down and play with his hair.
"I'm glad you moved here." Billie Joe says
"Me too." You say.
You both lay there a little longer.
"So why didn't people like you at your old school?" Billie Joe asks softly.
"I don't know...because I was different. I wasn't like those girls who are all over some guy everyday in short shirts and mini skirts. I wasn't a girl that pretended to be stupid. I didn't dye my hair bleach blonde, it was blonde enough already. I came to school high and still made good grades. When people tried to start rumours they didn't bother me, so eventually they gave up. They just quit paying any attention to me at all. The only time they did was to make fun of my hair or something. Anything else you wanna know?" You reply twirling Billie Joe's hair around your fingers.
"They sound like losers." Billie Joe says.
"Yeah..." You say and sigh.
"But I still wish..." You start to say.
"No, you shouldn't wish anything different. They were wrong for thinking like that. As a guy I think you're beautiful and I wouldn't want some whore over you any day." Billie Joe says comfortingly.
You smile and drop it.
You shift under Billie Joe's weight and close your eyes. Billie Joe pulls himself up next to you and wraps his arms around you.
"You are gorgeous." you whisper linking your fingers with his. He kisses you softly on the neck and along your jawline finally reaching your lips. You feel your stomach flip as you start to kiss him. He finally pulls back and stares into your eyes. His eyes are beautiful.
"No, You are gorgeous." He whispers. You smile and wrap your arms around him. You lean over onto him and lay your head on his chest. He plays with your hair as you fall asleep.
***Early the Next Morning***
You wake up and hear your door shaking loudly as someone tries desprately to get in. They are screaming and banging but you can't understand them. You turn over to grab Billie Joe's hand, it's cold. You look over and see him still. You feel tears swell up in your eyes. Your mind is racing as the person outside bangs angrily on you door.
