Welcome To My Life, chapter 1
I was driving in my mom's car (of course with her) we were on our way to my step-dads house. My step-dad and I never really got along, for gods sake he was in a frickin' band and he was worst of all the drummer. His band is pretty good you all of course have heard of them Green Day. Any way when we went to stop at a stop sign a car came crashing right into my mom's side of the car (drivers side) and thats all I can remember. She died from complications when the those so called 'doctors' did surgery on her heart ( she had a very bad case of heart disease). I broke my left leg in three places and I would have to wear a cast for eight weeks. My mom gave Tre cositidy of me but I saw my real dad every other weekend.
"Do you know where my bag is?" I asked Tre
"No my if you cleaned your room once in a while..."
"My room is clean and I never take it up there"
"Well then I can't help you"
It was summer break and I was looking for my bag to go to my dad's house Tre didn't like my dad and my dad didn't like Tre, so Mike or Billie Joe ended up taking me. Today my dad would be picking me up because my cast on my leg goes all the way to the top of my leg down to my toes.
"I'll bring her back tomorrow around four" my dad told Tre
"Okay I'll be here"
When my dad and I got into the car I asked him why mom left me with him.
"Your mother and him have been married since you were ten and that was four years ago"
"So you can't do anything about it"
"No sorry hun I wish I could, I wish I could"my dad was awesome I don't see what my mom saw in Tre but I didn't really care all I need is food, clothing and a place to crash at night.
*Back at Tre's*
"You know that we are going on tour this summer right?"
"Yes mom bragged about before she died" I hated talking about my mom it one of those don't ask type of deals
"Well since she can't come you'll probably have to"
"Sure" This was going to be fucking hell on earth.
I had to get new clothes for when we tour the U.S I didn't really want to go but it beats staying with my dad ( he gets very over protective). I went with Adrienne to shop.
"I hate shopping" I said
"Do really want to go on this tour?" she asked me
"Honestly, no"
"Then why are you going?"
"I couldn't say no he brought ma into it"
"Honey you don't have to go just tell him how you really feel"
"Okay I'll go up to Tre I dont' want to go on the tour because I hate you that will go over well"
"Hate is such a strong word" she added
"Not strong enough"
When we were done my friend Sean came over.
"Dude your so lucky"
"No I'm not"
"Okay whatever"
Sean had a little crush on me in like fourth grade but when he was my first 'love' and when we had our first kiss... friends just friends.
"Oh Shelby your lover is here" Tre said
"Umm he is not my lover asshole"
"Don't call me an asshole now you can tell Sean goodbye 'cause your sorry ass is grounded"
"Whatever not like my life isn't hard enough"
In my room I watched out the window and saw a perfect family, a mom, a dad, a sister and a brother. God I hated those types of families they were so perfect but you can tell there is a depressed cloud hanging over all of there heads.
"Do you want to talk" it was Tre
"No I'm fine"
"Okay dinner will be ready in a few"
The first time in like a month he actually fixed a meal without the help of a delivery boy. I never came down for dinner, I was just thinking about mom what would she do.
"Are you okay?" Tre asked
"No" I began to cry I really missed mom
"What's wrong baby girl"
"Please don't call me that"
"Oh sorry anyways whats wrong?"
"I really miss mom its just like a huge chunk of me is gone and this cast i buggin' the fuckin hell out of me"
"Frickin' hell and I'm sorry I really miss her to but there is nothing I can do"
"I know"
Tre lifted me up and brought me downstairs. He warmed up the dinner I casually missed.
"I don't fell like eating"
"You have to though"
I began to cry (gosh do I ever stop)
"Come on hun, at least try to eat somethin'" Tre said
"Just shoot me"
"Don't say that"
Billie Joe came over for a few minutes him and Tre were talking while I was a sleep on the couch.
"Dude, what do I say?" Tre asked Billie Joe
"Just let her chill for a little or call her dad I dont know"
"Thanks and tell Adie I said thanks for taking her shopping"
"It's all my fault mom died" I told Tre
"No its not it was that asshole that slammed into your car fault"Tre said
"Yeah I know but it feels like I did something wrong that I provoked it"
"Well I would never blame you for the crash"
Him and mom were perfect for each other they always laughed together and he always found a way for mom's day to be a little brighter. It all started in 1995 when Tre met my mom at a party for Billie Joe her and Adie were best friends. Then 6 months after they meet they got married and wanted to have kids but mom said one was enough. So he respected her decision (suprisingly since men aren't like that)
"You know I will never marry anyone else"
"I know"
"Your mom was like a god send but I knew something would go wrong but it was to perfect"
"Thanks for understading ... dad"
I was sitting on the couch with nothing to do but stare at the blank wall that always annoyed me. There was a knock at the door.... and another .... and another.
"Don't worry I'll get it" Tre said
"Oops sorry"
He mumbled something under his breath. At the door was Billie Joe, Mike and all the guys from My Chemical Romance.
"Hi" I said
"Oh boy a fun filled day ahead!" Billie said sarcastically at me
"This is the most fun ever!" I said
They were all downstairs in the studio when I called my boyfriend Cody to see if he wanted to come over. I told him we only have like 2 hours to hang out together. When he came over Gerard came upstairs and said they would be working on a new song and they want me hear it first.
"I'll be back in a few minutes'
"Why can't I come?" Cody asked
"Because your a fan and fans have to wait like everyone else sorry babe"
Down stairs their song was okay but it needed more drumming (Tre always told me to say that).
"See I told you guys"Tre said
"You always tell her to say that" Mike said
"So"
I went upstairs and Cody had left what an ass! God I was down there for like 3 minutes! I was pissed out of my fucking mind! Frank came upstairs and sat down on the couch besides me.
"So wheres your boyfriend"
"Well he kinda got up and left"
"What a jerk" Frank said suddenly his lips were touching mine and it was like five minutes in make-out paradise.
"Oops" he said
"Cody wait" I chased after him
"It's too late you didn't have to kiss him"
I'm blaming everything on Frank, usually you don't do that because it was 'nobodies' fault. Bullshit I'm blaming everything on him. I ran upstairs into my room and tore everything apart.
"Can I come in" Tre asked
"Yes" I said I was all out of breath there was feathers every where since I tore my pillows apart.
"Holy shit what happened?" Tre asked
"Frank kissed me and Cody saw the whole thing and now Cody doesn't even want me near him and he is treating me like I'm a slut or something" I said starting to cry.
Billie Joe walked in "What happened here, hurricane Shelby?"
"It's not funny Billie" Tre said
"I know I'm just trying to lighten up the situation"
I ran downstairs and out of the house. I ran and ran until I got to the place where the car accident happened exactly 5 years ago. Tre came up behind me as I just sit there pondering.
"I guess we have to talk" Tre said
"I guess but now I feel like a fuckin' ass"
I've never felt this I felt like I droped a bomb on someones heart. I felt like I was going to die.
"Do you know where my bag is?" I asked Tre
"No my if you cleaned your room once in a while..."
"My room is clean and I never take it up there"
"Well then I can't help you"
It was summer break and I was looking for my bag to go to my dad's house Tre didn't like my dad and my dad didn't like Tre, so Mike or Billie Joe ended up taking me. Today my dad would be picking me up because my cast on my leg goes all the way to the top of my leg down to my toes.
"I'll bring her back tomorrow around four" my dad told Tre
"Okay I'll be here"
When my dad and I got into the car I asked him why mom left me with him.
"Your mother and him have been married since you were ten and that was four years ago"
"So you can't do anything about it"
"No sorry hun I wish I could, I wish I could"my dad was awesome I don't see what my mom saw in Tre but I didn't really care all I need is food, clothing and a place to crash at night.
*Back at Tre's*
"You know that we are going on tour this summer right?"
"Yes mom bragged about before she died" I hated talking about my mom it one of those don't ask type of deals
"Well since she can't come you'll probably have to"
"Sure" This was going to be fucking hell on earth.
I had to get new clothes for when we tour the U.S I didn't really want to go but it beats staying with my dad ( he gets very over protective). I went with Adrienne to shop.
"I hate shopping" I said
"Do really want to go on this tour?" she asked me
"Honestly, no"
"Then why are you going?"
"I couldn't say no he brought ma into it"
"Honey you don't have to go just tell him how you really feel"
"Okay I'll go up to Tre I dont' want to go on the tour because I hate you that will go over well"
"Hate is such a strong word" she added
"Not strong enough"
When we were done my friend Sean came over.
"Dude your so lucky"
"No I'm not"
"Okay whatever"
Sean had a little crush on me in like fourth grade but when he was my first 'love' and when we had our first kiss... friends just friends.
"Oh Shelby your lover is here" Tre said
"Umm he is not my lover asshole"
"Don't call me an asshole now you can tell Sean goodbye 'cause your sorry ass is grounded"
"Whatever not like my life isn't hard enough"
In my room I watched out the window and saw a perfect family, a mom, a dad, a sister and a brother. God I hated those types of families they were so perfect but you can tell there is a depressed cloud hanging over all of there heads.
"Do you want to talk" it was Tre
"No I'm fine"
"Okay dinner will be ready in a few"
The first time in like a month he actually fixed a meal without the help of a delivery boy. I never came down for dinner, I was just thinking about mom what would she do.
"Are you okay?" Tre asked
"No" I began to cry I really missed mom
"What's wrong baby girl"
"Please don't call me that"
"Oh sorry anyways whats wrong?"
"I really miss mom its just like a huge chunk of me is gone and this cast i buggin' the fuckin hell out of me"
"Frickin' hell and I'm sorry I really miss her to but there is nothing I can do"
"I know"
Tre lifted me up and brought me downstairs. He warmed up the dinner I casually missed.
"I don't fell like eating"
"You have to though"
I began to cry (gosh do I ever stop)
"Come on hun, at least try to eat somethin'" Tre said
"Just shoot me"
"Don't say that"
Billie Joe came over for a few minutes him and Tre were talking while I was a sleep on the couch.
"Dude, what do I say?" Tre asked Billie Joe
"Just let her chill for a little or call her dad I dont know"
"Thanks and tell Adie I said thanks for taking her shopping"
"It's all my fault mom died" I told Tre
"No its not it was that asshole that slammed into your car fault"Tre said
"Yeah I know but it feels like I did something wrong that I provoked it"
"Well I would never blame you for the crash"
Him and mom were perfect for each other they always laughed together and he always found a way for mom's day to be a little brighter. It all started in 1995 when Tre met my mom at a party for Billie Joe her and Adie were best friends. Then 6 months after they meet they got married and wanted to have kids but mom said one was enough. So he respected her decision (suprisingly since men aren't like that)
"You know I will never marry anyone else"
"I know"
"Your mom was like a god send but I knew something would go wrong but it was to perfect"
"Thanks for understading ... dad"
I was sitting on the couch with nothing to do but stare at the blank wall that always annoyed me. There was a knock at the door.... and another .... and another.
"Don't worry I'll get it" Tre said
"Oops sorry"
He mumbled something under his breath. At the door was Billie Joe, Mike and all the guys from My Chemical Romance.
"Hi" I said
"Oh boy a fun filled day ahead!" Billie said sarcastically at me
"This is the most fun ever!" I said
They were all downstairs in the studio when I called my boyfriend Cody to see if he wanted to come over. I told him we only have like 2 hours to hang out together. When he came over Gerard came upstairs and said they would be working on a new song and they want me hear it first.
"I'll be back in a few minutes'
"Why can't I come?" Cody asked
"Because your a fan and fans have to wait like everyone else sorry babe"
Down stairs their song was okay but it needed more drumming (Tre always told me to say that).
"See I told you guys"Tre said
"You always tell her to say that" Mike said
"So"
I went upstairs and Cody had left what an ass! God I was down there for like 3 minutes! I was pissed out of my fucking mind! Frank came upstairs and sat down on the couch besides me.
"So wheres your boyfriend"
"Well he kinda got up and left"
"What a jerk" Frank said suddenly his lips were touching mine and it was like five minutes in make-out paradise.
"Oops" he said
"Cody wait" I chased after him
"It's too late you didn't have to kiss him"
I'm blaming everything on Frank, usually you don't do that because it was 'nobodies' fault. Bullshit I'm blaming everything on him. I ran upstairs into my room and tore everything apart.
"Can I come in" Tre asked
"Yes" I said I was all out of breath there was feathers every where since I tore my pillows apart.
"Holy shit what happened?" Tre asked
"Frank kissed me and Cody saw the whole thing and now Cody doesn't even want me near him and he is treating me like I'm a slut or something" I said starting to cry.
Billie Joe walked in "What happened here, hurricane Shelby?"
"It's not funny Billie" Tre said
"I know I'm just trying to lighten up the situation"
I ran downstairs and out of the house. I ran and ran until I got to the place where the car accident happened exactly 5 years ago. Tre came up behind me as I just sit there pondering.
"I guess we have to talk" Tre said
"I guess but now I feel like a fuckin' ass"
I've never felt this I felt like I droped a bomb on someones heart. I felt like I was going to die.
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