Welcome To My Life, chapter 2
When Tre and I had our talk about me not being a slut skank or any of those things I had to babysit Jakob.
"Hey Shelby Joey likes you"
"Are you sure it's Joey that likes me" His cheeks blushed he had his dads eyes those pools of green you could stare at them forever.
"Yes I'm sure silly"
"Oh you didn't call me just call me silly you goober" he giggled as I tickled his stomach. He had a laugh, wow he was so little but his laugh you would expect to come out of a adult.
"Thanks for watching him Shelby" Billie Joe said
"No problem happ to be of service"
"Here this is from Frank he wants you to read it"
"I will"
When I got home I read the letter it said:
I never ment to hurt you, you just need to realize I love you. I don't think you love me very much right now but when you get the chance come over WE need to talk
Love
Frank
I went over to the house, I didn't even need to knock he just came out.
"What do WE need to talk about"
He started to cry "I love you Shelby do realize that I love you"
"Frank I know you love me but i have to much going for me to be in a realationship"
"What do you have going for you that you can't take 20 minutes out of your schedule"
"Okay if this is all you want to do" I kissed him, well I basicall shoved my tounge down his throat. I felt I like I was forcing my self on him but hey it worked. Gerard cmae out
"I am I interupting anything"
"Nope I'm just leaving and Frank thabks for the experience!" I said I was proud as hell of myself. Just storming in then storming out, but when I got home I started to cry for no reason.
"Whats wrong" Adie said she was over at my house because Billie Joe was over
"I have no idea I told Frank off now I'm all moody and stuff"
"Shelby... I think your...
I think your pregnant" Adie said to me pulling me off into a seperate room
"What I can't be I'm only 18 and Tre would kill me and I have to go to college" I started to ramble on and on
"Okay Shleby first off shut up and you might not be you could just be really moody" She said. In other words it could be my time off the month if you get my drift ladies.
"Okay I gotta get a pregnancy test then" I couldn't be pregnant and if I was who was the father?! Worst of all how could I break it to Tre. I took the test the next day I checked it I was pregnant.
"Oh my god Adie what am I gona do?" I started to cry
"Just relax we need to find out who the father is and know this is weird but who was the last person you slept with"
"Well I passed out with Gereard but I know nothing happened I'm pretty sure it was Cody"
"We should go to the hospital and check but we can do that later YOU need to break the news to Tre"
"Umm can you do it please"
"No, your a grown woman and you need to tell your father your pregnant"
I went into the living room where Billie Joe, Mike and Tre sat. I told Adie she could tell Billie Joe so he knew he smilled when I walked in.
"Tre can I talk to you in private"
"Yeah sure whats wrong"
"Okay you might want to sit down I'm pregnant"
"Your what?!"
"Pregnant I'm sorry I swear I'll give it up for adoption I will go to college I promise" I started to ramble again
"Okay Shelby shut up and you know who the father is right"
"Yeah me and Adie are pretty sure it's Cody our Gerard"
I always wanted a child but not one when I'm 18 more like 25 but now all I neede to concetrate on is school.
6 months later~
God I was fat as a friggin cow, I gained like 30 pounds. We were on our way to the hospital to see who the father was and a __________. I was nervous as all hell, I had the names all chosen and everything a girl it would be Lola Francis Cool/Wright. For a boy it would be Leon Frank Cool/Wright, I wanted my kids to have names that stood out but not like Apple or anything like that.
"Are you nervous" Tre asked me
"No I would I be yes I'm nervous you jackass"
"Hey don't talk to your father like that" Mike said
"Sorry I'm moody" I said
Everybody had to come but why all I wanted was my dad to come but whatever. When we got there everybody was like 'Oh my god Green Day' but I was used to it.
The doctor had to draw blood first to see who the father was.
"Okay Shelby are you ready for this"
"Yes I think I hope.
"Okay the father is Gerard Way"
"What that can't be right I never did it with him though"
"Well thats the father and lets get this sonogram over with" Tre said he hated hospitals
"Well its a boy and you can see the feet there and the head there and look at those little feet" The doctor said
"I'll leave you 5 alone" I started to cry
"Whats wrong" everyone said
"I can't see anything does that make me a bad mother"
"No it doesnt when I had this done Billie Joe couldn't see anything either"
"Okay can we leave I'm getting bored" I said
"So what are naming your baby boy"
"It will be Leon Frank Cool or Wright"
"Why Leon" Adie asked
"That was my great uncles name and I've always loved it"
When we got home I called Gerard to tell him the news....
"Gerard we're having a baby together"
"What we couldn't that night we passed out... we did that" Gerard said
"Yes we did so do you want to be a part of this babies life or no"
"Of course I would that would be wrong if I didn't"
Frank was over me and I was over Frank, thank god. Now were just friends and Cody he is dead to me I know thats mean but he is.
~3 months Later~
My baby was due any day now and I was really excited to learn that Joey and Jakob would have another boy to hang out with. Tre was putting extensions on the guest house so that Gerard and I can move in together. Is it wrong that your babies father is your best friend not your boyfriend. I digress
"Umm Tre my water broke"
"Okay I'll go out and buy you a knew one when.."
"No my WATER broke!"
"Holy shit lets get you to the hospital"
~In the car~
"Remember Shelby just breathe in and out in and out"
"I'm breathing damn you I'm breathing" I was sweating and breathing very heavily
~At the hospital~
Everyone was there Billie Joe, Mike, Tre, Adie and Gerard. I only wanted Tre in there, I hope I wasn't being to rude.
"Okay Shelby two more hard pushes and the baby will be out ready... One two three push"
Okay I don't want to get too graphic but any ways when that was all done I held the baby in my arms.
"He is gorgeous" one of the nurses said
"Thank you" I started to cry he was one of the prettiest babies I have ever seen.
When I came out of the hospital everyone was standing there in awe.
"Everyone I would like you to meet my friend Leon Francis Wright"
"Let me hold him" Gerard said
"Okay just be careful please"
"Yeah, hi I'm your dad"
Gerard was acting like he has done this before.
"Are you sure you don't have a child with some one else?" I said jokingly
"No I havent"
"Hey Shelby Joey likes you"
"Are you sure it's Joey that likes me" His cheeks blushed he had his dads eyes those pools of green you could stare at them forever.
"Yes I'm sure silly"
"Oh you didn't call me just call me silly you goober" he giggled as I tickled his stomach. He had a laugh, wow he was so little but his laugh you would expect to come out of a adult.
"Thanks for watching him Shelby" Billie Joe said
"No problem happ to be of service"
"Here this is from Frank he wants you to read it"
"I will"
When I got home I read the letter it said:
I never ment to hurt you, you just need to realize I love you. I don't think you love me very much right now but when you get the chance come over WE need to talk
Love
Frank
I went over to the house, I didn't even need to knock he just came out.
"What do WE need to talk about"
He started to cry "I love you Shelby do realize that I love you"
"Frank I know you love me but i have to much going for me to be in a realationship"
"What do you have going for you that you can't take 20 minutes out of your schedule"
"Okay if this is all you want to do" I kissed him, well I basicall shoved my tounge down his throat. I felt I like I was forcing my self on him but hey it worked. Gerard cmae out
"I am I interupting anything"
"Nope I'm just leaving and Frank thabks for the experience!" I said I was proud as hell of myself. Just storming in then storming out, but when I got home I started to cry for no reason.
"Whats wrong" Adie said she was over at my house because Billie Joe was over
"I have no idea I told Frank off now I'm all moody and stuff"
"Shelby... I think your...
I think your pregnant" Adie said to me pulling me off into a seperate room
"What I can't be I'm only 18 and Tre would kill me and I have to go to college" I started to ramble on and on
"Okay Shleby first off shut up and you might not be you could just be really moody" She said. In other words it could be my time off the month if you get my drift ladies.
"Okay I gotta get a pregnancy test then" I couldn't be pregnant and if I was who was the father?! Worst of all how could I break it to Tre. I took the test the next day I checked it I was pregnant.
"Oh my god Adie what am I gona do?" I started to cry
"Just relax we need to find out who the father is and know this is weird but who was the last person you slept with"
"Well I passed out with Gereard but I know nothing happened I'm pretty sure it was Cody"
"We should go to the hospital and check but we can do that later YOU need to break the news to Tre"
"Umm can you do it please"
"No, your a grown woman and you need to tell your father your pregnant"
I went into the living room where Billie Joe, Mike and Tre sat. I told Adie she could tell Billie Joe so he knew he smilled when I walked in.
"Tre can I talk to you in private"
"Yeah sure whats wrong"
"Okay you might want to sit down I'm pregnant"
"Your what?!"
"Pregnant I'm sorry I swear I'll give it up for adoption I will go to college I promise" I started to ramble again
"Okay Shelby shut up and you know who the father is right"
"Yeah me and Adie are pretty sure it's Cody our Gerard"
I always wanted a child but not one when I'm 18 more like 25 but now all I neede to concetrate on is school.
6 months later~
God I was fat as a friggin cow, I gained like 30 pounds. We were on our way to the hospital to see who the father was and a __________. I was nervous as all hell, I had the names all chosen and everything a girl it would be Lola Francis Cool/Wright. For a boy it would be Leon Frank Cool/Wright, I wanted my kids to have names that stood out but not like Apple or anything like that.
"Are you nervous" Tre asked me
"No I would I be yes I'm nervous you jackass"
"Hey don't talk to your father like that" Mike said
"Sorry I'm moody" I said
Everybody had to come but why all I wanted was my dad to come but whatever. When we got there everybody was like 'Oh my god Green Day' but I was used to it.
The doctor had to draw blood first to see who the father was.
"Okay Shelby are you ready for this"
"Yes I think I hope.
"Okay the father is Gerard Way"
"What that can't be right I never did it with him though"
"Well thats the father and lets get this sonogram over with" Tre said he hated hospitals
"Well its a boy and you can see the feet there and the head there and look at those little feet" The doctor said
"I'll leave you 5 alone" I started to cry
"Whats wrong" everyone said
"I can't see anything does that make me a bad mother"
"No it doesnt when I had this done Billie Joe couldn't see anything either"
"Okay can we leave I'm getting bored" I said
"So what are naming your baby boy"
"It will be Leon Frank Cool or Wright"
"Why Leon" Adie asked
"That was my great uncles name and I've always loved it"
When we got home I called Gerard to tell him the news....
"Gerard we're having a baby together"
"What we couldn't that night we passed out... we did that" Gerard said
"Yes we did so do you want to be a part of this babies life or no"
"Of course I would that would be wrong if I didn't"
Frank was over me and I was over Frank, thank god. Now were just friends and Cody he is dead to me I know thats mean but he is.
~3 months Later~
My baby was due any day now and I was really excited to learn that Joey and Jakob would have another boy to hang out with. Tre was putting extensions on the guest house so that Gerard and I can move in together. Is it wrong that your babies father is your best friend not your boyfriend. I digress
"Umm Tre my water broke"
"Okay I'll go out and buy you a knew one when.."
"No my WATER broke!"
"Holy shit lets get you to the hospital"
~In the car~
"Remember Shelby just breathe in and out in and out"
"I'm breathing damn you I'm breathing" I was sweating and breathing very heavily
~At the hospital~
Everyone was there Billie Joe, Mike, Tre, Adie and Gerard. I only wanted Tre in there, I hope I wasn't being to rude.
"Okay Shelby two more hard pushes and the baby will be out ready... One two three push"
Okay I don't want to get too graphic but any ways when that was all done I held the baby in my arms.
"He is gorgeous" one of the nurses said
"Thank you" I started to cry he was one of the prettiest babies I have ever seen.
When I came out of the hospital everyone was standing there in awe.
"Everyone I would like you to meet my friend Leon Francis Wright"
"Let me hold him" Gerard said
"Okay just be careful please"
"Yeah, hi I'm your dad"
Gerard was acting like he has done this before.
"Are you sure you don't have a child with some one else?" I said jokingly
"No I havent"
