Dirty Dancing, chapter 12
Recap
I smiled while he kissed my neck and it lead to to other things.
End Recap
I woke up to the door opening and closing, I looked at my clock and it said that it was two in the morning. I looked over my shoulder where Mike was laying. He had his lips sort of puckered, like he was ready for a kiss. I snickered quietly while I got out of the bed and put on my pajamas and went downstairs where Anna was with my ocelot.
Anna and I had a thing for exotic cats, so we took a class for a year, we did our homework and proved we could care for an ocelot and got Cloe. Cloe is our ocelot in case you didn't know. She is really sweet to me and Anna but she's a little wry of strangers.
"Hey Cloe," I whispered while she climbed up my jeans onto my shoulder. She was very light weight for her age and we tried to fatten her up but the doctor just said she was petite. So we just fed her regularly, but she was still light weight.
"So, who is he?" Anna asked me. I giggled while Cloe ticked my chin with her cold wet nose.
"Someone I knew from long ago," I said simply.
"Mike?" she asked suddenly. I just nodded while Cloe crawled under my neck. She has breath taking flexibility and reflexes, it's amazing sometimes.
I had told Anna all about my past, my addictions, how I met Billie Joe, who was Two Dollar Bill then. Then I told her how I just quit altogether because my brother wanted me to quit. Even when Mike got a schedule change and first met him. He was sweet and asked me to sit with them at lunch, I would always say I would think about it. Until finally one day, apparently Mike told Billie Joe about it and Billie grabbed me by the belt and sat me down next to them. He made a really big deal out of it, so after I beat him up a little while, I sat next to them more, then met Tré, the rest they say, is history.
"I'm going back to bed, are you come Clo?" I asked my cat. She just looked at me with her cat eyes and followed me up the stairs into my room, I noticed something while I walked by, Mike's jacket. I noticed there was something in the pocket, I didn't know what I was thinking. I reached in the pocket and felt something velvet and pulled it out of the pocket.
I opened the box and saw... an engagement ring. Oh shoot, he was about to propose to his girlfriend! And I just had sex with him! Bravo Rachel, good way to screw up again! I just closed the box and shoved it back in his pocket. I walked in my room where he was starting to wake up.
"Mike, I think you should go," I whispered harshly.
"What? Why? Rachel what's wrong?" he asked me.
I just collapsed on my knees where I started crying my heart out.
"Rachel, why do you do this!? Why, everytime that we have sex, that right after it, you make me feel like you don't love me anymore!?"
"I love you Mike! I love you so much, but you have a girlfriend who loves you too! I left you and I don't deserve you like she does, I'm not good enough for you!"
"You don't mean that! You don't mean that!" he yelled.
I was trying so hard not to cry and to hold him but I felt so guilty. He was serious about this girl, I mean he had the freaking engagement ring! I wasn't just gonna barge in his life and take him from his girlfriend that is going to be his fiance soon enough.
He just got dressed and hugged me, telling me how much he loved me. I couldn't take it, I gave him my phone number so he could call me friendly like then pushed him out my bedroom door. If he stayed one more moment I would take him back.
***
I woke up three days later, I didn't feel way too good, I forgot to take my medicine. Not only have I had a bad temper, but I was clinically depressed so I had to take medicine.
"Rachel, are you doing ok?" Anna asked me.
"I'll live somehow," I said while rubbing away my cracked eyeliner and hopped on the counter. Cloe jumped next to me and purred while I scratched her in between the ears.
"Come on, how about it's just you and me today, we'll go shopping," she asked me. I smiled at her, she always knew what to do when I was depressed.
"That sounds fun," I smiled.
"Ok, come on, we'll go now, aren't you being a DJ tonight?" she asked. I almost forgot that I had a DJing job tonight and went upstairs to change.
"Ok, then we'll try and get you some mystery clothes, and good sunglasses," she smiled.
"Um, ok then, why the sunglasses?" I asked.
"Because you don't want anyone to know who you are, it makes you irrestable," she purred. I laughed and grabbed my wallet and put it in my pocket, I don't like purses honestly, they only tire me.
We drove to the mall and I instantly went to Hot Topic, I needed more shirts.
"What kind of music does the club usually play?"
"They're eclectic, any kind of music I need, so I'll just bring some of my CD's I have," I replied.
"You do have an awful lot," she laughed.
"Oh well, I'm hungry, it's about noon and I haven't eaten in about three days."
"Yeah, I thought you died for a while."
That brought back the memory on when Mike saved my life after he threw me in the pool. I almost cried at the memory and ordered a slice of pizza. Anna and I talked for a while when we went to shop again.
At about four o' clock, I got all of my CDs I'll bring with me. By the time I was done, it was six o' clock and I had one hour to get there, so I decided to make myself a sandwich before I went.
"Hey Anna, you want to come? Pick up a few guys?" I asked her.
"Um, if you want me to go," she said modestly.
"That would be a good idea."
"Ok, well let's go early so you can get ready."
"All right, let me change."
I waltzed up to my room with Cloe by me as I changed into baggy pants and a tight black tube top. Then I put on my new silver necklaces, then I put on my favorite bracelet that the boys got for me, we were very short of money and they got me a bracelet that I only take off when I take a shower so it won't rust.
"Ok, let's go," Anna said after she got a good look at me.
"You are hot Rach, I wouldn't be surprised if they all were drooling over you."
"Thanks Anna," I smiled. We arrived at the dance club at six fourty-five, just enough time. I knew what to do, I've DJed before.
"Ok, I heard you're pretty good, get ready ok?" the club person asked me. I nodded and set everything up and people started coming in.
"All right, we're going to get it hot in here, how does that sound!?" I yelled. They all cheered me on as I played lots of rock, some electronic dances, but mostly rock and some hardcore love songs.
"Ok, now we're gonna slow it down a little," I said while putting on a slow dance. I took off the microphones and rubbed my eyes under my sunglasses. Anna came up to me with a worried expression on her face.
"Look at the door," she whispered at me. I looked at the door and saw Billie Joe, Tré, Mike and another girl I didn't know come in.
"Oh jeez, do you think they'd regconzie me," I whispered.
"Probably not, don't worry ok?" she reassured me. I nodded and take a sip of the water they gave me.
"How about we pick it up a little bit?" I asked them from the microphone. Everyone looked at me and cheered.
"All right, how about something like this?" I just put in 'Cotton Eyed Joe' for laughs and they got the joke, They started dancing around really goofily while I laughed.
"Ok, well we got a little bit of Rock 'n Roll, how about just a smidge of country?" I asked. They cheered because they were either high on adrenaline, or just trashed.
Baby lock the door and turn the lights down low.
Put some music on that's soft and slow.
Baby we ain't got no place to go,
I hope you understand.
I saw Mike look at me and I quickly turned my head away. Then I saw him and the girl dancing to it and I almost cried, but then I knew it was better for him. Billie Joe and Tré looked at me then and they knew it was me. I was glad I had sunglasses on because then no one could see my tears.
I've been thinking about this all day long.
Never felt a feeling quite so strong,
I can't believe how much it turns me on,
just to be your man.
I let the song finish then I took a break since everyone was sweating and I needed more water. I walked over to the bar and set my glass down before letting the tears bust out. I set my head on my hands and soon they were drowing in tears and sweat from my face.
"Hey DJ, you ok?" a familiar voice said. I turned my head around to see Tré looking at me.
"I just wish that I didn't do that to Mike, because I still love him," I said.
"Look DJ, I know but he's Sarah's, I'm sorry."
"I know Tré you dumbtwat, don't you understand how it tears me apart!?" I yelled and grabbed my glass and went back to playing my songs. Then I saw Billie Joe walking up to me.
"Listen, don't worry about it? Call me later ok?" he said to me while giving me a piece of paper with a number on it. I nodded and he kissed my hand.
"I'll bring Mike and Sarah over here so you can talk to them," he said. I nodded and looked at him as he smiled back at me with that boyish smile and his heavenly green eyes squinting.
I smiled while he kissed my neck and it lead to to other things.
End Recap
I woke up to the door opening and closing, I looked at my clock and it said that it was two in the morning. I looked over my shoulder where Mike was laying. He had his lips sort of puckered, like he was ready for a kiss. I snickered quietly while I got out of the bed and put on my pajamas and went downstairs where Anna was with my ocelot.
Anna and I had a thing for exotic cats, so we took a class for a year, we did our homework and proved we could care for an ocelot and got Cloe. Cloe is our ocelot in case you didn't know. She is really sweet to me and Anna but she's a little wry of strangers.
"Hey Cloe," I whispered while she climbed up my jeans onto my shoulder. She was very light weight for her age and we tried to fatten her up but the doctor just said she was petite. So we just fed her regularly, but she was still light weight.
"So, who is he?" Anna asked me. I giggled while Cloe ticked my chin with her cold wet nose.
"Someone I knew from long ago," I said simply.
"Mike?" she asked suddenly. I just nodded while Cloe crawled under my neck. She has breath taking flexibility and reflexes, it's amazing sometimes.
I had told Anna all about my past, my addictions, how I met Billie Joe, who was Two Dollar Bill then. Then I told her how I just quit altogether because my brother wanted me to quit. Even when Mike got a schedule change and first met him. He was sweet and asked me to sit with them at lunch, I would always say I would think about it. Until finally one day, apparently Mike told Billie Joe about it and Billie grabbed me by the belt and sat me down next to them. He made a really big deal out of it, so after I beat him up a little while, I sat next to them more, then met Tré, the rest they say, is history.
"I'm going back to bed, are you come Clo?" I asked my cat. She just looked at me with her cat eyes and followed me up the stairs into my room, I noticed something while I walked by, Mike's jacket. I noticed there was something in the pocket, I didn't know what I was thinking. I reached in the pocket and felt something velvet and pulled it out of the pocket.
I opened the box and saw... an engagement ring. Oh shoot, he was about to propose to his girlfriend! And I just had sex with him! Bravo Rachel, good way to screw up again! I just closed the box and shoved it back in his pocket. I walked in my room where he was starting to wake up.
"Mike, I think you should go," I whispered harshly.
"What? Why? Rachel what's wrong?" he asked me.
I just collapsed on my knees where I started crying my heart out.
"Rachel, why do you do this!? Why, everytime that we have sex, that right after it, you make me feel like you don't love me anymore!?"
"I love you Mike! I love you so much, but you have a girlfriend who loves you too! I left you and I don't deserve you like she does, I'm not good enough for you!"
"You don't mean that! You don't mean that!" he yelled.
I was trying so hard not to cry and to hold him but I felt so guilty. He was serious about this girl, I mean he had the freaking engagement ring! I wasn't just gonna barge in his life and take him from his girlfriend that is going to be his fiance soon enough.
He just got dressed and hugged me, telling me how much he loved me. I couldn't take it, I gave him my phone number so he could call me friendly like then pushed him out my bedroom door. If he stayed one more moment I would take him back.
***
I woke up three days later, I didn't feel way too good, I forgot to take my medicine. Not only have I had a bad temper, but I was clinically depressed so I had to take medicine.
"Rachel, are you doing ok?" Anna asked me.
"I'll live somehow," I said while rubbing away my cracked eyeliner and hopped on the counter. Cloe jumped next to me and purred while I scratched her in between the ears.
"Come on, how about it's just you and me today, we'll go shopping," she asked me. I smiled at her, she always knew what to do when I was depressed.
"That sounds fun," I smiled.
"Ok, come on, we'll go now, aren't you being a DJ tonight?" she asked. I almost forgot that I had a DJing job tonight and went upstairs to change.
"Ok, then we'll try and get you some mystery clothes, and good sunglasses," she smiled.
"Um, ok then, why the sunglasses?" I asked.
"Because you don't want anyone to know who you are, it makes you irrestable," she purred. I laughed and grabbed my wallet and put it in my pocket, I don't like purses honestly, they only tire me.
We drove to the mall and I instantly went to Hot Topic, I needed more shirts.
"What kind of music does the club usually play?"
"They're eclectic, any kind of music I need, so I'll just bring some of my CD's I have," I replied.
"You do have an awful lot," she laughed.
"Oh well, I'm hungry, it's about noon and I haven't eaten in about three days."
"Yeah, I thought you died for a while."
That brought back the memory on when Mike saved my life after he threw me in the pool. I almost cried at the memory and ordered a slice of pizza. Anna and I talked for a while when we went to shop again.
At about four o' clock, I got all of my CDs I'll bring with me. By the time I was done, it was six o' clock and I had one hour to get there, so I decided to make myself a sandwich before I went.
"Hey Anna, you want to come? Pick up a few guys?" I asked her.
"Um, if you want me to go," she said modestly.
"That would be a good idea."
"Ok, well let's go early so you can get ready."
"All right, let me change."
I waltzed up to my room with Cloe by me as I changed into baggy pants and a tight black tube top. Then I put on my new silver necklaces, then I put on my favorite bracelet that the boys got for me, we were very short of money and they got me a bracelet that I only take off when I take a shower so it won't rust.
"Ok, let's go," Anna said after she got a good look at me.
"You are hot Rach, I wouldn't be surprised if they all were drooling over you."
"Thanks Anna," I smiled. We arrived at the dance club at six fourty-five, just enough time. I knew what to do, I've DJed before.
"Ok, I heard you're pretty good, get ready ok?" the club person asked me. I nodded and set everything up and people started coming in.
"All right, we're going to get it hot in here, how does that sound!?" I yelled. They all cheered me on as I played lots of rock, some electronic dances, but mostly rock and some hardcore love songs.
"Ok, now we're gonna slow it down a little," I said while putting on a slow dance. I took off the microphones and rubbed my eyes under my sunglasses. Anna came up to me with a worried expression on her face.
"Look at the door," she whispered at me. I looked at the door and saw Billie Joe, Tré, Mike and another girl I didn't know come in.
"Oh jeez, do you think they'd regconzie me," I whispered.
"Probably not, don't worry ok?" she reassured me. I nodded and take a sip of the water they gave me.
"How about we pick it up a little bit?" I asked them from the microphone. Everyone looked at me and cheered.
"All right, how about something like this?" I just put in 'Cotton Eyed Joe' for laughs and they got the joke, They started dancing around really goofily while I laughed.
"Ok, well we got a little bit of Rock 'n Roll, how about just a smidge of country?" I asked. They cheered because they were either high on adrenaline, or just trashed.
Baby lock the door and turn the lights down low.
Put some music on that's soft and slow.
Baby we ain't got no place to go,
I hope you understand.
I saw Mike look at me and I quickly turned my head away. Then I saw him and the girl dancing to it and I almost cried, but then I knew it was better for him. Billie Joe and Tré looked at me then and they knew it was me. I was glad I had sunglasses on because then no one could see my tears.
I've been thinking about this all day long.
Never felt a feeling quite so strong,
I can't believe how much it turns me on,
just to be your man.
I let the song finish then I took a break since everyone was sweating and I needed more water. I walked over to the bar and set my glass down before letting the tears bust out. I set my head on my hands and soon they were drowing in tears and sweat from my face.
"Hey DJ, you ok?" a familiar voice said. I turned my head around to see Tré looking at me.
"I just wish that I didn't do that to Mike, because I still love him," I said.
"Look DJ, I know but he's Sarah's, I'm sorry."
"I know Tré you dumbtwat, don't you understand how it tears me apart!?" I yelled and grabbed my glass and went back to playing my songs. Then I saw Billie Joe walking up to me.
"Listen, don't worry about it? Call me later ok?" he said to me while giving me a piece of paper with a number on it. I nodded and he kissed my hand.
"I'll bring Mike and Sarah over here so you can talk to them," he said. I nodded and looked at him as he smiled back at me with that boyish smile and his heavenly green eyes squinting.
