Don't Lie...You know You Still Love Me..., chapter 3
Through most of her morning classes Elizabeth couldn't concentrate. The only thing that ran through her mind was Jack. She knew that his parents were in debt and apparently things weren't going good for him, but wait a minute... why should Liz care about this?
He broke her heart.. she shouldn't care. She knew this. She kept saying to her self, 'Liz stop worring about him. Its not your responsabilty anymore. Its his life, and hes going to do what he wants'
Yet she couldn't shake him from her mind. He was there almost all the time. She hoped that this would be a fase.. but was it?
"Elizabeth! Where are you going?" asked Victoria.
Apparently Liz wasn't going to her next class.. her mind wandering didn't give her
the sence of direction.
"Oh shit... thats right, my class is this way... thanks Vic!"
Her and Victoria walked to their next class together.
"So Liz hows your morning going so far?"
"Uh. Not good Vic. I dont know why but I cant get that look of Jack out of my head."
Victoria gave her a 'pity' look and they walked into class.
'Bitch I saw that fucking look! Dont judge me!' Liz said to her self while sitting in
the back desk.
Its no wonder her friends didn't give her sympany, all Liz talked about was how much she missed Jack or something usually containing Jack. So soon her friends just grew tired of it and didn't care. They thought it was just her growing more bitter over time.
*Ring Ring*
"Finally it's lunch!," said Vic to Elizabeth as they were walking out of class.
Usually Liz loved lunch, but ever since Jack got pushed to their lunch hour it
was her hardest class hour to get through.
Liz walked into the lunch room to find all her friends at the table waiting for her.
Even Tyler was there. Liz walked up and gave Tyler a hug and said,
"Hey, wheres your partner in crime?"
Tyler gave her a sad kind of look and pointed to a sulken guy all by himself at a table.
'Poor Jack' Liz thought. 'Even his best friend is with us'
She felt like she should go over there and invite him to come over... but no, he didn't want anything to do with her, or at least she thought he didn't. And she wasn't about to get her feelings hurt.What she didn't know is that 'poor Jack' was exactly that.. a poor soul who lost everything when he made the biggest mistake in his life. He regreted breaking up with Liz.. but what could he do, she hated him..at least he thought that.
Jack looked up and looked at Elizabeth. She couldn't help but look back at him. She felt his pain and in that look she could tell that he had been as miserable as she has. In that one look alone, the whole game changed. Thats it. Elizabeth found her self falling for Jack all over again. She wanted to take care of him and be there for him, but then reality came back to bite her in the ass. What was she thinking. Oh she knew what she was thinking... she was in way over her head. And she was just wasting her time. Wasting her time on someone who wouldn't be there for her. Someone who had let her down. She needed someone else. She needed someone to bring her up again. Somehow. Yet she didn't want any one else... she wanted Jack, but Jack didn't want her. If only this worried little girl knew how much Jack was sorry for what he had done. Not like he had shown it in any way, but he was scaired. Scaired that Liz would tell him to fuck off. He knew he had to do something, before he lost her...
.
He broke her heart.. she shouldn't care. She knew this. She kept saying to her self, 'Liz stop worring about him. Its not your responsabilty anymore. Its his life, and hes going to do what he wants'
Yet she couldn't shake him from her mind. He was there almost all the time. She hoped that this would be a fase.. but was it?
"Elizabeth! Where are you going?" asked Victoria.
Apparently Liz wasn't going to her next class.. her mind wandering didn't give her
the sence of direction.
"Oh shit... thats right, my class is this way... thanks Vic!"
Her and Victoria walked to their next class together.
"So Liz hows your morning going so far?"
"Uh. Not good Vic. I dont know why but I cant get that look of Jack out of my head."
Victoria gave her a 'pity' look and they walked into class.
'Bitch I saw that fucking look! Dont judge me!' Liz said to her self while sitting in
the back desk.
Its no wonder her friends didn't give her sympany, all Liz talked about was how much she missed Jack or something usually containing Jack. So soon her friends just grew tired of it and didn't care. They thought it was just her growing more bitter over time.
*Ring Ring*
"Finally it's lunch!," said Vic to Elizabeth as they were walking out of class.
Usually Liz loved lunch, but ever since Jack got pushed to their lunch hour it
was her hardest class hour to get through.
Liz walked into the lunch room to find all her friends at the table waiting for her.
Even Tyler was there. Liz walked up and gave Tyler a hug and said,
"Hey, wheres your partner in crime?"
Tyler gave her a sad kind of look and pointed to a sulken guy all by himself at a table.
'Poor Jack' Liz thought. 'Even his best friend is with us'
She felt like she should go over there and invite him to come over... but no, he didn't want anything to do with her, or at least she thought he didn't. And she wasn't about to get her feelings hurt.What she didn't know is that 'poor Jack' was exactly that.. a poor soul who lost everything when he made the biggest mistake in his life. He regreted breaking up with Liz.. but what could he do, she hated him..at least he thought that.
Jack looked up and looked at Elizabeth. She couldn't help but look back at him. She felt his pain and in that look she could tell that he had been as miserable as she has. In that one look alone, the whole game changed. Thats it. Elizabeth found her self falling for Jack all over again. She wanted to take care of him and be there for him, but then reality came back to bite her in the ass. What was she thinking. Oh she knew what she was thinking... she was in way over her head. And she was just wasting her time. Wasting her time on someone who wouldn't be there for her. Someone who had let her down. She needed someone else. She needed someone to bring her up again. Somehow. Yet she didn't want any one else... she wanted Jack, but Jack didn't want her. If only this worried little girl knew how much Jack was sorry for what he had done. Not like he had shown it in any way, but he was scaired. Scaired that Liz would tell him to fuck off. He knew he had to do something, before he lost her...
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