I Dare You..., chapter 14
:Recap:
Everyone graduated/ended their school year at 18 except for Tre who was 17. Mike and I both started college at 19 and finished our first year of college at 20. I continued to live with Tre while Mike lived with Billie. All though college, their band had kept going on tours and leaving for weeks, sometimes months, leaving me alone and wanting Tre so badly.
:End Recap:
After the first year of college, Mike decided that it was too much work for him, so he quit. But I kept going and finished my first year. But before my last year of a 4 year college, a terrible thing happened. Well, it wasn't really terrible, it was just something that would change all four of our lives.
At the beginning of college, the guys had made their second CD, well, first one with Tre as the drummer, 'Kerplunk!'. Billie and Mike had another drummer, but he dropped drumming to go to college. Tre just like playing with the guys, even if he wasn't in the band. But with Billie, Mike, and Tre making their third CD, they are gone more than ever and it's putting a lot of pressure on me; with Tre out of the house, I have to keep the house in order and that's really hard when you are in college and are trying to be one of the top people in your class.
One day after the guys have come back from their tour and I had gotten home from college, we all went out to a bar. And we were allowed in now 'cause now we're all 22. After we got done partying at the bar, we went back to Billie's place where I learned something I never wanted to hear.
"Hey, Allie, we have something to tell you," Tre started. He didn't look all that happy, neither did Mike or Billie. "We released another new album, 'Dookie'. And with everyone loving the CD, we're being whisked into stardom, so we're going to have to move to keep up with everything, ya'know?"
I just sat there in shock. My eyes were watering up. I couldn't say a word, all I did was silently sob. I sat on the couch as all three guys came over to me and gave me a hug. "When are you guys leaving?" I asked finally finding my voice.
"Sometime next week," I heard Billie say as we all stayed in the hug. So this was it; this week was going to be the last time I'll ever get to see these guys, my best friends. After a little while of talking about how they're leaving and other random things, Tre drove us home. The drive home was quiet and so was the time before we went to bed.
"Tre," I said as we were in bed. Tre had just put his arm around me and snuggled really close. "When you leave, what's going to happen to us?"
"I don't know baby girl. I think we can make it last if we communicate on the internet; that seems like the only way we can last. But until then, I say we should fuck every night and as much as we can."
I sat up, and moved so I was over top of Tre, and whispered in his ear "I like that idea." I smiled a seductive smile and went to work. His shirt was already off, so I didn't have to try to get that off. We made out for a few minutes, then had sex and I think this was the loudest I have ever been. As we had discussed, we did have sex every night and as much as we could for that week. But all good things have to come to an end.
The time had come for my 3 best friends to leave me forever. All week they had been packing. Once the bus came, they all put their stuff in the back, then they came back inside to say good bye one last time. I was sitting on Billie's couch when they all came back in. "Well Allie," Mike started. I stood up and hugged him. "I'll never forget you. You're one bad ass chick and I really respect you for that. I love you like a sister."
"Mike, you've been so innocent through all the crazy stuff that's happened to us. I love you like a brother." This is when all the tears started falling. I then kissed Mike softly on the lips. I let go of Mike and then turned to Billie and hugged him. "Billie, I also love you like a brother. Even though terrible things might have happened to me, you were an awesome boyfriend. I'll never forget how you were pretty much immune to hangovers." I sort of laughed at this.
"As Mike had said before, you're like a sister to me. I'm so sorry for everything that I did to you, but I really did love you. Oh, and don't worry, I know your boobs will get bigger." We both laughed at this. As with Mike, I kissed Billie on the lips. I don't care what Tre thought about this, I think he understood anyway. I released Billie from my grasp. Mike and Billie looked at each other then said "We're gonna go wait on the bus. Tre, you come on when you're ready. Bye Allie, we love you." Billie and Mike walked out.
I took a deep breath in and ran into Tre's arms. Once I got to Tre, I could not stop crying; I didn't have the ability to. "I don't want to lose you. You're my lover I want for life. I love you and always will." I said in between sobs. We started to rock back and forth slightly while holding each other tightly in each others arms, with our heads on each others shoulders.
"You won't lose me. We'll always be together in thought, I promise I'll write you everyday at least once." Tre asked talked in his sweet soft voice of his in hard times; I'm going to miss that sexy voice. He took my hand and we walked out onto the front porch where we saw Mike and Billie sitting on the bus. We stood on the porch, took each other in our arms, and kissed like it was the last day of our lives. We kissed, then it turned to us making-out while caressing each other. Just as me and Tre were finished, Mike and Billie came back out of the bus and each handed me one of their picks with their signatures on them.
"So you won't forget us," is all Billie said. I hugged them both again while tears fell from my eyes like they were a faucet that wouldn't turn off; then Tre pulled something out of his back pocket. It was a pair of his drumsticks with his signing on each one. I let go of Mike and Billie, grabbed the sticks, and pulled Tre close to me again. All three guys headed toward the bus and I followed. I hugged my love again.
"I can't believe that you guys have to go; I wish you didn't. You guys are the only ones who understand me. And you won't even get to see me graduate from college." I hugged Mike, then Billie, then Tre one last time. "Good bye honeysuckle," I said.
"Good bye baby girl. I'll write you everyday and let you know what all's going on with us. I promise, we will make our relationship work." We kissed, then let go of each other and Tre got on the bus. The doors closed. Tre sat by the window so he could look out at me. When I saw him look at me, I mouthed the words 'I love you.' He mouthed 'I love you too.' This was the last time I saw my 3 best friends in the world. After I watched the bus drive down the road until I couldn't see it anymore, I got into my car and drove to my dorm room. (since Tre moved, I couldn't live with him anymore; so, somehow I got my own dorm room. I don't know how I ended up alone, but I did and I'm glad) I got into my dorm, closed the door, and fell onto my bed and cried a waterfall. I shouldn't have worn any eyeliner; I knew it was going to run, but I didn't care, I let it stain my face. Even though it was the middle of the day, I cried myself to sleep with the picks and the sticks at my side...
THE END
Everyone graduated/ended their school year at 18 except for Tre who was 17. Mike and I both started college at 19 and finished our first year of college at 20. I continued to live with Tre while Mike lived with Billie. All though college, their band had kept going on tours and leaving for weeks, sometimes months, leaving me alone and wanting Tre so badly.
:End Recap:
After the first year of college, Mike decided that it was too much work for him, so he quit. But I kept going and finished my first year. But before my last year of a 4 year college, a terrible thing happened. Well, it wasn't really terrible, it was just something that would change all four of our lives.
At the beginning of college, the guys had made their second CD, well, first one with Tre as the drummer, 'Kerplunk!'. Billie and Mike had another drummer, but he dropped drumming to go to college. Tre just like playing with the guys, even if he wasn't in the band. But with Billie, Mike, and Tre making their third CD, they are gone more than ever and it's putting a lot of pressure on me; with Tre out of the house, I have to keep the house in order and that's really hard when you are in college and are trying to be one of the top people in your class.
One day after the guys have come back from their tour and I had gotten home from college, we all went out to a bar. And we were allowed in now 'cause now we're all 22. After we got done partying at the bar, we went back to Billie's place where I learned something I never wanted to hear.
"Hey, Allie, we have something to tell you," Tre started. He didn't look all that happy, neither did Mike or Billie. "We released another new album, 'Dookie'. And with everyone loving the CD, we're being whisked into stardom, so we're going to have to move to keep up with everything, ya'know?"
I just sat there in shock. My eyes were watering up. I couldn't say a word, all I did was silently sob. I sat on the couch as all three guys came over to me and gave me a hug. "When are you guys leaving?" I asked finally finding my voice.
"Sometime next week," I heard Billie say as we all stayed in the hug. So this was it; this week was going to be the last time I'll ever get to see these guys, my best friends. After a little while of talking about how they're leaving and other random things, Tre drove us home. The drive home was quiet and so was the time before we went to bed.
"Tre," I said as we were in bed. Tre had just put his arm around me and snuggled really close. "When you leave, what's going to happen to us?"
"I don't know baby girl. I think we can make it last if we communicate on the internet; that seems like the only way we can last. But until then, I say we should fuck every night and as much as we can."
I sat up, and moved so I was over top of Tre, and whispered in his ear "I like that idea." I smiled a seductive smile and went to work. His shirt was already off, so I didn't have to try to get that off. We made out for a few minutes, then had sex and I think this was the loudest I have ever been. As we had discussed, we did have sex every night and as much as we could for that week. But all good things have to come to an end.
The time had come for my 3 best friends to leave me forever. All week they had been packing. Once the bus came, they all put their stuff in the back, then they came back inside to say good bye one last time. I was sitting on Billie's couch when they all came back in. "Well Allie," Mike started. I stood up and hugged him. "I'll never forget you. You're one bad ass chick and I really respect you for that. I love you like a sister."
"Mike, you've been so innocent through all the crazy stuff that's happened to us. I love you like a brother." This is when all the tears started falling. I then kissed Mike softly on the lips. I let go of Mike and then turned to Billie and hugged him. "Billie, I also love you like a brother. Even though terrible things might have happened to me, you were an awesome boyfriend. I'll never forget how you were pretty much immune to hangovers." I sort of laughed at this.
"As Mike had said before, you're like a sister to me. I'm so sorry for everything that I did to you, but I really did love you. Oh, and don't worry, I know your boobs will get bigger." We both laughed at this. As with Mike, I kissed Billie on the lips. I don't care what Tre thought about this, I think he understood anyway. I released Billie from my grasp. Mike and Billie looked at each other then said "We're gonna go wait on the bus. Tre, you come on when you're ready. Bye Allie, we love you." Billie and Mike walked out.
I took a deep breath in and ran into Tre's arms. Once I got to Tre, I could not stop crying; I didn't have the ability to. "I don't want to lose you. You're my lover I want for life. I love you and always will." I said in between sobs. We started to rock back and forth slightly while holding each other tightly in each others arms, with our heads on each others shoulders.
"You won't lose me. We'll always be together in thought, I promise I'll write you everyday at least once." Tre asked talked in his sweet soft voice of his in hard times; I'm going to miss that sexy voice. He took my hand and we walked out onto the front porch where we saw Mike and Billie sitting on the bus. We stood on the porch, took each other in our arms, and kissed like it was the last day of our lives. We kissed, then it turned to us making-out while caressing each other. Just as me and Tre were finished, Mike and Billie came back out of the bus and each handed me one of their picks with their signatures on them.
"So you won't forget us," is all Billie said. I hugged them both again while tears fell from my eyes like they were a faucet that wouldn't turn off; then Tre pulled something out of his back pocket. It was a pair of his drumsticks with his signing on each one. I let go of Mike and Billie, grabbed the sticks, and pulled Tre close to me again. All three guys headed toward the bus and I followed. I hugged my love again.
"I can't believe that you guys have to go; I wish you didn't. You guys are the only ones who understand me. And you won't even get to see me graduate from college." I hugged Mike, then Billie, then Tre one last time. "Good bye honeysuckle," I said.
"Good bye baby girl. I'll write you everyday and let you know what all's going on with us. I promise, we will make our relationship work." We kissed, then let go of each other and Tre got on the bus. The doors closed. Tre sat by the window so he could look out at me. When I saw him look at me, I mouthed the words 'I love you.' He mouthed 'I love you too.' This was the last time I saw my 3 best friends in the world. After I watched the bus drive down the road until I couldn't see it anymore, I got into my car and drove to my dorm room. (since Tre moved, I couldn't live with him anymore; so, somehow I got my own dorm room. I don't know how I ended up alone, but I did and I'm glad) I got into my dorm, closed the door, and fell onto my bed and cried a waterfall. I shouldn't have worn any eyeliner; I knew it was going to run, but I didn't care, I let it stain my face. Even though it was the middle of the day, I cried myself to sleep with the picks and the sticks at my side...
THE END
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