A life that I was not meant to live in., chapter 1
Nobody likes you, every one left you, they're all out without you havin' fun. Every one left you, nobody likes you, they're all out with out you, havin' fun Where'd you go?
Yeah, yeah I know the song, it goes almost as long as Jesus of Suburbia. Anyway, I'm sure you're wondering who I am, right? Well, my name is Jimmy. I am a 15 year old "GIRL!" Lets get that straight right now. You see my mom was very tired after she had me and she knew I was going to be a girl. The name she picked out to name me was Jamey Maria Harris, pretty cool huh? I was going to have the sweetest name in existence. Jamey very original, none of this Jamie shit, god. But as I said, my mom was tired and spelled my name J.i.m.m.y.
So I became Jimmy Maria Anne Harris, lucky me. So after realizing what happened my mom actually ended up liking Jimmy Maria Anne better then Jamey Maria.
Ok, now let's get to the story for real.
Jimmy's P.O.V
*To live and not to breath is to die in tragedy to run to ru-*SMACK! "I'm up you stupid alarm clock. How did you get set anyway? Oh well, that doesn't really matter. Hey mom you here? That's what I thought, you're never home. The only time I think you actually spent time with me was when I was first born and when I was little, but then when I turned 12 you left me, thanks. Well I guess I should get out of the house and go for a walk after all it is almost 11:30".
As I go into the kitchen to get something to eat I saw a note on a piece of Green Day printer paper. I looked confused because my mom always said she hated Green Day, and she also said that all my bands were dumb. Anyway, I picked up the piece of paper and it read:
Dear: Jimmy
Good Morning hunni, I hope you slept well. I'm sorry I wasn't here when you woke up but I had a doctor's appoment, then I am going to get groceries.
Is there anything particular that you would like for dinner tonight? If so let me know ok? Be home around 3:00pm.
Love you: mom xoxoxox
P.S. Do you like the paper? I thought you would!
Wow, my mom can be cool. I really wish I hadn't said those things, now I feel bad. But as long as she didn't hear me my ass will be ok. After putting the letter down I went up to my room to get ready...
Yeah, yeah I know the song, it goes almost as long as Jesus of Suburbia. Anyway, I'm sure you're wondering who I am, right? Well, my name is Jimmy. I am a 15 year old "GIRL!" Lets get that straight right now. You see my mom was very tired after she had me and she knew I was going to be a girl. The name she picked out to name me was Jamey Maria Harris, pretty cool huh? I was going to have the sweetest name in existence. Jamey very original, none of this Jamie shit, god. But as I said, my mom was tired and spelled my name J.i.m.m.y.
So I became Jimmy Maria Anne Harris, lucky me. So after realizing what happened my mom actually ended up liking Jimmy Maria Anne better then Jamey Maria.
Ok, now let's get to the story for real.
Jimmy's P.O.V
*To live and not to breath is to die in tragedy to run to ru-*SMACK! "I'm up you stupid alarm clock. How did you get set anyway? Oh well, that doesn't really matter. Hey mom you here? That's what I thought, you're never home. The only time I think you actually spent time with me was when I was first born and when I was little, but then when I turned 12 you left me, thanks. Well I guess I should get out of the house and go for a walk after all it is almost 11:30".
As I go into the kitchen to get something to eat I saw a note on a piece of Green Day printer paper. I looked confused because my mom always said she hated Green Day, and she also said that all my bands were dumb. Anyway, I picked up the piece of paper and it read:
Dear: Jimmy
Good Morning hunni, I hope you slept well. I'm sorry I wasn't here when you woke up but I had a doctor's appoment, then I am going to get groceries.
Is there anything particular that you would like for dinner tonight? If so let me know ok? Be home around 3:00pm.
Love you: mom xoxoxox
P.S. Do you like the paper? I thought you would!
Wow, my mom can be cool. I really wish I hadn't said those things, now I feel bad. But as long as she didn't hear me my ass will be ok. After putting the letter down I went up to my room to get ready...
