What happens When Your Idol Is Your Dad?, chapter 23
Mike stood in awe of what he had just heard.
Billie Joe's mouth hung slightly open.
I shook my head in disgust at Mike. Anger bubbled up inside of me. I bit my lip in order to stop myself from having a full blown fight with Mike.
'Fuck it!' I thought to myself.
"Hw is right what he said! You're a fucking hypocrite." I tried to avoid shouting.
"His your fucking son what should it matter if he is bi!, and why should you fucking care! Both of you haven't given a flying fuck about us all these years and then when you finally meet us, you find out what let downs we are! And you do the whole disappointed of us routine!"
I sighed and rubbed the temple of my head.
"I am who I am, Alexis is who he is just DEAL with it or get out of our life's, we haven't need you all these years and we don't need you or your criticisms NOW!" I barked.
I turned sharply on my heels and opened the door to the room.
Everyone's gaze fell on me.
I held me head high and walked over to Mom's bedside and took the seat next to Alexis.
That dreaded silenced formed in the room as we all listen to the mumbles from outside the room.
A few minutes later the door opened and Billie and Mike walked through.
Me and Alexis ignored their presence in the room.
"You wanted to talk to me Mom?" Alexis said bitterly.
"Alexis don't take that tone with me, I'm gonna try to explain this whole mess of my life to you!"
"So we made your life a mess."
"Alexis don't twist my words."
Alexis rolled his eyes.
"Listen to your mother!" Mike warned
"Stop trying to be my Dad." Alexis mumbled picking at his ripped Jeans.
"Well as much as you hate it Alexis he is your Dad and your legal guardian when I'm gone." Mom finished in a small voice.
"I'm 18 I don't need a guardian." Alexis spoke more softly now.
"So if Alexis is 18 can't he become my guardian?" I asked.
"No his in college now, he can't look after you!" Mom scolded me.
"Don't you want to live with Billie?"
There was a long pause as I thought the question over. The truth was I didn't know Billie. Adie and Joey hated me and I was gonna lose my band and my friends in time and it was for these reasons I didn't want to live with Billie.
"Weren't you wanna tell us about how you go to where you are now?" I answered avoiding the question.
Mom took a long sigh and began.
"I was young when I had Alexis" Mom explained
"Young is an understatement" Alexis muttered loud enough for everyone to hear
***Maria's Flash Back***
"Do you think what I'm doing is right?" Mike asked turning his head to the side like a small child would do when not understanding something.
"Huh" I replied nuzzling my head in to Mike's neck.
"I mean me and you, do you think it is... well... right?....I mean the age gap and everything?"
"I don't really care" I mumbled into his neck.
"But what about everyone in school?" Mike questioned causing me to pull away from him and look him in the eye.
"I don't care what they think, I only care about you." I stated getting lost in Mike's amazing blue eyes.
A smile curved his lips as he pulled me closer to him, our lips lightly brushing over each other's.
***End Of Maria's Flash Back"***
Billie Joe's mouth hung slightly open.
I shook my head in disgust at Mike. Anger bubbled up inside of me. I bit my lip in order to stop myself from having a full blown fight with Mike.
'Fuck it!' I thought to myself.
"Hw is right what he said! You're a fucking hypocrite." I tried to avoid shouting.
"His your fucking son what should it matter if he is bi!, and why should you fucking care! Both of you haven't given a flying fuck about us all these years and then when you finally meet us, you find out what let downs we are! And you do the whole disappointed of us routine!"
I sighed and rubbed the temple of my head.
"I am who I am, Alexis is who he is just DEAL with it or get out of our life's, we haven't need you all these years and we don't need you or your criticisms NOW!" I barked.
I turned sharply on my heels and opened the door to the room.
Everyone's gaze fell on me.
I held me head high and walked over to Mom's bedside and took the seat next to Alexis.
That dreaded silenced formed in the room as we all listen to the mumbles from outside the room.
A few minutes later the door opened and Billie and Mike walked through.
Me and Alexis ignored their presence in the room.
"You wanted to talk to me Mom?" Alexis said bitterly.
"Alexis don't take that tone with me, I'm gonna try to explain this whole mess of my life to you!"
"So we made your life a mess."
"Alexis don't twist my words."
Alexis rolled his eyes.
"Listen to your mother!" Mike warned
"Stop trying to be my Dad." Alexis mumbled picking at his ripped Jeans.
"Well as much as you hate it Alexis he is your Dad and your legal guardian when I'm gone." Mom finished in a small voice.
"I'm 18 I don't need a guardian." Alexis spoke more softly now.
"So if Alexis is 18 can't he become my guardian?" I asked.
"No his in college now, he can't look after you!" Mom scolded me.
"Don't you want to live with Billie?"
There was a long pause as I thought the question over. The truth was I didn't know Billie. Adie and Joey hated me and I was gonna lose my band and my friends in time and it was for these reasons I didn't want to live with Billie.
"Weren't you wanna tell us about how you go to where you are now?" I answered avoiding the question.
Mom took a long sigh and began.
"I was young when I had Alexis" Mom explained
"Young is an understatement" Alexis muttered loud enough for everyone to hear
***Maria's Flash Back***
"Do you think what I'm doing is right?" Mike asked turning his head to the side like a small child would do when not understanding something.
"Huh" I replied nuzzling my head in to Mike's neck.
"I mean me and you, do you think it is... well... right?....I mean the age gap and everything?"
"I don't really care" I mumbled into his neck.
"But what about everyone in school?" Mike questioned causing me to pull away from him and look him in the eye.
"I don't care what they think, I only care about you." I stated getting lost in Mike's amazing blue eyes.
A smile curved his lips as he pulled me closer to him, our lips lightly brushing over each other's.
***End Of Maria's Flash Back"***
