I Still Dream About Him, chapter 3
Billie and I ran over to rescure Joey and Jakob from my father. We grabbed them and I pushed them behind Mike and Tre, who moved foward to protect them. Billie distracted him with a threat to punch him.
I said, louder than anyone expected, "What the HELL are you doing? Why don't you want me to be happy? Don't you care about anyone, but yourself?" He responded menacingly," That scumbag of a husband, that you call Billie Joe, isn't good enough for you. He made you throw your life away! Don't you understand?"
I stood there, horrified at what he just said. I looked at Billie Joe who had a look in his eyes that seemed to ask'Is this true'. That's when I got the courage to say"YOU BITCH! THAT'S SO NOT TRUE! I LOVE HIM AND JOEY AND JAKOB! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE!" He looked at me with hurt eyes and with a face that looked as if it was whiplashed. He sadly threw my phone to Mike and my purse to Tre and said," I only loved ever loved you." And with that he left thorugh the revolving doors.
As I stood there with hatred coursing through my veins like venom, Billie said," We really should get home" Tears started to sting my eyes as Billie and I drove home. Joey and Jakob didn't wuite understand what happened. I'd let Billie explain it to them when the time was right. We pulled into our driveway and said our goddbyes to Mike and Tre. "Goodbye, call if you need us said Mike. Tre said, "I'll be home and up till late"
Joey and Jakob went upstairs to recuperate as Billlie and I st in the kitchen, drinking coffee. After a couple minutes of silence Billie broke it by saying," Adie, I love you. I always have and always will" I responded" I'm sorry. I know you love your music and will never ask you to choose". He stood up, with me still looking at my empty mug, and lifted up my face.
He kissed me like he hadn't in forever. I returned the favor by opening my mouth to let his tongue roam around. He decided this wasn't the best place to reconcile and went to the phone and quickly called Tre to come and get the kids. He came and Billie came and surprised me with a fancy bottle of champagne. We both took a sip and Billie, all of a sudden, grabbed me ans spun me around to face him.
"I love you", he said between breaths. He picked me up wedding style and carried me into my bedroom. He gently threw me on the bed and climbed on top of me. He reached under my shirt and unbuckled my bra strap. As I was about to take his pants off the phone rang.
The answering meachine picked up and recorded the message that said "I know you to are probably fucking like hell right now and don't need me, but Billie we have to be at the studio at 11 tommorow. So remember to use a condom and goodbye." It was Mike.
As I rolled on top of Billie he took my shirt off leaving my top completely nude. I took of his boxers and his shirt as he started on the underwear. He started grinding so hard I wanted to scream. He stopped and I had to return the favor. I pinned him down and flipped him over so he was on his stomach. I threw my naked self on top of his bare back.
He flipped over so our faces were facing each other. I rolled off still pressing every part of myself against him and fell asleep. I woke to find a pair if lips on my stomach. Billie saw I was awake and said "We forgot to use a condom. I hope we're pregnant." I looked in his eyes and they shined so brightly (like they always do after some good sex) and I said "Yeah. Me too."
I said, louder than anyone expected, "What the HELL are you doing? Why don't you want me to be happy? Don't you care about anyone, but yourself?" He responded menacingly," That scumbag of a husband, that you call Billie Joe, isn't good enough for you. He made you throw your life away! Don't you understand?"
I stood there, horrified at what he just said. I looked at Billie Joe who had a look in his eyes that seemed to ask'Is this true'. That's when I got the courage to say"YOU BITCH! THAT'S SO NOT TRUE! I LOVE HIM AND JOEY AND JAKOB! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE!" He looked at me with hurt eyes and with a face that looked as if it was whiplashed. He sadly threw my phone to Mike and my purse to Tre and said," I only loved ever loved you." And with that he left thorugh the revolving doors.
As I stood there with hatred coursing through my veins like venom, Billie said," We really should get home" Tears started to sting my eyes as Billie and I drove home. Joey and Jakob didn't wuite understand what happened. I'd let Billie explain it to them when the time was right. We pulled into our driveway and said our goddbyes to Mike and Tre. "Goodbye, call if you need us said Mike. Tre said, "I'll be home and up till late"
Joey and Jakob went upstairs to recuperate as Billlie and I st in the kitchen, drinking coffee. After a couple minutes of silence Billie broke it by saying," Adie, I love you. I always have and always will" I responded" I'm sorry. I know you love your music and will never ask you to choose". He stood up, with me still looking at my empty mug, and lifted up my face.
He kissed me like he hadn't in forever. I returned the favor by opening my mouth to let his tongue roam around. He decided this wasn't the best place to reconcile and went to the phone and quickly called Tre to come and get the kids. He came and Billie came and surprised me with a fancy bottle of champagne. We both took a sip and Billie, all of a sudden, grabbed me ans spun me around to face him.
"I love you", he said between breaths. He picked me up wedding style and carried me into my bedroom. He gently threw me on the bed and climbed on top of me. He reached under my shirt and unbuckled my bra strap. As I was about to take his pants off the phone rang.
The answering meachine picked up and recorded the message that said "I know you to are probably fucking like hell right now and don't need me, but Billie we have to be at the studio at 11 tommorow. So remember to use a condom and goodbye." It was Mike.
As I rolled on top of Billie he took my shirt off leaving my top completely nude. I took of his boxers and his shirt as he started on the underwear. He started grinding so hard I wanted to scream. He stopped and I had to return the favor. I pinned him down and flipped him over so he was on his stomach. I threw my naked self on top of his bare back.
He flipped over so our faces were facing each other. I rolled off still pressing every part of myself against him and fell asleep. I woke to find a pair if lips on my stomach. Billie saw I was awake and said "We forgot to use a condom. I hope we're pregnant." I looked in his eyes and they shined so brightly (like they always do after some good sex) and I said "Yeah. Me too."
