Billie and Adie, chapter 1
"RUN!" Billie screamed at me.
We were on our way home from Gilman which was about three miles from our apartment, I could tell something was wrong and refused to leave until I saw the glimmer of a knife in someone's hand. I saw Billie and his best friend Gerard running toward me. When I looked behind me I could see that the people behind us were catching up and not even out of breath. Billie and Gerard were yelling at me to run faster but I couldn't, I was already tired from all the jumping and running around we had just done at Gilman and they still expected me to run another three miles to the apartment, yeah right. We ran another block when we came to the park, a place you really don't want to be alone, especially at night. Billie and Gerard made me hid up in a tree with them. I didn't really believe that that we had lost the people who were chasing but in the back of my mind I hoped they were gone. We were all sitting in the tree when we realized who ever it was had come into the park and was looking for us. I was scared and clutched Billie's arm and was whimpering into his shoulder.
Billie lifted my chin with one finger and looked at my tear stained face and said "Everything will be fine, I won't let them hurt you." he said in a hushed voice.
Gerard who was a year younger than us looked like he was about to throw up he was so scared. Suddenly we looked over at the street corner and saw Frank and Mikey looking around for us. Since we were around Gerard's friend's house we figured Frank and Mikey must have been there. They must have heard me screaming and crying. The men looking around the park for us hadn't found us yet but suddenly I realized who was trying to hurt us. It was my brother's friends who had always hated us because were so called "outcasts". Once I remembered his face I knew it was Ryan and a few of his gang members. He was always jealous of Billie because he has me and I love him so much. We weren't able to talk much but Billie was giving me reassuring glances a lot so I knew everything was going to be fine as long as Billie was with me. Then the worst thing that could have happened had to happen, Mikey Gerard's little brother who was only fourteen spotted Gerard's pale white skin. Frank was trying to get him to stop because he didn't want to get hurt but was trying to lead Ryan and his gang away. They Ryan had jumped out of a bush with Jimmy and someone else I couldn't remember saying "Hey punk, you seen those idiots you call your friends lately" as he leaned back and spit in Mikey's face. Frank was trying to lead him away when he got into a confrontation with Ryan.
Frank was standing up for Mikey when Ryan punched him in the face and hit his head on the cold concrete sidewalk. I silently screamed and bit Billie's hand that I had held up to my face, he could see that I was crying and put me on his back so we could get out of our hiding place. We crept along the shadows trying not to look at Frank who had blood seeping from his nose. Mikey was now on the floor and whimpering like a baby. I was so scared I couldn't walk by myself I was so shaken so Billie turned me around so he was carrying me like a baby, I was still crying and Billie tried to make me feel better by planting a gentle kiss on my forehead when he heard my small sobs. I felt like a little baby being carried home and just wanted to walk by myself. I really wanted to walk home by myself and meet Billie there. I jumped down and started running the other way when I heard Billie yell "GET BACK HERE NOW! You're going to get yourself killed." I just kept running until I knew I was alone. I made my way back to the park to see if Mikey and Frank were still on the ground sure enough they were. I heard something in the bushes behind me and figured it was just an animal or something. I walked over to Frank to see if he was conscience because he seemed to be hurt worse. Then I heard someone calling my name.
"Adie, Adie is that you?" Mikey cried
"Yeah, it's me are you okay?" I asked
Then he fell silent obviously he had seen something, it was Ryan of course and I started yelling.
"Get away from me!" I bellowed
"So you thing your some sort of punk now don't you? I thought your brother told you he didn't want you hanging out with that idiot Billie or whatever?" he snickered
"Please Ryan just go away why can't you accept the fact that I'm happy and move on?" I begged
"Oh believe me Adrienne I know your happy but you have to respect your brother and me."
"I don't have to do anything for you" I screamed and tried to run away until I felt a harsh tug on my hair and let out a whimper. I screamed as Ryan's hand connected with my face. I immediately started crying and he picked me up to take me to my brother. Just as we were approaching the house I saw Billie in the street. I yelled to him "HELP ME!" still crying from my stinging cheek. Ryan suddenly turned around dropping me to the ground and running into the house getting his friends and my brother. I ran to Billie as fast as I could and he picked me up again like a baby and carried me to a car where everyone was waiting.
"What happened to your face" he looked concerned
"H- He hit me" I stammered between hiccups.
"IDIOT" Billie screamed
At first I thought he was talking to me and started crying harder. He looked at me with a sincere look, one where his beautiful eyes met with mine as if to say "I meant him." We drove off to the apartment where some of our friends lived. We shared that house with our friends Sage, Frank, Francine, Gerard, Mikey and Abby. I didn't really want to walk up the stairs so Billie carried me and threw me in my room. Okay this was it I was being treated like to much of a baby.
It must have taken longer to get to my brothers from the park than I remember because Frank and Gerard were here so it couldn't be the twenty minutes it seemed. Then when I tried to leave the room Billie and I shared I the door knob was inside out and the lock on the outside I started yelling for someone to let me out and Billie rushed over threw his arms around me and whispered into my ear "Got you!" I started giggling.
At my brothers place Ryan and the rest of his gang were trying to get back at us and decided that they were going to jump us the next day while we were at Gilman. The only reason they didn't like us was because they hated the fact we were different and liked different things than they did, but according to them we were losers and deserved to get hurt.
Billie and I were sitting on our bed, I had my head on his chest and he was gently running his fingers through my hair. We talked for a while about the past few hours and how stupid and prejudice people were. Just because were different we get treated like we don't belong in this universe. Suddenly there was a crash and a bottle came flying threw the window. Inside was a letter written by Ryan.
The letter stated:
Dear Jerks,
What ever you call yourselves PUNK or whatever you should all die including all your stupid little girlfriends. See you soon! Adrienne I lied to your brother and now he wants to kill you! HAHA!
Ryan
"JERK" I screeched as I started crying.
Billie just held me close and tried to make me calm down. Gerard and Frank heard what was going on and were getting kind of freaked. Gerard was just sitting there when he realized what if something happened at Gilman the next night?
Gerard asked Billie if they really had to go and of course Billie screamed at him and said "Are you stupid of course we have to go" I tried to get up but Billie help me where I was; I guess he wanted me to hear this. He grabbed my hand and started talking saying "Look guys nothings going to happen and as long as we have the girls with us I promise I won't let anything happen okay? Look I know you guys are scared but if they do come at us don't worry well hide the girls somewhere and then fight."
Gerard and Frank look scared but agreed. Billie and I soon fell asleep in each others arms and didn't wake up until noon. We had to be at Gilman by six so I decided to get up. Of course when I woke up Billie woke up when I tried to squeeze out of his grasp. He grabbed my face and told me to stay where I was because that night we hadn't gotten a chance to talk. He told me I was a little brat and then I just stopped paying attention, until I realized what he was trying to do. He was telling me that I had to stay with him all that night and wasn't allowed to leave his site.
"I'M NOT YOUR KID BILLIE!" I wailed
"WELL YOU SURE ACTED LIKE ONE LAST NIGHT" said Billie
"Whatever anything else DAD?" I screamed
"No that's it" he said calmly "You know I love you right and just want to look out for you?" he asked
"Of course I know but you don't have to treat me like a little girl" I said
By the time I had gotten out of the shower it was already four thirty and we had to leave by five because we had to walk the long three miles. Well that's what you get for living with seven other people. I came out of my room and everyone was ready now we all just had to put makeup on, of course I did Billie's and Franks but Abby did Mikey's, those two really like each other and they were only fourteen.
We walked all the way to Gilman with no sign of Ryan or the gang so we decided to have a good time and waste all of our energy in the mosh pit. When we were ready to leave it was already four in the morning and Abby and Mikey were falling asleep on each other. The guys all went for a walk before we came outside to smoke. We came out a few minutes later and didn't see them anywhere. We went to the park because that's where they usually went to get high. We came up to the park and heard yelling. I remember what Billie had said about them hiding us, so I took the other girls around into some bushes and then I myself went to the tree we were hiding in the night before. Billie was hitting Ryan and Frank was trying to keep the other gang members away from Billie so he could take Ryan by himself. Even though I told the girls not to come out I saw Abby creeping towards me and hoisting her self into the tree, she was crying and it wasn't until a minute later I realized why. Mikey was on the ground whimpering in pain while two guys were kicking him and Gerard was sneaking up behind them with huge stones to bash over there heads. Then the worst thing that could have happened had to happen. A pair of gang members approached Sage and Francine very quietly to grab them. It was too late by the time the girls had noticed they were behind them. They tried to fight back but they men were jut too strong.
The guys brought Francine and Sage to Ryan to ask what they should do Ryan had replied with "Just the same as the guys" I panicked at the thought and couldn't bear to watch my friends get hurt anymore. I had to, I couldn't leave them. Billie was behind me now coming over to the tree where Abby and I were hidden. I turned to him and helped him up into the tree trying not to make too much noise. I looked at Abby's face in the dim glimmer of a flashlight and her eye shadow was running down her face I guessed mine was too because I felt it in my tears. I noticed Billie was upset to and then I heard Sage shriek and I new that Ryan had hit her. All of the other guys were on ground either unconscious or in too much pain to move. We heard the faint cry of what sounded like a little boy, it was Mikey which made Abby cry louder. We decided we would sneak around the park, grab Mikey and take him and Abby home. When we finally got Mikey and Abby in their room Billie and I went back to the park to get everyone else. Ryan and his gang were gone so it was easy to grab everyone. I helped Sage and Francine up because they weren't hurt very bad. They just had a few bruises and were bleeding but they would be ok. Frank was another story; he was trying to help the girls when he was stabbed with a knife in his back. He was hurt worse than anyone. I wanted him to go to the hospital but he refused. When we got home I went to my room without saying a word because I knew Billie would be there soon.
"Can I come in?" a voice whispered
"Yeah sure" I answered
It was Billie. Why was he asking to come into our room? But, I realized he was pleased with what I did and came over to the bed where I was sitting and whipped the eyeliner from my cheeks.
"You don't need to cry now, every ones ok and asleep." He said
"Well I'm going to bed good night." I whispered as he kissed my forehead.
I had decided a few minutes before Billie came in that since no one knew I had seen what happened I was going to confront Ryan with his gang. I don't care if they hurt me now because everyone else is hurt besides Abby and me. The next day I work up before everyone and got ready since Billie was turned the other way. By the time I was ready it was nine but no one was up yet so I decided to leave a note to every one saying I was going out for a bit but would be back later. Bad idea.
I started walking towards my brothers' house which wasn't far. When I finally got to the house I had grown up in I walked in the front door and went into my old room. It hadn't changed at all because Peter always thought I was going to come back. I didn't hold back my tears as I remembered how my mother and father would fight just outside my door. I heard someone approaching my room and when they walked in I saw it was a very tired Ryan. I was standing next to my old bed when he noticed me.
"Well look at the jerk in here, what are you doing here? You don't belong here. PETER!" he screamed
A very sleepy Peter entered the room. He looked at me with a stupid look on his face. "So Adrienne I see you're finally home." snickered Peter
"Well I just came to talk to you about Ryan and how he lied to you." I said
We were talking for a few minutes when Billie ran into the door. He must have woken up and figured out where I had gone. Peter and Ryan were yelling at me now and so was Billie.
"I want you guys to stop fighting and just be nice to each other. Ryan I saw what you did to my boyfriend and our friends. Please just stop fighting."
"No!" Ryan and Peter said together
Peter grabbed me by the hair as I was trying to leave. "Your not going anywhere you little brat."
"Don't touch my Fiancée" roared Billie
Billie picked me up and we walked home the long way, then to my surprise we were at the beach he told me we were moving to Oakland and he wanted to get married. We knew that Ryan and his gang were never going to stop so we were going to get away from them and be happy again. I am very pleased we don't have to deal with this prejudice anymore and can be happy once again.
We were in our new apartment having fun at 2 in the morning. We were at Gilman all night and were exhausted. I was with my Fiancée and our friends Mikey and Gerard watching TV when I decided to play a little game and run off. I ran out the front door to the park with Billie chasing me when he grabbed me by the shirt and we tumbled down to the ground.
"You're in trouble now" he said shoving his tongue into my mouth. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. He ran into the house to our room and locked the door. Billie took me from off his shoulder and threw me on the bed. He got on top of me and was straddling me when he said "Bad Adie, you need to be punished." We both laughed as he leaned toward me to take off my shirt I crossed my arms so he couldn't and he said "Oh a little kinky tonight huh?" I started giggling and fought to get up. He stopped straddling me ad jumped over on his side of the bed. The next thing I knew I was on my stomach laying on his lap. "Told you, you were going to be punished."
"No please... Please" I looked up to his green eyes and he said "Beg"
"No" we both started laughing
He loved it when I would beg him for things. I think he just likes being in control which I really don't mind because I know that he will always protect me.
"Yes I know what your punishment is going to be!" he laughed
"What" I asked nervously
"Well for starters you have to address me as sir for the rest of the night, and you can choose between the next two, deal?"
"Yes" I said
"Yes what?" he asked in a soothing voice
"Yes sir" I giggled
"Good girl, ok here are the next two either no sex for two weeks or your favorite a spanking and time in the corner!"
He always knew how to push my buttons so I thought about it and decided that the fun way would be to get a spanking so that's what I said.
"Umm well I really enjoy the sex so I guess a spanking will do"
"Well you know what to do" he said
I walked over to him and sat on his lap, it was always so fun when he did this I love him so much.
We would always do this but he never really hit me as hard as I wanted him to. I know that sounds weird but I think its fun.
"Stand" he said
"Yes Sir" I said in a very seductive voice
"Sit"
I sat
"Come"
I came over to him and he unzipped my pants and pulled them down. I lay down across his lap and felt the first whack. I was very excited but if one of the younger ones walked in they would get sort of freaked. Especially Mikey and Abby. Frank and Sage did the same thing but they were loud about it so we could hear every word. After it was over I was ordered to go and sit on the bed. I walked over and waited for Billie.
"Do I really have to go in the corner?" I asked in the cutest way possible
"No" he said "but you do have to sleep with me" he laughed
"YAY!" I yelled a little to loud
"BILLIES GETTING LAID" Gerard yelled
"Well actually you are going to stand in the corner for 5 minutes while I go and talk to Gerard and tell him to keep the little ones outta here"
I got up and went down on my knees because it was more conformable and sat facing the corner
When Billie came back he grabbed me and shoved me over his shoulder. He put me on our bed and then pinned my wrists down with his knees. We were both laughing and he started to take off my remaining clothes. I ripped off his shirt and started to give him a hickey on his chest. I took his pants off and we connected once again.
I don't want to tell him that I hadn't been feeling well for the past few days and was a couple days late. I was very afraid and feared I was pregnant. Even though we are getting married in a few weeks I'm still only 18 and don't feel I'm ready to have a baby.
Francine, Sage, Abby and I were going to a small meeting for some stupid sorority for a night. Abby didn't want to go and was sad about leaving Mikey for a night, wow a whole night. Well anyway it was getting really hard to pry them apart so once we finally got out of the house we didn't talk about the guys again. We were in the middle of Francine's so called initiation to this stupid group when a familiar car came down the road. "O great there coming to crash this stupid thing o well maybe they'll do something cool." I thought to myself
No one else had seen the car but me and I just decided to ignore it. This meeting was really boring and we were all very tired of walking around outside. I don't know why Francine had to do this, I guess so she was accepted by more people. Gerard didn't want her to and almost didn't let her but she went against his wishes. I heard something in the bushes but thought it was some animal or something so I just went along with the so called ritual. When familiar hands grabbed my waste and another over my mouth I was laughing so hard at what they were doing because I knew they were going to do it. Sage screamed because she didn't know it was Frank blindfolding her. Abby ran toward me when someone (Mikey) grabbed her and pinned her face down on the ground. We were thrown into a car and brought home. Billie had decided to leave Gerard and Francine there to talk while they others brought us home. Mikey carried a giggling Abby up to there room while Sage and I were being carried by Billie and Frank. Billie and I made it up to our room and he set me down on the bed. I really need to tell him that I may be pregnant because I don't know if were going to like kill the baby. I motioned for him to come sit next to me and he walked over.
"I think I'm pregnant" I said nervously
"Really" he asked surprised
"Yes"
He walked out the door and went over to the pharmacy across the street. He came back with about 15 tests.
"Just to be sure, I don't want to get my hopes up and find out your not"
"You mean you're not mad?"
"Mad baby if it's anyone's fault its mine, don't worry" he said
I went in the bathroom and all of the stupid tests came back positive. I am so scared I ran into our room and jumped on our bed covering my head. "I can't do this, I'm not ready." I yelled into the pillow
Billie walked in and when he saw me he knew that I was upset but I was also very excited I can't even explain. I really can't wait to have this baby but where's it going to live and sleep. It's going to be hard but we can pull through. He wrapped his arms around me and we fell asleep.
We were married two weeks later and had a 5 minute ceremony.
In the morning I was already thinking of baby names and decided on Joseph because I could just feel it was going to be a boy. Billie walked up behind me and he
Gave me a kiss on the cheek. "How are you baby?" he said getting down and kissing my stomach. I started giggling and his tongue traced up and down my stomach. "He is going to be a great dad" I thought to myself.
"Well how's my good girl this morning?"
"Oh I'm good"
We walked into the living room to find Abby and Mikey on the couch kissing and Mikey with his hands in her shirt. I was trying so hard to say something, but I knew I couldn't so I ran to my room and grabbed Billie's hand. When we finally reached our room we started laughing and Billie started tickling me. I was laughing so hard and everyone was outside our door listening.
"Baby I love you" Billie said
"I love you too and I can't wait to have your baby"
Billie was going on tour in a few days for their new album Dookie. All of us were going because he didn't want to leave us for so long. Little did I know that I was going to have to spend 8 months of my pregnancy on tour.
When we got back I had the baby a week later and just as I wanted he was named Joseph Marcicano Armstrong. Billie was really excited and once we got him home that was the only thing we were able to do.
We left Joey with Francine and Gerard sometimes since they were expecting to have a baby soon and we would go upstairs and play. Sometimes Billie would bring Frank and Sage in our room to play something they called obedience school. It was always a lot of fun.
Sage and I would be put in my room and sit there for a little bit while we waited for the guys to come in. Billie and Frank came in and we were ordered to take off our clothes and sit on the floor. I was usually a good girl and did what I was told but sometimes its fun to be punished.
"Adie Come" Billie said. I went over to him and stood in front of him. Frank walked over to Sage and slapped handcuffs on her wrists. "Do you want that" Billie asked me referring to our best friends, I nodded. "Hey Iero throw me the good ones" Billie said. "Turn around and place you hands behind your back." I did as I was told and felt the cold metal on my skin. I decided to be a bad girl and kick Billie's shin and try to run away. It wasn't very effective and it just got me a spanking and getting slapped. It was fun but there should be more. "Sir can you hit me hard and tie me up, please" "Bad girl did I give you permission to speak? Well? Did I?" "No sir, I'm sorry" I said looking down at the floor. "Iero leave Sage cuffed to something you've gotta help me with this naughty one" Frank left Sage in a closet and walked towards Billie. "What I was having fun" "Well lets have some more fun, now I want to tie her down so I can do anything to her. Now Frank I know that you are the best at knots and they are impossible to escape so tie her down baby." Billie walked over to me and held me down on our bed, my hands and feet were tied to the posts on our bed. "Bad girl Adie what do you think your doing? You need to learn whose boss. Do you understand me?" "Yes" I said. Frank was almost done tying my hands up and moving towards my feet when Billie grabbed my hair and pulled my face to his and said "What did you just say little lady? I want you to address me as master for a week even in front of everyone, understood?" "Yes master" I replied happily, this was the most fun I've had it months. He let go of my hair and sat up. "I'm going to have to think about your punishment but even though we have a baby, that doesn't mean you still won't be punished" I laughed after he said this.
Frank was done and Billie sent him and Sage out of the room so he could have a little fun. He grabbed my bra and took it off and squeezed me so hard it almost made me scream. "You know I will obey, maybe" I said laughing. "Oh believe me you will want to obey when I'm done with you." He said snickering. I wasn't allowed to be untied for the next few hours and decided to make the best of it. A couple hours later I was let go but still wasn't allowed to get dressed. I sat in Billie's arms on our bed until there was a knock at the door. I jumped up and put my robe on while Billie got the door. It was just Francine and Gerard.
"Please take him back, please." Gerard begged
"Okay I said but your not giving us your kid when its born." I said grabbing my baby and walking towards our bed. Billie said goodnight to out friends and came over to the bed and lay down next to me and Joey.
"Hey Joey someday your going to have a little brother or sister because I want you to." I winced at the thought of having another baby.
Three Years Later
"Push Adie, Come one baby you can do it"
"No I can't"
I passed out from the pain and when I woke up there was beautiful baby boy in my arms. I let Billie pick the name so we no have Jakob Danger Armstrong in our family. Joey was happy that he was going to be a big brother but I think he wanted a sister more than a brother. I know I would rather him have a sister so we don't have to deal with fighting all the time. By this time we had moved to a huge mansion with everyone and Mike and Tre soon moved in. Mike and Ana had just had Estelle two years after we had Joey and were waiting at the door when we arrived home.
We were on our way home from Gilman which was about three miles from our apartment, I could tell something was wrong and refused to leave until I saw the glimmer of a knife in someone's hand. I saw Billie and his best friend Gerard running toward me. When I looked behind me I could see that the people behind us were catching up and not even out of breath. Billie and Gerard were yelling at me to run faster but I couldn't, I was already tired from all the jumping and running around we had just done at Gilman and they still expected me to run another three miles to the apartment, yeah right. We ran another block when we came to the park, a place you really don't want to be alone, especially at night. Billie and Gerard made me hid up in a tree with them. I didn't really believe that that we had lost the people who were chasing but in the back of my mind I hoped they were gone. We were all sitting in the tree when we realized who ever it was had come into the park and was looking for us. I was scared and clutched Billie's arm and was whimpering into his shoulder.
Billie lifted my chin with one finger and looked at my tear stained face and said "Everything will be fine, I won't let them hurt you." he said in a hushed voice.
Gerard who was a year younger than us looked like he was about to throw up he was so scared. Suddenly we looked over at the street corner and saw Frank and Mikey looking around for us. Since we were around Gerard's friend's house we figured Frank and Mikey must have been there. They must have heard me screaming and crying. The men looking around the park for us hadn't found us yet but suddenly I realized who was trying to hurt us. It was my brother's friends who had always hated us because were so called "outcasts". Once I remembered his face I knew it was Ryan and a few of his gang members. He was always jealous of Billie because he has me and I love him so much. We weren't able to talk much but Billie was giving me reassuring glances a lot so I knew everything was going to be fine as long as Billie was with me. Then the worst thing that could have happened had to happen, Mikey Gerard's little brother who was only fourteen spotted Gerard's pale white skin. Frank was trying to get him to stop because he didn't want to get hurt but was trying to lead Ryan and his gang away. They Ryan had jumped out of a bush with Jimmy and someone else I couldn't remember saying "Hey punk, you seen those idiots you call your friends lately" as he leaned back and spit in Mikey's face. Frank was trying to lead him away when he got into a confrontation with Ryan.
Frank was standing up for Mikey when Ryan punched him in the face and hit his head on the cold concrete sidewalk. I silently screamed and bit Billie's hand that I had held up to my face, he could see that I was crying and put me on his back so we could get out of our hiding place. We crept along the shadows trying not to look at Frank who had blood seeping from his nose. Mikey was now on the floor and whimpering like a baby. I was so scared I couldn't walk by myself I was so shaken so Billie turned me around so he was carrying me like a baby, I was still crying and Billie tried to make me feel better by planting a gentle kiss on my forehead when he heard my small sobs. I felt like a little baby being carried home and just wanted to walk by myself. I really wanted to walk home by myself and meet Billie there. I jumped down and started running the other way when I heard Billie yell "GET BACK HERE NOW! You're going to get yourself killed." I just kept running until I knew I was alone. I made my way back to the park to see if Mikey and Frank were still on the ground sure enough they were. I heard something in the bushes behind me and figured it was just an animal or something. I walked over to Frank to see if he was conscience because he seemed to be hurt worse. Then I heard someone calling my name.
"Adie, Adie is that you?" Mikey cried
"Yeah, it's me are you okay?" I asked
Then he fell silent obviously he had seen something, it was Ryan of course and I started yelling.
"Get away from me!" I bellowed
"So you thing your some sort of punk now don't you? I thought your brother told you he didn't want you hanging out with that idiot Billie or whatever?" he snickered
"Please Ryan just go away why can't you accept the fact that I'm happy and move on?" I begged
"Oh believe me Adrienne I know your happy but you have to respect your brother and me."
"I don't have to do anything for you" I screamed and tried to run away until I felt a harsh tug on my hair and let out a whimper. I screamed as Ryan's hand connected with my face. I immediately started crying and he picked me up to take me to my brother. Just as we were approaching the house I saw Billie in the street. I yelled to him "HELP ME!" still crying from my stinging cheek. Ryan suddenly turned around dropping me to the ground and running into the house getting his friends and my brother. I ran to Billie as fast as I could and he picked me up again like a baby and carried me to a car where everyone was waiting.
"What happened to your face" he looked concerned
"H- He hit me" I stammered between hiccups.
"IDIOT" Billie screamed
At first I thought he was talking to me and started crying harder. He looked at me with a sincere look, one where his beautiful eyes met with mine as if to say "I meant him." We drove off to the apartment where some of our friends lived. We shared that house with our friends Sage, Frank, Francine, Gerard, Mikey and Abby. I didn't really want to walk up the stairs so Billie carried me and threw me in my room. Okay this was it I was being treated like to much of a baby.
It must have taken longer to get to my brothers from the park than I remember because Frank and Gerard were here so it couldn't be the twenty minutes it seemed. Then when I tried to leave the room Billie and I shared I the door knob was inside out and the lock on the outside I started yelling for someone to let me out and Billie rushed over threw his arms around me and whispered into my ear "Got you!" I started giggling.
At my brothers place Ryan and the rest of his gang were trying to get back at us and decided that they were going to jump us the next day while we were at Gilman. The only reason they didn't like us was because they hated the fact we were different and liked different things than they did, but according to them we were losers and deserved to get hurt.
Billie and I were sitting on our bed, I had my head on his chest and he was gently running his fingers through my hair. We talked for a while about the past few hours and how stupid and prejudice people were. Just because were different we get treated like we don't belong in this universe. Suddenly there was a crash and a bottle came flying threw the window. Inside was a letter written by Ryan.
The letter stated:
Dear Jerks,
What ever you call yourselves PUNK or whatever you should all die including all your stupid little girlfriends. See you soon! Adrienne I lied to your brother and now he wants to kill you! HAHA!
Ryan
"JERK" I screeched as I started crying.
Billie just held me close and tried to make me calm down. Gerard and Frank heard what was going on and were getting kind of freaked. Gerard was just sitting there when he realized what if something happened at Gilman the next night?
Gerard asked Billie if they really had to go and of course Billie screamed at him and said "Are you stupid of course we have to go" I tried to get up but Billie help me where I was; I guess he wanted me to hear this. He grabbed my hand and started talking saying "Look guys nothings going to happen and as long as we have the girls with us I promise I won't let anything happen okay? Look I know you guys are scared but if they do come at us don't worry well hide the girls somewhere and then fight."
Gerard and Frank look scared but agreed. Billie and I soon fell asleep in each others arms and didn't wake up until noon. We had to be at Gilman by six so I decided to get up. Of course when I woke up Billie woke up when I tried to squeeze out of his grasp. He grabbed my face and told me to stay where I was because that night we hadn't gotten a chance to talk. He told me I was a little brat and then I just stopped paying attention, until I realized what he was trying to do. He was telling me that I had to stay with him all that night and wasn't allowed to leave his site.
"I'M NOT YOUR KID BILLIE!" I wailed
"WELL YOU SURE ACTED LIKE ONE LAST NIGHT" said Billie
"Whatever anything else DAD?" I screamed
"No that's it" he said calmly "You know I love you right and just want to look out for you?" he asked
"Of course I know but you don't have to treat me like a little girl" I said
By the time I had gotten out of the shower it was already four thirty and we had to leave by five because we had to walk the long three miles. Well that's what you get for living with seven other people. I came out of my room and everyone was ready now we all just had to put makeup on, of course I did Billie's and Franks but Abby did Mikey's, those two really like each other and they were only fourteen.
We walked all the way to Gilman with no sign of Ryan or the gang so we decided to have a good time and waste all of our energy in the mosh pit. When we were ready to leave it was already four in the morning and Abby and Mikey were falling asleep on each other. The guys all went for a walk before we came outside to smoke. We came out a few minutes later and didn't see them anywhere. We went to the park because that's where they usually went to get high. We came up to the park and heard yelling. I remember what Billie had said about them hiding us, so I took the other girls around into some bushes and then I myself went to the tree we were hiding in the night before. Billie was hitting Ryan and Frank was trying to keep the other gang members away from Billie so he could take Ryan by himself. Even though I told the girls not to come out I saw Abby creeping towards me and hoisting her self into the tree, she was crying and it wasn't until a minute later I realized why. Mikey was on the ground whimpering in pain while two guys were kicking him and Gerard was sneaking up behind them with huge stones to bash over there heads. Then the worst thing that could have happened had to happen. A pair of gang members approached Sage and Francine very quietly to grab them. It was too late by the time the girls had noticed they were behind them. They tried to fight back but they men were jut too strong.
The guys brought Francine and Sage to Ryan to ask what they should do Ryan had replied with "Just the same as the guys" I panicked at the thought and couldn't bear to watch my friends get hurt anymore. I had to, I couldn't leave them. Billie was behind me now coming over to the tree where Abby and I were hidden. I turned to him and helped him up into the tree trying not to make too much noise. I looked at Abby's face in the dim glimmer of a flashlight and her eye shadow was running down her face I guessed mine was too because I felt it in my tears. I noticed Billie was upset to and then I heard Sage shriek and I new that Ryan had hit her. All of the other guys were on ground either unconscious or in too much pain to move. We heard the faint cry of what sounded like a little boy, it was Mikey which made Abby cry louder. We decided we would sneak around the park, grab Mikey and take him and Abby home. When we finally got Mikey and Abby in their room Billie and I went back to the park to get everyone else. Ryan and his gang were gone so it was easy to grab everyone. I helped Sage and Francine up because they weren't hurt very bad. They just had a few bruises and were bleeding but they would be ok. Frank was another story; he was trying to help the girls when he was stabbed with a knife in his back. He was hurt worse than anyone. I wanted him to go to the hospital but he refused. When we got home I went to my room without saying a word because I knew Billie would be there soon.
"Can I come in?" a voice whispered
"Yeah sure" I answered
It was Billie. Why was he asking to come into our room? But, I realized he was pleased with what I did and came over to the bed where I was sitting and whipped the eyeliner from my cheeks.
"You don't need to cry now, every ones ok and asleep." He said
"Well I'm going to bed good night." I whispered as he kissed my forehead.
I had decided a few minutes before Billie came in that since no one knew I had seen what happened I was going to confront Ryan with his gang. I don't care if they hurt me now because everyone else is hurt besides Abby and me. The next day I work up before everyone and got ready since Billie was turned the other way. By the time I was ready it was nine but no one was up yet so I decided to leave a note to every one saying I was going out for a bit but would be back later. Bad idea.
I started walking towards my brothers' house which wasn't far. When I finally got to the house I had grown up in I walked in the front door and went into my old room. It hadn't changed at all because Peter always thought I was going to come back. I didn't hold back my tears as I remembered how my mother and father would fight just outside my door. I heard someone approaching my room and when they walked in I saw it was a very tired Ryan. I was standing next to my old bed when he noticed me.
"Well look at the jerk in here, what are you doing here? You don't belong here. PETER!" he screamed
A very sleepy Peter entered the room. He looked at me with a stupid look on his face. "So Adrienne I see you're finally home." snickered Peter
"Well I just came to talk to you about Ryan and how he lied to you." I said
We were talking for a few minutes when Billie ran into the door. He must have woken up and figured out where I had gone. Peter and Ryan were yelling at me now and so was Billie.
"I want you guys to stop fighting and just be nice to each other. Ryan I saw what you did to my boyfriend and our friends. Please just stop fighting."
"No!" Ryan and Peter said together
Peter grabbed me by the hair as I was trying to leave. "Your not going anywhere you little brat."
"Don't touch my Fiancée" roared Billie
Billie picked me up and we walked home the long way, then to my surprise we were at the beach he told me we were moving to Oakland and he wanted to get married. We knew that Ryan and his gang were never going to stop so we were going to get away from them and be happy again. I am very pleased we don't have to deal with this prejudice anymore and can be happy once again.
We were in our new apartment having fun at 2 in the morning. We were at Gilman all night and were exhausted. I was with my Fiancée and our friends Mikey and Gerard watching TV when I decided to play a little game and run off. I ran out the front door to the park with Billie chasing me when he grabbed me by the shirt and we tumbled down to the ground.
"You're in trouble now" he said shoving his tongue into my mouth. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. He ran into the house to our room and locked the door. Billie took me from off his shoulder and threw me on the bed. He got on top of me and was straddling me when he said "Bad Adie, you need to be punished." We both laughed as he leaned toward me to take off my shirt I crossed my arms so he couldn't and he said "Oh a little kinky tonight huh?" I started giggling and fought to get up. He stopped straddling me ad jumped over on his side of the bed. The next thing I knew I was on my stomach laying on his lap. "Told you, you were going to be punished."
"No please... Please" I looked up to his green eyes and he said "Beg"
"No" we both started laughing
He loved it when I would beg him for things. I think he just likes being in control which I really don't mind because I know that he will always protect me.
"Yes I know what your punishment is going to be!" he laughed
"What" I asked nervously
"Well for starters you have to address me as sir for the rest of the night, and you can choose between the next two, deal?"
"Yes" I said
"Yes what?" he asked in a soothing voice
"Yes sir" I giggled
"Good girl, ok here are the next two either no sex for two weeks or your favorite a spanking and time in the corner!"
He always knew how to push my buttons so I thought about it and decided that the fun way would be to get a spanking so that's what I said.
"Umm well I really enjoy the sex so I guess a spanking will do"
"Well you know what to do" he said
I walked over to him and sat on his lap, it was always so fun when he did this I love him so much.
We would always do this but he never really hit me as hard as I wanted him to. I know that sounds weird but I think its fun.
"Stand" he said
"Yes Sir" I said in a very seductive voice
"Sit"
I sat
"Come"
I came over to him and he unzipped my pants and pulled them down. I lay down across his lap and felt the first whack. I was very excited but if one of the younger ones walked in they would get sort of freaked. Especially Mikey and Abby. Frank and Sage did the same thing but they were loud about it so we could hear every word. After it was over I was ordered to go and sit on the bed. I walked over and waited for Billie.
"Do I really have to go in the corner?" I asked in the cutest way possible
"No" he said "but you do have to sleep with me" he laughed
"YAY!" I yelled a little to loud
"BILLIES GETTING LAID" Gerard yelled
"Well actually you are going to stand in the corner for 5 minutes while I go and talk to Gerard and tell him to keep the little ones outta here"
I got up and went down on my knees because it was more conformable and sat facing the corner
When Billie came back he grabbed me and shoved me over his shoulder. He put me on our bed and then pinned my wrists down with his knees. We were both laughing and he started to take off my remaining clothes. I ripped off his shirt and started to give him a hickey on his chest. I took his pants off and we connected once again.
I don't want to tell him that I hadn't been feeling well for the past few days and was a couple days late. I was very afraid and feared I was pregnant. Even though we are getting married in a few weeks I'm still only 18 and don't feel I'm ready to have a baby.
Francine, Sage, Abby and I were going to a small meeting for some stupid sorority for a night. Abby didn't want to go and was sad about leaving Mikey for a night, wow a whole night. Well anyway it was getting really hard to pry them apart so once we finally got out of the house we didn't talk about the guys again. We were in the middle of Francine's so called initiation to this stupid group when a familiar car came down the road. "O great there coming to crash this stupid thing o well maybe they'll do something cool." I thought to myself
No one else had seen the car but me and I just decided to ignore it. This meeting was really boring and we were all very tired of walking around outside. I don't know why Francine had to do this, I guess so she was accepted by more people. Gerard didn't want her to and almost didn't let her but she went against his wishes. I heard something in the bushes but thought it was some animal or something so I just went along with the so called ritual. When familiar hands grabbed my waste and another over my mouth I was laughing so hard at what they were doing because I knew they were going to do it. Sage screamed because she didn't know it was Frank blindfolding her. Abby ran toward me when someone (Mikey) grabbed her and pinned her face down on the ground. We were thrown into a car and brought home. Billie had decided to leave Gerard and Francine there to talk while they others brought us home. Mikey carried a giggling Abby up to there room while Sage and I were being carried by Billie and Frank. Billie and I made it up to our room and he set me down on the bed. I really need to tell him that I may be pregnant because I don't know if were going to like kill the baby. I motioned for him to come sit next to me and he walked over.
"I think I'm pregnant" I said nervously
"Really" he asked surprised
"Yes"
He walked out the door and went over to the pharmacy across the street. He came back with about 15 tests.
"Just to be sure, I don't want to get my hopes up and find out your not"
"You mean you're not mad?"
"Mad baby if it's anyone's fault its mine, don't worry" he said
I went in the bathroom and all of the stupid tests came back positive. I am so scared I ran into our room and jumped on our bed covering my head. "I can't do this, I'm not ready." I yelled into the pillow
Billie walked in and when he saw me he knew that I was upset but I was also very excited I can't even explain. I really can't wait to have this baby but where's it going to live and sleep. It's going to be hard but we can pull through. He wrapped his arms around me and we fell asleep.
We were married two weeks later and had a 5 minute ceremony.
In the morning I was already thinking of baby names and decided on Joseph because I could just feel it was going to be a boy. Billie walked up behind me and he
Gave me a kiss on the cheek. "How are you baby?" he said getting down and kissing my stomach. I started giggling and his tongue traced up and down my stomach. "He is going to be a great dad" I thought to myself.
"Well how's my good girl this morning?"
"Oh I'm good"
We walked into the living room to find Abby and Mikey on the couch kissing and Mikey with his hands in her shirt. I was trying so hard to say something, but I knew I couldn't so I ran to my room and grabbed Billie's hand. When we finally reached our room we started laughing and Billie started tickling me. I was laughing so hard and everyone was outside our door listening.
"Baby I love you" Billie said
"I love you too and I can't wait to have your baby"
Billie was going on tour in a few days for their new album Dookie. All of us were going because he didn't want to leave us for so long. Little did I know that I was going to have to spend 8 months of my pregnancy on tour.
When we got back I had the baby a week later and just as I wanted he was named Joseph Marcicano Armstrong. Billie was really excited and once we got him home that was the only thing we were able to do.
We left Joey with Francine and Gerard sometimes since they were expecting to have a baby soon and we would go upstairs and play. Sometimes Billie would bring Frank and Sage in our room to play something they called obedience school. It was always a lot of fun.
Sage and I would be put in my room and sit there for a little bit while we waited for the guys to come in. Billie and Frank came in and we were ordered to take off our clothes and sit on the floor. I was usually a good girl and did what I was told but sometimes its fun to be punished.
"Adie Come" Billie said. I went over to him and stood in front of him. Frank walked over to Sage and slapped handcuffs on her wrists. "Do you want that" Billie asked me referring to our best friends, I nodded. "Hey Iero throw me the good ones" Billie said. "Turn around and place you hands behind your back." I did as I was told and felt the cold metal on my skin. I decided to be a bad girl and kick Billie's shin and try to run away. It wasn't very effective and it just got me a spanking and getting slapped. It was fun but there should be more. "Sir can you hit me hard and tie me up, please" "Bad girl did I give you permission to speak? Well? Did I?" "No sir, I'm sorry" I said looking down at the floor. "Iero leave Sage cuffed to something you've gotta help me with this naughty one" Frank left Sage in a closet and walked towards Billie. "What I was having fun" "Well lets have some more fun, now I want to tie her down so I can do anything to her. Now Frank I know that you are the best at knots and they are impossible to escape so tie her down baby." Billie walked over to me and held me down on our bed, my hands and feet were tied to the posts on our bed. "Bad girl Adie what do you think your doing? You need to learn whose boss. Do you understand me?" "Yes" I said. Frank was almost done tying my hands up and moving towards my feet when Billie grabbed my hair and pulled my face to his and said "What did you just say little lady? I want you to address me as master for a week even in front of everyone, understood?" "Yes master" I replied happily, this was the most fun I've had it months. He let go of my hair and sat up. "I'm going to have to think about your punishment but even though we have a baby, that doesn't mean you still won't be punished" I laughed after he said this.
Frank was done and Billie sent him and Sage out of the room so he could have a little fun. He grabbed my bra and took it off and squeezed me so hard it almost made me scream. "You know I will obey, maybe" I said laughing. "Oh believe me you will want to obey when I'm done with you." He said snickering. I wasn't allowed to be untied for the next few hours and decided to make the best of it. A couple hours later I was let go but still wasn't allowed to get dressed. I sat in Billie's arms on our bed until there was a knock at the door. I jumped up and put my robe on while Billie got the door. It was just Francine and Gerard.
"Please take him back, please." Gerard begged
"Okay I said but your not giving us your kid when its born." I said grabbing my baby and walking towards our bed. Billie said goodnight to out friends and came over to the bed and lay down next to me and Joey.
"Hey Joey someday your going to have a little brother or sister because I want you to." I winced at the thought of having another baby.
Three Years Later
"Push Adie, Come one baby you can do it"
"No I can't"
I passed out from the pain and when I woke up there was beautiful baby boy in my arms. I let Billie pick the name so we no have Jakob Danger Armstrong in our family. Joey was happy that he was going to be a big brother but I think he wanted a sister more than a brother. I know I would rather him have a sister so we don't have to deal with fighting all the time. By this time we had moved to a huge mansion with everyone and Mike and Tre soon moved in. Mike and Ana had just had Estelle two years after we had Joey and were waiting at the door when we arrived home.
