"What An Asshole You Are Billie"-sequal to "you may not see me but im always with you Adrienne", chapter 13
"Dam thing, this can't be right" I moan, throwing the test in the waste bin. A tear trickles down my cheek as I try to remember how this all happened. My head spins, as I conclude who the father is. I can't tell him, not now.
I wipe the last of my tears away and walk back into the doctors office.
"Ok, so you've taken the test?" he asks as I sit down.
"Yes and I'm fucking pregnant" I mumble.
"Congratulations" He says. I ignore him and just look down into my lap.
The next few minutes are spent with him explaining what I have to do.
"Look, I know you're trying to help but I know what to do. I have two kids already" I moan, getting up.
"Ok, well take these if your sickness gets any worse" he says, handing me some tablets. I snatch them and stalk out of the room, angry with myself. I smooth my hair down and dab at my face before walking over to Tre with a smile on my face.
"How did it go?" he asks.
"Fine, come on lets get out of here" I say, walking up the corridor. I hear Tre trotting behind me.
"So what was the problem?" I sniff and turn around.
"Just a bug like I told you" I lie. He doesn't seem convinced but shuts up anyway.
We drive all the way home in silence, me staring out the window thinking of how to tell him and Tre giving me side glances every now and then.
"Tre, quit giving me those looks" I moan.
"I'm worried" he says.
"Well their's no need to be. I'm perfectly fine" I say.
When we get home, Mike is sat on the sofa watching T. V.
"Thanks for looking after them Mike" I say, sitting down beside him.
"There's someone here to see you" He says, ignoring my comment. I look up and see Billie walking into the room.
"Hi Adie" he says, smiling slightly.
"We'll leave you two alone" Mike says, motioning for Tre to follow him. As soon as they've left the room, Billie sits beside me.
"I'm sorry for flipping like I did" he starts.
"It's fine Billie" I say unconvincingly.
"I forgive you, I mean I didn't even give you time to explain. So can we start fresh and go back to where we were?" he asks. I want to, but just as we get along something will get in the way. Something Billie shouldn't find out.
"I really don't know, can we get back to where we were? Is it worth it?"
"Of course! I love you Adrienne, we need to be together. For the boys sake" he says, grabbing my hands and rubbing the back of them. I look into his eyes and think how hurt he is going to be when he finds out.
"I love you too Billie, but you know as well as I do that our love has torn us apart and we've come to the end" I say regretfully.
"No Adie, how can you say that. I still love you" he says, a tear rolling down his cheek.
"I just can't do it Billie"
"Yes you can! We can do this, we can't let two stupid things get in the way of out love" he pleads.
"No Billie, I'm sorry but I can't do this any more" I say sternly. I stand up to go and get a drink. Billie's quick on his feet and grabs my arm, making me face him.
"Tell me why Adie, why can't we get back together?" he demands. I look into his eyes, regret filling every inch of my body.
"I'm pregnant"
I wipe the last of my tears away and walk back into the doctors office.
"Ok, so you've taken the test?" he asks as I sit down.
"Yes and I'm fucking pregnant" I mumble.
"Congratulations" He says. I ignore him and just look down into my lap.
The next few minutes are spent with him explaining what I have to do.
"Look, I know you're trying to help but I know what to do. I have two kids already" I moan, getting up.
"Ok, well take these if your sickness gets any worse" he says, handing me some tablets. I snatch them and stalk out of the room, angry with myself. I smooth my hair down and dab at my face before walking over to Tre with a smile on my face.
"How did it go?" he asks.
"Fine, come on lets get out of here" I say, walking up the corridor. I hear Tre trotting behind me.
"So what was the problem?" I sniff and turn around.
"Just a bug like I told you" I lie. He doesn't seem convinced but shuts up anyway.
We drive all the way home in silence, me staring out the window thinking of how to tell him and Tre giving me side glances every now and then.
"Tre, quit giving me those looks" I moan.
"I'm worried" he says.
"Well their's no need to be. I'm perfectly fine" I say.
When we get home, Mike is sat on the sofa watching T. V.
"Thanks for looking after them Mike" I say, sitting down beside him.
"There's someone here to see you" He says, ignoring my comment. I look up and see Billie walking into the room.
"Hi Adie" he says, smiling slightly.
"We'll leave you two alone" Mike says, motioning for Tre to follow him. As soon as they've left the room, Billie sits beside me.
"I'm sorry for flipping like I did" he starts.
"It's fine Billie" I say unconvincingly.
"I forgive you, I mean I didn't even give you time to explain. So can we start fresh and go back to where we were?" he asks. I want to, but just as we get along something will get in the way. Something Billie shouldn't find out.
"I really don't know, can we get back to where we were? Is it worth it?"
"Of course! I love you Adrienne, we need to be together. For the boys sake" he says, grabbing my hands and rubbing the back of them. I look into his eyes and think how hurt he is going to be when he finds out.
"I love you too Billie, but you know as well as I do that our love has torn us apart and we've come to the end" I say regretfully.
"No Adie, how can you say that. I still love you" he says, a tear rolling down his cheek.
"I just can't do it Billie"
"Yes you can! We can do this, we can't let two stupid things get in the way of out love" he pleads.
"No Billie, I'm sorry but I can't do this any more" I say sternly. I stand up to go and get a drink. Billie's quick on his feet and grabs my arm, making me face him.
"Tell me why Adie, why can't we get back together?" he demands. I look into his eyes, regret filling every inch of my body.
"I'm pregnant"
