Why does life have to be so hard?, chapter 1
[b] Did you know that living with your Brother can be hard? Even when he is Billie Joe Armstrong? Did you know that he pays more attention to his family than me? Don't you think it's hard to live with people who think you are an asshole? Do you think they even give a shit about me? I think differently...!
As I walked down the hallway, I saw Adrienne in the Kitchen and she was making Dinner for everyone. "Hello, Samantha!" She said happily. "Hello, Adrienne. Where is everyone?" I asked while looking at her while she was cooking. "Oh, They are all downstairs and watching some kind of a movie." She said and smiled. "Oh, Thats great..." I said sadly and looked down at the ground. She lifted my head up slowly and scanned over my face closely. "Whats wrong?" She asked, concerned. "Nothing. It's just that they never ask me to do anything with them and it really makes me feel that no one cares about me!" I said with tears streaming down my cheeks. She started to pat my back and wipe my tears from my eyes. "Aww, Samantha, We do care about you. You know Billie does because he's your Brother and we do because you're his Sister and your like a Daughter to me!" She said cheerfully, trying to make me feel better. "Thanks Adrienne but I believe everyone thinks I'm an asshole who is a fag!" I whisper softly. She looked at me and pointed her finger at me. "Listen, Do not use that language in my house or you are grounded!" She yelled rather loudly. I nodded slowly and continued to cry quietly.
All of a sudden, everyone comes up the stairs and they all had hungry looks on their faces. I heard Adrienne start to laugh hysterically. "Boys, your actually on time this time!" She said and continued to laugh. I just sat there and watched them all take their seats at the table and wait for their food to be served. Joey and Jacob looked over to me and smiled. "Samantha, You should've watched the movie with us! It was really awesome and funny!" Joey said while smiling like a loon. "Yeah, Thats nice..." I said angrily and watched while Billie, Jacob, and Joey stare at me weirdly. "What the fuck is your problem?" Billie asked and laughed. "Well, Billie, I think you should know according you never spend time with me!" I yelled with a bit of sarcasticness in my voice. Adrienne smirked and watched as Billie got angry really easily. "Okay, What the fuck are you talking about? I spend time with you all the time!" He yelled. "Yeah, when you want something!" I yelled back. "Look you little mini me, You need to fucking stop with your bitchy attitude and stop being a smart-ass! I'm tired of you being an asshole all the time! Now, eat and then go to your room!" He yelled and watched as my face started to shrivel up and turn pale. "Fine, I might as well go now then according since I'm not hungry because you just ruined my appetite!" I yelled and stomped up the stairs.
There were millions of tears coming from my eyes and my eyes were all red and puffy from all the crying I've done in the last 5 minutes. "Why does my life have to be so fucking hard?" I whispered softly and climbed into my bed. I had decided to lay there for the rest of the night. There were a million things running through my mind. I just didn't know why Billie can be so mean and grumpy sometimes and he knows it hurts my feelings but he still fucking does it anyway. Then, I drifted off to sleep.
As I walked down the hallway, I saw Adrienne in the Kitchen and she was making Dinner for everyone. "Hello, Samantha!" She said happily. "Hello, Adrienne. Where is everyone?" I asked while looking at her while she was cooking. "Oh, They are all downstairs and watching some kind of a movie." She said and smiled. "Oh, Thats great..." I said sadly and looked down at the ground. She lifted my head up slowly and scanned over my face closely. "Whats wrong?" She asked, concerned. "Nothing. It's just that they never ask me to do anything with them and it really makes me feel that no one cares about me!" I said with tears streaming down my cheeks. She started to pat my back and wipe my tears from my eyes. "Aww, Samantha, We do care about you. You know Billie does because he's your Brother and we do because you're his Sister and your like a Daughter to me!" She said cheerfully, trying to make me feel better. "Thanks Adrienne but I believe everyone thinks I'm an asshole who is a fag!" I whisper softly. She looked at me and pointed her finger at me. "Listen, Do not use that language in my house or you are grounded!" She yelled rather loudly. I nodded slowly and continued to cry quietly.
All of a sudden, everyone comes up the stairs and they all had hungry looks on their faces. I heard Adrienne start to laugh hysterically. "Boys, your actually on time this time!" She said and continued to laugh. I just sat there and watched them all take their seats at the table and wait for their food to be served. Joey and Jacob looked over to me and smiled. "Samantha, You should've watched the movie with us! It was really awesome and funny!" Joey said while smiling like a loon. "Yeah, Thats nice..." I said angrily and watched while Billie, Jacob, and Joey stare at me weirdly. "What the fuck is your problem?" Billie asked and laughed. "Well, Billie, I think you should know according you never spend time with me!" I yelled with a bit of sarcasticness in my voice. Adrienne smirked and watched as Billie got angry really easily. "Okay, What the fuck are you talking about? I spend time with you all the time!" He yelled. "Yeah, when you want something!" I yelled back. "Look you little mini me, You need to fucking stop with your bitchy attitude and stop being a smart-ass! I'm tired of you being an asshole all the time! Now, eat and then go to your room!" He yelled and watched as my face started to shrivel up and turn pale. "Fine, I might as well go now then according since I'm not hungry because you just ruined my appetite!" I yelled and stomped up the stairs.
There were millions of tears coming from my eyes and my eyes were all red and puffy from all the crying I've done in the last 5 minutes. "Why does my life have to be so fucking hard?" I whispered softly and climbed into my bed. I had decided to lay there for the rest of the night. There were a million things running through my mind. I just didn't know why Billie can be so mean and grumpy sometimes and he knows it hurts my feelings but he still fucking does it anyway. Then, I drifted off to sleep.
