What the Fuck? Why didn't mom tell me?, chapter 1

I'm laying on my bed crying, wondering why the hell and I so scared of caring for anyone other myself, is it because of my dad. I guess so, I loved him more than anyone else in the world and he let me down he was stupid.

*RING RING*

"Hello?" I answer

"Hey, what happened I saw you crying at school and I wanted to know if he broke up with you?" came the voice of my best friend.

"Yeah he did, he said that I need to learn how to care about other people."

"You care about me."

"YOU'RE MY COUSIN HE MEANT PEOPLE THAT I'M NOT RELATED TO!"

"Fine! Jeesh, you don't have to chew me out like that."

"I'm sorry (beep beep click) DAMN IT! GOD DAMN PHONE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO STAY CONNECTED!"

Suddenly there was a knock at the door, mom was gone at work still, it couldn't be her, I went to the bathroom to check my makeup, it was running black and grey, GOOD! If it's him then he'll see that I care and if it's not at least I'll get some sympathy. I opened the door looking down so that my makeup wasn't visible at first.

"Um, is this the house of Kim and Jessica Havens?" said the voice of, no it couldn't be, Tre Cool? But that's not right, I looked up and surely I saw those baby blues of my favorite drummer, Tre Cool.

"Y-Yes it is. Um. May I ask, um, why the hell are you here?" I smacked my hand over my mouth after that last part that seemed to come out without my permission.

"I'm here to see you, Jessica, did your mother ever tell you that the person you call 'father' is really your step-dad?"

"WHAT?"

Tre sighed, "We need to talk..."