Mom, Why Didn't You Tell Me?, chapter 7
I woke up not knowing where I am. I opened my eyes but closed them quickly because of the blinding light. For a minute I thought I saw Billie Joe Armstrong from Green Day. That's when it all came back to me. I started getting tears in my eyes and the pounding headache didn't help either. I felt someone's arms wrap around me. All I could do was hug them back.
A few minutes later I opened my eyes again and I found Tre holding me. To tell you the truth I didn't expect to see Tre like this. All the videos I've watched he's always playing jokes and being far from normal. Even on the Wake Me up video he had to fall off the big round thingy. It scared me a bit to know that he can be like this but at the same time I never wanted to leave his arms. I felt so safe like all my troubles have gone away and I'm just floating on a cloud.
At first I didn't notice that I was starring at him but I looked in his eyes and realized that he was staring right back with the same force like he was analyzing me or something. It wasn't that uncomfortable stare though I actually liked it. It felt like forever until Mike and Billie broke our gaze by coming into the room very loudly. That's when they saw that I was awake and they came and gave me a hg that literally almost suffocated me. "I'm okay" I kept repeating in a whisper until they let go.
"What happened" Billie asked. Well that's a stupid question if they saw the note beside me. I decided not to answer instead I was going to get the letters and show them. I went upstairs with Tre closely behind he was acting like a spy. I pretended I didn't see him. We got to my room and I sat on my bed my back to the door I felt Tre's eyes burn on the back of my head. "You can come in," I said. He came around the bed and sat beside me. He was about to give me a comforting kiss on the cheek but I turned my head to look at him. Our lips connected neither of us pulled back but instead the kiss got more passionate. I didn't brake apart until Mike came in on us.
"Holy shit" He said. He was about to yell for Billie but we put our hands over his mouth. As Tre held him I got a rope and a piece of duck tape, we roped him to a chair with duck tape over his mouth. He was yelling only to come out very muffled. I shushed him down.
"Please don't tell Billie" I started begging him "please I'll do anything I promise" I started getting small tears in my eyes thinking about what would happen if he found out. Would he send me back to the adoption center? Kick me out on the streets? Or get so mad he would abuse me? I didn't want that to happen I liked being here I liked being with my dad, Mike and Tre. I would probably be dead if I wasn't here.
Mike finally gave in so I took off the tape "If it ever happens again Billie is gonna find out" He said I gave him a hug with tears still in my eyes. I remembered why I was up here, I got the letters and I gave them to Mike and Tre. I waited until they were done reading to give Billie his.
They both looked at me with watery eyes. I couldn't believe it another thing that surprised me about Tre, he was crying silently. They folded up their letters neatly and gave me a hug. I got tired of standing so I got on my bed Mike and Tre followed. We stayed like that for a while not wanting to say a word because we didn't need to. We knew what each other was thinking. I was wondering what Billie was doing.
As I thought that Billie comes by the door and says "you guys better not be doing a fucking threesome" We shared a watery smile because we were all on my bed.
I moaned a bit then did some heavy breathing Mike and Tre got what I was doing and joined. I could hear Billie yell for me to open the door. A while later Billie got the door open He smiled while shaking his head but stopped when he saw our tear stained faces.
"What happened" he asked. I gave a deep sigh and got off the bed I rolled over Tre who was on the right side of me. I picked up the letter off the floor. And he read it after a moment he gave it back to me with tears in his eyes I looked at it and saw that I gave him mine I mentally cursed myself and gave him the other one. He read it through and he had even more tears in his eyes. He was crying.
He gave me a hug and I hugged back it felt good to be in his arms it felt like I've been here before. Yet it didn't feel the same as Tre's hug.
I wanted to be in Tre's arms again. I didn't really care if Billie saw I just really wanted to do it right then and there.
"Hey why don't we party tonight" Billie said randomly "just the three of us we will go out and buy some beer, what do you say"
"Hell yes," I said. So that's what we did Mike and Billie went out to get beer since there was none left in the whole hose except the few that Mike and Tre brought with. Before they left Mike gave me some odd look and left. I wanted to stay here but I didn't want to stay alone so Tre offered to stay with me.
A few minutes later I opened my eyes again and I found Tre holding me. To tell you the truth I didn't expect to see Tre like this. All the videos I've watched he's always playing jokes and being far from normal. Even on the Wake Me up video he had to fall off the big round thingy. It scared me a bit to know that he can be like this but at the same time I never wanted to leave his arms. I felt so safe like all my troubles have gone away and I'm just floating on a cloud.
At first I didn't notice that I was starring at him but I looked in his eyes and realized that he was staring right back with the same force like he was analyzing me or something. It wasn't that uncomfortable stare though I actually liked it. It felt like forever until Mike and Billie broke our gaze by coming into the room very loudly. That's when they saw that I was awake and they came and gave me a hg that literally almost suffocated me. "I'm okay" I kept repeating in a whisper until they let go.
"What happened" Billie asked. Well that's a stupid question if they saw the note beside me. I decided not to answer instead I was going to get the letters and show them. I went upstairs with Tre closely behind he was acting like a spy. I pretended I didn't see him. We got to my room and I sat on my bed my back to the door I felt Tre's eyes burn on the back of my head. "You can come in," I said. He came around the bed and sat beside me. He was about to give me a comforting kiss on the cheek but I turned my head to look at him. Our lips connected neither of us pulled back but instead the kiss got more passionate. I didn't brake apart until Mike came in on us.
"Holy shit" He said. He was about to yell for Billie but we put our hands over his mouth. As Tre held him I got a rope and a piece of duck tape, we roped him to a chair with duck tape over his mouth. He was yelling only to come out very muffled. I shushed him down.
"Please don't tell Billie" I started begging him "please I'll do anything I promise" I started getting small tears in my eyes thinking about what would happen if he found out. Would he send me back to the adoption center? Kick me out on the streets? Or get so mad he would abuse me? I didn't want that to happen I liked being here I liked being with my dad, Mike and Tre. I would probably be dead if I wasn't here.
Mike finally gave in so I took off the tape "If it ever happens again Billie is gonna find out" He said I gave him a hug with tears still in my eyes. I remembered why I was up here, I got the letters and I gave them to Mike and Tre. I waited until they were done reading to give Billie his.
They both looked at me with watery eyes. I couldn't believe it another thing that surprised me about Tre, he was crying silently. They folded up their letters neatly and gave me a hug. I got tired of standing so I got on my bed Mike and Tre followed. We stayed like that for a while not wanting to say a word because we didn't need to. We knew what each other was thinking. I was wondering what Billie was doing.
As I thought that Billie comes by the door and says "you guys better not be doing a fucking threesome" We shared a watery smile because we were all on my bed.
I moaned a bit then did some heavy breathing Mike and Tre got what I was doing and joined. I could hear Billie yell for me to open the door. A while later Billie got the door open He smiled while shaking his head but stopped when he saw our tear stained faces.
"What happened" he asked. I gave a deep sigh and got off the bed I rolled over Tre who was on the right side of me. I picked up the letter off the floor. And he read it after a moment he gave it back to me with tears in his eyes I looked at it and saw that I gave him mine I mentally cursed myself and gave him the other one. He read it through and he had even more tears in his eyes. He was crying.
He gave me a hug and I hugged back it felt good to be in his arms it felt like I've been here before. Yet it didn't feel the same as Tre's hug.
I wanted to be in Tre's arms again. I didn't really care if Billie saw I just really wanted to do it right then and there.
"Hey why don't we party tonight" Billie said randomly "just the three of us we will go out and buy some beer, what do you say"
"Hell yes," I said. So that's what we did Mike and Billie went out to get beer since there was none left in the whole hose except the few that Mike and Tre brought with. Before they left Mike gave me some odd look and left. I wanted to stay here but I didn't want to stay alone so Tre offered to stay with me.
