Rock and Roll Middle School, chapter 14
"Really?" Billie said.
"Yup," I said as I looked down at my books.
"Can we consider it a date?" Billie said. He stopped mid step in the hallway and glanced down at his shoetops. Then he looked into my eyes. I looked down. Should i say it? Right now? My heart was tearing right down the middle. I knew I loved Billie and I knew I had to tell him. But I am going to have to wait a little while longer.
"Yeah, we definitely can concider it a date...." I glanced down at the floor yet again. I was as embarrassed as hell. And the sole purpose of my saying that was to get an, "I love you" out of Billie. But I knew that wouldn't happen in all of god's green earth. I was so heartbroken.
But then Billie leaned in and kissed me hard on the lips. I kissed back not knowing what to feel or how to feel it. Next thing I know. He had backed me up against a wall. We were kissing ferociously. Then he pulled away fast. I looked at him in the eye and then I hugged him. I didn't know what to say, I don't think he did either. All of my frustration and anguish toards not being with Billie Joe had forced me to this point. I was kind of dumbfounded in a way.
"WOW," Billie said, wide-eyed and grinning.
"Yeah, wow," I replied, my hands still attached to his neck. I lowered them slowly and layed them on his chest. He looked at me devilly and started kissing me again. Before we knew it the peoriod was over. Kids started filtering in the hallway. But we didn't care. I loved him. I don't know how, i don't know why. But I loved him so much I was about ready to burst. He was so perfect for me. and with the Ramones concert coming up. I think that would be the perfect place to tell him. He pulled away again. "We have to get to class you know," I said cutely as I stared into his eyes.
"Seriously?" Billie said. He looked like a little lost puppy. so cute.
"OH MY GOD WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING!!??" I recognized that voice instantly. It was Tre.
"NOTHING TRE!" Billie snapped as he let go of my waist.
"THAN WHY WEREN'T YOU IN MATH! HMMM! YOU WERE FUCKING, WEREN'T YOU!!!"
Tre said devilishly.
"NO! In the hallway. Tre you are disgusting! I am appauled at your accusations! We would never ever do such a thing," I said as I stomped my foot hard on the linolium floor that ligned the High school.
"Than why are you two holding hands??" Tre said in an "I told you so" kind of way. "I TOLD YOU SO!" Tre snickered.
I guess the secret's out...
"Yup," I said as I looked down at my books.
"Can we consider it a date?" Billie said. He stopped mid step in the hallway and glanced down at his shoetops. Then he looked into my eyes. I looked down. Should i say it? Right now? My heart was tearing right down the middle. I knew I loved Billie and I knew I had to tell him. But I am going to have to wait a little while longer.
"Yeah, we definitely can concider it a date...." I glanced down at the floor yet again. I was as embarrassed as hell. And the sole purpose of my saying that was to get an, "I love you" out of Billie. But I knew that wouldn't happen in all of god's green earth. I was so heartbroken.
But then Billie leaned in and kissed me hard on the lips. I kissed back not knowing what to feel or how to feel it. Next thing I know. He had backed me up against a wall. We were kissing ferociously. Then he pulled away fast. I looked at him in the eye and then I hugged him. I didn't know what to say, I don't think he did either. All of my frustration and anguish toards not being with Billie Joe had forced me to this point. I was kind of dumbfounded in a way.
"WOW," Billie said, wide-eyed and grinning.
"Yeah, wow," I replied, my hands still attached to his neck. I lowered them slowly and layed them on his chest. He looked at me devilly and started kissing me again. Before we knew it the peoriod was over. Kids started filtering in the hallway. But we didn't care. I loved him. I don't know how, i don't know why. But I loved him so much I was about ready to burst. He was so perfect for me. and with the Ramones concert coming up. I think that would be the perfect place to tell him. He pulled away again. "We have to get to class you know," I said cutely as I stared into his eyes.
"Seriously?" Billie said. He looked like a little lost puppy. so cute.
"OH MY GOD WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING!!??" I recognized that voice instantly. It was Tre.
"NOTHING TRE!" Billie snapped as he let go of my waist.
"THAN WHY WEREN'T YOU IN MATH! HMMM! YOU WERE FUCKING, WEREN'T YOU!!!"
Tre said devilishly.
"NO! In the hallway. Tre you are disgusting! I am appauled at your accusations! We would never ever do such a thing," I said as I stomped my foot hard on the linolium floor that ligned the High school.
"Than why are you two holding hands??" Tre said in an "I told you so" kind of way. "I TOLD YOU SO!" Tre snickered.
I guess the secret's out...
