In The End It Doesn't Even Matter-Sequel To, "Tell Me Who You Love!", chapter 4
I finally get home. I don't know what time it is, but it must be early morning. I kick my shoes off and creep into the lounge. Their doesn't seem to be any sign of anyone so I head for the stairs.
"Where the fuck have you been?" A voice says dully, causing me to jump and tread on the persons foot. I turn around and see Tre in a red dressing gown which is daring to come undone.
"Tre you scared me!" I say.
"And you didn't scare me?" He asks, crossing his arms over his chest.
"I'm sorry, I went out for a drink with some of my friends from work that's all" I lie.
"Ok, but why didn't you tell me. I was worried sick something had happened to you. I don't want anything bad to happen to you Cassie. I love you" He says, wrapping his arms round me and pulling me close. I can feel the tie on his dressing gown has come undone, and I feel his body press up against mine.
After a while, I let go of him and gently do his gown back up, giving him a peck on the cheek.
"I love you too Tre" I say firmly, pushing Billie from my mind. I will not fall for him again.
Tre smiles and suddenly picks me up, carrying me over his shoulder. I squeal and thump him on the back, kicking my legs in the air. We get to the bedroom and he plops me down on the bed. I see his eye brow raise and a mischievous smile spread upon his face.
I watch as his hands move to the tie on the gown, once again causing it to come undone. I smile and grab his hands, pulling him infront of me. I reach up and smooth his shoulders, going round to his back, making the gown slip from his body. He pulls me up to stand with him and plays with the buttons on my shirt. It's about half way undone when I hear the door creak.
I gasp and quickly do up some buttons whilst Tre scrambles to get under the covers.
"Mummy?" I see Amy stood in the doorway. I motion for her to come in which she accepts by running over to me, throwing her arms round my neck.
"What's up sweetie pie?" I ask, pulling her onto my lap.
"I had a bad dream. I had a dream that you and daddy were having a big row and that you and uncle Billie were kissing" She sobs. I'm alarmed by this and grab her little hands.
"Nothing is going to happen like that. It was only a dream, do you hear me?" I hiss. She tries to scramble from my grip, shaking her small head.
"Mummy let go! You're hurting me" She sobs. I look at her glazy eyes and let go. She looks up at me with fear. I try to give her a warm smile, hugging her.
"Come on, I'll put you to bed" I whisper, carrying her on my hip back to her bedroom. I open the door and put her in her bed. I pull back the covers, tuck her in, then give her a kiss goodnight.
When I get back to my room, I get into bed next to Tre and snuggle close to him, linking my hand through his.
"I love you Tre" I whisper, moving the hair from his closed eyes. He doesn't reply but I swear I feel his hand give mine a small squeeze. I rest my head next to his and close my eyes, slowly falling into a deep sleep.
***
"I love you Cassie" he whispers, cupping my face in his hands. I look into his eyes which are shining with the reflection of the sun.
"I love you too" I say, kissing him on the lips. His face is a soft golden colour, glowing in the dusk.
His shifts his body so he's facing me, resting his head on his hand. I move closer so I can feel his warm breath on my neck. I look into his eyes, undoing his shirt but not breaking eye contact. He moves so he's ontop of me, propping himself up with his arms. I move my hands down his body until his trousers are off. He then takes my bikini off slowly, teasing me.
After a while I feel his hips grind against me, causing me to moan. This carries on until I can hear him shouting my name.
"Cassie!...Oh fuck Cassie.. uuhhhh Cassie... Cassie... Cassie"
***
"Cassie wake the fuck up!" I suddenly sit up, gasping for breath. I see Tre looking down at me, a tray in his hands. I rub my eyes and blink a couple of times. Why the fuck had I just dreamt of having sex with Billie on the beach? Oh god, this can't be happening. I really need to get him out of my mind. That should have been Tre in my dream, not Billie.
"Morning" Tre says cheerily, placing the tray on my lap. I smile at him, propping myself up with the pillows.
"Tre, babe, what's this for?" I ask, looking at the arrangement of break fast on it.
"Do I have to have a reason to treat the love of my life with breakfast in the morning?" He says. The whole 'love of my life' thing has still stuck. I look into his eyes and smile. I would never have imagined things to turn out this way. Back in high school we were all just friends. A couple of rejects. And to think that back then I kept pushing Tre away with his cheesy line of 'love of my life'. I would never have thought I would end up in my late 30's with 3 kids, all belonging to Tre. I laugh at this, causing my orange juice to slop from the top of the glass.
"What's so funny?" Tre asks.
"I'm just remembering high school. The fact that we used to hide our feelings and get on each others nerves. And here I am, in bed with Tre Cool for a lover and three kids!" I say. He smiles and bends down to kiss me on the forehead.
"I'm glad things ended this way, I've never been happier in my whole life. Because I've got you" He says sweetly. I give him a light hug then look down at my tray. The toast is a little burnt and the cereal is a bit soggy but I don't give a shit. The fact is that Tre had the thought to treat me to something. I bite into my toast happily.
"Well I'll leave you, lady muck, to enjoy your breakfast in bed whilst I cater for Jack". He then leaves the room humming to himself, wagging his hips on the way. I nearly choke on my toast as his enthusiastic hip movements cause his dressing gown to fall to the ground.
"Thanks for the morning view!" I call out to him.
"Any time babe!"
"Where the fuck have you been?" A voice says dully, causing me to jump and tread on the persons foot. I turn around and see Tre in a red dressing gown which is daring to come undone.
"Tre you scared me!" I say.
"And you didn't scare me?" He asks, crossing his arms over his chest.
"I'm sorry, I went out for a drink with some of my friends from work that's all" I lie.
"Ok, but why didn't you tell me. I was worried sick something had happened to you. I don't want anything bad to happen to you Cassie. I love you" He says, wrapping his arms round me and pulling me close. I can feel the tie on his dressing gown has come undone, and I feel his body press up against mine.
After a while, I let go of him and gently do his gown back up, giving him a peck on the cheek.
"I love you too Tre" I say firmly, pushing Billie from my mind. I will not fall for him again.
Tre smiles and suddenly picks me up, carrying me over his shoulder. I squeal and thump him on the back, kicking my legs in the air. We get to the bedroom and he plops me down on the bed. I see his eye brow raise and a mischievous smile spread upon his face.
I watch as his hands move to the tie on the gown, once again causing it to come undone. I smile and grab his hands, pulling him infront of me. I reach up and smooth his shoulders, going round to his back, making the gown slip from his body. He pulls me up to stand with him and plays with the buttons on my shirt. It's about half way undone when I hear the door creak.
I gasp and quickly do up some buttons whilst Tre scrambles to get under the covers.
"Mummy?" I see Amy stood in the doorway. I motion for her to come in which she accepts by running over to me, throwing her arms round my neck.
"What's up sweetie pie?" I ask, pulling her onto my lap.
"I had a bad dream. I had a dream that you and daddy were having a big row and that you and uncle Billie were kissing" She sobs. I'm alarmed by this and grab her little hands.
"Nothing is going to happen like that. It was only a dream, do you hear me?" I hiss. She tries to scramble from my grip, shaking her small head.
"Mummy let go! You're hurting me" She sobs. I look at her glazy eyes and let go. She looks up at me with fear. I try to give her a warm smile, hugging her.
"Come on, I'll put you to bed" I whisper, carrying her on my hip back to her bedroom. I open the door and put her in her bed. I pull back the covers, tuck her in, then give her a kiss goodnight.
When I get back to my room, I get into bed next to Tre and snuggle close to him, linking my hand through his.
"I love you Tre" I whisper, moving the hair from his closed eyes. He doesn't reply but I swear I feel his hand give mine a small squeeze. I rest my head next to his and close my eyes, slowly falling into a deep sleep.
***
"I love you Cassie" he whispers, cupping my face in his hands. I look into his eyes which are shining with the reflection of the sun.
"I love you too" I say, kissing him on the lips. His face is a soft golden colour, glowing in the dusk.
His shifts his body so he's facing me, resting his head on his hand. I move closer so I can feel his warm breath on my neck. I look into his eyes, undoing his shirt but not breaking eye contact. He moves so he's ontop of me, propping himself up with his arms. I move my hands down his body until his trousers are off. He then takes my bikini off slowly, teasing me.
After a while I feel his hips grind against me, causing me to moan. This carries on until I can hear him shouting my name.
"Cassie!...Oh fuck Cassie.. uuhhhh Cassie... Cassie... Cassie"
***
"Cassie wake the fuck up!" I suddenly sit up, gasping for breath. I see Tre looking down at me, a tray in his hands. I rub my eyes and blink a couple of times. Why the fuck had I just dreamt of having sex with Billie on the beach? Oh god, this can't be happening. I really need to get him out of my mind. That should have been Tre in my dream, not Billie.
"Morning" Tre says cheerily, placing the tray on my lap. I smile at him, propping myself up with the pillows.
"Tre, babe, what's this for?" I ask, looking at the arrangement of break fast on it.
"Do I have to have a reason to treat the love of my life with breakfast in the morning?" He says. The whole 'love of my life' thing has still stuck. I look into his eyes and smile. I would never have imagined things to turn out this way. Back in high school we were all just friends. A couple of rejects. And to think that back then I kept pushing Tre away with his cheesy line of 'love of my life'. I would never have thought I would end up in my late 30's with 3 kids, all belonging to Tre. I laugh at this, causing my orange juice to slop from the top of the glass.
"What's so funny?" Tre asks.
"I'm just remembering high school. The fact that we used to hide our feelings and get on each others nerves. And here I am, in bed with Tre Cool for a lover and three kids!" I say. He smiles and bends down to kiss me on the forehead.
"I'm glad things ended this way, I've never been happier in my whole life. Because I've got you" He says sweetly. I give him a light hug then look down at my tray. The toast is a little burnt and the cereal is a bit soggy but I don't give a shit. The fact is that Tre had the thought to treat me to something. I bite into my toast happily.
"Well I'll leave you, lady muck, to enjoy your breakfast in bed whilst I cater for Jack". He then leaves the room humming to himself, wagging his hips on the way. I nearly choke on my toast as his enthusiastic hip movements cause his dressing gown to fall to the ground.
"Thanks for the morning view!" I call out to him.
"Any time babe!"
