Wicked Wishes, chapter 15
Riots P.O.V
We went into the parking garage and sat on the ledge. Billie handed me a cigarette. I looked up at the sign that said No Smoking.
"Fuck that," Billie said noticing the sign too.
"What do you want me to do?"
"Don't play dumb Riot. I know you smoke and I know that you smoke more then just cigarettes some times." I took the lighter from him.
"Do you want to know what's going on with Chadd?"
"Yes! Is she going to be ok?" I asked slightly afraid to hear the answer.
"She's going to be fine."
"She is!?"
"But Riot wait, one more thing. Chadd is pregnant."
"WHAT!?" I yelled dropping my cigarette.
"Why!? How!?"
"Well Riot you and her..."
"She can't be!"
"She is."
"What am I going to do!? I can't be a father!" I started to pace back and forth.
"This cant be happening!"
"Calm down!" Billie yelled at me. "The first thing you need to do is find out if you're going to stay with her. You should, but I can force you."
"Billie. There's no way I could leave her."
"Good. Now you need to go talk to her. "
Billie Joe and me ended up sleeping in the waiting room. I woke up early the next morning and went to talk to Chadd.
She was sitting up when I walked into the room. Her arm was wrapped up.
"What happened?" I asked sitting down in the chair.
"A piece of the car door went inside my arm."
"Oh." I didn't say anything for awhile.
"Do you trust me Chadd?"
"Of course I do Riot."
"Good I'm going to make this work. I promise."
"I know you will Riot."
Chadd's P.O.V
I trusted Riot I did. But I just hoped he would be able to handle this. With all of his problems I didn't know what was going to happen.
Bayzer and Mark came running into the room.
"Chadd! I'm so glad your ok!" Bayzer yelled hugging me.
"Is Sony going to be ok?" I asked.
"He's going to be fine."
"Did you tell him?" Bayzer whispered in my ear. I nodded.
"And?"
"He's staying."
"Good. I would have kicked your ass if you left," Bayzer said turning to Riot.
***
Riots P.O.V
A week later Chadd was out of the hospital and of course wicked stopped the tour. Chadd had to ware her arm in a sling for awhile though.
When we told David we were engaged he was furious. He yelled at me and told me I had violated his sister. Chadd's mom just asked if it was a boy or a girl. Billie Joe made me tell Adie. She was washing the dishes when I told her and she dropped and broke a plate.
***
"Riot?" We were sitting on the couch. She was sitting with her legs across my lap.
"Yeah?"
"David's moving to Chicago. Moms going with him. I think we should buy the apartment. Its three rooms. You could rent the one out to Ron if you wanted to."
"That sounds like a good Idea. Ill talk to Billie about it."
***
"Billie!" I said one day while we were standing in the kitchen.
"What?"
"I need money." He looked at me.
"How much?"
"Ummm about 10,000."
"What? Why?" he asked surprised.
"I'm buying an apartment."
"That's a lot of money Riot."
"Not for you! Billie please! I'm trying to make this work it's hard! I'm begging you! I promise Ill pay you back."
"Where is the apartment?"
I explained to him and David moving.
"I guess," Billie Joe said. "Ill give you the money tomorrow."
"Thank you!"
***
Chadd came over for dinner later that night. We ate outside.
"Chadd if you need any help at all don't be afraid to ask me. I'd be glad to help you." Adie said to Chadd.
I could feel Chadd rubbing my leg underneath the table.
"So is it a girl or a boy?" Billie asked.
"I'm not sure, I haven't found out yet," Chadd said still rubbing my leg, I continued to eat.
"What do you want it to be?" Adie asked me.
"I don't care which ever is easier."
Billie Joe laughed. I could still feel Chadd's hand moving around on my leg. I looked at her. She smiled.
"Any name ideas yet?"
"Ahh, No not really," I said grabbing Chadd's hand. It was driving me insane. But in a good way.
"We will come up with something once we know if it's a boy or a girl," Chadd said squeezing my hand.
After Dinner I was sitting on the couch with her. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her. She lay down.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you," Billie Joe said. He had just walked into the room. I looked at Chadd and then at him.
"Get off her Riot!" he said again. Chadd laughed. I kissed her one more time then rolled off her.
"Come on. Let's go for a walk." Billie said to me. I followed him out the door.
"So..." Billie Joe said. "Tell me what you think about this. I shrugged.
"Confused. I mean I know I can't do this. But I'm going to try. There are two sides to me, there's the 1 side that loves Chadd and wouldn't do anything to hurt her. Id do anything for her. Then there's the other side of me that's completely fucked up and always fucks up. And even though I may not try to screw it up with Chadd I always do." I said shaking my head. "It's so much pressure. I can't fuck it up. But because there's so much pressure I most likely will fuck this up."
Chadd's P.O.V
*After Riot and Billie Joe left Adie sat down next to me on the couch.*
"How you feeling?"
"Fine."
"What do you think about all this?"
"Worried," I told her. "I worry about Riot. I worry he wont be able to handle this and he'll hurt himself or something. I worry he'll leave. There's this doubt in the back of my mind that tells me we aren't going to watch this kid grow up together. I keep thinking there's no way this is going to last, this isn't going to work out."
"Remember; if you need any help Ill help you," Adie said to me.
"Thanks. It means a lot."
*When Riot came home I went into his room with him.*
"I talked to David about the apartment Idea. He said he wanted to talk to you before anything like that happens. So do you think you can come over tomorrow?"
"Yeah," he said kissing my neck. We were lying on his bed.
We went into the parking garage and sat on the ledge. Billie handed me a cigarette. I looked up at the sign that said No Smoking.
"Fuck that," Billie said noticing the sign too.
"What do you want me to do?"
"Don't play dumb Riot. I know you smoke and I know that you smoke more then just cigarettes some times." I took the lighter from him.
"Do you want to know what's going on with Chadd?"
"Yes! Is she going to be ok?" I asked slightly afraid to hear the answer.
"She's going to be fine."
"She is!?"
"But Riot wait, one more thing. Chadd is pregnant."
"WHAT!?" I yelled dropping my cigarette.
"Why!? How!?"
"Well Riot you and her..."
"She can't be!"
"She is."
"What am I going to do!? I can't be a father!" I started to pace back and forth.
"This cant be happening!"
"Calm down!" Billie yelled at me. "The first thing you need to do is find out if you're going to stay with her. You should, but I can force you."
"Billie. There's no way I could leave her."
"Good. Now you need to go talk to her. "
Billie Joe and me ended up sleeping in the waiting room. I woke up early the next morning and went to talk to Chadd.
She was sitting up when I walked into the room. Her arm was wrapped up.
"What happened?" I asked sitting down in the chair.
"A piece of the car door went inside my arm."
"Oh." I didn't say anything for awhile.
"Do you trust me Chadd?"
"Of course I do Riot."
"Good I'm going to make this work. I promise."
"I know you will Riot."
Chadd's P.O.V
I trusted Riot I did. But I just hoped he would be able to handle this. With all of his problems I didn't know what was going to happen.
Bayzer and Mark came running into the room.
"Chadd! I'm so glad your ok!" Bayzer yelled hugging me.
"Is Sony going to be ok?" I asked.
"He's going to be fine."
"Did you tell him?" Bayzer whispered in my ear. I nodded.
"And?"
"He's staying."
"Good. I would have kicked your ass if you left," Bayzer said turning to Riot.
***
Riots P.O.V
A week later Chadd was out of the hospital and of course wicked stopped the tour. Chadd had to ware her arm in a sling for awhile though.
When we told David we were engaged he was furious. He yelled at me and told me I had violated his sister. Chadd's mom just asked if it was a boy or a girl. Billie Joe made me tell Adie. She was washing the dishes when I told her and she dropped and broke a plate.
***
"Riot?" We were sitting on the couch. She was sitting with her legs across my lap.
"Yeah?"
"David's moving to Chicago. Moms going with him. I think we should buy the apartment. Its three rooms. You could rent the one out to Ron if you wanted to."
"That sounds like a good Idea. Ill talk to Billie about it."
***
"Billie!" I said one day while we were standing in the kitchen.
"What?"
"I need money." He looked at me.
"How much?"
"Ummm about 10,000."
"What? Why?" he asked surprised.
"I'm buying an apartment."
"That's a lot of money Riot."
"Not for you! Billie please! I'm trying to make this work it's hard! I'm begging you! I promise Ill pay you back."
"Where is the apartment?"
I explained to him and David moving.
"I guess," Billie Joe said. "Ill give you the money tomorrow."
"Thank you!"
***
Chadd came over for dinner later that night. We ate outside.
"Chadd if you need any help at all don't be afraid to ask me. I'd be glad to help you." Adie said to Chadd.
I could feel Chadd rubbing my leg underneath the table.
"So is it a girl or a boy?" Billie asked.
"I'm not sure, I haven't found out yet," Chadd said still rubbing my leg, I continued to eat.
"What do you want it to be?" Adie asked me.
"I don't care which ever is easier."
Billie Joe laughed. I could still feel Chadd's hand moving around on my leg. I looked at her. She smiled.
"Any name ideas yet?"
"Ahh, No not really," I said grabbing Chadd's hand. It was driving me insane. But in a good way.
"We will come up with something once we know if it's a boy or a girl," Chadd said squeezing my hand.
After Dinner I was sitting on the couch with her. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her. She lay down.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you," Billie Joe said. He had just walked into the room. I looked at Chadd and then at him.
"Get off her Riot!" he said again. Chadd laughed. I kissed her one more time then rolled off her.
"Come on. Let's go for a walk." Billie said to me. I followed him out the door.
"So..." Billie Joe said. "Tell me what you think about this. I shrugged.
"Confused. I mean I know I can't do this. But I'm going to try. There are two sides to me, there's the 1 side that loves Chadd and wouldn't do anything to hurt her. Id do anything for her. Then there's the other side of me that's completely fucked up and always fucks up. And even though I may not try to screw it up with Chadd I always do." I said shaking my head. "It's so much pressure. I can't fuck it up. But because there's so much pressure I most likely will fuck this up."
Chadd's P.O.V
*After Riot and Billie Joe left Adie sat down next to me on the couch.*
"How you feeling?"
"Fine."
"What do you think about all this?"
"Worried," I told her. "I worry about Riot. I worry he wont be able to handle this and he'll hurt himself or something. I worry he'll leave. There's this doubt in the back of my mind that tells me we aren't going to watch this kid grow up together. I keep thinking there's no way this is going to last, this isn't going to work out."
"Remember; if you need any help Ill help you," Adie said to me.
"Thanks. It means a lot."
*When Riot came home I went into his room with him.*
"I talked to David about the apartment Idea. He said he wanted to talk to you before anything like that happens. So do you think you can come over tomorrow?"
"Yeah," he said kissing my neck. We were lying on his bed.
