Please Wake Me Up When September Ends or Let Me Here to Die!, chapter 15
.:There weeks later:.
.:Seth's P.O.V:.
Hey guys! I know it's been 3 weeks but to tell you the truth not much has happened. Billie and I are still together. Mike found a new girlfriend and Tré and Lisea are doing fine. They also found out that they were having a girl. Anyways, Adie moved into one of the spare rooms seeing as she was gonna have Billie Joe's child. I wasn't upset about her being here. I mean why would I be? The thing was that she or Billie didn't want an abortion because they both thought it was murder. So she was having the baby. I am not sure if I mentioned this but, I and Billie never 'made love', if you get what I am saying. Neither did Tré and I. which made me a...virgin, because I don't think I am ready yet. Oh and before we get to the story I have to tell you something. Ya know Brad, right? Well he has been beating Billie even if Mike, Tré, Adie, or me were in the room. I know what your thinking, "What the fuck?" right? Well he also threatened Billie right in front of me. He told Billie that if he told his mom what Brad was doing to him he would slit his throat. He even threatened me with the same threat. I know he is not related to me in anyway but that is so fucking wrong! So no one has told Ollie. And I think no one will. Also if Brad is beating Billie and Ollie starts to come in the room Brad runs either out of the room or to the nearest chair and Billie is forced to lie to his own Mother. Well, let's get to the story now!
.:Still Seth's P.O.V:.
I walked into the living room where Billie was and sat beside him.
I looked at his arms and saw all the bruises.
"Hey, babe, you ok?"
"Yeah. Billie, can I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"What would you do if Brad started hurting your mom?"
"I would fucking kill him," he said with rage in his voice.
I laid my head on his shoulder and he put his head on mine and he put his arm around my shoulders trying to comfort me.
Silence fell through the room until some one came down the steps.
I looked through the corner of my eyes to see who it was.
Could ya guess? If you guessed Brad, you win a cookie.
He stood there watching us and the walked over and stood right in front of us.
The house was silent. Ollie, Mike, Tré, and Adie all went out.
This left Billie and I to get hurt by Brad.
"Stand up!"
We did as we were told and stood up.
"You," he pointed to me and yelled, "Go over there!" he pointed to the chair on the other side of the room, so I did what he said to do.
He grabbed Billie's shirt collar and pushed Billie to the ground.
I watched in horror as he started to kick and punch Billie.
After about 10 minutes Brad finally left.
As soon as he was out of the room Billie let out a cry of pain.
I ran over to him and bent down, putting his head in my lap.
"Billie, are you ok?"
He let out another cry of pain to answer my question.
Just then the front door opened and Tré and Mike walked in.
Just as they walked into the living room Billie let out another cry of pain.
"Holy shit! Billie!"
They ran over and looked at Billie.
Just then Ollie came in and looked at Billie.
"Billie Joe! Sweetie?! What happened?!"
Billie looked to me, then Mike, then Tré, and finally his mom.
"Billie, what happened?" she asked, a tear running down her cheek.
He stayed silent.
"Seth, what happened?"
"Ollie, please promise you'll believe me."
"I promise."
"It was... Brad."
"What? Why?"
"I don't know."
I looked back down and saw Billie staring at me.
"Ollie, Mike, I think we should give them sometime alone."
They nodded and walked out.
"Why did you do that?"
"Billie, I would rather hurt myself than have the one I love be hurt."
He stared at me and tried to get up. But failed.
"Billie-" he cut me off.
"Babe, we need to get out of this house." After he said that we heard yelling.
The yelling was coming from Ollie and Brad.
I looked down at Billie and he looked back to me.
Just then there was someone coming down the stairs.
We stayed looking at each other when the person was standing behind us.
"WHO THE FUCK TOLD?!?!" his voice boomed. Of course it was Brad.
We stayed silent. Not wanting to be hurt.
"DON'T MAKE ME FUCKING ASK AGAIN!!"
"It was me," I said.
He was about to do something to me when Tré came in and grabbed his arm.
Mike ran in too and grabbed his other arm.
Billie got up even though he was in pain and grabbed my arm.
"I'M GONNA FIND YOU!! SO RUN ALL YOU FUCKING WANT!"
We ran out of the house and to the alley.
We got to the alley and went into the little shack there.
"Billie... I... am... so... sorry," I said out of breath, I started to cry.
Billie came over and wrapped his arms around me. Making me feel secure.
"Sh. It's ok," he cooed.
"No...it's...not...I am probably gonna...be in the hospital...or die," I said between sobs.
Just then there was running getting closer and closer to us.
I buried my head into Billie's shoulder and tried not to cry.
"Are you guys ok?"
I turned and looked at Tré and immediately ran into his arms.
"Thank... you... so... much."
"No problem girl," he said. "But you are still the love of my life," he whispered in my ear.
I smiled but then saw Mike.
I did the same to Mikey.
"Thank you too Mikey."
"I would do anything to help you out. You are like my little sis."
I smiled. I now know that all three of these guys love me.
.:Later that day:.
.:Still at shack:.
I was sitting beside Billie on the old couch.
"Well, ya know we can't stay here forever..." Mike said.
"Thanks Mike... that is just great news!!" Billie said sarcastically.
"Sorry."
I looked up at Billie. He was staring at the ground.
"Bill, you ok?" Tré asked.
He just nodded.
I was filling a little sick so I put my head on Billie's lap.
He ran his hands through my hair. Making me feel a little better.
Just then there was a knock at the shack door.
Tré got up and answered it.
It was Brad...
Billie's head shot up immediately just like mine.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!" Billie yelled.
I just started crying. I had no clue what was going to happen. I just knew that he was here for me. No one else but me.
Billie got up and stood in front of me while Mike and Tré tried to hold Brad back. Brad just kept his eyes on me the whole time.
He finally pushed Mike and Tré back and got in Billie's face.
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY!"
"NO! I WON'T LET YOU HURT HER!"
He grabbed Billie's shirt collar and pulled him back. Then threw him over to where Mike and Tré were.
He then looked at me and started walking over.
Billie got up as fast as he could and got in Brad's way.
Brad stopped and then punched Billie in the stomach.
I was tempted to say something. Anything but I just couldn't.
Billie fell to the ground holding his stomach.
Brad finally reached me and grabbed my arms.
He picked me up at least 3 feet in the air and threw me to the ground.
"Just because your not my kid doesn't mean I wont hurt you!!" he yelled.
Just then there were sirens and someone pounded on the door.
"OPEN UP! IT'S THE POLICE!"
I looked to the door but couldn't see anything. They burst through the door and loaded their guns up.
"Freeze!! Put your hands up!"
I was still on the floor when someone came over to me.
"Hey babe. You ok?"
"Billie?"
"Yeah... You ok?"
"Yeah... Now that I'm with you."
He pressed his lips to my temple and held on to me.
Just then the police came over and asked us questions like: What are your names? How old are you? Who was the man? Where do you live? Stuff like that.
They finally left so we decided to head back to Billie's.
We were walking so Billie put one arm around my waste and his other in my hand.
We walked in silence. The only things you could hear were the wind and our feet scraping among the concrete ground.
We finally got to Billie's so we walked inside.
Ollie was sitting on the couch and looked up when she saw us.
"Oh my goodness! Are you kids ok?"
"We're fine mom."
She ran over and hugged us all then went into the kitchen.
"Ok.. What do you kids want for supper?"
I looked to Billie and smiled. He knew exactly what I wanted.
"Mom. Seth and I would like... Lasagna and root beer!"
Everyone else groaned.
"NOT AGAIN! MIKE HELP!! IT'S THE ATTACK OF THE LASAGNA PEOPLE!"
Billie and I just cracked up laughing.
Billie took my hand and lead me upstairs and into our room.
"You ok?"
"Yeah. I think so."
He cupped my face in his hands and just stared at my eyes.
"Billie. What are you doing?"
"Shh. Please don't talk."
"Wh-"
I was cut of by him placing his lips to mine.
He pulled away a while later when there was a knock on the door.
"Come in."
I sat on the bed and saw the door open.
It was Tré.
"Ollie said it was time for supper."
Billie and I nodded and I stood up.
I grabbed Billie's hand and he lead us down to the kitchen.
"Yay!!" was all Billie managed to say when he saw the table.
Lasagna and root beer, Billie's favorite.
We finished eating and went into the living room to watch Friday The 13th. Yes, it's about Jason.
The guys picked it. Not the girls. But I could get 'scared' and hold onto Billie.
Just another way to get close to him.
I walked out into the kitchen to get a drink for Billie and I then walked back to living room to find Billie saving a seat beside him.
"What if I don't want to sit there?"
"What do you mean?" he grew puppy dog eyes.
"I was joking Billie!" he smiled.
I walked over and sat down.
He immediately put his arm around me and we watched the movie.
I did hold on to Billie a lot though.
.:After the movie:.
Billie and I were cuddling in our room.
We were whispering to one another.
"I like this."
I just nodded.
"Hey, I have a question for you."
"Yes?"
"Are you ready for 'it'?"
"I don't think I am. I mean, you're only my second boyfriend. I'm sorry."
"It's ok. I don't blame you."
I smiled knowing that this was ok with him.
"You know what we can do though?"
"Hmm?"
He didn't say anything. He just got up and pulled me up to.
We were just staring at one another until he got up.
The room was so dark I couldn't see him.
"Billie?"
The spot on the bed behind me went down.
"Billie? Is that you?"
I started panicking.
Just then the light turned on and I looked to see who was behind me.
Billie was behind me but Tré had turned on the light.
"BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG! WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER ME?!"
"I'm sorry! I didn't think you would get so freaked out."
To tell you guys the truth something happened to me when I was younger. When I was about 13 there was this guy at school how had a crush on me. It was a major crush. He stalked me. All the time and one night I was home sitting on my couch. So invited him over. He wouldn't leave me alone. He kept touching me in wrong places. He even tried to rape me. From that day on I have always hated people trying that stuff. Also having them so close if I don't know or trust them.
"Why did you get so freaked out babe?"
"Billie, it's something I don't want to speak of. It hurts to think about it."
I looked over to Tré and waved. He waved back.
"Hey, Tré can you give us alone time?"
He nodded and walked out shutting the door behind him.
"Babe, what happened?" Billie asked getting up to sit in front of me.
"It's too hard to say Billie."
He put his hands on my shoulders.
"Babe, you can tell me anything."
"Well. When I was 13 there was there was this guy who had a major crush on me."
He nodded knowing he wanted me to continue.
"Well... I was home alone so I wanted to be nice and invite him over. We sat and watched some movies. Then he started saying dirty, nasty, sick stuff. This really freaked me out. Then he got really close to me and started touching me-" I began to cry. "Then he grabbed my hand and took me up to my room. He tried to... tried to... tried to..."
"Tried to what? What babe? Please tell me."
"He tried to... rape me." I just broke down and cried.
"Shhhhh... it's ok baby girl."
He pulled me into a tight hug and let me cry on his shoulder.
There was a knock on the door which made me jump.
"Come in."
"Billie, is everything ok? I heard crying."
It was Ollie.
"Yeah mom. Everything is fine."
She closed the door and left us to be.
We decided to get up and go to the living room so that's what we did.
.:A few hours later:.
.:Billie's POV:.
Seth and I were sitting on the couch watching TV when there was a knock at the door.
"I'll get it babe."
She smiled that smile that never got old.
I got up and went to the door.
"Yea?"
"Is Seth Watson here?"
"Yeah. And who are you?"
"A friend."
"Ok...?"
"Just let me talk to her."
I let this weird looking guy in and went and got Seth.
"Seth, babe, it's for you."
She got up and went to the door.
I snuck around to see what they would say...
(Not for the readers: This conversation is in whisper tone)
"What the fuck are you doing here?!"
"Seth, baby. Come on. We had so much fun when we were younger."
"Get the fuck out!"
"No! I want you back."
"What do you mean 'back'? We were never together!"
"But we had so much fun baby."
"I don't recall you trying to rape me fun!"
That's where I drew the line.
I walked around the corner opened the door, punched the guy in the face.
Pushed him out the door and locked it.
"Babe, are you ok?"
She nodded and ran into my arms.
"Did he touch you?"
.:Seth's P.O.V:.
Hey guys! I know it's been 3 weeks but to tell you the truth not much has happened. Billie and I are still together. Mike found a new girlfriend and Tré and Lisea are doing fine. They also found out that they were having a girl. Anyways, Adie moved into one of the spare rooms seeing as she was gonna have Billie Joe's child. I wasn't upset about her being here. I mean why would I be? The thing was that she or Billie didn't want an abortion because they both thought it was murder. So she was having the baby. I am not sure if I mentioned this but, I and Billie never 'made love', if you get what I am saying. Neither did Tré and I. which made me a...virgin, because I don't think I am ready yet. Oh and before we get to the story I have to tell you something. Ya know Brad, right? Well he has been beating Billie even if Mike, Tré, Adie, or me were in the room. I know what your thinking, "What the fuck?" right? Well he also threatened Billie right in front of me. He told Billie that if he told his mom what Brad was doing to him he would slit his throat. He even threatened me with the same threat. I know he is not related to me in anyway but that is so fucking wrong! So no one has told Ollie. And I think no one will. Also if Brad is beating Billie and Ollie starts to come in the room Brad runs either out of the room or to the nearest chair and Billie is forced to lie to his own Mother. Well, let's get to the story now!
.:Still Seth's P.O.V:.
I walked into the living room where Billie was and sat beside him.
I looked at his arms and saw all the bruises.
"Hey, babe, you ok?"
"Yeah. Billie, can I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"What would you do if Brad started hurting your mom?"
"I would fucking kill him," he said with rage in his voice.
I laid my head on his shoulder and he put his head on mine and he put his arm around my shoulders trying to comfort me.
Silence fell through the room until some one came down the steps.
I looked through the corner of my eyes to see who it was.
Could ya guess? If you guessed Brad, you win a cookie.
He stood there watching us and the walked over and stood right in front of us.
The house was silent. Ollie, Mike, Tré, and Adie all went out.
This left Billie and I to get hurt by Brad.
"Stand up!"
We did as we were told and stood up.
"You," he pointed to me and yelled, "Go over there!" he pointed to the chair on the other side of the room, so I did what he said to do.
He grabbed Billie's shirt collar and pushed Billie to the ground.
I watched in horror as he started to kick and punch Billie.
After about 10 minutes Brad finally left.
As soon as he was out of the room Billie let out a cry of pain.
I ran over to him and bent down, putting his head in my lap.
"Billie, are you ok?"
He let out another cry of pain to answer my question.
Just then the front door opened and Tré and Mike walked in.
Just as they walked into the living room Billie let out another cry of pain.
"Holy shit! Billie!"
They ran over and looked at Billie.
Just then Ollie came in and looked at Billie.
"Billie Joe! Sweetie?! What happened?!"
Billie looked to me, then Mike, then Tré, and finally his mom.
"Billie, what happened?" she asked, a tear running down her cheek.
He stayed silent.
"Seth, what happened?"
"Ollie, please promise you'll believe me."
"I promise."
"It was... Brad."
"What? Why?"
"I don't know."
I looked back down and saw Billie staring at me.
"Ollie, Mike, I think we should give them sometime alone."
They nodded and walked out.
"Why did you do that?"
"Billie, I would rather hurt myself than have the one I love be hurt."
He stared at me and tried to get up. But failed.
"Billie-" he cut me off.
"Babe, we need to get out of this house." After he said that we heard yelling.
The yelling was coming from Ollie and Brad.
I looked down at Billie and he looked back to me.
Just then there was someone coming down the stairs.
We stayed looking at each other when the person was standing behind us.
"WHO THE FUCK TOLD?!?!" his voice boomed. Of course it was Brad.
We stayed silent. Not wanting to be hurt.
"DON'T MAKE ME FUCKING ASK AGAIN!!"
"It was me," I said.
He was about to do something to me when Tré came in and grabbed his arm.
Mike ran in too and grabbed his other arm.
Billie got up even though he was in pain and grabbed my arm.
"I'M GONNA FIND YOU!! SO RUN ALL YOU FUCKING WANT!"
We ran out of the house and to the alley.
We got to the alley and went into the little shack there.
"Billie... I... am... so... sorry," I said out of breath, I started to cry.
Billie came over and wrapped his arms around me. Making me feel secure.
"Sh. It's ok," he cooed.
"No...it's...not...I am probably gonna...be in the hospital...or die," I said between sobs.
Just then there was running getting closer and closer to us.
I buried my head into Billie's shoulder and tried not to cry.
"Are you guys ok?"
I turned and looked at Tré and immediately ran into his arms.
"Thank... you... so... much."
"No problem girl," he said. "But you are still the love of my life," he whispered in my ear.
I smiled but then saw Mike.
I did the same to Mikey.
"Thank you too Mikey."
"I would do anything to help you out. You are like my little sis."
I smiled. I now know that all three of these guys love me.
.:Later that day:.
.:Still at shack:.
I was sitting beside Billie on the old couch.
"Well, ya know we can't stay here forever..." Mike said.
"Thanks Mike... that is just great news!!" Billie said sarcastically.
"Sorry."
I looked up at Billie. He was staring at the ground.
"Bill, you ok?" Tré asked.
He just nodded.
I was filling a little sick so I put my head on Billie's lap.
He ran his hands through my hair. Making me feel a little better.
Just then there was a knock at the shack door.
Tré got up and answered it.
It was Brad...
Billie's head shot up immediately just like mine.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!" Billie yelled.
I just started crying. I had no clue what was going to happen. I just knew that he was here for me. No one else but me.
Billie got up and stood in front of me while Mike and Tré tried to hold Brad back. Brad just kept his eyes on me the whole time.
He finally pushed Mike and Tré back and got in Billie's face.
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY!"
"NO! I WON'T LET YOU HURT HER!"
He grabbed Billie's shirt collar and pulled him back. Then threw him over to where Mike and Tré were.
He then looked at me and started walking over.
Billie got up as fast as he could and got in Brad's way.
Brad stopped and then punched Billie in the stomach.
I was tempted to say something. Anything but I just couldn't.
Billie fell to the ground holding his stomach.
Brad finally reached me and grabbed my arms.
He picked me up at least 3 feet in the air and threw me to the ground.
"Just because your not my kid doesn't mean I wont hurt you!!" he yelled.
Just then there were sirens and someone pounded on the door.
"OPEN UP! IT'S THE POLICE!"
I looked to the door but couldn't see anything. They burst through the door and loaded their guns up.
"Freeze!! Put your hands up!"
I was still on the floor when someone came over to me.
"Hey babe. You ok?"
"Billie?"
"Yeah... You ok?"
"Yeah... Now that I'm with you."
He pressed his lips to my temple and held on to me.
Just then the police came over and asked us questions like: What are your names? How old are you? Who was the man? Where do you live? Stuff like that.
They finally left so we decided to head back to Billie's.
We were walking so Billie put one arm around my waste and his other in my hand.
We walked in silence. The only things you could hear were the wind and our feet scraping among the concrete ground.
We finally got to Billie's so we walked inside.
Ollie was sitting on the couch and looked up when she saw us.
"Oh my goodness! Are you kids ok?"
"We're fine mom."
She ran over and hugged us all then went into the kitchen.
"Ok.. What do you kids want for supper?"
I looked to Billie and smiled. He knew exactly what I wanted.
"Mom. Seth and I would like... Lasagna and root beer!"
Everyone else groaned.
"NOT AGAIN! MIKE HELP!! IT'S THE ATTACK OF THE LASAGNA PEOPLE!"
Billie and I just cracked up laughing.
Billie took my hand and lead me upstairs and into our room.
"You ok?"
"Yeah. I think so."
He cupped my face in his hands and just stared at my eyes.
"Billie. What are you doing?"
"Shh. Please don't talk."
"Wh-"
I was cut of by him placing his lips to mine.
He pulled away a while later when there was a knock on the door.
"Come in."
I sat on the bed and saw the door open.
It was Tré.
"Ollie said it was time for supper."
Billie and I nodded and I stood up.
I grabbed Billie's hand and he lead us down to the kitchen.
"Yay!!" was all Billie managed to say when he saw the table.
Lasagna and root beer, Billie's favorite.
We finished eating and went into the living room to watch Friday The 13th. Yes, it's about Jason.
The guys picked it. Not the girls. But I could get 'scared' and hold onto Billie.
Just another way to get close to him.
I walked out into the kitchen to get a drink for Billie and I then walked back to living room to find Billie saving a seat beside him.
"What if I don't want to sit there?"
"What do you mean?" he grew puppy dog eyes.
"I was joking Billie!" he smiled.
I walked over and sat down.
He immediately put his arm around me and we watched the movie.
I did hold on to Billie a lot though.
.:After the movie:.
Billie and I were cuddling in our room.
We were whispering to one another.
"I like this."
I just nodded.
"Hey, I have a question for you."
"Yes?"
"Are you ready for 'it'?"
"I don't think I am. I mean, you're only my second boyfriend. I'm sorry."
"It's ok. I don't blame you."
I smiled knowing that this was ok with him.
"You know what we can do though?"
"Hmm?"
He didn't say anything. He just got up and pulled me up to.
We were just staring at one another until he got up.
The room was so dark I couldn't see him.
"Billie?"
The spot on the bed behind me went down.
"Billie? Is that you?"
I started panicking.
Just then the light turned on and I looked to see who was behind me.
Billie was behind me but Tré had turned on the light.
"BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG! WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER ME?!"
"I'm sorry! I didn't think you would get so freaked out."
To tell you guys the truth something happened to me when I was younger. When I was about 13 there was this guy at school how had a crush on me. It was a major crush. He stalked me. All the time and one night I was home sitting on my couch. So invited him over. He wouldn't leave me alone. He kept touching me in wrong places. He even tried to rape me. From that day on I have always hated people trying that stuff. Also having them so close if I don't know or trust them.
"Why did you get so freaked out babe?"
"Billie, it's something I don't want to speak of. It hurts to think about it."
I looked over to Tré and waved. He waved back.
"Hey, Tré can you give us alone time?"
He nodded and walked out shutting the door behind him.
"Babe, what happened?" Billie asked getting up to sit in front of me.
"It's too hard to say Billie."
He put his hands on my shoulders.
"Babe, you can tell me anything."
"Well. When I was 13 there was there was this guy who had a major crush on me."
He nodded knowing he wanted me to continue.
"Well... I was home alone so I wanted to be nice and invite him over. We sat and watched some movies. Then he started saying dirty, nasty, sick stuff. This really freaked me out. Then he got really close to me and started touching me-" I began to cry. "Then he grabbed my hand and took me up to my room. He tried to... tried to... tried to..."
"Tried to what? What babe? Please tell me."
"He tried to... rape me." I just broke down and cried.
"Shhhhh... it's ok baby girl."
He pulled me into a tight hug and let me cry on his shoulder.
There was a knock on the door which made me jump.
"Come in."
"Billie, is everything ok? I heard crying."
It was Ollie.
"Yeah mom. Everything is fine."
She closed the door and left us to be.
We decided to get up and go to the living room so that's what we did.
.:A few hours later:.
.:Billie's POV:.
Seth and I were sitting on the couch watching TV when there was a knock at the door.
"I'll get it babe."
She smiled that smile that never got old.
I got up and went to the door.
"Yea?"
"Is Seth Watson here?"
"Yeah. And who are you?"
"A friend."
"Ok...?"
"Just let me talk to her."
I let this weird looking guy in and went and got Seth.
"Seth, babe, it's for you."
She got up and went to the door.
I snuck around to see what they would say...
(Not for the readers: This conversation is in whisper tone)
"What the fuck are you doing here?!"
"Seth, baby. Come on. We had so much fun when we were younger."
"Get the fuck out!"
"No! I want you back."
"What do you mean 'back'? We were never together!"
"But we had so much fun baby."
"I don't recall you trying to rape me fun!"
That's where I drew the line.
I walked around the corner opened the door, punched the guy in the face.
Pushed him out the door and locked it.
"Babe, are you ok?"
She nodded and ran into my arms.
"Did he touch you?"
