I came before Adrienne..., chapter 2
"....Wow, Sorry about that." Billie said.
"Don't worry about it." I told him.
"How long have you been dealing with this?" Billie continued, "If you don't mind talking about it..."
"In seventh grade or so, I basically became obsessed with this guy, and I tried to be perfect for him. I fucked up a lot of my life over him. I wanted to be skinnier, and I did it the wrong way. I started cutting down on food, and eventually it turned to nothing. Which led to anorexia. And Bulimia got added on top of that after awhile." I said to him.
"I don't really know what to say." Billie said honestly.
"You don't have to say anything." I looked into his eyes and he smiled. We looked into the sky, taking in every moment, every sight.
"DINNER!" My Mom yelled down to Billie and me.
"Wanna go up?" I asked him.
"Sounds good to me!" He replied.
We walked up to the house and sat down for dinner.
I took very litte food, but could barely stand to look at it. Kyle noticed my 'Someone Kill Me Now' look.
"Mom?" Kyle said.
"Yeah?" She asked.
"Is it okay if we eat downstairs tonight?" Kyle wondered.
"I suppose. If you make a mess you are cleaning it up!" She exclaimed.
I smiled, Kyle saved me again. We all grabbed our plates and went downstairs. We all sat in Kyle's room in the same spots we were in earlier before.
I managed to eat a strawberry or two without feeling like I needed to puke. Kyle tried to get me to eat some lean foods, like usual, but I couldn't, not today anyways.
By the time we were all finished with dinner it was around seven o' clock.
I helped my mom finish up the dishes, and afterwards I sat next to Kyle to watch Kerry and Bille battle it out playing 'Simpsons Road Rage.'
The Doorbell Rang.
My Mom yelled from her room, "Will somebody please get that!"
Kyle willingly got up and answered it. He unlocked the door, pulled it open to see Ray on the other side.
"Hey Kyle." Ray said.
Kyle just nodded and went back and sat down. I turned to find it was Ray.
"Hey!!" I got up and ran into his arms.
Kyle just rolled his eyes. Kyle wasn't to fond of Ray, only because he was my boyfriend. I'm going into tenth, while Ray is going into twelvth.
Ray was a tall guy, very slim. Emo slim. Long Surfer Hair, beautiful brown eyes, and tight girl pants. Yum.
My Mom came out of her room as I was giving Ray a welcome hug.
"Ray! Nice to see you." My mom greeted him.
"Wonderful to see you also Mrs. Bandelow." Ray said kindly.
"Mom? Is it okay if Ray stays the night?" I asked praying for the right answer.
"Of Course! Your dad won't be home for a couple more days anyways!" My mom smiled and went on with her buisness.
Kyle sighed when he heard the answer.
Ray and I went downstairs to my room.
I put on my new AFI cd and we talked a little bit.
"What do you want to do?" I asked Ray.
"What do I always want to do?" He replied with a sly smile on his face.
"Don't worry about it." I told him.
"How long have you been dealing with this?" Billie continued, "If you don't mind talking about it..."
"In seventh grade or so, I basically became obsessed with this guy, and I tried to be perfect for him. I fucked up a lot of my life over him. I wanted to be skinnier, and I did it the wrong way. I started cutting down on food, and eventually it turned to nothing. Which led to anorexia. And Bulimia got added on top of that after awhile." I said to him.
"I don't really know what to say." Billie said honestly.
"You don't have to say anything." I looked into his eyes and he smiled. We looked into the sky, taking in every moment, every sight.
"DINNER!" My Mom yelled down to Billie and me.
"Wanna go up?" I asked him.
"Sounds good to me!" He replied.
We walked up to the house and sat down for dinner.
I took very litte food, but could barely stand to look at it. Kyle noticed my 'Someone Kill Me Now' look.
"Mom?" Kyle said.
"Yeah?" She asked.
"Is it okay if we eat downstairs tonight?" Kyle wondered.
"I suppose. If you make a mess you are cleaning it up!" She exclaimed.
I smiled, Kyle saved me again. We all grabbed our plates and went downstairs. We all sat in Kyle's room in the same spots we were in earlier before.
I managed to eat a strawberry or two without feeling like I needed to puke. Kyle tried to get me to eat some lean foods, like usual, but I couldn't, not today anyways.
By the time we were all finished with dinner it was around seven o' clock.
I helped my mom finish up the dishes, and afterwards I sat next to Kyle to watch Kerry and Bille battle it out playing 'Simpsons Road Rage.'
The Doorbell Rang.
My Mom yelled from her room, "Will somebody please get that!"
Kyle willingly got up and answered it. He unlocked the door, pulled it open to see Ray on the other side.
"Hey Kyle." Ray said.
Kyle just nodded and went back and sat down. I turned to find it was Ray.
"Hey!!" I got up and ran into his arms.
Kyle just rolled his eyes. Kyle wasn't to fond of Ray, only because he was my boyfriend. I'm going into tenth, while Ray is going into twelvth.
Ray was a tall guy, very slim. Emo slim. Long Surfer Hair, beautiful brown eyes, and tight girl pants. Yum.
My Mom came out of her room as I was giving Ray a welcome hug.
"Ray! Nice to see you." My mom greeted him.
"Wonderful to see you also Mrs. Bandelow." Ray said kindly.
"Mom? Is it okay if Ray stays the night?" I asked praying for the right answer.
"Of Course! Your dad won't be home for a couple more days anyways!" My mom smiled and went on with her buisness.
Kyle sighed when he heard the answer.
Ray and I went downstairs to my room.
I put on my new AFI cd and we talked a little bit.
"What do you want to do?" I asked Ray.
"What do I always want to do?" He replied with a sly smile on his face.
