What’s The Use In Having Me If You Don’t Even Know Me?, chapter 7
I went to go find Shela.
*Shela's POV*
*The Next Morning*
I woke up groggy and with a killer headache and looked around my surroundings. Why was I back in my room what happened last? I asked myself not remembering what happened after I took that pill. I looked at my alarm clock I stood up slowly and walked to my door, opened it and walked to Jakey's room.
"Hey Jake what happened last night?" I asked him. He was sitting on his bed eating fruit loops. He glared at me.
"How could you be so stupid?" He said and frowned. What did I do?
"What do you mean Jakey?" I asked and sat down beside him.
"You did drugs! And you drank! I know I do some pretty stupid stuff but at least if doesn't hurt me! You can't even remember what happened." He yelled at me.
"I'm sorry Jakey I was just so mad at Dad!" I said sadly.
"God Shela he never did anything to you! He is always looking out for you and me and Joey!" He yelled.
"Ya that's because he's always on tour so he has to act like he cares!" I said honestly.
"Ya that's why he and mom where crying on the phone when we found you and that's he, Tre and Mike called off the rest of there tour, making them loose almost a million dollars!" He yelled and turned away.
"I never knew!" I said in almost a whisper.
"Ya because you spend all of your time hating him you can never see that he really loves you and cares for you!" Jake said.
I looked at him and walked out and downstairs. Mom, Dad, Mike and Tre where all sitting in the living room in silence. I held my breath and walked in. They all looked at me. Mom's eyes where all red and puffy, Dada didn't look happy and the always smiling Tre wasn't smiling.
"Hi guys what are you all doing here?" I asked playing dumb. My dad looked at me. He held out a bottle of vodka and whisky.
"Want some Shela?" He asked. I cocked my eyebrows. What is he doing? I shook my head.
"Why you had some last night? Or do you only drink after you do ecstasy?" My dad continue to ask. My heart sank. I had promised them I would talk to them if I ever wanted to do drugs.
"I found you last night passed out on a bench, and you want to know what? They where about to rape you! They had most of there clothes and your clothes off! Do you know how scary it is to find your daughter almost being raped by a bunch of people who gave her drugs and alcohol?" My mom yelled. I started to cry, I was almost raped, and they could have killed me!
I looked over at her and sat down beside her and hugged her. I whispered in her ear, "I'm sorry!" And I stood back up.
"How could you be so stupid Shela? I mean I did drugs when I was younger thanks to Uncle Tre but I never knew that they where bad but you did and you still did them? Why?" My dad asked. Tre half smiled at his drug reference to him.
"It was the only time I had ever done them, why can't you just let it go this time?" I asked. Stupid idea.
"Well honey, you're dad and I apparently don't know anything about you so I guess we wouldn't know what you do. So how do we know if that's the first time you've ever done that?" My mom asked. I looked at everyone and frowned. I ran back up to my room and cried. THEY DON'T UNDER THE STAND THE FACT THAT DAD PUSHED ME TO DO IT!
But I can't blame him I guess he really does care. I sat there and tried to remember what happened last night.
*Shela's POV*
*The Next Morning*
I woke up groggy and with a killer headache and looked around my surroundings. Why was I back in my room what happened last? I asked myself not remembering what happened after I took that pill. I looked at my alarm clock I stood up slowly and walked to my door, opened it and walked to Jakey's room.
"Hey Jake what happened last night?" I asked him. He was sitting on his bed eating fruit loops. He glared at me.
"How could you be so stupid?" He said and frowned. What did I do?
"What do you mean Jakey?" I asked and sat down beside him.
"You did drugs! And you drank! I know I do some pretty stupid stuff but at least if doesn't hurt me! You can't even remember what happened." He yelled at me.
"I'm sorry Jakey I was just so mad at Dad!" I said sadly.
"God Shela he never did anything to you! He is always looking out for you and me and Joey!" He yelled.
"Ya that's because he's always on tour so he has to act like he cares!" I said honestly.
"Ya that's why he and mom where crying on the phone when we found you and that's he, Tre and Mike called off the rest of there tour, making them loose almost a million dollars!" He yelled and turned away.
"I never knew!" I said in almost a whisper.
"Ya because you spend all of your time hating him you can never see that he really loves you and cares for you!" Jake said.
I looked at him and walked out and downstairs. Mom, Dad, Mike and Tre where all sitting in the living room in silence. I held my breath and walked in. They all looked at me. Mom's eyes where all red and puffy, Dada didn't look happy and the always smiling Tre wasn't smiling.
"Hi guys what are you all doing here?" I asked playing dumb. My dad looked at me. He held out a bottle of vodka and whisky.
"Want some Shela?" He asked. I cocked my eyebrows. What is he doing? I shook my head.
"Why you had some last night? Or do you only drink after you do ecstasy?" My dad continue to ask. My heart sank. I had promised them I would talk to them if I ever wanted to do drugs.
"I found you last night passed out on a bench, and you want to know what? They where about to rape you! They had most of there clothes and your clothes off! Do you know how scary it is to find your daughter almost being raped by a bunch of people who gave her drugs and alcohol?" My mom yelled. I started to cry, I was almost raped, and they could have killed me!
I looked over at her and sat down beside her and hugged her. I whispered in her ear, "I'm sorry!" And I stood back up.
"How could you be so stupid Shela? I mean I did drugs when I was younger thanks to Uncle Tre but I never knew that they where bad but you did and you still did them? Why?" My dad asked. Tre half smiled at his drug reference to him.
"It was the only time I had ever done them, why can't you just let it go this time?" I asked. Stupid idea.
"Well honey, you're dad and I apparently don't know anything about you so I guess we wouldn't know what you do. So how do we know if that's the first time you've ever done that?" My mom asked. I looked at everyone and frowned. I ran back up to my room and cried. THEY DON'T UNDER THE STAND THE FACT THAT DAD PUSHED ME TO DO IT!
But I can't blame him I guess he really does care. I sat there and tried to remember what happened last night.
