Going back to where I belong, chapter 9
*Recap*
"Tre, so god help me if you don't haul your ass out of my room I'll get my baseball bat out and we'll play base ball and I'll use you as my fucking ball!" Megan screeched angrily.
"Listen... Before you have a bitch attack, I just wanted to say, what I did earlier was wrong, I realize that.
But I can't hold in my feelings Megan. I really think I might be falling for my baby sister.." Tre told Megan truthfully.
"Oh Shit... "
*End of Recap*
Megan just stood there with a shocked expression on her face, she didn't move or even breathe, what had her older brother just told her? That he had a crush on me!?
"Tre are you telling me that you want to be with me?" Megan asked her brother, trying to calm herself down.
"Yes I know you don't want to be incest... But please just give me a chance, I'll do anything for you, you know that don't you?" Tre crouched down and kneeled down on one knee and held his sisters hand while looking in her eyes the whole time.
He fiddled with something that he clutched in his other hand and he decided to show Megan what it was.
"Remember three years ago, when I found you snooping in my room trying to look for some of your birthday presents when you shouldn't of" Megan nodded her head, wondering where this was going.
"Then you found that gold bracelet with sea glass studded on it and I got so angry and made you leave my room and go straight to yours" Tre replied. Megan nodded her head but still looked confused.
"I remember, but you said to me that when I'm old enough you would promise to give it to me!" Megan replied with disappointment in her voice.
"And I'm going to keep that promise... You're old enough now" And with that Tre slipped on the bracelet.
Megan couldn't help but smile, every day she had been wondering about the bracelet and when she would be able to wear it... And now it was time.
"You are not a girl anymore... You are turning into a beautiful woman, and I'm sorry I didn't recognize that... I didn't realize how distraught you were because I wouldn't allow you to see who you want, and if you want to, you can be with Billie... "
Megan smile faded when she remembered what Billie said. "I'm seeing someone... I'm seeing someone... "
Those three words rang in her mind and it replayed in her head over and over and over again.
"No, Tre I can't see Billie... " Megan replied and hung her head down in shame, letting her hair droop down over her face. Tre smiled and placed his hand under her chin, bringing her head up so he could look her in the eye.
"It's okay Megan... If I say its okay, I mean it." Tre replied sternly.
"No... No you don't understand, he is seeing someone else... " Megan replied sadly.
Tre frowned and wrapped her sister in a tight hug. Letting her cry it out.
"No, its okay Tre, I don't need him anymore, I don't want him anymore... " Megan replied.
Tre put on a relieved expression and planted kisses into Megan's neck.
"But I don't want you either... It would be too awkward, I mean if we broke up... We wouldn't be able to live with each other." Megan replied while looking straight into Tre's eyes.
Tre sighed heavily, "Yeah I guess your right." He didn't even feel like hiding the disappointment in his voice. Megan sighed and sat next to him on her bed and pulled him into a tight hug.
"It's okay Tre... I love you, but not that way, I love you like sibling love. And you mean the world to me; I just don't want our relationship ruined."
Megan gave him a short peck on the lips and stood up.
"Now if you don't mind... I need to get some rest." Megan told Tre and pushed him out of her room and she locked the door shut. Megan put her head in her hands and sobbed quietly, until she had nothing left inside of her. She stood up and started to change into her nightgown. She was about to crawl in bed, when the door bell rang, followed by three hard and loud knocks on the door.
Megan sighed and stood up, she rand downstairs and called to her brother; "I'll get it!"
Megan swung the door open, to reveal Billie on the other side. Megan rolled her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest.
"What is it?" She asked coldly, not able to hide the anger in her voice.
"I came here to thank Tre... " Was Billie's reply.
"Tell me what it is and I'll tell him tonight, he's about to go to bed." Megan replied.
"Can you tell him that I really appreciate him setting me up with Cassie... Now we're a couple!"
Megan stood there stunned, not able to believe her ears.
"You mean... That night we played at Gilman... And you went to dance with that chick, it worked out between you two?!?" Megan screeched angrily..
"Well, Yea-" Billie was cut off when Megan slammed the door shut in his face.
"TRE! Get the FUCK over here! I'm going to KILL YOU!" Megan screamed and charged upstairs.
"Tre, so god help me if you don't haul your ass out of my room I'll get my baseball bat out and we'll play base ball and I'll use you as my fucking ball!" Megan screeched angrily.
"Listen... Before you have a bitch attack, I just wanted to say, what I did earlier was wrong, I realize that.
But I can't hold in my feelings Megan. I really think I might be falling for my baby sister.." Tre told Megan truthfully.
"Oh Shit... "
*End of Recap*
Megan just stood there with a shocked expression on her face, she didn't move or even breathe, what had her older brother just told her? That he had a crush on me!?
"Tre are you telling me that you want to be with me?" Megan asked her brother, trying to calm herself down.
"Yes I know you don't want to be incest... But please just give me a chance, I'll do anything for you, you know that don't you?" Tre crouched down and kneeled down on one knee and held his sisters hand while looking in her eyes the whole time.
He fiddled with something that he clutched in his other hand and he decided to show Megan what it was.
"Remember three years ago, when I found you snooping in my room trying to look for some of your birthday presents when you shouldn't of" Megan nodded her head, wondering where this was going.
"Then you found that gold bracelet with sea glass studded on it and I got so angry and made you leave my room and go straight to yours" Tre replied. Megan nodded her head but still looked confused.
"I remember, but you said to me that when I'm old enough you would promise to give it to me!" Megan replied with disappointment in her voice.
"And I'm going to keep that promise... You're old enough now" And with that Tre slipped on the bracelet.
Megan couldn't help but smile, every day she had been wondering about the bracelet and when she would be able to wear it... And now it was time.
"You are not a girl anymore... You are turning into a beautiful woman, and I'm sorry I didn't recognize that... I didn't realize how distraught you were because I wouldn't allow you to see who you want, and if you want to, you can be with Billie... "
Megan smile faded when she remembered what Billie said. "I'm seeing someone... I'm seeing someone... "
Those three words rang in her mind and it replayed in her head over and over and over again.
"No, Tre I can't see Billie... " Megan replied and hung her head down in shame, letting her hair droop down over her face. Tre smiled and placed his hand under her chin, bringing her head up so he could look her in the eye.
"It's okay Megan... If I say its okay, I mean it." Tre replied sternly.
"No... No you don't understand, he is seeing someone else... " Megan replied sadly.
Tre frowned and wrapped her sister in a tight hug. Letting her cry it out.
"No, its okay Tre, I don't need him anymore, I don't want him anymore... " Megan replied.
Tre put on a relieved expression and planted kisses into Megan's neck.
"But I don't want you either... It would be too awkward, I mean if we broke up... We wouldn't be able to live with each other." Megan replied while looking straight into Tre's eyes.
Tre sighed heavily, "Yeah I guess your right." He didn't even feel like hiding the disappointment in his voice. Megan sighed and sat next to him on her bed and pulled him into a tight hug.
"It's okay Tre... I love you, but not that way, I love you like sibling love. And you mean the world to me; I just don't want our relationship ruined."
Megan gave him a short peck on the lips and stood up.
"Now if you don't mind... I need to get some rest." Megan told Tre and pushed him out of her room and she locked the door shut. Megan put her head in her hands and sobbed quietly, until she had nothing left inside of her. She stood up and started to change into her nightgown. She was about to crawl in bed, when the door bell rang, followed by three hard and loud knocks on the door.
Megan sighed and stood up, she rand downstairs and called to her brother; "I'll get it!"
Megan swung the door open, to reveal Billie on the other side. Megan rolled her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest.
"What is it?" She asked coldly, not able to hide the anger in her voice.
"I came here to thank Tre... " Was Billie's reply.
"Tell me what it is and I'll tell him tonight, he's about to go to bed." Megan replied.
"Can you tell him that I really appreciate him setting me up with Cassie... Now we're a couple!"
Megan stood there stunned, not able to believe her ears.
"You mean... That night we played at Gilman... And you went to dance with that chick, it worked out between you two?!?" Megan screeched angrily..
"Well, Yea-" Billie was cut off when Megan slammed the door shut in his face.
"TRE! Get the FUCK over here! I'm going to KILL YOU!" Megan screamed and charged upstairs.