Slaa Smentiraa ldea ramoa esa Nsalea (love, lies, leaks), chapter 5
Stantaa spreguntaa ncorríaa rpoa ala acabeza, ouna sdespuéa eda ootra...
So many questions were running through my head, one after another. I looked at Sonny, his eyes were so trusting and yet they seemed longing. I broke down crying right there. Sonny walked over to me and wraped his arms around me in a hug of comfort, I had been longing his hug for a while.
"They weren't my finger prints," he explained to me in a whisper. "They were that bitch Cathryn's prints. She framed me because she didn't want us together. Why do you think they let me back in here with you? If the fingerprints were mine, I would have been put in a different cell." He explained, and i figured that was true.
"Max, believe me... I would never do anything to hurt you. I love you." he said and lifted up my chin and kissed me. Once again, the little voice in my head was screaming at me again, but I didn't care. I needed to be with Sonny just then, it was like, if I didn't have him, i felt like I should just die. I wraped my arms around his neck and kissed him back, then I held onto him like my life depended on it, and I think it did.
Sonny held onto me too and kissed my neck a few times, then he picked me up and sat me in his lap and we started making out. I felt like the life was returning to me.
Half an hour later
My interogation and Matt's interogation each only took 15 minutes, which was only a quarter of what Sonny's took. At thet time, I couldn't wait to get to school and beath the shit out of Cathyrn untill she was an inch from death. She deserved it.
I didn't have a car, and I knew I wouldn't be able to face my mother, so Sonny took me back to his house. It had to be about 9 o'clock at night because it was dark. We sat in Sonny's living room and watched a movie, it was pretty boring though. Sonny and I just talked and talked about different things, I mainly talked about when and what I should tell my mother what happened.
"I think I should tell her tommorow.. no, maybe now? Where's the phone?" I asked in a frantic rush. Sonny touched my cheek, which was the sign to calm down.
"If you tell your mother now, then I won't be able to do this." he said, smiling then he leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back and we smiled at each other.
"Max, I was wondering. What where you going to say in the cop car? You said you were in love with me and even thinking about...?" he asked me. I didn't think anyone would have even have remembered I said that.
"I was saying 'and even thinking about... letting you loose your virginity to me'." I said and laughed.
Sonny smiled, "Wow.. really? I thought you would never... I mean after the party, I know I'd be tramatized... I mean if it.." he kept going on and on, not being able to finish a sentence.
I leaned in and kissed him, and he stopped talking and kissed me back, soon we were making out again. I ran my hand through Sonny's hair as he held me close. We slowly took off each others clothes and soon, sonny was on top of me, his hands exploring my body.
All the time, I wasn't feeling used at all, like I had been with Jake, i felt like I finally has someone who loved me for me, and finally I had someone to trust with my life. Every thought was gone, every bad feeling was gone, even the thought of beating the shit out of Cathryn was gone, it was just me and Sonny.
1 month later
I Haven't gone back to see my mother in a month, I've been living with Sonny. Apparetly me and Sonny where still 'friends with benefits' just because we didn't want Derek, Matt, or Travis to win the bet, and we hadn't told them about anything that was going on between us. It was none of their buisness anyway.
One day, during school, Sonny and I were walking to fifth period, and I suddenly felt sick. I ran outside of the school and got sick in the parking lot. Sonny held my hair back and patted my back. "Are you okay?!" he asked.
"I just don't feel good. It must have been the breakfast I ate." I said, trying to think of an excuse.
"but..Ii ate the same breakfast.. wouldn't I be getting sick too, if it was bad?" Sonny asked, he had a point.
"I must just be catching a bug.. can we go home?" I asked him with longing eyes. I just needed to sleep it off, I figured.
At the house
All day I was getting sick. Sonny kept helping me to and from the bed to the bathroom, and he made me soup and stuff. My tempature is nomal, but i just feel like crap.
"Maybe you should go to the hospital?" Sonny suggested, handing me an asprin and a glass of gingerale.
"Yea, can we go now? I don't feel like having to throw up all day. I want to see whats wrong." I said. Sonny nodded and helped me get dressed into decent looking clothes, instead of my pajamas.
We drove down to the hospital without me throwing up at all. We went into the office, and I sat down while Sonny signed us in. It took about 15 minutes for the nurse to call us in. The doctor was an old man, as usual, with a smile always on his face. You could probably tell him, 'I'm bleeding to death!' and he'd still smile at you and say, 'It's okay, I'm sure it's not anything serious. Just take asprin and come back in 2 weeks if the pain still occurs.'
I laugh to myself, and Sonny gives me a weird look.
"So, what seems to be the problem?" the doctor asks. Sonny explains about how I have been throwing up day after day for almost a week. The doctor nods and writes stuff down on the little clipboard he has.
The doctor hands me a cup and I guess I have to go to in the bathroom and give a urine sample. I always hated doing that. They make me and Sonny sit in the room for another half an hour. Sonny kept making jokes like 'we could have done it 3 times already, sheesh, slow asses." I laughed so much.
The doctor came back in, still smiling of course.
"We have figured out what is wrong." he said, still smiling even though something is 'wrong'.
"What's wrong?" I ask him because he took a long dramatic pause and I seriously wanted to know what was wrong.
"You are pregnant Max. Congrats." he said.
I dont remember what happened next because I passed out the second he told me that.
So many questions were running through my head, one after another. I looked at Sonny, his eyes were so trusting and yet they seemed longing. I broke down crying right there. Sonny walked over to me and wraped his arms around me in a hug of comfort, I had been longing his hug for a while.
"They weren't my finger prints," he explained to me in a whisper. "They were that bitch Cathryn's prints. She framed me because she didn't want us together. Why do you think they let me back in here with you? If the fingerprints were mine, I would have been put in a different cell." He explained, and i figured that was true.
"Max, believe me... I would never do anything to hurt you. I love you." he said and lifted up my chin and kissed me. Once again, the little voice in my head was screaming at me again, but I didn't care. I needed to be with Sonny just then, it was like, if I didn't have him, i felt like I should just die. I wraped my arms around his neck and kissed him back, then I held onto him like my life depended on it, and I think it did.
Sonny held onto me too and kissed my neck a few times, then he picked me up and sat me in his lap and we started making out. I felt like the life was returning to me.
Half an hour later
My interogation and Matt's interogation each only took 15 minutes, which was only a quarter of what Sonny's took. At thet time, I couldn't wait to get to school and beath the shit out of Cathyrn untill she was an inch from death. She deserved it.
I didn't have a car, and I knew I wouldn't be able to face my mother, so Sonny took me back to his house. It had to be about 9 o'clock at night because it was dark. We sat in Sonny's living room and watched a movie, it was pretty boring though. Sonny and I just talked and talked about different things, I mainly talked about when and what I should tell my mother what happened.
"I think I should tell her tommorow.. no, maybe now? Where's the phone?" I asked in a frantic rush. Sonny touched my cheek, which was the sign to calm down.
"If you tell your mother now, then I won't be able to do this." he said, smiling then he leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back and we smiled at each other.
"Max, I was wondering. What where you going to say in the cop car? You said you were in love with me and even thinking about...?" he asked me. I didn't think anyone would have even have remembered I said that.
"I was saying 'and even thinking about... letting you loose your virginity to me'." I said and laughed.
Sonny smiled, "Wow.. really? I thought you would never... I mean after the party, I know I'd be tramatized... I mean if it.." he kept going on and on, not being able to finish a sentence.
I leaned in and kissed him, and he stopped talking and kissed me back, soon we were making out again. I ran my hand through Sonny's hair as he held me close. We slowly took off each others clothes and soon, sonny was on top of me, his hands exploring my body.
All the time, I wasn't feeling used at all, like I had been with Jake, i felt like I finally has someone who loved me for me, and finally I had someone to trust with my life. Every thought was gone, every bad feeling was gone, even the thought of beating the shit out of Cathryn was gone, it was just me and Sonny.
1 month later
I Haven't gone back to see my mother in a month, I've been living with Sonny. Apparetly me and Sonny where still 'friends with benefits' just because we didn't want Derek, Matt, or Travis to win the bet, and we hadn't told them about anything that was going on between us. It was none of their buisness anyway.
One day, during school, Sonny and I were walking to fifth period, and I suddenly felt sick. I ran outside of the school and got sick in the parking lot. Sonny held my hair back and patted my back. "Are you okay?!" he asked.
"I just don't feel good. It must have been the breakfast I ate." I said, trying to think of an excuse.
"but..Ii ate the same breakfast.. wouldn't I be getting sick too, if it was bad?" Sonny asked, he had a point.
"I must just be catching a bug.. can we go home?" I asked him with longing eyes. I just needed to sleep it off, I figured.
At the house
All day I was getting sick. Sonny kept helping me to and from the bed to the bathroom, and he made me soup and stuff. My tempature is nomal, but i just feel like crap.
"Maybe you should go to the hospital?" Sonny suggested, handing me an asprin and a glass of gingerale.
"Yea, can we go now? I don't feel like having to throw up all day. I want to see whats wrong." I said. Sonny nodded and helped me get dressed into decent looking clothes, instead of my pajamas.
We drove down to the hospital without me throwing up at all. We went into the office, and I sat down while Sonny signed us in. It took about 15 minutes for the nurse to call us in. The doctor was an old man, as usual, with a smile always on his face. You could probably tell him, 'I'm bleeding to death!' and he'd still smile at you and say, 'It's okay, I'm sure it's not anything serious. Just take asprin and come back in 2 weeks if the pain still occurs.'
I laugh to myself, and Sonny gives me a weird look.
"So, what seems to be the problem?" the doctor asks. Sonny explains about how I have been throwing up day after day for almost a week. The doctor nods and writes stuff down on the little clipboard he has.
The doctor hands me a cup and I guess I have to go to in the bathroom and give a urine sample. I always hated doing that. They make me and Sonny sit in the room for another half an hour. Sonny kept making jokes like 'we could have done it 3 times already, sheesh, slow asses." I laughed so much.
The doctor came back in, still smiling of course.
"We have figured out what is wrong." he said, still smiling even though something is 'wrong'.
"What's wrong?" I ask him because he took a long dramatic pause and I seriously wanted to know what was wrong.
"You are pregnant Max. Congrats." he said.
I dont remember what happened next because I passed out the second he told me that.
