Cause I'm Thinkin Of A Brand New Hope, One I've Never Known....., chapter 3
How could they be divorced? I mean, they had what everyone wanted.
I sighed and decided I didn't want to go home. Instead I walked into Starbucks and headed over to the table Billie and I had sat at the night before. But somone was already there. Billie Joe.
I sighed and turned to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
"We need to talk," He said. I stood there for a second before sitting down oppisite him. He looked into my eyes.
"I just want you to know, Sam, it's not you're fault. Adie and me both wanted this. Ok?"
"But you and Adie were in love! You had something so great-"
"How do you know that though? See, everyone thinks that. Everyone will read some stupid story about us and all of a sudden we're the worlds most in-love couple. It was NEVER like that. People just presumed the wrong things. We were just any other couple in love, and now we're not. Ok?" He said.
I stared at my feet.
"Sorry. I didn't mean to snap. It's just- she's taken Joey and Jakey.....those kids mean so much to me," He sniffed and I saw a singled tear drip down his face. I reached forward and wiped it away. He looked up at me and smiled weakly.
"Wanna go for a walk?"
We walked along the streets, stares coming our way. I knew Billie would be used to it by now, but I also knew he was getting pissed off.
"Can we go to mine?" He burst out as the twenty-millionth group of girls drove past shrieking name. I hesitated.
"Please. I have the whole house to myself now, Adie's fucked off to Minnestota and I'm lonely and....please?" He did the puppy dog eyes and I gave in.
He covered my eyes as we walked up the path and didn't let me see until he'd closed the door behind me. Giggling like a school girl he took his hands away.
"Welcome to Billie's World," he smirked and gave me the grand tour. It was fucking huge, there was a swimming pool and a hut tub and en suites in near enough every fucking room except maybe the kitchen although I'm not quit sure because sometimes when you're in the middle of making fish pie then you get the urge to-
"Wanna go for a swim?" He asked me, interrupting my wierd thoughts.
"What, in my cothes?" I asked sarcastically.
"Oh yeah....go home and get your bathing suit."
Nooo I can't be arsed-"
"But I wanna go swim!" He moaned. I rolled my eyes.
"Go swim, then, I'll watch."
He smirked. "You just wanna see me in my-"
"Do I fuck, asshole. If you're gonna swim, swim," I said. Never did I think I'd be on such friendly- well, freindly haha-terms with my idol. Wierd.
"Whatever, Sam, whatvever....go wait by thw pool then, sit on one of those shitty plastic chairs....might break, like, but hey....I'll just go change..."
He ran off up to his room and I followed his instructions and sat by the huge blue pool. I was just thinking about how incredibly lucky I ma and also how incredibly wierd it was that Tre said Billie was "pretty messed up" when he burst outta nowhere and splached me all over with water by dive bombing into the pool.
"BILLIE! FUCKING HELL I'M SOAKED!" I screamed. He grinned and climbed out. He was wearing black swimming trunks....anyways, he picked me up.
"Won't make a difference if you get a bit more water on ya then," He smirked and jumped into the pool.
I sighed and decided I didn't want to go home. Instead I walked into Starbucks and headed over to the table Billie and I had sat at the night before. But somone was already there. Billie Joe.
I sighed and turned to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
"We need to talk," He said. I stood there for a second before sitting down oppisite him. He looked into my eyes.
"I just want you to know, Sam, it's not you're fault. Adie and me both wanted this. Ok?"
"But you and Adie were in love! You had something so great-"
"How do you know that though? See, everyone thinks that. Everyone will read some stupid story about us and all of a sudden we're the worlds most in-love couple. It was NEVER like that. People just presumed the wrong things. We were just any other couple in love, and now we're not. Ok?" He said.
I stared at my feet.
"Sorry. I didn't mean to snap. It's just- she's taken Joey and Jakey.....those kids mean so much to me," He sniffed and I saw a singled tear drip down his face. I reached forward and wiped it away. He looked up at me and smiled weakly.
"Wanna go for a walk?"
We walked along the streets, stares coming our way. I knew Billie would be used to it by now, but I also knew he was getting pissed off.
"Can we go to mine?" He burst out as the twenty-millionth group of girls drove past shrieking name. I hesitated.
"Please. I have the whole house to myself now, Adie's fucked off to Minnestota and I'm lonely and....please?" He did the puppy dog eyes and I gave in.
He covered my eyes as we walked up the path and didn't let me see until he'd closed the door behind me. Giggling like a school girl he took his hands away.
"Welcome to Billie's World," he smirked and gave me the grand tour. It was fucking huge, there was a swimming pool and a hut tub and en suites in near enough every fucking room except maybe the kitchen although I'm not quit sure because sometimes when you're in the middle of making fish pie then you get the urge to-
"Wanna go for a swim?" He asked me, interrupting my wierd thoughts.
"What, in my cothes?" I asked sarcastically.
"Oh yeah....go home and get your bathing suit."
Nooo I can't be arsed-"
"But I wanna go swim!" He moaned. I rolled my eyes.
"Go swim, then, I'll watch."
He smirked. "You just wanna see me in my-"
"Do I fuck, asshole. If you're gonna swim, swim," I said. Never did I think I'd be on such friendly- well, freindly haha-terms with my idol. Wierd.
"Whatever, Sam, whatvever....go wait by thw pool then, sit on one of those shitty plastic chairs....might break, like, but hey....I'll just go change..."
He ran off up to his room and I followed his instructions and sat by the huge blue pool. I was just thinking about how incredibly lucky I ma and also how incredibly wierd it was that Tre said Billie was "pretty messed up" when he burst outta nowhere and splached me all over with water by dive bombing into the pool.
"BILLIE! FUCKING HELL I'M SOAKED!" I screamed. He grinned and climbed out. He was wearing black swimming trunks....anyways, he picked me up.
"Won't make a difference if you get a bit more water on ya then," He smirked and jumped into the pool.
