Adrienne's Pain - Sequel to Jamie's New Love, chapter 3
She started to rustle around. She turned to face. She opened her eyes a little. She was still frowning but she lit up my face because she looked stronger than she did before.
She started singing. I soon realized what song it was.
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines, what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs and know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
When she finished, she smiled and closed her eyes once again.
"Adrienne..." I started.
"Pete. Someone has found me. You have. God has. I told when I met you, I walk alone. I have many broken dreams. When the city sleeps, I go out and I look around. We were meant for some much more. But we lost ourselves along the way. God put us here for a different reason. He destined you to play music. You did what he told you. You just didn't know it. I don't know where I'm going. I'm thirteen years old and I want die. He put here for something very important but I don't know what it is. He put Jimmy here for the same reason. He wants to be just like you. Maybe God put him here to be the next great punk bass player. Jimmy doesn't know what punk is though. Pete, lead me and him in the right direction. I don't like who I am. Why do you think I started cutting? I hat myself. I hate my mother. She has always favored Jimmy and always will. I don't want to believe she is my mother. I want to be like Billie Joe Armstrong. I want to speak out but I can't because I don't matter. I want to play guitar. Mom won't let me. Sometimes I wish someone out there, it that world we call America, would find me. I got that wish. You. I love you Pete. You are my dad," she said, cutting me off.
I couldn't say anything. All I could do was hug her. I started to cry. She was already crying so she didn't mind if I did.
"Adrienne, what would you say if I gave you your wishes?" I asked.
"I would forever thank you," she answered.
"Well, when you start eating, I will give them to you. How does that sound?" I asked.
"It sounds like a deal," she said, sticking her hand out to shake on it.
I didn't shake, I hugged her.
Okay, We're going to skip to hospital scene. Nothing happens. As soon as Adrienne got out of the hospital, she ate three, huge meals. Pete and her mother were happy. Pete's promise is next. Read on.
She started singing. I soon realized what song it was.
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines, what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs and know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
When she finished, she smiled and closed her eyes once again.
"Adrienne..." I started.
"Pete. Someone has found me. You have. God has. I told when I met you, I walk alone. I have many broken dreams. When the city sleeps, I go out and I look around. We were meant for some much more. But we lost ourselves along the way. God put us here for a different reason. He destined you to play music. You did what he told you. You just didn't know it. I don't know where I'm going. I'm thirteen years old and I want die. He put here for something very important but I don't know what it is. He put Jimmy here for the same reason. He wants to be just like you. Maybe God put him here to be the next great punk bass player. Jimmy doesn't know what punk is though. Pete, lead me and him in the right direction. I don't like who I am. Why do you think I started cutting? I hat myself. I hate my mother. She has always favored Jimmy and always will. I don't want to believe she is my mother. I want to be like Billie Joe Armstrong. I want to speak out but I can't because I don't matter. I want to play guitar. Mom won't let me. Sometimes I wish someone out there, it that world we call America, would find me. I got that wish. You. I love you Pete. You are my dad," she said, cutting me off.
I couldn't say anything. All I could do was hug her. I started to cry. She was already crying so she didn't mind if I did.
"Adrienne, what would you say if I gave you your wishes?" I asked.
"I would forever thank you," she answered.
"Well, when you start eating, I will give them to you. How does that sound?" I asked.
"It sounds like a deal," she said, sticking her hand out to shake on it.
I didn't shake, I hugged her.
Okay, We're going to skip to hospital scene. Nothing happens. As soon as Adrienne got out of the hospital, she ate three, huge meals. Pete and her mother were happy. Pete's promise is next. Read on.
